Honeycarmel

I love this lifestyle.  I miss playtime.  I used to have such a full playroom.  Now it's such that I'll have to seek out new human toys to play with.  Umm hmm

Dumbass if you read, start by noticing that I am not a switch.  I am not a sub.  I am a DOMME.  If you think I'm going to switch, you are very wrong.  So keep it moving & stay in your lane.  Otherwise, you may step up, respectfully & the world will be a beautiful place.

he follows up with this: yawn.  Whatever bitch please.

again another dumb ass who has no life approaches me w/o a pic & says this:

I have no desire for online play.  If you live in some far off location, then don't beg for my time.  you wont get it.

Come and play with me.........sweet slut.

I find it so interesting that strangers have so much to complain about.  When anyone contacts Me.  I appreciate a proper introduction & some information to break the ice, if you will.  But to judge Me or assume anything about Me or what My views or opinions within My divine, kinky lifestyle, I say shame on you.  

I am not here to be berated, trained, directed or controlled.  I don't hold a Glock 9mm to anyone's head forcing any plaything to my play space.  I've gotten a good chuckle.  Long winded one,  entertain Me more.  Set?, Go...

Play time bitches!    Let Me hear from you and let's have some fun.

I think I should like to have a bit of a kinky freaky sneaky party for My birthday.  I would love to call in some little whores & bitches to play with.  Who's down?  

Is there not one true player left in the entire world of BDSM?  Some of the messages are just wasteful mess.  Other messages are bland and make me yawn.  The least of these are the messages left by bitch made, cum sucks who deactivate their profile after they make  comments, to try to get a rise out of people.  yawn.  If you want to play, great.  But if not, do it moving.  I just don't have time.  Pathetic players are just sad.

I find it strange and interesting that subs & slaves alike, demand the time of a Dom or Domina with the expectation  of reaching their kinky, fantastic goals.   & all the while, they expect to show nothing in the form of thanks in appreciation for the skills & hard work of whomever did all the work.  

That is so one sided.  Expecting a show of gratitude is not wrong.  If I am a guest in someone's home for dinner, etc.  I am certainly going to bring a bottle of wine, or a desert.  Something to contribute to the occasion.  It's common courtesy.  

The word for this day is,  LATEX.  I find Latex, truly divine.  I am missing a latex whore to play with.  I should like to get my crop and sting the skin of some pathetic latex slut.  Come out, come out, and give yourself to me.  Oh how much fun this will truly be;

Such a challenge to find someone delicious to play with.

So, yet again a "sub" claims to be ready and willing.  As for myself, I don't start off on full blast sending someone I know nothing about into sub space.  Besides, that's earned.  I check in with this dumb ass a few days later & again the following day.  Then I, in DOMINA form asked a simple question. "Where are your thoughts?  What are you thinking right now?"  Now I know that this fool has a offspring and "vanilla" responsibilities.  We/we all do.  But when your Domme asks you what you are thinking, at that time I would think the obvious response, in that moment, would be.  Something to the effect of, umm perhaps, and especially since I am writing, this clueless dumb ass would say his thoughts were on ME.   Instead the dry ass response was ....i'm not really thinking of anything.  Which tells me that his mind is not on the sub situation he so deeply claimed to desire.  SMH.  Read all about it.  Study, take a class, I really don't care.  But get a clue because I don't beg subs or slaves to submit.  I know EXACTLY what I'm doing.  so R.O. it's not about you sweetie.  It takes at least two.  Get it together.  My time is not to be wasted.

My eager sluts, make sure that you are serious in your desires.  It's such a waste of time when one begs & begs to submit, yet this same slut does nothing but argue and dispute all the teachings being offered.  Since you have all of the answers, why bother reaching out to a Domme.  Dom yourself.

Why do these little kinky players beg for my time, and then fall apart when I test them on the first call.  If it was too easy, then it wouldn't be fun.  Figure it out, eager ones, and then the fun will begin.

There's a new eager kinky slut that wants to play.  Come to me slut, I have work to do & I should like to sit on your face, so as to be most comfortable.

Tisk-tisk.  A beger at first then a fit thrower next.  Changing your profile name only makes you look like a stalker.  Well you are, & I have no problem with that.  But it should be fun not threatening.  Play nicely or be ignored, it's that simple.  If you are clever, then act as such.

Tonight I welcome a new player into my domain.  I have not yet selected this bitch yet.  But I know.

ummmmm I love it when the plan for play comes through.  The bitches are coming out.  oooo yessssss.

bitches if you send a picture of yourself naked, make sure it's something that can be viewed without causing ME to go blind.  All ass is NOT divine ass.  & pathetic cocks that curve like the letter C, don't bother.  ugh.

Eager bois & girls are all about.  I wonder which one wants to stay and play.  Whomever reaches out for the treasures this sexy and divine lifestyle has to offer, will surely find a marvelous much.  ummmmmmm it's true.

Why approach and beg for this, that, or the other, and then vanish?  Or is that a new fantasy, or fetish that I'm not yet educated on.  I simply don't understand some fools.  So "sublimesearch" wtf? What are you 12?  That had to be the dumbest waste of time EVER.  I'd rather watch my toenails grow.  you need help, M.S.  you really do.   Now run along, ya dumb bitch.

Play time should be all the time.  Everyone seems so shy.  What a shame.

My paddle is so ready to be used.  I can hear the sound of the leather as it burns the flesh it comes into contact with.  I promise, you savage, it won't hurt ME one tiny bit.  I have always said I am not a sadist.  Oh well, I've changed my mind, (for now).  I want very much to enjoy life.  But I will have a worthy whore to drag along with me.  Indeed I will.

