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Life is good!! I'm a very, very lucky lady :) |
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Looking for some fun this evening! If you're interested, send me a message ASAP :) |
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TONIGHT AT 6. I'm going, come hang out!
TNG Daytona - Safety Class and Munch
That's right, on Friday, June 24th, we're doing it again! Come on out to the Diamondback Steakhouse, alone or with a friend, for a night of fun, good food, new friends, and a class taught by the Woodshed's own belles and Greer.
The class will be on safety, and will cover such topics as self-defense, safe calls, safety tips for play, and how to know when something is going wrong. There will be time to ask questions, and participate in discussion on the topic.
***The Diamondback Steakhouse on Ridgewood just south of 8th street |
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Really!?! Wow...you truly do not know what some people will do. I'm sick. |
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Breakfast anyone??? Its going to be a kinky morning! Hope to see you soon ;)"?? |
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WOULD ANY INTERESTED DOMINANTS...MALE OR FEMALE LIKE TO PLAY TONIGHT? |
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I'm wearing my sweet Woodshed shirt around the house, in a great mood, and I want to hang out with someone amazing today! Any takers? :) |
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Does anyone local want to do something fun today? Let's meet up and have a good time :) |
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The Shed was awesome last night. I'm pretty much on the way to getting my nipples pierced ;) |
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Headed to the Woodshed tonight! Come out and say hello :) |
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Anyone heading out or interesting in meeting up at The Woodshed this Thursday (7/8)?
I think I'm going to do my best to make it out there :) |
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If you make it out to The Woodshed tonight, come say hello :) I'll be the blond with the white shorts and black shirt...oh, and a huge smile! |
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Well after years of being on this site, I finally added some fun, updated pictures. Enjoy :) |
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Yup, I definitely had a few first today..and they were all wonderful :)
Thanks to the person that helped me out with those! ;) |
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E-I'm doing all of this for you.
Anything that you want, anything. |
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I so wish that there were more local people to play with around me. I have a few great ones, but I feel like I need a couple more ;) Hope that everyone has a great holiday weekend! |
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I think that I might be ready for some webcam tonight! <3 |
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Good morning! I'm in Orlando for the morning/afternoon today if anyone wants to meet up for breakfast or lunch. Just let me know asap! :) |
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I had the absolute best time last night. I'm going to be on cloud nine for weeks :)
Thank you Sir ;)
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I would LOVE to do some playing RIGHT now :( |
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Update time-I guess.
I started back in school last month and things have been more than hectic between it and work.
I'm doing great overall, so that's what matters the most.
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It's my birthday! I need some spankings! :) |
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I have lots going on lately so it's been difficult to get online on any sort of a regular basis. I've been checking my mail weekly so I am getting it, it just may take a few days to respond.
I'm still looking for people to play with... ;) |
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I'm still here, not always, but I try.
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Long time, huh? I'm just enjoying life and the people that I meet. Good times? Yes.
I hope you're all having them as well.
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I'll be at the Woodshed February 7th to catch up with old friends. Say hello if you're out. |
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So I finally updated and added things to my profile on .com.
If you'd like to check it out, I'm fit2betied on there. I've been finding a ton of people on that site that I've met out. It's great.
I plan on taking some more fetish driven pictures to add on here since it's been a while since I've updated. Look for those soon :)
Other than that, I've just recently started something that I'm not excited about finishing. It's fairly new for me and not exactly what I'd list as a "want."
Enjoy your weekend and keep it kinky.
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I need to find a female to dominant me. That's something I've yet to experience and something I've always wanted to. I love submitting to men, but a female would be new, different and exciting...
Other than that, thankfully the holidays are over. It's been way too stressful and it's time to cut loose and enjoy some play time.
Happy New Year.
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I'm almost at a loss for words when it comes to explaining the other night.
Saturday at The Woodshed was one of the best times I've had in a while. I brought out two vanilla friends and let's just say that I don't think they're vanilla anymore.
