Exoduseslilone

This weekend was two months! And like a true gentlemen, he took me out to one of my favorite restaurants. Well I guess we did some other memorable stuff too. It was the first time I was tighed up like that. Both hands. Both feet. And he was biting my neck. Hard. Driving home today, I called him daddy on the phone. I think that got a reaction out of him, it certainly did on me.

I knew I could not go into college with a long distance relationship. Too many new things would be going on?. Meeting people, classes, and sports. But believe it or not, a mounth in, I had one (a long distance relationship that is.) And I have never had this level of support in any other relationship I have been in, short or long distance. My master not only meets my needs, he exceeds them. I know I am very lucky. And though there are countless night when I want to drive the 6 hours back to MA so I can be in his bed again, I know that he want me to do really well here. And that means the world to me,

I want to feel safe. I want to be pushed. I want to be rewarded. I want to be loved. I want to please. I want to be accepted. and most of all, i want to cuddle with you after.

To be honest, I had never really thought about BDSM before being approached by my now Master. I had heard of it, of course, but it was never something I was personally interested. Society paints a very dramatic picture of what this is all about, and it just seemed like sort of a novelty to me. But, some way or another, I am getting VERY interested in it. This first time my master and I spent ?alone time? together was quite something. A totally new experience for me. I was immediately pushed up against the basement wall, and the sheer power of his body against mine was amazing. I knew from that second on that this was right.  To be continued?.