Is it wrong for an Owner to spoil their pet?  I mean lap dogs are often quite well treated.  I will have what I desire.  I can see the future & oh how sexy it is.  Now, on your knees, come here bitch and kiss my feet until your lips get numb!

I wonder if there is anyone out there that can be true in their desire to submit.  I mean it is a game, but let's play for real.

Something important you should know.  There is a low after the high of kinky play as well as vanilla play.  It's normal.  This happens to most everyone.  The build up of endorphins is more pleasurable then the act of climaxing.  The drop off that happens after, is like jumping off of a cliff.  The most charged part is what happens all the way up until you jump.  Once you go over & realize that you've survived, you say, OMG! that was so AWESOME!  I want to do it again.  Or you feel like you can concur the world.  Then you calm down and your heart beat slows, the world slows and normality sets in.  The build up isn't there for that moment.  But guess what, if you're a good boi,  or girl, you can do it again and again. The feelings of low, or guilt, or dread, or shame, are normal.  

This is also why many people enjoy the act of foreplay.  The sex funk that fills the air, the passion, the arousal.  So much more then what happens at the end of "the act"  

It seems that you feel very much alone in your thoughts.  No sweetie.  you couldn't be more wrong.  Sex and the act of sex is a natural high.  People who take drugs chase a high.  Who wouldn't stay "high" if that feeling could be sustained?  Wouldn't everyone be in a much better mood if we could all feel that sexy high round the cock, (oops) I mean to say, round the clock.  So feel good in knowing that you have discovered that which gives you the most pleasure.  So many players, male & female go through life NOT ever knowing what they truly desire.   It's not just kinky people.  This is true of vanilla people too.   & you have found it.  So now you get to live it.  If you are able to let go of the negative or heavy feelings.  As long as you are are in a consensual situation & not breaking laws or harming children, etc.  Then I say enjoy.  Indulge.  Do you!  Be all you can be, and on and on.

cum-suck silly ass bitches.  DO NOT ask me for anything, unless you are able to properly introduce yourself.  To message me, "If you are interested, let me know..."  I don't know who you are, what you are, or anything about you, so what kind of introduction is that?  Such a waste of time.  ugh!  yawn.

Come out to playee aaaa!!!!!!

Now that my play space is fully stocked and ready, where have all the bitches gone?   Don't be afraid.  I only want to tie you up and...... well play.

hmm what use is a slave with no willingness?  one must suffer for the craft.  UMMMMMMM sweet surrender.

My pets, if you want to play.  you MUST introduce yourself properly.  Or I will ignore you.

Don't be afraid bitches.  Play time won't hurt me one tiny bit.  I promise.

I think NOW is the time for some real & true naughty, nasty, fun. ummm hmmm

Silly whores, there's not need to lie to a Domina.  There is not much that we have not seen.  So being sneaky is just stupid.  WTH?

I am (sometimes) human.  So my sweets, if This Domme, shows her human side from time to time, remember, it's only natural.  Remember darling whores, I do truly love what I do for kinky bois and girlz.  If, in fact I show my human side, for a brief moment, fear not.  I will simply punish one of you fine, sluts until I am back on track. How bout that?

I have many Sister/Dommes that have more than one profile.  I have thought about that, but would rather not bother with the trouble of playing games of trust.  All bitches lie.  Who the fuck cares.  I will believe what ever the fuck is promised, when I see it.  But oh you little bitches who think you're slick.  I live for the messy trail you leave.  What is done in darkness, shall come to light.  Such fun it is to watch.

I desire a body to chew on. hmmmmmmmm

what many of you don't even now..... um hmm.

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm good times are just ahead.  I can't wait!!

Oh, now I do like a bitch with some drive & just the right amount of backbone.  But, if you are not appealing in some shape, form or fashion.  MOVE ALONG.  I seem to have caught the eye of a hard on the eyes creeper.  & Nothing he can do will make me change my mind. So don't change your name.  Do not make up another profile.  It's not going to work.

No, no sweetie, never assume you know me.  I am a camilion.  I can become whomever I care to become.  I do things I simply enjoy, otherwise, I see no point.  I am open minded.  This lifestyle is so amazing.  Open your mind to the countless pleasures, treasures & all around good times.  

I am painting a picture of many colors & shapes.  What you see with your minds eye may be quite different then what I imagine.  That is called imagination.  

I will not live in a box.  Someone asked me what it meant to be a Domme.  Then that same person said that the "Domme " title is forcing me into a specific role.  hmmmmm Now I must rethink a great many things.  

What I know at the moment is that I am NOT the same person I was five minutes ago.  I am not the same person I was five days ago.  Shall I bother to mention how much I have grown in the last 5 years.

Think what you want but try to leave space for all the things to come.  I am a work in progress.  Feel free to join me in my journey.  ummmmmmmmmm

Life is full of twists and turns.  One may start out on a Particular path & @ days end, be turned in a completely different direction.  To be free to make that journey is the sweetest thing.  Especially if you have found someone to share these things with.  hmmm I wonder if such a person exists.  hmmm the very thought is divine.  umm hmm

Blackmail,,, hmmmm many have asked to be captured and blackmailed.  This is but one of many games in the life of kink that I truly enjoy.  Listen my naughty little pets.  I am good at what I do.  Take care if you create a scene and ask ME to help you realize your kinky desires.  If it's a mind fuck you seek, feel free to do so.  @ the end of the day, it is MY job to protect your mind.  I can ruin you, but no matter what it's all in good, mind twisting, heart throbbing fun.  That is part of the beauty of the freedom we have in this life of BDSM.  I can take you THERE.  But I will also bring you back.  I know of a few who have begged to be broken and then those (2) never came back to let me close the opened door.  

