GreenEyedBaby

Hello CS community. i do not know how else to request something from a large group of people, so i hope someone who reads my journals will be able to help! If anyone knows how to contact Oldernpatient, i have lost him. Please contact him for me and let him know to get a hold of me. 

i had been chatting with Echoing, but as of checking in today.. this person no longer has an active profile and i can no longer respond. i hope you will somehow find this message though, it was a pleasure to chat with you, Sir and to make your aquaintance. Good luck to you in wherever your journey takes you, Sir.

Went to the doctor,s yesterday and once i got home, i was not feeling good. Did a lot of sleeping. Got ACTUALLY sick on the way to the washroom and ended up having to take a shower to get it all off me.. YUCK!! So, New Year,s Eve Day.. i slept all morning, missed my morning meds, and slept half of the afternoon. i finally woke up around 2 PM, but stayed in bed with an upset stomach and a headache. i did end up having two small bowls of homemade chicken noodle soup, a sleeve and a half of saltines, two glasses of Vernors ginger ale and lots of water. Hoping this bug is gone by tomorrow morning!

Yay! my problem with getting off page one of mail received has been resolved! 

For whatever reason, i cannot get off of page 1 in text messages or mail! That is frustrating as i have older mail to reply to still.

Responding to new texts tonight and screwed up one of them, badly!! The buttons for responding to message, and quote, Mark as spam and delete, unquote are too close together!! Robinwood i spammed and deleted you by accident and do not know how to reverse it! i am sincerely sorry for my screw up!! 

To the friends i have met here in CollarSpace.. i am sorry to have been gone for so long. i have been speaking exclusively with someone i assumed is a Dom.. who wanted me as his submissive no less! i guess i was mistaken. 

That is it for me tonight. See you all tomorrow.

See as how i am chatting with multiple people here, i thought it would be easiest to journal when i am leaving for a while. i plan to be back by four this afternoon. Bye everyone.

Just a quick update on what is happening with me. my weight is down to 440 lbs. i know that still seems like quite A LOT to lose, but i started at 497 lbs not long ago, maybe early spring 2023. Also new is that i am involved with someone from CS that i am very, very, very interested in. i hope we will be good together, and it is long lasting!

Yesterday was Tuesday 8.22.2023, i had a mammogram appointment in the morning and by late afternoon i was admitted to the hospital with another infection! i was told they will likely keep me until Friday. Another hospital stay!! 

i went to the Drs office yesterday for my monthly checkup, and the Dr gave me good news and bad news. The good news is i have lost an additional 10 lbs since last month,s weigh in, and i now weigh 467 lbs. i have roughly another 67 lbs to go before my bariatric surgery! The bad news is that the Dr told me yesterday.. mind You, it's the Very FIRST time anything has been said to me about this! but the Dr told me i have Stage 3 kidney disease! i am going to have to be on a whole new diet.. a renal diet now. Before, i was on a healthy heart, low sodium diet. Updates will be posted as i get them.

i do not always get on here every day, sometimes it may be a week before i can once again respond. i will get to Your messages though.

i was e mailed some videos.. there are four of them. That is my homework i have to finish before this Friday 7.14 i do not know how long the videos are but i have to watch them all and answer a questionnaire or survey afterwards before anything else can be done for my bariatric surgery. i am really looking forward to losing all this extra weight. Not that i envision myself becoming a size two within a couple of years!