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1-20-2010 Thoughts of slave during morning shower 6:00am woke up, bathroom, got ice from kitchen, got in the shower and turned on the water, inserted the ice - two in the front and two in the back. Same experience as yesterday, except she made herself endure the burning in her ass until she got under the water for her shower. Very uncomfortable.....not exactly what she would call pain, but definitely uncomfortable. This is something that she would love to experience in the position that Master described - standing, arms spread and wrists bound with chains hanging from the ceiling, ankles wide apart and bound to the floor, and Master shoving ice cubes into her, giving her pain and pleasure simultaneously - and with it not being washed away at all, until or unless He did it Himself....when or if He chose to. she also wondered what it would be like to use a vibrator on a burning clit and pussy. After a few minutes of enjoying/enduring, she got under the water, and showered normally.

Walking times and distances of current slave. . .thru 1-18-2010 1 mile walk 13Dec09 29:40 sat 3x for maybe 3-5 mins total 14Dec09 30:12 sat 3x for about 3 1/2 mins total 15Dec09 14:11 1/2 mile sat 1x for just under 1 minute 16Dec09 27:15 sat 3x for 1:15 each time 17Dec09 32:33 sat 3x for 1:15 each time 18Dec09 35:25 my neighborhood, sat 1x on someone's brick planter for a minute 19Dec09 30:00 sat 3x for 1:15 each time - at the park 21Dec09 30:16 around my neighborhood 22Dec09 27:54 around my neighborhood 23Dec09 32:05 around my neighborhood...no sitting, but did stretch 24Dec09 28:24 around my neighborhood...no sitting, but did stretch 25Dec09 29:16 around the neighborhood, with stretching 26Dec09 29:55 around the neighborhood, with stretching 28Dec09 27:52 around the neighborhood, with stretching 29Dec09 26:24 around the neighborhood, with stretching 30Dec09 25:26 around the neighborhood, with stretching 31Dec09 25:15 01Jan10 24:54 02Jan10 24:09 04Jan10 23:57 05Jan10 24:02 07Jan10 24:02 12Jan10 23:45 16Jan10 23:36 18Jan10 23:23 1.5 mile walk 08Jan10 40:37 09Jan10 41:28 11Jan10 41:20 13Jan10 42:14 14Jan10 41:51 15Jan10 41:36 1 mile jog/walk 18Jan10 22:18

Sunday January 17, 2010 (slave's thoughts) 7:29am door closed and light off she was to be locked away for nearly five hours. she felt she had just left the closet. Due to a very aggravating cough, she had hardly even slept. her diary needed to be updated, and she felt frustrated and tired, and she did not want to do this but she knew she had to obey, and she knew that Master was not interested in such wants as this. she hoped that there would come a time when it would be automatic for her NOT to feel such things as this disallowed frustration. she knows that Master is training her toward that and many other goals as his slave, and also that this closet time that she's been ordered to endure is part of that training. she knows she has no choice, and while the activity itself annoys her, she succombs to His control, and realizes that she is yet again aroused. The irony is not lost on her. Perhaps it was her negative feelings about spending the morning.....she at first thought "her" morning, but then, nothing is really hers anymore, is it? she has given herself to her Master, and so her days, and even her nights, are His now, and she lives them according to His rule. Even her "self" is not hers. It is His.....her mental self, physical self, emotional self....all His to play with and enjoy as He desires, and He has shown that He does indeed desire to toy with her on all levels. But after some time standing there alone again in the near silent darkness, she began to be afraid. One thing she particularly likes about Master is that He doesn't tell her anything so obviously He doesn't lie to her. she does trust Him.....she feels she has proved that - to herself and to Him. He was even honest enough to make her aware before He enslaved her that He keeps and uses multiple slaves at a time. So many previous "masters" had told her that she would be their only one, and that they would devote all of their time to her, and every single last one of them had lied to her and/or had soon after abandoned her. So at first, she was comfortable in the knowledge that Master had other slaves, because of His honesty....because she trusts Him. But standing there in the lonely darkness, put away for the morning in her "cupboard" because Master had no use for her, she was suddenly afraid.....certain that He would eventually come across a potential slave who's much better than her, more exciting and better trained than her, and perhaps even attractive and close to Him so that he can fulfill His need for real-time Dominance. she felt that no one could ever feel as devoted to Him as she does, but she wondered if that would be enough....if He ever met that other slave. Such a difference between night-time and morning confinement. One, at the end of her day, her tasks completed, she goes to her closet and to Master's restraints.....His message that He is through using her for that day. Except that her closet time is actually part of His use and training of her...nothing is simple in slavery. The other, confusing....starting her day put away, and as far as she can remember, for longer than she has endured before. The same control, resulting in the same arousal, but enveloped in different moods, different states of mind. Master knows what He is doing, and she is putty in His hands.