I have changed my approach.  I must also protect myself.  I hope those that took the ride will understand that I only did what was claimed to be desired.  Be well and be free.  This is a good thing.

It's a downward spiral, truly sad.  Only if someone wants to play and the play turns real for that one.  Then it becomes very intense.  I like that, but you must let me guide you so as not to let you get lost.  Stay with me.  I will hold you.

I hate disrespectful he-bitches.  Shallow he-whores should know their place.  Watch how you speak to me.  Do Not Objectify ME dumb ass that will get you blocked.

I love taking trips. I always miss my play space though. ummmmmmmm 

I think all the little kinky bois have vanished.  Such a shame.

I don't accept any chat request's from people I don't know.  Have some RESPECT!

oooohhhh It's time to play.  Here little bitchy-bitchy boi!  NOW bend over and take what you are given.

Here bitch boi!  Bend over & I will rest my legs on your pathetic well marked back. I have decided to NO longer allow any bitch in my presence to have on anything but a body chain.  Locked down from the moment that bitch is within sight.  It's time to stop being so nice and caring right off the bat.  That will be changed.  In the past I have tried to nurture my new potential lts's.  I have wanted to deprogram any previous bad habits with a laid back approach.  In an attempt to ease my training desires into place.  Fuck That.  Iron hand, hard core, down & dirty, it what awaits the next little whore that walks into my world.  I will show NO mercy.  Yay.  So much fun in the days to come. 

haaaaa Spring cleaning.  Lords & Ladies, Masters & Mistresses, there are times when it is necessary to toss out the trash.  I thought it was me, but after a conference call between my Sister Dommes and Myself.  We have all "cleaned house" not knowing that we were all doing so.  I will NOT waste the use of my brand new steel human cage (Thanks Mister S) on some unworthy dry whore.  I will no longer retrain some pathetic beggar.  My LTS will know the it is owned.  If it wants to be babied.   FUCK it, lol,  many times over with my biggest strap on.  I long to hear it plead mercy, so I can hop up on top of that divine cage and shower down my golden nectar and let the bitch sit.

It wasn't long ago My house was swarming with house boi's, and he-whores to bend over and use.  Ahh, but I gave too much.  they didn't deserve such pleasure.  I must change the way I have played the game.  & why not?  I am Mistress of my own Dungeon after all.   My favorite crop is missing.  I must find some bitch made whore to punish for this.  umm hmm.   Soon a bitch will be on all fours with it's face down and fuck hole in the air.  What happens next?   Only I know.  ummm I see in the near future a kinky party happening.  All bitches are required to be naked  and ready to serve.  ooohh Let's do it!

I am in search of a special pet but it will take someone strong in their submission or servitude to appeal to my needs

The Darkside awaits, are you ready?

"It's dan" who the fuck cares?  If I've never met you, and we've only spoken once or twice, cum-suck.  Show some fucking respect and show you face.  Are you so hard to look at that you are going to come up with excuse after excuse as to why have no face to look at?  But then you want to make comments about how I look.  Figure it out, like I said.  I hate people that are as dumb as rocks so don't be one of those people.

Another one bites the fucking dust.  he-bitches that raise their voice, yell, snap, argue and disrespect their Owner, Caretaker, Domme, etc, should be beaten and left naked on the side of a road.  My special bitch is out there.  He will be marked so sweetly.  He will be mine to enjoy.  So what if I am not a sadist.  I still believe in the kinky lifestyle and I will have a worthy pet to submit to This Mistress.   "M"  shame on you,  you had the keys to paradise and you fucked up in big ways.  you will not be missed.  I am not going to waste another moment of my time with a worthless nothing that would disrespect me.  NEXT!

Is there NOT one true he-bitch that can stand being a joy toy for this Domme?  Is there NOT one who can come close to living up to the one simple task set before him.  I simply desire to play with my pet.   Sure I'll tie it up.  Sure I'll do any manor of unspeakable things to my pathetic property.  After all that is why I desire to have my own animal to do with as I please.  It is insane how truly challenging this seemingly simple task has proved to be.  This is also why I wait so long to let myself show my skills.   I am not simply going to open up my bag of tricks for every bitch that begs for my time then thinks that he or she is worthy of the magic that I keep so well hidden.  I will make any dog ass bitch earn Time with The Mistress within me.  Go ahead and mistake all that you think you know about me, for one who is not ready.  I am watching and waiting all the time.  Every moment together or apart is a test bitches.  I don't like my time wasted and so I wait............. I have time.  I have marvelous much TIME.  ummm hmm.

ahhh, to be begged for my time and attention is such amazing and delicious fun.  For me, it's the young ones that are so eager.  Ahhhhhh To open my arms to an eager and willing sub.  I will show him what it's like to be well treated and truly used.   My dear young one has had his heartbroken by his previous owner.  I feel strongly about the gift of submission and servitude.   I have shown him that this Domme will take him to places of pleasure that he has NEVER been.  This sweet one NEEDS me.  My young one, take your time and know that the baby steps you take are a healing process.  I am there to catch you when you fall.  Don't look back. look to ME.  See that my arms are wide open.  XO sweet pet.  Stay away, not to long.  I will miss you, and I have so so much to do to you..yummy

OMG there is something in the air.  What is going on in the world of BDSM.  How safe and free I used to feel with regard to my expression.  Recently I allowed a pet from a few years back to return to me for some much needed training.   In the beginning, he was so ready, willing and very much able to serve this Mistress.    He then began to break down due to his inner struggles.  Not wanting to admit who he is to himself.  The guilt that one feels when, in essence, "coming out"  is quite natural.  I think a man who knows how to find pleasure in servitude is a most handsome man.  Who cares?, you ask.  If your desire to submit is real, trust.  I am never going to turn away someone that I have established a connection with.  

