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About Hour13
I am Joe. Here because I prefer to be among like-minded people. Let's face it, you don't just go up to random people and say "Hi, you're kinda cute, I'd love to take you to dinner. Then I'd like to see you hogtied & ballgagged." Lol, it's a great way to get slapped though!
And no, I'm not just here for that, lol. If you just wanna chat, hit me up. Love making new friends as well. The more, the merrier! :)
Of course, bondage is big with me. I buy some stuff, but I also make my own restraint harnesses. Other things on my list are... discipline/punishment, forced... everything, speech & breath control, oral, choking, slapping, wax & knife play, orgasm control, exhibitionism, photography, etc...
In bed, you belong to me. Obey completely. And when I allow you to struggle, really TRY to get free... I love that. ;)
Aside from that stuff, I'm a pretty fun guy. Kickass (and dirty) sense of humor. I ride a bike, it's my pride and joy. I build musclecars for a living. I'm an artist as well, and dig photography.
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There's nothing out here, no streetlights, no buildings, even the moon hides... she won't be watching me tonight. Black as pitch, only the road reflectors glowing in my headlights. The snake, twisting and writhing before my Mustang. I turn the radio down so I can listen to the tires as we enter another set of curves.
?? Screams of protest as the car's weight shifts left, then right, then back again. Slight nudge of the wheel, off the gas, then back on it. The suspension settles, plants itself, and the car rockets up the next hill.
?? Sweeping up and left. I think it's after this curve.
?? Yes. The glowing flecks suddenly become arrow straight. I slam the shifter down into fourth, and bury the gas pedal in the carpet. The engine's thrumming growl becomes a full, belting scream.
?? 110... 120... 130...
?? Now he sees them.
?? Every one of their eyes, looking up into his. All the quivering lips, the nails in his back. Every whispered word, every promise. Every lazy morning, lying in bed till noon. Every. Single. Fucking...
?? "I love you Joe"
?
?? Back into fifth, pedal down. 140... 150...
?? Funny. You all look the same when you say goodbye.
?? Feather the brake, listen to the engine wind back down, slide her into the next curve.
?? Pull a long drag from my cigarette... and smile.
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This Friday will be one year since the death of the best friend I've ever had. I can physically feel it coming up. Every night I sleep less, and the dreams get worse. I'm not the same, haven't been since he left.
This year has seen it ups and downs, and the one person I could always turn to... is gone. Barely in his 30's, heart failure in his sleep. I'm not suicidal by any stretch, but I crave the day I will join him. Wherever he may be. If you're in hell buddy, hope you're saving me a good seat, lol.
Shane, my brother, my friend,
I miss you so much.
God...
I fucking hate you.
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?? So, a sub sent me a msg today asking me "What does breath control entail?" This is what I sent her...
Well, it's open to interpretation of course. But for me, there are several facets of breath control. The obvious one is choking, and that is part of it. Another aspect of it goes hand in hand with orgasm control/denial. As she begins to orgasm, You force the sub/slave to slow her breathing. The focus required to do this demands that she has self discipline, and the willingness to obey verbal commands w/out being physically forced. This focus also delays/stops the orgasm.
Finally, the method that is more a part of the compassion side of domination. In the midst of the "rough" acts of control(choking, slapping, punching, pinning down, etc...), I will suddenly stop, rest my lips lightly against hers, and begin to match her breathing. As she breathes out, I breathe in, and visa versa. Her breathing slows drastically, and her body goes limp. And with the sub I've had my last few sessions with especially, she actually goes into an almost trance-like state. It is a really intense moment for both. The "Moment of Trust".
Hope this helps. :)
Hour13
?? Which got me thinking, what do the other CM'ers out there consider it to be? Just curious, love to hear some other opinions on the matter.
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Kinda random, just some lines from a few songs. Good shit, enjoy. -Joe
?? "I hurt myself today, just to see if I still feel"
?? "I'm changing everything, cause you won't be there for me"
?? "Cause
there's a monster, living under my bed, whispering in my ear. And
there's an angel, with her hand on my head, she say I got nothing to
fear. And the darkness, living deep in my soul, it's still got a
purpose to serve."
?? "Hello darkness my old friend, I've come to speak with you again"
?? "I want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live"
?? "You were the one for me, and now you're going through the door. When you take that step, I love you baby more and more."
?? "You asked me to love you, and I did"
?? "I drag my toes across the floor, each day's the same as those before"
?? "I will stare the sun down, until my eyes go blind. I won't change direction, and I won't change my mind."
?? "Pay
no mind to what the other voices say, they don't care about you. Like I
do. Safe from pain, truth, and choice... and other poison devils. They
don't give a fuck about you. Like I do."
?? "Things have never been so swell, I have never failed to fail"
?? "Took my hand and ended it all, broke her little bones on the boulders below. And as she fell, I smiled."