Saturday January 16, 2020 (slave's continued thoughts) Master wanted to know about slave's walks....her thoughts as she prepared and performed. As with most activities now, there is a sense of urgency, especially on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays if she is required to walk the full mile and a half walk , as she has to sign in only an hour after preparation begins. she is fully aware that if she is too long in getting out of the house, then she will return too late to sign-in in time, and that would greatly displease Master. Preparation for the walk is slightly more relaxed when she is permitted to walk only a mile, or on the other days, but only slightly because she knows that Master also requires her to be quick and efficient with her time, regardless the task. There is generally a sense of relief once she is out of the house and has taken that first step while starting her stopwatch. At that point, it is simply a matter of putting one foot in front of the other, and doing it as quickly as possible. As with all things that she does for Him, she thinks while walking. Many times, she has thought that without His insistence, she wouldn't even BE walking - at least not regularly. she would pretty much only go to the pool for her exercise. The mile and half is difficult for her, as she often feels the need to sit for a few minutes, and there is nowhere in her neighborhood to do that. When she feels tired, or her legs feel heavy, she begins to think of how to explain to Master why her time increased, because she is sure that it will, and then she simply thinks "she does this for Master", and often she does indeed tap a hidden enregy source and picks up the pace. On a daily basis, she strives to better herself, to better her time. she is well aware that increased productivity pleases Master, and that is what everything that she does comes right back to.....providing Master whatever pleasure He desires If the weather is very cold and her nipples have been recently tortured, she has noticed that it doesn't seem to matter how many layers she wears, her nipples harden and rub against the the fabric with every step, and the cold air itself seems to burn them. When she is required to sand and paste her nipples prior to walking, and it is cold.....the burn is that much greater. The crotch chain adds its own dimension to her walks. With it pulled tightly between her lips, and pressing firmly against her clit, it feels almost as though she is being stroked with each step . Generally, by the time she has completed a walk, crotch chain or no, she is incredibly stimulated, and very eager to talk to Master and be in His presence once again.

Friday, January 15, 2010 7:46pm cuffed ankles, carried everything else needed to the closet 7:57pm it took a couple of tries, but finally she got her nipples suitably bound with plain unwaxed dental floss. She found that the best way to do it was to start with a slip knot, and once it was pulled tightly around the base of the nipple, she wrapped the two ends a couple of times around the nipple in opposite directions, then tied them off tightly, tying two knots to ensure it stayed on. The result was that her nipples looked huge this way...plumped and full like collagen-filled lips. 7:58pm she tied together the ends of the 4 resulting strings, thus binding the nipples together, closed the door and tied them to the hinge. She ensured that the gag was in place and the clothespins once again in place on her breasts. The light being on made no real difference under the circumstances. Being forced to stand for three or four hours in a very confined space in the dark does have an affect on a person. Particularly when that space is only maybe two square feet or so. But when one's entire "space" becomes only the space they are standing in.....when one simply cannot move without risk of significant pain or injury, it doesn't seem to matter if they are standing in light or darkness, the mind takes a beating either way. she was as close to the closet door as the clothespins would allow, and so she couldn't really move her head much, just look down at her nipples to see what color they were. Eventually they turned a milky white, but never blue or purple. While she was alone in the light, she gave thought to how her tied, plumped nipples might be used, and she thought that perhaps ice and/or hot wax would be interesting, as well as sanding first and then pasting with something after they were tied. Or perhaps sanding AND pasting after they were tied. the only other things she could come up with was spanking them or poking at them with something sharp while plumped so nicely. she wished she was more creative so that she could give Master better ideas for how to use her, but she was certain that he could come up with enough ideas for both of them.

Thursday Jan 14, 2010 5:50pm remained tethered. Master had asked for her feelings regarding the tether. She likes the tether. She enjoys the weight of it, and finds comfort in being chained at the neck like a mere animal. As if she needed it, it keeps her Master in the forefront of her mind. It prevents her from forgetting that she is a slave...His slave...as if she possibly could or would want to forget. It is gratifying to serve Him, and an honor to wear His chain. The tether is a constant reminder to push herself harder during the difficult tasks, such as the on/off of the clothespins on her now acutely sensitive breasts and nipples. When she wears her Master's chains, she feels bound not only by Him, but to Him, and that is both satisfying and motivating.

