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| Hi. i am looking for friends and allowed to talk on line and am encouraged to learn about ways other slaves are used, and to offer ideas to Master. Master has occasionally had other Sirs use me too, which He says is to reinforce in me that i have no choice and i am to know life as a slave who must never question how i am to be used. But that hasn’t happened much. Master usually keeps me busy on his own.
my status is that i am negative, and i am required to keep my hole waxed, cleaned out and lubed for Master to use whenever he desires. So i do that right before He comes home from work, or on His days off as soon after i get up. More importantly i am required to carry a towel with me, and place underneath my feet when i am standing or under my seat if i am sitting. That is because i am constantly dripping or drooling pre-cum. If i am sucking Master’s cock i must have the towel under my knees or wherever it needs to be to catch the drool. Unless He decided to put a saucer under me to catch it instead.
i am a kept slave, but allowed to work a part-time job 2 days a week. i am not given any leeway and have to be home in the allotted travel time. But mostly my job is chores around the house and yard work and occasionally Master sends me to work on another property he owns. Also i have exercises i must do daily and gym equipment in the house and have to follow my training schedule. Master also has a gym membership for me and will take me there too.
i am “kept” in the sense that Master keeps me the way he wants. That is, i am never allowed to touch my cock, which is decent sized at 8 ¼ inches. But Master frequently vacuum pumps my cock up bigger, and makes it somewhat longer and very fat and full and it makes me really, really horny. Also Master keeps me from cumming and I am so horny all the time i can hardly stand it. All i want to do is suck His cock and spread my legs and get used. But i know i have to do other things to please Master, including cleaning and cooking and some yard work and organizing the bills for him and other chores and take some physical abuse including rare canings (which i don’t mind).
i am not allowed to cum and not allowed to touch myself. i have been trained very well that i cannot touch my cock, and sometimes i have to pee sitting down so i don’t make a mess. Often Master will make me lay down in a bathtub and to pee on myself and then rinse off. Because I am kept from cumming i am constantly horny and drooling pre-cum. Master rarely puts me in a chastity device. He requires me to keep from cumming by my training.
Master likes my cock very full all the time. Like i said i am not allowed to touch it. He will let me cum about once a month (every three to five weeks or so), which He tells me is so that my plumbing stays functional, but it isn’t for my pleasure. Master can tell me to stroke my cock a few times and when he tells me to cum i can’t help it, it just streams out at that point. Otherwise i am under strict orders to never cum. i want to so bad when He is fucking me but i have to fight it and hold back and keep myself from cumming and instead just think about how badly i want Master to have a great release and feel good and like me. When He finishes cumming inside me, he sometimes will piss inside me too. I love the feeling when He does that, and he pulls out and plugs me with a butt plug to hold it in. Then He holds me and I feel his warm embrace and the warmth of his piss inside me and I am in heaven. He tells me He is sorry I can’t cum but it is for my own good and He holds me and kisses me on the neck, or forehead, strokes and pats my head and tells me how good I have been. That’s when I know I love HIM.
Most of the time Master is not affectionate. He just tells me what to do. Or He disciplines me but both of us know physical discipline is something I like because I enjoy his abuse and beatings and any kind of use I can be to Him. I love it when He causes pain, because it feels good to be useful to Him and I guess I am something of a masochist too. I absolutely love it when He alternates pain and pleasurable touch and drives me crazy with the intensity of the contrast. So for real discipline, on the very few times I have erred and violated the trust Master has placed in me, I am given discipline that I hate. This has happened when I have orgasmed when I wasn’t supposed to. I hate this. Master will put me “away” in a closet or locked room or the shed. My wrists will be bound to my thighs or to something in the room to make sure I am not touching my cock, or once I was just put in the chastity device. Master usually doesn’t use a device because it prevents a real erection and He wants me to learn to not cum even though my cock is feeling full and ready to cum like after he pumps it up. He wants me to get used to always feeling full like that so I learn control and how to not cum and to only cum with permission. Then he puts me “away”. I never know for how long. I hate it when I am not allowed to serve him or be used in some way or get some attention from Him. I don’t mind when I have to sit or lay on the floor in the corner in the same room with Him. And I love it when he lets me lay under his feet. I don’t mind anytime he tells me to go clean something or do something that is useful for him. But when he just doesn’t want me and puts me “away” i hate it.
Master allows me to dress appropriately for work, but people have noticed the stainless steel choke chain i wear. It is small enough that it looks like a normal neck chain, but Master had it soldered shut, and i can’t remove it. Also anyone who is familiar with Master knows it is my slave collar.