After spending some very nice times together, my eager bitch began to break down.  He begged and begged to be mistreated.  I knew that he couldn't take that treatment.  Yet he continued to beg and plead to be "treated like shit"  So after a fair warning, I unleashed hell.  This, in turn, opened up a big ass can or confusion.  

This was a challenge, but it needed to happen.  I will NOT be topped from the bottom.   I will NOT be told how to do what I do.  What should've brought us so much closer together, actually launched something so intense and heavy, that I knew there was something making it's way to the surface.  I knew that it had little to do with me.  I couldn't put my finger on it.  I know this bitch needs structure.  I command and demand respect.  Many times when in training this bitch would shoot me with eye darts.  It is a good thing for this bitch that it was able to  maintain it's composure.  

How pathetic is this bitch to beg for my time.  it cried and pleaded for my time.  I twice arranged my schedule to allow time to really focus on whatever was at the root of this bitches explosive emotions.  Each time I went out of my way, this rude, bitch made fucker blew me off.  Never think that I need you bitch you need me.  you must earn the things that you are begging for.  If rearranging my schedule and clearing my dungeon so that I could focus and help you then I get silence.  But my friends, that is not the worst of it.  I sent a text letting this nothing know that I would no longer play such games and that the attitude  it was taking could go all the way back to 6TH grade.  it wants me only when I have grown tired of putting forward a strong effort.  WTF, then I'm done.  That set this bitch off.  text after text. (ignored) voice mail after voice mail.  it threatened to blow it's brains out.  I didn't bother to read anymore of such garbage.  I  was blown away just trying to wrap my mind around the insanity.    Finally I called the sad bitch and said wtf is wrong.  this bitch had no words.  WE/we spoke in brief, it seemed to calm down.  After allowing this bitch time to collect its shattered thoughts I sent a text. I feel you need to get help. (fucking coke)  this fuck ass has been riding the white line highway for days on end.  it's  mind is all over the place.  The text was clear and to the point. "get help. be well, dismissed"  no response.  

Then text after text about no one caring. wanting to snort coke, wanting to do bodily harm on itself.  Talk about a fucking drama queen.  Enough already.  Make up your fucking mind.  this fried brain can't  remember from moment to moment wth it just said.   bitch get the fuck outta here with all of the shit.  Can't you see that the fucking white lines are messing up the little mind that you have left.  How dare you blame me for being here.  Don't blame kink on the fact that you can't get your shit together.  I love being me.  I love doing what I do.  hmm So there.  POOF!  BE GONE. you're not even worth a spell check.

oh lowly he-bitches. you must NOT ever try to top from the bottom.  If I allow you my time, after you have begged and pleaded, then that is the time you are to take.  You will not change the schedule around & or play with the gift of me. 

Sad, pathetic, confused are you (530).  "Oh MISTRESS I need you, please please please,  I say yes then you say, "oh, but my friends want to play pool"  Are you fucking kidding with that.  No worries bitch, let your "friends" take care of all of your kinky needs.  Perhaps your friend will strap on a nice piece and bend you over to take care of he pleasures that you so long for.  

As for me, pathetic whore,  Be  gone!  POOF!   I am done with you.  The trash has been taken out.  I will find a worthy bitch to replace you and not notice that you have been DISMISSED.  It was all about you and your needs.  I am not your mother.  I care not to own you.  you are useless and worthless, weak and whining.  If you have no respect for me.  Do not expect from me, that which you will NOT freely give.  Servitude is not you commanding or demanding anything of me.  I am Mistress Isis, now suck on that. Don't make me out you.

Now the doors are getting knocked down.  I laugh at the bitches that swear that they only desire to submit.  If then, you are allowed that opportunity, I suggest you take it seriously.  Everything you do is a test of your trust.  I see how selfish these bitches can be and I just wonder wth?  Pay for play if you want a hour here or there of kink.  I will not have my time wasted.  I just won't.  

If I allow you to submit to me, then you must know that I know what I am doing.  Let go, & release yourself to me,  I will make sure that you are taken to that special place.  ahhhhhhhhhhh yessss It will be amazing.

If I allow you to submit to me, then you must know that I know what I am doing.  Let go, & release yourself to me,  I will make sure that you are taken to that special place.  ahhhhhhhhhhh yessss It will be amazing.

TRUST, TRUST, TRUST, TRUST, TRUST ,TRUST ,TRUST!    Bitches you come on bended knee begging and pleading for time and attention yet selfishly it is all about you.  What you desire, what turns you on and what gets you into that perfect space.  Oh Mistress, I need this, Oh Mistress I need that.  Subs and slaves alike can be so selfish it's hard to stomach.  Trust works  both ways.  Don't take liberties when you have not earned them.  To assume this or that without being surely given such liberties.  That leads to trouble and conflict.  Such things are NEVER good for anyone involved.  Learn your place, lowly bitches and Domme's stop caring so much.  I am turning my back on selfish bitches.  I despise liars and dumb asses.  I just want to have a pet that will be real, and true and never, ever , tell this Domina what she can or can not do.  Listen bitch from (530) what you did was a shame and I know that you know.  There is shame in the liberties you took & then you started a fight and quickly  in a flash and  out of the door you ran out of sight.  Shame on you, pathetic bitch.  Suffer now and ever more, you are dead to me now, you're a used up, dirty whore.