Wednesday Jan 13, 2010 PAIN. That was all there was. There was no getting around the pain. It was like a brick wall.....in front of her at first, blocking her way, keeping her from doing much of anything. Then it wrapped around and enveloped her about the time she began sanding her already painfully raw nipples in preparation for her evening lock-up. There was no hope of escaping it after that. she had to stuff a wet washcloth in her mouth to bite down on while she sanded. Once that was done, it really seemed - at least at first - like the ensuing fire in her nipples from the hot sauce was nothing more than background noise. But when the clamps closed on them.....it really was as if someone were using a torch or flamethrower on her. When her hands were locked in place behind her, she cried uncontrollably. Even having her arms back like that hurt her nipples. It was easy for her to imagine them ragged and bleeding, but she knew they were not. she kept checking them....she wanted to not to be put her in darkness tonight, because she needed to see them. Master, however, had required that as part of her "closet time" Other than wondering about her sanity - both the doubt of any existence of it when she had asked Master for more pain, specifically in her nipples, and whether there would be any left...or even any room for any....by the time she left the closet again - she simply remained as still as she possibly could to prevent any movement by the dangling weights. She began to panic. she desperately needed the clamps off her nipples....and yet, certain that it would be more than she could bear, she also didn't. she knew the pain may be too much, but she also knew that the choice was already made....by Master. The clamps would be removed. she cannot find the words to describe the pain that resulted from the removal of those clamps after 45 minutes of attachment to nipples that had already been severely tortured. There was an inferno of heat, but she had no idea whether it was from the hot sauce coating the outside or the hot blood refilling the inside. she was consumed with intense pain and also surprisingly intense pleasure.

Tuesday - Jan 12, 2010 5:36pm signed out from most amazing experience of her life, went way beyond pain threshold and survived, but had physical responses other than intensely magnified arousal...weak, trembling, somewhat dizzy...and the whole experience was just.......she wonders if people feel like that when they are high. If so, then Master is most certainly her drug of choice. He is talking about what it will be like for her in a year...she is overwhelmed with emotion. He apparently sees hope for her. She cannot put into words either what she felt while online with Him, or any realistic description of the level of pain she reached...it is beyond words...but she suspects that if someone suddenly sliced her nipples off with a machete, it would feel about like they did during that roughly 1-hour heaven and hell experience"

A glimpse of routine for this slave. Slave # 364-829-160 Monday, 1-11-10 6:00am got up, weighed (264), attached clamps, prepared for and took shower 6:33am removed clamps 6:47am attached tether, started breakfast, slave had whole wheat toast w/ olive oil spread, milk, banana 7:22am attached clothespin to tongue, logged in to talk to friend. 7:47am logged out, removed clothespin 7:52am began preparing for Master....remained tethered and naked, removed crotch chain, cuffed/clipped ankles, strapped legs together, gag, ears, attached 3 clips to each breast, in an arc above the nipple 8:00am signed in for Master 8:31am removed restraints, clothespins....all felt like a severe sting, but one was much sharper and more intensely painful than the rest

Online slavery can become very real with absolute obedience and total honesty on the part of a Slave who genuinely wishes to please and serve her Master. This journal is going to begin reflecting some of the thoughts of Slave #364-829-160 Comments and thoughts are welcomed from those inclined to follow this journal. Slave # 364-829-160 -Sunday 1-10-10: "Now she was alone with her thoughts and she focused on the pain in her nipples. she wanted to be able to share that with Master, so that he could enjoy it too. They were tender from having worn the clamps earlier in the day so much. The punishment task had definitely taken a toll. she thought about the price one has to pay.....the consequences.....for mistakes - even innocent ones - and bad behavior. Even before she had attached the clamps this time, she was aware of her nipples, and had worked diligently all day to prevent bumping into to anything, or catching them on anything. When the clamps went on, there was a definite ache, and a bit of a sting....sharp pains. after a while, they settled into a dull ache, and eventually went numb. she knew that Master wanted her to experience pain and discomfort, and felt that if she were in his direct control, he would probably flick the clamps or weights after the numbness began, or maybe even to prevent it happening at all, so she moved her upper body side to side slinging the clamps and weights somewhat, and clanking against the chain. she could feel it more than she could hear it, but either way she felt the pain.....her nipples were very awake again and felt a bit as though they had been slapped and/or perhaps bitten. she thought about slavery, and about the Master/slave relationship, and concluded what she already knew...that there is no black and white to it. Everyone is different, has different tastes, different things they enjoy, and different things they want or expect from their slaves. she had talked to and served several, and it was always different, but rarely at all truly fulfilling for her. And she realized that now she has a Master who does seem interested in such fulfillment, but whether He is or isn't, she knows that it is His pleasure that is important, and if her pleasure fulfills Him in any way, then so much the better, and she knows that He will certainly not allow her to become complacent, and that at least a large part of His fulfillment comes from controlling her, just as that control is important to the fulfillment of her needs as well. she knows that fulfillment of her needs and desires is not something that she is entitled to as a slave, or something that she should look forward to. she is aware she has relinquished all such rights, and it is Master who now determines her needs and fulfills only those that please Him. However, if fulfillment of her bondage, control, and pain needs are something that Master desires or derives pleasure from, then she feels it was a very good night for both of them.

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