EndtoDarkness

This IS hard, harder than I ever believed it could be and yet I am not tired, I will not tire, I WILL do this no matter where it leads.

You are so special to me that I truly place your happiness and well being before mine.  Even thought it truly does kill a part of me, I need you to try one last time with the father of your children before you end it.  It is the right thing to do.

He needs to know that I did NOT break up your marriage and that if it does end that it was his actions not mine that were the cause. 

Woman I love you, and that love is powerful enough that I will not accept anything less than the best for you.  I am only best if he isn't as while I would strive to be the best parent to your children I am not their father.

We are in our very own Greek tragedy where no matter what we do we will leave wreckage behind.  The best we can do is act with integrity and honesty and weigh our actions as carefully as we can.

You are doing well and doing better every day.  You are learning to take better care of my heart and I love you for that.  I know you love me, I know it in the places that I rarely make vulnerable.  I am safe as long as you are clear with me, as long as your words match your deeds. 

No matter WHAT happens we will both come out of this better people who are happier with our lives.  That is something I will guarantee you.

With more love than I can imagine,

Me...