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	About DaddysGirlDara i'm officially off the market. Thank You. **earlier entry After some soul searching, i realize with the way i struggle to keep up with messages and how i can't correspond with Everyone on here as much as i'd like, i must take myself off the market. i'm really into making friends, but friends -please be patient with me. i'm trying to keep up, i really am. Sir Dirk (Dreamking) and i have grown closer and i think it's best i focus on Someone solely, as He has focused on me and helped me through a lot here lately. i'm sorry i didn't get to know some of You well enough but thank You for the genuine friendships You've offered and words of support. Sir Dirk understands my situation and time limitations and has granted me the leeway to get my stuff together with no pressure or risk of losing Him. That's really what i need right now and it was such a relief to find that in Him. i'm so blessed to have Him in my life, especially now. So i guess this will be the defining moment - if i never hear from some of You again, i'll understand. i do though hope to maintain the friendships i've built here and would appreciate Your understanding that i've decided not to pursue any other relationships at this time. Please respect my decision and Dreamking's territory. i will not be responding to anymore Doms who continue an attempt at my submission. i will keep tabs on my friends tho ;) Mad love, /d *** earlier entry ***** i am not interested in Age Play. Never have been. If You want to know what i'm interested in, read my ENTIRE profile, not just my profile name. if You want to know how i feel about "desperation" and how i spend my time off CM, read my journals. i'm very up front about the kind of time i have to get to know You, and some of You know that a pleasant email will get you a return message every time, if not a couple of days later. ***** earlier entry ***** Thank you for the wonderful/warm supportive emails. I'm doing okay - just trying to respond to the decent folk who have messaged me. i'm sorry i'm so slow - i work like a fiend! If You've sent me a kind, thought provoking email, i promise i'll get back to You as soon as i can. Mainly looking for friends right now... thank you!! The following attitude/type of email will get you BLOCKED: "Show me your tits" or "i am your king you do not do anything without my permission you are worthless u are a subhuman you will be assinged a barcode you will have to ask permission to go to the toilet. I will ejaculate, spit , slap and urinate on u as i please. if i deem so u will sleep in a cage and only be let out on my command. you will only speak when spoken to walk a couple pace's b behind me, you will kneel when expecting a order from me. you will eat after me while i watch TV" and "I Want To put You In a Cage And Fuck You With a Plunger!" - okay, that one actually made me laugh! Have some self-control, please. Apparently half the Doms on here have forgotten that subs are humans, too. Thanks. addition to my earlier entry (section redacted as it no longer applies) Also, i keep getting asked if i think i have some God given right to choose my Dom. You know what? I do. Not only do i think that, i know it to be true. My submission is no one's claim, it's mine to give away. If this is not your philosophy, i promise You, W/we will not be a match. i'm really into making friends. If Y/you can be friendly, please hit me up. :) Original post: Okay, time to be more specific. A couple of don'ts: I do not... roleplay Daddy/daughter - the D/s relationship between a Daddy Dom and daddy's girl is sacred to me, it's not a fantasy about a RL Daddy/daughter incest relationship. incest fantasies of any kind Non-human sex Poly household One liner emails "how you doin'?" - You won't get a response. Why i'm here: (section redacted as it no longer applies) i love meeting new ppl - please don't be put off by this - just be real about who we are to each other and things will work itself out! MUAH btw, check out my extreme-friend-potential-Master, DreamKing. He's just swell. :P mad love, /d

i'm going to see/meet Sir Dirk! i cannot frickin' wait... oh, the plans He has for me. :)

I miss Sir Dirk!? ACK!

Blood Loss

I ailed in the bathtub, the water still dripping

And bloodied my bath with the knife I was gripping

I looked to the reaper and questioned his plight

He was oddly kindhearted, well-spoken, polite

Soon we were talking, laughing, and quipping

I felt my heart slowing; I felt my life slipping,

I begged him to take me beyond to the light

I promised to go without struggle or fight

He sat on my toilet and said I was tripping

Then, lo and behold, the reaper was stripping

I found the humor in this only slight

His skeletal legs were an unwelcome sight
?

Then he was gone, and I knew I?d been flipping.

Thank God, as his body wasn?t worth tipping,

I suppressed the grim image with all of my might.

Perhaps I will live for just one more night.

Please don't compare O/our love, mine can't stand up.

i hide my soiled hands behind my back like a child after offering You all the love i have, which pools in the palm of my hand, formless and dripping.