WTH?   So a slave from a few years back resurfaced.  I recalled (after some time) that he, like many, had struggled with his  natural need to submit and his vanilla life that holds his mind in such a confused state he can hardly concentrate.  I hate to say it but I told him so.  If you're kinky, you are kinky.  If you are not then it's no problem.  Why is this slave angry with me for allowing him to be who he is and what he is without question.  Lowly bitch, you must rethink you thoughts.  You must NOT be angry with me bc you are confused about your way of life.  Being kinky, is being FREE, in my minds eye.  I am not now nor will I ever be ashamed.  If you can't accept who you are, do not make that my fault.  That is all you my sweet.  Try again.  Try again.

Let me clarify, that I don't really give up.  I just can't find anyone who wants to PLAY.  That's just a shame on so many levels.  I'll give it some time.

I give up.  

Sometime searching or seeking to find a special one to fill that space, one may learn something new about oneself.  I like that very much indeed.  As I read all of the begging messages, empty promises and flat our fantasy based lies,  I know that some day I will find "The Missing Piece"   Until then, I am left to enjoy life as it stands.  All is well.

Hmmm, an eager new sub?  Could it be?  This newly considered he-bitch is eager, yet very rough around the edges.  Training will be work.  Like anyone he comes with a mismatched set of baggage.  But, I like that he does not hide who he is.  I despise liars & he would not be considered at all if I felt that vibe from him.  I should like to see how things shape shift allowing us to grow together as D/s.  his desire to be collared is strong.  I hope that helps him to maintain control when We/we are learning about one another.  

eager one, I have only released you from the ties that bound you to me a short time ago.  Remember what I've said.  "Fight against the darkness."  Fear not what you can't control and work through it.  Stand unafraid, stand un amazed,  &know that you are not alone.  Be well. I expect to hear from you, a word of thanks for all that was gifted to you.  Rest rest rest.

I give up. Soooooooo OVER it. On to the next.  Wankers SUCK.  I would laugh but it's so pathetic.

I despise fake wankers.  He-bitches are so quick to beg and plead for anything that will get them quick release.    I lose NOTHING. Well, only maybe a little time.  Usually I'm overlapping and working online while these flakes wank anyway.  They kill me complaining of having no luck and not being able to find anyone to help them explore the world of BDSM.  My former longtime pet used to do that shit.  I happen to love watching a fat load shoot  across the chest of some sweaty, throbbing body of some pathetic begging he-bitch.  

Whenever I would let my bitch cum, almost instantly his demeanor would change to a cold and detached brat.   Prior to allowing him to cum, the high pitched tone in his wanting voice would echo across the room.  I would so love to edge over and over.  If I said NO and left him alone, often his weak ass would claim he couldn't control it & oops he just came.   Then came the football on tv.  I happen to love football, but he tried everything to regain his "manhood"  Out came the black coffee, the newspaper and "the man gear"  I saw this time and time again.  I ignored it.  bitches if you are into kink, and you desire to suck a strap on.  If you are turned on by the thought of forced bi, then it is what it is.  ,  I am NOT new,   I knew what you wanted from the start.  Now you've gotten a quick wank, you'll sleep and you will want more.  you beg to be my cum-suck & then tell me you think things are moving too fast.  Get the fuck outta here with that.  I didn't get burned sweetie, you burned yourself.  trust that you will beg to be taken and pounded until you can't breathe.  your free wanks will run dry and then you will have nothing.  Mark my words.  Wankers are so pathetic. But you go right ahead and think you got what you wanted.  Kink is a lonely place when you burn bridges.   Have a nice fucking wank. Loser, sad and ashamed.  ahh me NEXT.

Moving, is good and bad at the same time.  HMMM, I look forward to  making that special play space to tie up my next victim.  umm hmm.

I think it's nice when people stop in and say hello, but I feel it is disrespectful if someone comments about my pics when they have not shown me their face.  Meet me on the level playing field of mutual RESPECT,  or don't expect a word from me.  Think about it.  Treat others as you want to be treated.  Kink is a beautiful thing.

Be nice, this is a small community of good people who simply what to have something amazing.  Doms know Dommes.  So if you desire to submit to one and perhaps serve another, you would want to simply be nice.

A young one contacted ME, and came well introduced, I might say.  When he wrote again he no longer used the word Ma'am, he used the (male) Dom as opposed to (female) Domme.  I simply shared with this young one that he needed to be clear so as not to confuse his desires with the incorrect participant he was in search of.  

His brattitude showed in that he snapped back asking if I had a penis.  I sure do sweetie.  I have a big ass box full.  So now what?   Simply be clear.  If you contact me and say "hello Ma'am" & use Dom in the same sentence,,,,,, well the grown folks will be able to finish that thought without my help.  Any who, Sweet one,  you contacted me.  So make yourself clear.  That is all I'm saying.  Your frustration shows when you snap at people.  Lay off the caps lock, there's no need to yell.  okay?  Great.

Oh sad, pathetic he-bitches.  Can and will you ever get it right?   If you have been given the opportunity of contacting your Superior.  One that you seek to serve.  bitches, be sure that you follow the directions and commands clearly.  If you receive a response to your original message at, let us say, 4:00 P.M.   I would recommend that you not mistake that for a next day call or text at  7:00 A.M.  Again, mirror the times, so as NOT to interrupt that Dom/Dommes personal time.  If you cannot follow simple directions, how can you dare be trusted to follow any directions.  Vanilla or otherwise?  It is NOT up to you when or how things work.  When your time for training begins or ends.  If it is a ltr that you seek, expect to be ready at all times.  bitch, you may have your own plans on how you think your initial contacts should proceed.  But. sweetie, at least with ME, the time is MINE round the clock.  If you feel the need to TOP from the bottom.  you may work well with a switch.  Anyone but me.  I promise.  Now, "eager one"  NEVER message me before 11:00 A.M.   Not unless I have given you specific permission.  you know better.  behaving in such ways are disrespectful.  I have no time for such DISRESPECT.  & you will then be left alone and ignored.  Now, I have received, from you, my first early morning gift, a pounding headache. Now go away.  I can hardly see, the bright screen is burning my tired eyes. ugh. 

