daddyslilsecret

My Journal has fallen behind, (oh shame on me), but hopefully that issue will get straightened out.  I have moved and be come a grandmother to a sweet little girl (oh well)

Family comes first with me !!!

I am still trying to figure things out!  Why on Earth does anyone assume that just because I classify myself as both a submissive and a slave, would I just have phone sex with them ??? Ok go ahead it's ok... Get over yourself because you are not a Dom nor a Master. Can we say player or kink?  Sure I can so please don't contact me again.  And for those of you who think i will just do as you say the very same goes for you as well.. Get a life and get out of mine.. I am not collared to you, so i can as i please.. yes I am a brat and a bit sassy, but i am me .

I come to You on my knees tonight

I'm feeling out of my place

I have a need that only

You can understand

This slave begs for your control

I need Your absolute power

eclipse my soul with it

to remind me

I am Your possession

I need You to cleanse me.

of these feelings of insolence.

Take Your whip and

together we will go back,

back together we will live

where I need to be

hear me scream and

know its for You

lead me into Your fire

I will come and join You there

I want You to make me worthy

of only You.

The whip and the pain

they always bring me home

I need to be bound

completely lost.

Use my body

fill my every opening

burn out the impoper thoughts

filling me completely with You.

I need you to give me the pain.

to make me beg

taste my tears

let me pay the price for

belonging to You

take it out in my flesh

to remind me

take me to Your edge

and then lead me farther

where we live together

I will go there for Us...

Ok so maybe I am not perfect.... Or maybe I try to hard be be perfect.... But there comes a time in everyones live where thay just have to be themselves no matter what... Forgive me for being blunt  but my time has come....I refuse to call names but I recieved an email last night that made me stop and wonder about the person whom sent it...  Geez talk about the lack of self respect...  Here is your reply to your email   STOP WITH THE NUDE PICTURES  THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR ME BUT GET YOU DELETED AND BLOCKED....YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....


Then on the other hand I had the pleasure of recieving an email from a wonderful gentleman... Who brightened not only my night but today as well...  His warm smile just made the little girl in me feel warm all over.   Thank You very much, Sir  a well deserved title...  I shall look forward to speaking with You again hopefully soon....

I am usually very quiet, but I have recently met another submissive (female).  Who's story just made me ill with the Men who proclaim to be Masters.  As usually they started talking online and advanced to the telephone.  Things seemed to be going well, or at leasted seemed to be.  He even sent her a gift of a cell phone and promised that within 5 weeks he would be coming to see her and that she needed to be prepared to move back to his home with him.

But (ah yes there is that word) within 3 weeks she has heard nothing else from him.  Though she knows he is online.  She has begged him to either forgo the promise of seeing her or to just simply say "Hello" to her.  She has sent messages everyday as required.  But no response at all from him.

I must admit if this is a Master then I have no wish to be the serving one such as him.  And if by chance he is the one that reads this sir you should be totally ashamed and find the error of your ways.  For no one should be made suffer like that..  To encourage one as you have to just see her crying and without any hope. 

Sitting here thinking it is about time to post this one too ::::

Does the feel of sensual restraint rendering you helpless, exposed and vulnerable excite you?

Is the mental image of yourself restrained in leather cuffs, ropes, or shackles, and being slowly exposed to reveal all your womanly goods an erotic one?

Do you enjoy the idea of sexual teasing until you experience uncontrollable orgasms?

Are you the type of woman who likes to mix a bit of sugar in her coffee or pleasure with her submission?

Do you enjoy having your conservative thoughts and mannerisms challenged, probed and explored?

Do you enjoy the feeling of a sensual tongue and/or lips on your body as much as you enjoy ice cubes, a crop, or paddle?

Do you find yourself pondering how exciting it would be to be trained to truly please a man mentally, visually, and physically?

Do you often fantasize about relinquishing control to your partner for his pleasure and yours?

Do any or all of theses questions make you reflect inwardly, shudder, a bit short of breath, or moist in anticipation?

Ok I guess we all need to get a grip now (laughing) This is what I desire (wait let me think is that the right word )


A  MAN

A Man who displays sensitivity will be a Master who is sensitive to you.
A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect.
A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears.
A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper,
A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone.
A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words.
A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight.
A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way.
A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share.

A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give.
A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from.
A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storms.
A Man who has walked the path to peace will be a Master able to guide you along that path.
A Man who does not shout will be a Master who will never deafen you.
A Man who knows Himself will be a Master who will have time to know you.
A Man with an open mind will be a Master who never stops learning.
A Man who never stops learning will be a Master who never stops growing.
A Man who always seeks to be the best He can be for you is the only Man truly worthy of being called your Master.

A Person who displays sensitivity will be a Man who is sensitive to you.
A Person who displays humility will be a Man who will show you respect.
A Person who is not afraid to cry will be a Man who understands your tears.
A Person who is quiet will be a Man who will hear your quietest whisper,
A Person who knows fear will be a Man who will not leave you to face yours alone.
A Person who will listen to a child will be a Man who will always work to understand your words.
A Person who can stand alone will be a Man who will not crush you under His weight.
A Person who controls Himself with ease will be a Man with the ability to control you in the same way.
A Person who does not have to prove His point will be a Man with many worthwhile points to share.
A Person who never makes demands will be a Man who treasures anything you give.
A Person who doesn't run after you will be a Man you will never need to run away from.
A Person who is calm will be a Man who can weather your storms.
A Person who has walked the path to peace will be a Man able to guide you along that path.
A Person who does not shout will be a Man who will never deafen you.
A Person who knows Himself will be a Man who will have time to know you.
A Person with an open mind will be a Man who never stops learning.
A Person who never stops learning will be a Man who never stops growing.
A Person who always seeks to be the best He can be for you is the only Man truly worthy of being called your Man.

Oh ok here goes I believe some should Pay close attention :::: DO NOT LEAVE YOUR PHONE NUMBER IN AN EMAIL AND EXPECT ME TO CALL YOU   I am not that desprate, maybe You are.. To me that is a red flag and your email will be answered and then deleted if You persist then I will block you...


Submission is not about sex.
Submission is not something one can learn.
It is not sex.
It is not dirty.
Submission is beauty.
It is a beauty that comes from the very soul of a submissive woman.
It is a breaking down of the walls built up in her lifetime, allowing the beautiful, sensual woman to come through.

Submission is not about sex, it is about sensuality.
It is about trust, communication, vulnerability, caring, and honesty.
It is about being the graceful, sensual, beautiful woman that resides within.

Submission is about knowing who you are, and what you want.
A submissive is NOT a weak person, but just the opposite.
She is strong.
She is strong in herself, and in the knowledge of who she is.
She NEVER submits out of weakness or desperation.
She submits out of strength, love, and trust.

Submission is freedom.
It is a letting go of one's self, knowing that the dominant is there to catch you if you falter.
It is about pushing to be the very best one can be, not only as a submissive, but as a woman, a person, a human being.
It is about learning, growing, and giving.

Please don't get me wrong.
Submission is not about donning rose colored glasses, and the world is fine. Nothing worthwhile will ever come that easy.

Submission is also about pain.
There is no growth without pain, lest it be a temporary growth.
There is no freedom without the inner struggle to let go.
There is no sensuality without breaking down the barriers that took years to put into place.