I met tons of new people and caught up with some friends.
There are way more local, kinky people around here than I ever could have imagined.
Happy Holidays everyone. |
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Nights like this make me want to be kept in a cage even more than I already do.
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I went downtown last night for a show. My ears are still ringing... I always tend to meet the nicest people at such random places. I tried to make it out to the Woodshed before they closed up for the night, but I was just a bit late. We all did go have some food at Ihop though. It's strange to interact with eveyone outside of the dungeon. I must say that overall last night was a blast!
Enjoy your weekend eveyone. |
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Tonight and tomorrow are what I live for! MUSIC :)
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Save a place for us, we don't want to be left alone.
Where do you go when it gets tough?...and is there room for me there?
Just promise to wake me...or I'll sleep all day and miss everything.
I don't want to be without you.
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Really. That's it?
What a benefit when the O turns into a pumpkin.
Happy Wednesday. |
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Okay. So, I really want to serve someone for the night. No sex involved, just me taking care of you. Couples or singles, local or close.
My birthday is next weekend so I'm planning a trip to The Woodshed on Saturday to acquire some birthday spankings. :) |
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See everyone at The Woodshed this Saturday :)
I'm still going to try to make it out the the St. A munch, but I'll just have to wait and see what happens. Welcome back to the work week. |
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Is anyone up for attending the St. Augustine munch next Saturday(the 20th)with me?
It's going to be their 8th anniversary so there's a ton going on. It's from 2-5pm and I'd be more than happy to send you more information if you're interested.
I don't mind driving(hopefully gas won't be insanely high)at all.
Let me know soon :) |
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To make them drink, tell them that's it's only water.
Things are happening. I'm determined.
For once in my life, I feel alright....completely okay with myself and the direction that I'm headed in.
Life is great and so am I. |
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Yesterday/last night was different. I got to see and try a few new things. I'm definitely not into petplay, I can't play pool for shit :), I like floggers...a lot and I tried something else that I've been curious about for a while.
I met some incredible people, got to submit to a great Dominant, and hung out with an old friend :)
I can't wait to get back out to the Woodshed...I could almost live there. |
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Going out to the Woodshed this Saturday.
It should be quite the time. Come say hello if you are out :)
Enjoy your week everyone! |
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...Without tragedy, there would be no joy.
Without pain, there would be no relief.
Without suffering, there'd be no freedom-
without bondage, there'd be no release.
Everything is in order, no matter what you do,
so let your life be what it is.
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If you listen to country music daily, don't contact me.
I truly appreciate a passion for music, but I can't meet in the middle with that.
Aside from that fact, welcome back to the work week. Hopefully, I will see everyone on the 7th! :)
Enjoy what puts a smile on your face. Really, that's all that matters.
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Finally got out to the Woodshed last night :)
I don't even know where to begin, but I had one of the most positive and fun experiences...not to mention that I managed to convert two vanilla friends that came with.
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I'll be in Orlando this Friday for a show. If anyone wants to meet up for a drink or something before or after, let me know :) |
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Kinky cruise this Saturday!!!!! I'm so excited :)
I love having things to look forward to.
See you there. |
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It's March. Time for an update.
I'm a happy person, but a very confused happy person.
I never felt that submission was for me because I like my control and independence. However, someone managed to change my feelings on that. I know now that I'm not just a submissive, but a slave.
Things have changed in the last month. Basically, I hit rock bottom. I screwed up bad. I let down the one person that I didn't want to. I'm working on things now and they're going incredibly. Once I finishing fixing things with myself, I'm going to work on fixing things with him.
I've also met some amazing local lifestyle friends that both mean quite a bit to me. It's so nice to have people around you that understand exactly how you feel and the process you are going through.
I'm focused on getting things together and becoming a better person, friend and slave. Happy Wednesday. |
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All I need is someone to talk to about you, but you are the only person I can really talk to. |
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Move one inch at a time.
Don't make shit rhyme.
Would it be easy to repeat the first line?