Only the strong shall survive within my world. ummmmmmm 

Oh how nice it would be to simply have a beautiful pet to spoil and stroke.  Why is is such a chore to simply want to play play play.  And only a fake "Dom" would ask the question, " You're Joking right?"   No punk, I'm not joking, but then I'm not talking to you so what difference does it make?  Mind your own fucking business and keep you worries to yourself.   You make it clear that you are not a DOM when you attack or insult one of your own.  We look out for each other, WE, don't attack each other.  If WE, don't agree with the way one Dom/Domme does something, WE, just don't do it.  But, WE never take cheap cracks at each other.  It's counter productive.  Now there's the answer to your question dumb ass, you know who you are.  NEXT!

Hmmm. what a question.  Someone I respect, I'll call him "Sir", for the time being.  Someone I have started to care for, has asked me some questions, and said some thought provoking things.  It's as if I have been stopped, frozen in my tracks in such a way that I almost know not what to do.

I do read the messages that are sent from all that are not automatically sent to (BULK) mail.  How quickly and easily it is to see through most of the pathetic wankers.  It's the times that I have let down my guard and some sick ass comes through,  that often make me no longer desire to play.

  "Sir", has said whatever needs to be said, at the perfect moments.  I have simply changed my mind and I wait.  I patiently wait.  I know that there are many who mock our community and the lifestyle that is so well,  misunderstood.  I wonder why people waste precious time creating  profiles, and or contacting  others,  begging, even pleading for time and attention that in the end, they really don't want.

One would think that the beauty of BDSM, would free our minds, allowing the streams of creativity to flow.  Oh, to live freely to enjoy such simple things, like taking one's  human pets out in public.  How nice it would be to share a stroll with my collared property, without judgement.  As long as no one is being harmed or invading anyone's personal space... Never mind. No need to continue. ooh I got caught up for a moment.

Let me just say this.  Thank you "Sir".  ttys OO I HAD TO VENT, Much better.

I don't mind a sweet greeting from one whom wishes to approach, but I will NOT respond to an invisible nothing.  you lowly begging bitches look at my pictures and then have the nerve to speak without showing yourselves.  Don't do that.  I am NOT wasting your time.  Do NOT waste mine.  Surely some of you have been trained.  Even if you have not, it's common sense.  

If that is too hard to understand, try this.  Fuck of he-bitches if you have no RESPECT, then choke on a hair.

I am REAL, I am TRUE, & I am HUMAN! I can NOT walk on water.  I have allowed, yet again, another pathetic he-bitch, to push my ugly buttons.  SISTER DOMME'S / BROTHER DOM'S, NEVER let any lowly slave or pathetic sub i defeat you!  

No matter what life throws in your path DANCE! always.

NEVER let anyone throw shade over your bright,  powerful,  creative, shining, light.

It's not poor MISTRESS/MASTER, it's poor piece of shit cum-suck, who knows now how to RESPECT and appreciate the beautiful gift of DOMINATION that we offer.

WITHOUT FORGIVENESS WE CANNOT MOVE ON TO ANOTHER LEVEL.

BABY if it is to be, it's fucking up to ME!

To (a sub I enjoyed)  I have nothing but sorrow for one such as you.  You begged and pleaded, "i'll do anything, i'm a good boy, i want to be your cum-suck slut boi,

bitch please! you may be the boss of you little booger company. bitch you are NOT the boss of me.

I offered to refer you to FANTASTIC pay for play houses.  I advised you to read my profile to better understand the meaning of TRUTH & TRUST. OMG, I heard every excuse from you being an ass because you came a certain back round , to you being dyslixic, your father's ill, you teeth need dental work, wtf?  I am here for you when you properly beg.  I ask for nothing other than you play nicely and relax.  You are beautiful for knowing who you are inside.  You need not tell anyone, anything about your personal life.  It's no ones business.

We in this beautiful community must do all things to protect one another.  If you ask for something don't be mad when and if you get it.  

The Madame agrees with a Queen, I too can command the wind, I have a hurricane within me that will strip any man bare if he dares to try me!

Not a direct quote but revisited to express my exact feelings.  WATCH OUT!

ter Domme's Here stands ANOTHER fake, liar.  Here is one who hides behind the slave title, when the intentions of this bitch made fuck off are to SWITCH and become DOM, after all.  He is a chronic complainer, offering only excuses. He is a pathetic, snagle toothed fake.   I advised the he-bitch that he may want to spend his time in a PRO environment.  I offered the names of some PRO spaces he might enjoy.  I advised him that I was not in the habit of allowing any slave a moment of my time if he was not sincere.  I advise this bitch We/we would NOT be a good match if he wanted only a brief scene.  So far, after initially meeting him & discussing the issue of trust and it's importance within any exchange between Domme/slave.  The pathetic excuses are, "I'm from another state"  How rude to down play the good people of another state.  Next he leaned on the, I'm dyslexic, then his father came down with a serious illness, Now that being said.  WTH did any of that have to do with him begging me for my time?  .  he-bitches beware.  If you beg for someone's time. Take care, because you might get it.  Do NOT ask for time if you do not truly want it. .   Having fantasies is not wrong.  You are not alone in your desires.  Relax.  Enjoy.  move on. That's how it works my love.

he'bitches do NOT attempt to TOP me from the bottom.  It will get you blocked.

