EsmeRayne


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	About EsmeRayne ESME RAYNE (ESMERAYNE); Pron. Es-me rayn; NOUN or ADJECTIVE; esteemed or loved in old FrenchFirst recorded by Duke of Lennox, 16th century. Especially for noble women of royalty with shy temperament and classy dispositions. : Spanish, Portuguese, English, Italian; RAYNE: Popular surname for all originations (U.S. Census Bureau 1990) That was the definition of my given name. Now I show you the unabridged version. Define me? Ahh, we begin I am Esmeralda L Marie Rayne. I am a lady, first and foremost. I am a delicacy of divine Italian bloodlines and I am indeed proud of my sturdy heritage in every respect.. I was born an obedient and submissive, always attentive and polite girl; especially to the elder men that reigned over my tiny world. I have not waivered a bit and still believe in it genuinely. I am a true sub for all intent and purpose of the word. I choose to let the guidance of a man be my only compass in my pleasures. For the male body can either cripple you or enthrall you. Its a much easier task if you just allow it to take over you. Though, I DO have boundaries; of course, they are in place only for safety and morality/ethical reasons. My unsubtle findings are, as far as gender roles are concerned, simply unsubtle to put it mildly. Men and women are not in any way, equals today nor were they ever equivalent at any time in the history of man. I apologize in advance, if I say anything that I do not mean. This is my standing, and it is (according to most people) outdated and very sexist. I agree. But it is my opinion, nonetheless. Frankly, should have never fallen by the wayside. Gender roles were put in place for the simplest as well as, the most complex of reasons. Right or wrong, they should have remained intact. PERIOD! If you do not agree with my views here, perhaps you should not read on. My sexual side is never dominant or demanding. Instead youll find my sexual nature to be beautiful, young, timid; a subservient Daddys Girl or the rather compliant to the rules lady-in-waiting when you enter my quarters. In the sheets, once the door closes behind us, falling into the character or role that you have defined for me, is much more than a playwright in my view. This is my time to breathe deep and follow the longing that your flesh requires of me to do.. I invite you to open the doors to your dominant desire and allow me to follow your lead into explosive endevours of the flesh. I promise to be the perfect subject, trusting your strength and power to bring only pleasure in its rawest of forms. Never have I been the type to argue the rules that a man sets in place for me. For they are in my best interest ESME Recently moved....little more independant than I like to be. Phone # has changed.

ill be in austin tx tomorrow im in new mexico tonight

if i gave you my number please text me email is very difficult for me to get around to answering thankz

My Second Thought.....

It seems always the same questions. How does anyone know why or how they came to prefer something? There is no specific as to why someone craves what they do. That's where I stand on the issue. I didn't wake up one day as a woman wanting to serve a man, rather I dreamt about it as a child. The knowing that I'm safe and protected. The slight butterflies that fill you when he's near. Somehow, that longing is a mastering presence of your desires from the beginning of memories. There is no debate, no questioning the need to fulfill this want so badly. It's a natural action to answer the commands.

I don't pinpoint a pique in interest into what or who I am. I was made to be this way.

It's a haunting of my dreams, the day I get to submit to him.

It's something I feel from so deep that my stomache turns with the anxiety of being perfect.

The dificulty in describing how I know or became what I am is simply best compared to how you know the sky is blue.

A few doms who were not as they seemed. I have layed out what I look for in a dom/man/acquaintence or any person of continued interest in my life. I have challenged every claim and came up disappointed.

My sub fantasies are deep and come from a very dark place in my mind, where I feel comfortable, even though others don't.

I challenge myself everyday to be the best at EVERYTHING. Seriously. I don't fail well. I will always punish myself for being a dissappointment more than any dom could. I expect everyone around me to be the same. Perfect.

I don't see a point and doing anything I cannot see the outcome from three moves ahead

I do not understand all these claims I recieve of how "old fashioned" people say they are. Then.....when it comes to asking for approval from my family.....that is just completely an ancient thought. What happened?

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