?? "It's
been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face. It's
been awhile, but I can still remember just the way you taste."
?? "Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness, and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty. Just like me."
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This thing that I see,
kinda reminds me of me...
Under low light.
It's everything I hate,
and yet I look the same...
Under low light.
Low light,
Slide...
show...
mind.
I never wanted to be...
This thing staring back at me.
~some of my old writing~
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Oh, sitebots...
HELLO,maboui.juliet@yahoo.com
i am lady Juliet Mabou,your new friend i saw your profile today at(www.collarme.com)
and became intrested to be your new friend i will also like to know you the more,
and i want you to send an email to my email address so i can give you my picture for you to know me more.
Here is my email address(maboui.juliet@yahoo.com)
there's something good i want to share with you.
Good day.
Riiiiight... ~sigh~ Apparently, I must've just fallen off the yam wagon yesterday. Cuz I totally find this believable. Bwahahaha!
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While we're here, I'm going to touch on what I'm looking for, just to clear things up.
?? Been getting alot of this lately, so... I am NOT into the whole DaddyDom thing. If all you can think of to say in your first email to Me is; "Ohhh, teach me Daddy"... don't bother.
?? I want a true slave/sub. No fakers please, gets old. No, you can't move in with Me next week. Eventually, sure. But let's be realistic.
?? Physically, here it is. Age 18-29, 5' to 5'7, under 130lbs. Don't really care about the size of your boobs, I actually rather enjoy a B-cup girl. But it doesn't really matter to me, larger or smaller.
?? Before the hatemail starts, lol, that's not a stab at anyone who doesn't fit those specs. I think alot of people are beautiful. One of my friends on here, isn't a sub, or in that range. But you know what, I think she is absolutely stunning. But I know what I want, and it works for me.
?? Physical crap aside, you NEED to have a good sense of humor!!! If you can make me laugh, your off to a great start. And please, I want someone who can be engaging, hold intelligent conversation, and get along with my friends. :)
? Last, I don't share. Nor do I share myself. I'm very much into exhibitionism, but that's for us. I will not permit you to be dominated by anyone but Me. However, if you get a wild hair up your ass, and you've been extra good, I may permit you to play with another f/sub.? ;)? And no, not to fulfill some threesome fantasy for Me. Been there, done that. Meh.
?? Ok, done ranting. For now.
?? Hour13
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Labels, labels, labels...
?? In a lifestyle that defies definition, we are constantly struggling to figure out where we fit into all of this. And damning people for "mis-labeling" themselves. Domme/Dom, sub, slave, Master, top, bottom, switch, etc... ~uhg~
?? The fact is, yes, it is good to have these defining terms. It helps others understand who we are, and for many of us, what we're looking for. But really, they can be... loose fitting.
?? My profile for example, states that I am a M/Dom. Well... there's no option on this site for 'Master'. Personally, I more identify Myself as a Master than a Dom. And even that is based on My definitions of the two. And so that anyone curious enough to still be reading this drivel, can know what I am...
?? A true Master is a Dominant, yes. That much should be obvious. Breaking down your walls, your barriers, is part of My duty. As such, I will train you to serve Me perfectly. Your mind, body, manner of dress, hair, speech, shall all be shaped and molded to suit my desires. Under My hand, you will learn to never tell Me no, to never hesitate before My Will.
?? Something must be understood as well. Being a Master is not about being an abusive asshole. Yes, I will enforce My Will however I see fit, and there will be punishment for failing Me. But as your Master, it is My Duty to care for, and take care of, that which is Mine. To see to your needs, and to ensure that you are taking care of yourself, in all aspects of life.
?? That being said, you are not to be a mere doormat. A mind, and a will of your own, is vital. Any mindless twat can play the part of a slave. That is worthless to Me. Self discipline & control, the ability to choose to completely give yourself to me, is the true meaning of devotion. Of trust. A true slave has absolute trust in her Master.
?? That trust cannot be earned in a handful of emails, neither can the right to wear My collar. Only when you have proven yourself to Me, will you be given the collar you will wear outside of the bedroom.
?? Just to clarify, this is not meant to look down on ANYONE here. We all have our own views, and tastes. It's simply My perception of what this means to Me. I have only the highest respect for all real people on this site.
? My love and admiration...
?? Hour13
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?? Uhg. Scratch my previous entry. The planned meeting is a no go.? :(? No hard feelings, she's a cool girl, and I do like her. But it is disappointing. Was really looking forward to it, but she jumped in before she was ready.
?? I'm guessing she's going back to her ex. It happens. Just sucks ass on this end of things. Know it wasn't her intention, but I really hate feeling led on. Hope everything works out for her though. ~sigh~
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First meeting with someone really cool next weekend. So far so good.... really fucking psyched.? :)? What do you know? Actually found something worthwhile here, lol. And just so everybody knows, just because someone doesn't have a pic up, doesn't mean they aren't... Unbelievably. Fucking. Beautiful.