My mind's not a well;
It won't run dry.
Just keep drinking water and you'll be alright.
This is paralysis with no time at all to let go.
Well don't call me by my full name,
And all this is temporary.
It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing.
Well don't talk about it;
Write it down but don't ask for help.
I can't be honest with even myself.
Did you ever wish you were somebody else?
Accomplishments are transient.
They pulled me in unremittingly.
Just lasting this long,
I feel relieved to let repetition save me.
Move one inch at a time. |
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It's official! I am crazy and strangely happy about it.
Last night was so much fun :) |
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The other night was interesting. It was pretty intense, but it was something that I needed to experience.
I'm still taking it in.
I'm happy to say that I'm a bit less confused today. |
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I will put myself into this as much as you will.
My heart is dedicated to this. Music and the like :)
I only have one person that I take advice from...and they mean the world to me. Someone I trust. |
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I would love to talk to other female submissives or slaves.
I need some support. |
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What a day!
I went to this open mic thing at a coffee shop tonight. Amazingly, bdsm came up in a conversation. Why the hell is it that it always seems to come up at a coffee shop or a msi concert? I guess I know where to find my future owner.
I watched my good friend get wasted tonight. She's now passed out on the bed behind me...naked. That's what liquor leads to.
I'm very aware that I have zero information in my profile section. I'm working on that. I just have to find a way to word everything.
Updates and info coming soon :) |
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| Please do this now, I beg. |
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Duct dape my arms and legs....
Wait! Now that's just kinky. I didn't mean to come off that way this late at night. I'm fueled by music and drunk people.
I have to have such a serious conversation in the am. I honestly, truly wish that I didn't.
There's a switch that get turns on when you decided to get married. It's not a good one.
I'm anti-kids and marriage. I support and respect everyone that is, but it's so not for me. I see it all, everyday. Not quite my thing. I like my peace. Maybe..well no, I am crazy, but still. If you are still reading this, thanks. Let me know. I need someone to tell me something that matters. I disagree with pointless words.
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Last night made me so happy.
You know you're submissive when you get soaking wet just from doing what you're told. Even if it is something awful :) |
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I'm not in trouble anymore.
:) :) :) :) :)
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These last few days have been incredible. I met my future wife and I swear she's a dominatrix.
I also was watching some bondage porn and my good friend is in it. How wild is that?
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Wow am I in the mood for a good spanking.
Any takers??? |
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it's funny, how some things in life we take the greatest gamble.
heeding cautious words, choosing to follow an undecided future.
yet we hesitate, to surrender all of our insecurities...
only the ones we are most comfortable relinquishing.
such a paradox, isn't it?
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I still only give a shit about one person's opinion.
That is what means the most right now.
I've had a crazy week. You have no idea.
I know enough about what I want and what I need to be happy.
