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I've been out of the scene for a fair amount of time-- dropped out of the social group I was a part of and moved to playing on an exclusive basis with a specific partner. Since then events have lead to a total lack of bdsm activities in my life, private or social. My tolerance and general comfort levels have dropped very, very far down.
I feel actually a bit skiddish compared to when I started before, I know what's going on now, and I know the things that can be scary.
Besides wanting to find a slow and gradual path back to my normal masochism, I also feel very strongly the lack of a dominant female role in my life. It's an experience I have always wished for but not been presented with the opportunity for.
I am interested in finding a female Dom who I can be attracted to on a personal level who will be interested in playing with me perhaps on a regular basis. There is a whole side to my sexuality and submissive nature which needs exploring.
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