Oh how I love swing beds.  Oh to glide gently back and forth as I sleep, or perhaps as I don't.  I  should like very much to have a swing bed hmm divine indeed.

Can you even grasp the fact that some of these filthy he-whores try and TOP from the bottom.  Recently one dumb ass, called himself putting this Mistress in check.  Does he not know that I will destroy him without a second thought. 

Listen you, smashed face, disgusting, gross, stank ass, piece of worthless shit.  I know more than you think.  Do not EVER speak my name, Do NOT EVER attempt to contact me and know that if you should step out of line AGAIN, I will make you beg mercy, and not for good reasons.  

You wish you had an owner that gave a shit.  Bitch, the truth is, you are hard to look at.  There is NOTHING, no tribute of any amount that would make me change my mind.  I would rather eat road kill than spend a moment of time with the likes of an unworthy bitch like you.  How dare you disrespect me in any shape, form or fashion.  Try me bitch and I will show you my true power.  Watch your step, rather watch your fucking wheels bitch.  If you ever bother me again, you will regret it.

I despise pathetic bitches that attempt to force someone to take ownership of them.  That's what's NOT going to happen. 

It's been so quiet, I wonder where all the he-bitches with balls are.  I want to do some CBT & then chew on a sugary sweet bitch till I fall asleep.  I won't just suck the meat off of any bone, It's going to be a long time before I find just the right pet for that.  hmmm, We shall see.  I will have the pet that appreciates this Mistress.  How sad that the only work I require of my personal property is to be my "JOY TOY"  So what if I love to enjoy marvelous much in the way of play.  Who runs away from being used every day?  Ugh,  That, is why I have yet to replace the last waste of time & skin I kept.  Oh, how I spoil my bitches.  Why do I do this?  I shall NOT hide who I am from myself.  I shall NOT apologize for being me.  I WILL Have a deserving sweet to devour.  I will torture him with affections & beatings, ever so balanced.  He MUST know that I AM his QUEEN.  Come to me my dear slut, CUM for me & show me what a good & obedient pet you are to me.  ummmm  Some pathetic he/bitch is in for so many things.  I am READY to play.

Hungry for a victim.  I desire some pathetic bitch to bind and tease.  hmmm What to do?  He bitchy bitchy.  Come and play with me.

Description: City: State: Height: Weight: Age: Orientation: Ethnicity: Last Online:  Male Dominant  Monterey  California  6'0"  210 lbs  49  Straight  Caucasian  05/12/11

So, out of nowhere this "Dom" sends me two whole words.  I don't know him but I think he's begging for attention.  Who does that?  Who just pops up and disrespects a fellow Domme/Dom?  I'll make this he-bitch scream for more.  I never waste my time just going around saying "fuck you" to someone I don't even know.  What an impressive use of english.  ooohh.   Bitch please.  Go get me my strap on and bend the fuck over.  I know what you want.  Fuck you!

FARMERFRED. HF. FARMERJOHN, from spudville Idaho or mudville Idaho.  WTH?  Clearly you think I can't read.  If you have the same profile and such similarities as those listed above then I get that you are the same person.  Why, after I have blocked you out, do you create new names and then use the same picture of a beg ass tractor.  Is the tractor supposed to turn me on or... I do not wish to speak to you.  I do not care what you say. I need no comments or validation from you.  Go Away! I do remember you now and I am good on dealings with you.  Find a sub.   I am not a sub & I shall NEVER BE.  The last thing I don't get is why you send and then un-send messages.  Let me help you. DON'T SEND ANYTHING AT ALL.  See how easy that works.  I don't want to hear from you. I'm going to block you AGAIN then see if you can get your thick mind around that.  I keep thinking  I should delete my profile then I get a good laugh off of the dumb asses that are just plain weak minded and empty headed, and I stay.

It seems I spend more time telling dumb ass empty headed he-bitches what I do not want then any other option.  I do NOT care  for online servitude.  If you are of some great distance away then you offer me nothing,  I will simply block out those that request me as friend or for any online servitude.  STOP IT!  Hmmm, I wonder how many more times I'll have to say this.

Bitches if you have the naked body of a 13 year old girl or boy, yuck, don't bother me.  Also, some dump ass stopped in to say that he read my journal and he thought to send a story in honor of my situation.  What the fucking hell does his dreams of a gang bang and an enema have to do with the fact that my, once loved bitch, lied to me and betrayed me?  I can't figure some of this shit out.  I will say the story was very cliche.  I have been there & done that.  If some pathetic he/whore wants to send me anything.  Make sure that is has something, ANYTHING, to do with my situation. Don't waste my time with your empty fantasies of being gang banged and eating pussy.  I don't care.  & it just didn't have a thing to do with what's going on in my world.   Poof, be gone.  Send your shit to Readers Digest if you want someone to proof read your little stories. ahhh me.

  I'm not attempting to bring this bitch back.  It's the betrayal that I feel.  I can't get past it.  After all, he called for me.  It took me months before I even knew what his voice sounded like.

ooohhheeee some bitches are so full of themselves.  To think that you had this Mistress left without words.  Trust me honey, it's not you it's me.

So many days have passed, I wanted to no longer think of my former pet each and every time someone new approached me.  True enough, I have had many he-bitches as well as she-whores that desire to submit to me.  I was, easily set back into a place of fear.  I NEVER want to feel the sting of betrayal that was caused by my special, sweet, one.  I felt my true power slipping out of my control.  How could I be so weak?  How could I ever allow anyone to get in so close?  ahhh, one must forgive oneself, we are a human being first.  I forgive myself surely, because I have done nothing wrong.   I was moved so deeply by the feelings that I can't seem to let go of.  I am afraid to trust, I am afraid to allow any pet to get close.  What do I do?  I wanted, only to take care of my sweet, young one.  I was exhausted after a long busy day, but 2 a.m. found me at his door.  I was in my car driving, not really understanding or caring about my next move.  My heart was beating out of my chest.  I am a Domme, and a good one too.  But this sweet one, is still in my heart.  I don't know why.  