At home i must be nude but Master often has me also in leather cuffs and collar and sometimes my wrists are attached to thigh restraints. He likes the leather ankle and wrist cuffs because He can quickly put me in bondage if he wants and he likes to fuck me that way. So I am always nude except for chains or restraints when home. But of course I am clothed when taken out in public. Sometimes though Master won’t give me clothes to wear in the car or truck, just my towel to sit on. Then i will be given clothing when we are near our destination. Then i see what i will be allowed to wear.
When i am taken out in public, Master will often humiliate me with the clothes he makes me wear. In the summer he will give me small shorts and flip-flops and that is all i get. Then when we are out he might say loudly that i am an embarrassment and should know better how to dress appropriately. i am never allowed underwear and my drooling cock is always visible beneath my pants, and i always have a wet spot going. In colder weather He will allow full clothing but for pants he will make me wear thin sweat pants, again without underwear and yes, the wet spot will show through. He also will pump my cock before we go out and the full outline of it will show. A lot of the times i get hard….He does that to me, especially when He embarrasses me, and i can’t hide the beginning of an erection and i have to struggle even harder to keep from getting a full erection. Then it reminds me of the time in 9th grade when i started to get hard in the boy’s locker room and had to rush to get a towel, and later had to make up an explanation why i had mistakenly grabbed the wrong towel. ( No one said anything about me getting hard but i suspected that a couple guys could have seen). And thinking about that while wearing the thin pants Master has me dressed in makes me even more turned on …i can’t help it. i guess i am meant to be this way, exposed as subservient to and responsive to men and to my Master. If i am embarrassed when around men, especially jock-types or dominant types i can’t help myself and i get an erection. Especially if they notice me, tease me or make fun of me. After 9th grade i made sure my towel was closest to the showers just in case, and i would shower late to avoid a lot of guys.
Also another reason that i am drooling and getting hard is Master will make me go out with a medium large butt plug inserted. And if he is really intent on making me squirm, He uses a small bullet style wireless remote vibrator that fits inside the plug. i don’t know when He will reach in his pocket and turn on the control.
So that explains my “dripping” name, and my condition. Master allows me to go on line and he likes that i get turned on by what i see and read. i am just not allowed to cum. i get so turned on that unless Master gives me a chore, i just want to sit at his feet and hope i can have a chance to suck his cock or get a fucking or be bound up to receive His whipping or caning.
Sometimes i wonder if i wouldn’t be better off if Master didn’t keep me so horny all the time. i love being so good at serving him because i am so eager as a result of my horny condition, but when He is at work i still am all sexed up. i have trouble concentrating on other things. And i go online and look (i try not to but i can’t help myself) i like that i have exercises and training because that physical activity helps calm my mind for a while.
If You have ideas for me to ask Master to consider, or like to just say hello, please feel free. You know i am not allowed to touch myself, so please don’t make any suggestions like that. Also certain things Master does i don’t like, but i won’t criticize Him or comment that way, so don’t ask. Thanks.
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Master is making me walk around the house on tip-toes because He thinks i look better like that. He is really into my feet, which don't look bad. I have average to high arches, but He wants me to get even stronger arches and He makes me walk on my toes to help do that. Also I think He wants me used to walking on my toes so He knows I can't really walk away from Him, that way.
Master also massages my feet and pushes really hard into my arches when He does that. He has a mild foot fetish, and often when He fucks me when I am on my back He will put my feet on His chest and have me caress His pecs with them. And when I am getting fucked on my back sometimes he will tell me to "arch" my feet during my fucking. Also there have been times when i am tied up on my back and He has rubbed his cock over my feet.
Plus he uses His feet to massage my and balls (more like step on my cock and balls) if He puts me on the floor and stands over me or sits in front of me.
Until i realized He is into feet this much i didn't like it when He caned me and also did the bottoms of my feet. Now i understand how it is a sexual turn on and i can tell He gets into it so i am okay with it. And after my feet are sore from caning, they are so sensitive that just barely touching the skin makes me shudder....the skin becomse sensualized and so sensitive that my feet seem sexual in the way I respond to them being touched on the bottom. |
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Master wants me to consider penis enlargement surgery. He is interested in a procedure for me where the tendon on top would be cut at the base and my cock would be able to hang lower and He could pump it up even bigger. The tendon wouldn't be holding it back from being longer. Plus He likes the fact that with the tendon cut I would no longer get upright when I get hard. With the tendon gone, I could get hard but it would hang. He likes that I would just be swinging a really big, fat boner but it wouldn't be erect. It would be hard, but wouldn't have the tendon to hold it up toward my torso. Master is excited about it because he could make my cock even bigger with a vacuum pump...and it would hang really low between my legs.
i have to consider the trade off...my cock would be even bigger but i couldn't get erect (upright) on my own..i could get hard but i would have to hold it up to aim it toward anything. Of course now, Master doesn't want me to be touching my cock anyway. It is only for Him to use how He wants. |
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| Age: 24 |
| Canberra,
Australia |
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