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Wait a second... You think I'm really cute, and seem really nice? "We should chat babe... now. Go to (blahblahblah).com"
You know that "Who's Viewing Me?" tab... You aren't on there. Lol!
Oh, site bots. Silly, silly site bots.
Uhg. Only slightly less irritating than Jehova's Witnesses.
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The first...
?? It's funny how the 'vanilla' world outside sees us as deviants. Our subs/slaves as sluts. Immoral. And I see these people, in their 'normal' relationships. I see the resentment, the mistrust, the lies. The unending looks at others, because they can't find satisfaction with the one they're with. "The grass is always greener..." I'm at the bar, seeing the tanlines on ring fingers.
?? My first M/s(ish) relationship was... well, interesting, lol. I was in High School, and had started seeing this girl. She wore a dog collar the first time we really hung out, and I found her irresistible. I told her I wanted my name on her collar. The next day, she had attached a chain to it, which she hooked to my belt buckle. We both got suspended, LMAO!
?? That started the ball rolling. I've had my fair share of vanilla... but something was always missing. Here's the thing...
?? When I'm binding my slave, as I cinch down her cuffs, tighten the chains, snug the leather straps... I take it all in. When I'm done with the preparations, I take a step back, and see this wonderous thing before me.
?? This beautiful creature lying bound, immobile, helpless... trusts me. On a level that few people will ever grasp, this is trust. She knows what is about to happen. There will be pain, and the harshness of my hand for any act of disobediance. In this moment, she exists for my pleasure.
?? But she knows that when it's over, I will release her ties. That I will kiss her bruised wrists, her stinging cheeks. That I will cradle her head to my chest, gently run my fingers through her hair. And she will sleep safely in the arms of her Master.
?? This is a level of trust you will find nowhere else. Her absoloute trust in Me, is the foundation of My trust in her. In the outside world, I will want for no one but her. And she for Me. In a true M/s relationship, the doubt, the suspicion, does not exist. I've never been cheated on by a slave, nor have I ever even considered cheating on that which is Mine.
?? I'm currenly in the akward position of being a Master with no slave. Lol, it sucks. But I will never settle for vanilla again. And I look forward to the day I fasten my collar to another slender neck.
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A few random notes...
?? This site is pretty amazing, even though it can be a bit of a mixed bag at times. The unfortunate inherent problems are going to exist. Yes, there are alot of pricks, fakers, creeps, and liars. Welcome to the internet.
?? To those who have been burned, harassed, etc... I'm truly sorry. Be careful. Take your time, do the best you can weed out the losers. But please don't give up, I promise we're not all like that! There are some really good people here. Don't let the fuckups keep you from getting to know the ones who are actually worth it.? :)
?? To the afore-mentioned assholes... There isn't shit I can do, but I'm gonna say it anyway. Fuck off. There are people here who take this lifestyle seriously. Grow up, get a life, and if you're just here cruising for a piece of ass... get yourself a prostitute or something.
?? To the incredible people I've met here...
I love you all. Godessa, your open mindedness, humor, and kind words have really made an impact on me. Prettyinyoureyes, you're awesome love. Have really enjoyed talking with you. And Alicia, you just fucking rock honey. Thanks for the call last night, was great sharing my insomnia with you, lol. Not gonna list all of you here, you know who you are. All my love and respect...
?? To everyone... Don't forget, we're all a part of this. "Open minded" can't just apply to people who share your exact same tastes. No one will respect who we are, and why we're the way we are, if we can't even respect/accept each other. I'm a M/Dom/Master. Aside from the lovely little sub/slaves I've talked to... I've met and had incredible conversations with all kinds of people here. And made some really good friends in the proccess.
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My lights behind me...
?? Last year, I lost my best friend Shane. He was the greatest person I've ever known. Didn't care what anybody thought of him, and could offend a room full of people without even trying, lol. He was also somebody who would give the shirt off his back, not only for his friends, but anybody who needed it. He was the master of puns, a dirtyminded SOB, and an angel of sorts. Pulled me back from the brink on more than one occasion.
?? He could usually be found at Jim's, drinking coffee, rolling smokes... and more often than not, giving advise to the various people who came to know him as someone they could talk to about anything.
?? He was a die hard biker, the one who taught me to ride. When I was first learning, we would go up Bandera to the Jim's there at 1604. I'd be on the bike, he'd be following me in my Mustang.
?? I was riding up that stretch of Bandera last night. And I kept looking in my mirrors, expecting to see the familiar headlights of my car behind me.
"I grit my teeth, lean into the throttle, and let the wind wash away my tears..."
?? I miss you.
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