DontWantVanilla

Hopefully i will be able to find someone here who can give me the opportunity to experience something like i described above....

After years of trying to suppress my submissive feelings, i have come to realise that it is pointless to deny what i really am. Hence my name, i don't want to be involved in vanilla relationships anymore as they can just not offer what i am looking for and have always ended in frustration. I have experimented with D/s in previous relationships, even found partners that were willing to experiment with me, but i haven't found anyone that really understands much less shares my true desires.

If i am really honest to myself, i was previously probably not ready to really submit to a Dominant Woman anyway. My focus on my own desires and lack of understanding of what true submissiveness entails would probably have made me a pretty poor sub/slave. But after reading the work of Elise Sutton and other serious articles on Femdom and talking to some Dommes online i now not only understand my own desires better, i know that as a submissive i should focus on my Dommes desires and let my own desires take a backseat.

So now i am looking to find someone to submit to for Her pleasure. Either in being a toyboy for a Domme that is looking for a bit of fun or in slowly building a true D/s relationship with a Domme that is looking for a personal servant. Ideally, i would like to serve an experienced Domme that can mold me to Her desire and teach me to become a good servant. To the right Domme i believe i have much to offer as i am:

- intelligent and highly educated
- eager to learn
- sociable
- obedient
- willing to explore and push my limits
- attractive and in good shape
- willing to relocate if necessary and after first establishing a D/s relationship