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I'm looking for................a LTR mistress that would possibly be "the one." Me to her as well as her to me as one. Until I find that, I'm looking for a mistress to serve and to hold my key. I'm to do as YOU wish to serve you as you see fit as your word is law, not mine. Guide me, Teach me, Mold me into the submissive you want me to be for you. I would like to serve you as you see fit. Someone who I shall obey, use me, abuse me, do with me as you wish as I will be at your service as you wish for me to do as you say.

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3/13/2013 12:58:25 AM

I know there's a woman out there in northern illinois that finds me worthy of long term service somewhere. Maybe I am not looking hard enough or my profile is not descriptive enough but I am to do as you say. Pain is not a major issue with me but I am not into scat or toilet training.


1/12/2013 9:22:59 PM
Going to sleep with bare metal nipple clamps on........going to hurt like hell when I wake up and they come off......

1/2/2011 12:04:22 PM

well since my last entry, she has let me out 4 times and has let me ejaculate all 4 times. But, she told me only if I CLEAN UP after myself that she would let me do so. So, every week now she let's me out, not every time to masturbate, sometimes she'll just let me out and cuff me until she comes home. So I've learned to clean up after myself, as it is well worth it.


10/28/2010 4:12:56 PM

10/28/10   It's been one week now since I have been out. This is my 1st time in chastity uncontrolled by me. No key or anything, I have no choice. She had told me she would be letting me out each week. Today is the 8th day and she hasn't been by my home yet. I'm hoping she comes by as she hasn't called me at all today. I got everything done that she wanted, and now just waiting to be let out. Well, now I know what it's like to not have complete control of yourself.


10/26/2010 3:51:15 PM

10/26/10 well it's been 5 days now. She has teased to let me out even cuffed me and put the key in the lock as if to take it off. I'm not going to get into details but it kinda drives me crazy to not be able to have the option to myself. She gave me a list of things to do in order to get out in a few days. it's been 5 days and she said she'd let me out in a week so hopefully she does. well, time to get some things done. wow, this drives me crazy!


8/15/2009 12:45:46 AM
well since my last entry I've had no seizures so all is well. I'm on my disability insurance with work right now because they overreacted because of that day that I had 3 seizures which the doctor said was just one really long one spread throughout the day. so it's been a while since I've had one. I cant wait to get back to work it's so boring not working. But since april 29th I've only had one seizure compared to 2-6 a month previous to my surgery so no complaints here. we'll see what happens but things are going well. The doc. said the last one I had was due to the heat so I'm not really worried about it because I'm not really out in the heat much anymore and they're waiting for a position to open up inside the store for me. But yea since april 29th I've only had one seizure compared to 2-6 a month previous to that. thanks to all of you who care and take the time to message me. I appreciate it. Thats all for this update.

7/9/2009 9:27:00 AM
It's been a while since I've updated this so, since my last entry, 2.5 weeks ago I had 3 seizures on wednesday. They brought me to the hospital because of it, but some people over react when they see someone have a seizure and call 911. It's good that they care though. but yea 3 was alot for all at one time.  but I was having 2-6 a month and those are the only ones I've had since the surgery so no complaints here. :) There's people out there with way worse problems so no complaints. 

5/15/2009 9:44:48 PM
well, I had my surgery on the 29th last month. It went well. I had a ton of pain when I got home but what are you going to expect after brain surgery. I still thought I wasn't going to be o.k after the surgery. Tons of pain and I was very scared. Scared of the pain, scared of being alone, and I was super emotional also. I'm still in pain a little bit but mostly in the mornings for about 1/2 an hour. I have jaw stiffness and tingling in my arm constantly right now, but if that's what it takes to become seizure free, so be it. no complaints here. But it was definitely no fun in the hospital. Things are almost back to normal. yea, go me!!! :) NO MORE SEIZURES MOST LIKELEY!!!!

4/27/2009 11:10:15 PM
well, let's see, having surgery on Wednesday. Brain surgery! It's gonna take about 4 hours and there will be an 80% chance I'll never have a seizure again. I was diagnosed w/epilepsy when I was 9mo. old. about 2.5 yrs ago got in a car accident & since then I've been having 2-6 a month. more on the low end of that but hopefully I won't have to worry about any of that soon.The Doc. said the Seizures started coming back because of the physical work I do, & because I was driving when the seizure happened, got in a car accident that made it way worse than I ever had it! But all will be fine, the Surgeon's been doing it 20+ yrs. Finally able to get this over with. :)

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Littleone4daddy3
 
 Age: 24
  Minnesota