I can hardly explain what my plan was because I didn't really have one.  This is also strange, I found myslef at the locked door of his residence.   I tried once, nothing.  The second time was a guess, but the door beeped and open it came and I stood there inside the breezeway not wanting to move.  Now how in the hell does this former pet make me feel this way?

I started walking, my heart was pounding and my legs felt like rubber bands.  Should I be angry and take him down into submission?  hmm Should I go in with pepper spray and let him have it?  Nothing, nothing,  Instead, I did nothing.  I allowed my Domme self to control the scene.  We were both so tired, but I just wanted to ask him why he lied to his Mistress when he didn't have to.  He is young, and thats what he said over and over again.  Nothing he said made sense.  Nothing he said helped me feel better about his betrayal.  I told him to shut up and wait.  So I petted him.  I just made him lie down and I stroked his body.   Just like I used to way back.  No words were spoken.  As I smelled his sweet scent, he moved into me, then, we slept.   It felt like nothing had changed.  I had my joy toy.  I wanted to roll him over and  take him into me.  I wanted to bite his neck and hold him down just for fun.  He was ready.  He was very ready.  I didn't take what was once mine.  I didn't use him for other pleasures.  I  held him and @ sunrise, I prepared to leave.  I felt a calm over my whole body.  The fact that I didn't take him meant nothing.   I still own him, apart though we are, he is still mine.  I will take him one more time.  Then, there after, I will be myself.  My pet, you know where you truly belong.  I desire you to come home to me, one more time.  I will then be able to move on with the knowledge that you must grow.  I will give you this, time, this space to mature and grow.   I find it strange that some people really do purposefully destroy that which brings them happiness, perhaps because the don't feel that they truly deserve what they have.  I have heard that but never understood it.  My pet, stay away, but, a little while.  Your true owner accepts you in all ways.  She owns you now and forever.  I know where you hold your dreams and I too understand.  Fight it and you will only be alone and miserable.  To have no reasons for exiling oneself, just because will age you and you know how short and precious life  is.   To waste it's gifts is such a shame.  We have but, one life to live, after all.  If what you said is true then you will do as I have instructed.  You know,,, yes look up at your dreams and you will see that within, I am there.  Be blessed, be well, & be true to yourself.    Always Mistress.

Oh how I hate liars, users, crooks,  & mean spirited whores who are insecure and shameless jealous he/whores that suck the life out of you. Then they crawl into the bed of another.  Oh and the someone else reaps the benefits of my training.  It seems to always work out this way.  A few months pass along and out of the blue comes a helpless, hopeless nothing that wants attention from me the ways that only I can give.  I love hearing some empty slave who begs for my time.  Why, hmm, just today I was contacted by a slave I played with in the distant past.  What sweet words he sent.  "Mistress, you fucked me with such intense, insane passion.  I have never been taken so completely by a strap on.".  He is returning from out of state, to submit to me.  He can not find, out there in the world,  what I gave him.  He can not forget , not only the fantastic mind fuck I used to control him.  He is unable to piece together the complete package.  How sad for my one time toy.  I did not  own this bitch.  I did not care to.  I simply used his parts for training new players.  He has been gone for such a long time, and yet he returns only to me.  He desires to sit and wait for commands.  He can't remove the thoughts of the ways I used every part of him.  "Mistress , I need you."  That is all he could say.  I do so love it when I have  used my skills so well that subs and slaves alike find that they NEED me.  Some Dom/Dommes  don't bother to care.  I am at one with my strap on.  ummmm

I put up pics of a pet I truly owned.  I so loved to bind him and use him.  His only job was to be  used for my pleasure.  How sad for him that I love to watch juicy fat loads being shot onto his body & then I would make him lick up each and every drop.  I fucked him bent over.  I fucked his face.  I devoured his sweet smelling body.  I stroked him like a puppy.  I spoiled him with such fine things. A flat screen TV. body massages, spa trips, delicious meals.  I bathed him and kissed his young bitch ass from head to toe.  I know, I know.  Doesn't sound very "Domme" of me.  I did what I wanted.   I did what made me happy.  I have/had slaves for other business.  

As Mistress & owner of my sub, I made the rules.  I loved to play naked football, chew on my bitch or just throw him down and cuff him up so I could turn into a hungry animal woman.  Oh on & on.  How sad that I wanted a sub for fun.  I marked him in many ways.  I used such wax, hot glue, makeup, ink, cb6000, my crop, his belt.  Many times I would use him without words.  I took him as I desired.  I shared him too.  & in the end what does this dumb ass bitch do.  The one thing that he was demanded not to do.  Lie.  Who does that when they do not have to.  Bitch, we are kinky, we are open to freaky, sneaky.  You didn't have to do it.  The pictures show that clearly there was something.  I protect those that protect me.  If I am taken for granted then I no longer give a shit. Any bitch who's only job is to be a joy toy for a beautiful, sexy, hungry, Goddess, & can't take it is DUMB AS A FUCKING ROCK.  I wish I had never lost the time.  

I have gotten so many messages from those who wish to step in.  I put the pics up to shame a pathetic liar.  That bitch owes me an apology and I will get it, or if not.  He will get it. Got it?

6'6" When you return, you have permission to contact me.  My contact info has not changed, however, much about you has.  I am around.  Safe return, hmmmm I know what you desire.  You will be made to beg, this is as it should be.