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Pain can be endured and defeated only if it is embraced. |
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Yesterday just did it for me. I was not happy going through it, but I now realize why I was made to. I feel great. |
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STILL BEING IGNORED....AND THIS, WELL THIS JUST SUCKS. |
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Well...do I have a few updates for you guys. I'm no longer being trained at this time. I guess he decided to just give up on me. I don't get it. I feel bad, but what can I do. So last night was quite interesting. I tried a few things that I haven't before. I'm also finding more and more how much pain can be enjoyable. I really want to explore that more. Still, for me one of the hardest things is to call someone that I haven't submitted to before, Sir. It's weird to actually hear come out of my mouth. I had a good time, I wish I would have done more, but at least I was able to experience things that I haven't before. That's always a positive. So there you are...my week and an update :) |
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It's been a few days since my last post. Nothing too eventful to write about I guess. Some of you reading my journal on here have asked if I'm owned or collared. The answer is no. However, I am being trained. I've come to find that doms have mixed feelings about this. I've talked to a few that don't want their future sub to receive any training, but from them. I've talked to a few that think the idea is great and know that you will be able to serve them better. As for me, I think that this is perfect in my case. I understand that of course things will need to be tweaked and some re-training or un-training may have to take place in some areas. I think the dom that is training me is trying to keep this as general as possible and just really trying to put the idea of doing anything the dom ask of me without question or hesitation. If it wasn't for this in advance, when I did find a dom....oh boy, I would flake. This is helping me out so much. I'm learning about myself, what I like and don't like, how to think/act....the list goes on. If anyone has a problem with this, I would like to know why. If you think this is a great thing to do, I'd like to hear about that as well. I'm continuing with this either way until I'm ready to be owned. I'm doing this for myself and the benefit of my future owner. Thanks for reading, just wanted to share that with you all. |
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Doing much better today. It's always good to be out of the dog house... :) So good times ahead! Happy Saturday everyone. Enjoy your weekend. |
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Just don't think...act. That's the hardest thing for me to overcome at this point. I'm really putting ALL of myself into this. Sometimes I just feel like I'm not doing enough and that's not a good feeling. I know this is what I want. I just wish it was easier for me to let go. Does this come with time? Do I need to reconsider EVERYTHING? I hate thinking that this isn't for me just because I can't/don't always do what I'm told to. I don't want to think that way...this is what I want, oh so badly. I'm confused and sad today. I feel like I'm failing. I don't want to cry anymore. I'm alone in my defeat. |
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Wow!!!! That's all I can really say about last night.
I had a time :) |
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Things are STARTING to come together and it's not that easy. Theres alot that I have to come to terms with. I just want to be happy, I want to do this so bad, there is just so much standing in my way. I feel like giving up every other minute and thanks to someone who finally gets me, I'm not and I WON'T. I don't really care if I sound like I'm confused because I am. It's amazing how something like this can change my everyday life so greatly. I need this, I want this, this is me and I won't stop until I get where I deserve to be. Thanks again, everything is so appreciated....more then you know.
~If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything. |
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Something was brought to my attention last night....
I have to slow down!!!
It's just hard to stop something when everyone around you does the same thing. I need to start thinking about myself.
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I'm moving forward....I don't feel as terrible as I did yesterday. I've started in the right direction and I feel so much better. Last night was big for me and I suprised myself. It feels nice to be proud of what I did. I can't even sleep anymore...just wanted to wake up and feel this.
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After last night, I think I might be a different person....
I learned so much about myself and that's not how I want to be anymore. I need to work on alot. I'm far from being able to submit to someone right now....I'm still fighting with myself. This is what I want, but I have to change the way I think and act. Some of my ways are really only hurting me and I can't bring another person into this mess right now. |
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I'm pretty disappointed in myself right now. I just got home from attempting to go to the Daytona munch. I made it as far as the parking lot and just couldn't bring myself to go in. I don't understand why I'm so nervous. I wish that I had someone to do this with. This journey is tough on your own.  |
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So, like most people it seems, this has become a place to share my thoughts. I've learned so much these last few weeks about myself and my desires. I didn't think that I could ever feel this way. I feel alive. Thanks.
~Damn good thing I took that red pill..... |
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Still hoping for the best....
Happy Tuesday! |
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Okay I added some interest to my profile so you can get a better idea of me. Some things I left off I'm still curious about. |
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GIVE ME SOME ATTENTION!!! That is what l feel like screaming for some reason right now.
Is there anyone out there? |
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Ah, work. It takes up so much of my time. I just had to get that out of the way. So I've had the pleasure to talk with some very nice people on this site. There are not too many people my age, but I'm still enjoying myself. I am here to get what I've wanted for a long time. I am here to find someone. I wouldn't say that I'm on the look out, but I do have my eyes open. |
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Alright, this is the first time I've wrote something here. I have to say I've decide that I'm ready to take the next step and go for it. I'm a little shy, but I now know that this is what I need in my life. I truly am ready to take the next step, whatever it is into...
I'm old enough to know, but young enough to learn. I know that this entry will make no sense to anyone but me. |
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