Blood from my heart, it was all i could spare.
So, please, don't compare.

Please don't make me compete with Your passion.

mine hides in the deep pockets of my soul, easily stolen by the wind, and scatters at the slightest scare abandoning me, unstable and slipping...

Lackluster at best, it's so incomplete.
So, please, don't compete.

Please don't ask me to bare my soul to You.

i need what is left of its tattered skin to stretch across my mortal sins and cloak the darkness that resides down deep inside me from Your piercing stare.

i cannot spare it from this daunting task.
So, please, just don't ask.

Please don't look at me with such confidence.

i stumble around Your love all day trying to right myself under the weight of Your belief in me, ashamed that i have to leech off the strength You share.

Your faith is so strong, i touched it and shook.

Oh, please, just don't look.

i'm just hanging out waiting to see if Sir hops online tonight.? Had a good shoot today, but can't work webcam for a few cause i'm being visited by Aunt Flow, ROFLMAO.

i've been happier the past few days.? Thank You again for all the supportive emails.? i'm starting to get used to my schedule, but it still sucks a big one.?

i got an offer to edit my book for $777 less than what i was quoted online by another editing company, so i think i'll be able to afford it much sooner.

Also, keep Your fingers crossed for me.? i'm waiting to hear back from a financier who is considering funding my movie in full!? If they do, i can quit ALL of my jobs and focus on my film work, which would be a Dream(king) come true!

Thanks for keeping in touch.

Mad love,
/d

i appreciate that You change the message a little every time you contact me in order to make it seem less like a "form" letter, but just adding my name to the beginning and end isn't enough.?

if You've emailed me the same thing twice, or darn close, that means You've probably 1) forgotten that you already asked me and 2) You're just emailing every single sub on here playing some kind of numbers game.

i know it's hard to find someone special to serve You.? i know because of the number of message i get and because of the cautious way i have to approach Everyone on here... which means, You have to be extra-especially aggressive to find out all You can in one or two emails to see if i'm for "real".? Don't let desperation or loneliness in the driver's seat.? Know that Your special little one will find You.

With the exception of Sir, i'm extremely lonely, too, but i still take the time to write genuine messages and not crazy pick up emails offering myself to Anyone who looks half-decent and seems interesting from Their profile.? In fact, i've probably passed up a couple of pretty good matches, just because of Their impatience that i'm not Theirs within two days of *meeting* Them.

if You're looking for something real, don't approach Your search with fantastical expectations of submission falling into Your lap.? Once us subbies give You our submission, we work the rest of our lives serving You.? You can work at least a few weeks getting to know us.

i sit here trolling the Internet thinking of You.? Have to work tonight, as per usual, so it's good that You are going to the studio to chill out with half a keg and watch movies.? So far today i've been productive.? Make some sound notes on my last feature, cooked something for once, and now i'm ready to log into work.?

Friday night was a total bust, webcamming wise.? i pulled out all my best stuff and still went away with nothing.? zero.? zilch.? Seems every bad night on webcam adds another week to my office job... i SO wish that would end.

Anyone hiring?? lol...

So i'm thinking of going freelance once and for all.? i'm good on a set, have acting skills, can write/direct/produce/perform on command.? It's time i give up office/corporate life all together.? Besides, i don't want it to end badly between my current employer and i who are struggling to remain friends.

i think about just quitting it all and going up there.? Sell the house, post pone the movie, and just live for a change.? The book can wait - now that it's finished, it will always be written.? You know me by now, though.? You know i can't turn my back on everything i've done when i'm so close to SOMETHING panning out, whether it's funding, publishing, or making hordes of cash performing live every night....

i love/hate that i can't stand to be w/o You.? Everytime we talk i'm closer to... some kind of revelation about U/us.? Are You?

Hi, Sir.? i address You personally here b/c You are the only One who bothers to read my journal entries.

i'm having a really bad moment right now.? i didn't mention it before b/c i didn't want to ... well, couldn't put it into words before, but i broke down crying before logging in to work last nite, b/c of all the stress.? my schedule sucks.? i wake up at 8 & go into the office until 3, get home & get ready for a shoot or start to edit previous shoots (new pictures due tomorrow in fact), then re-get-ready for webcam hostessing, work that job until i can't keep my eyes open, check to see if You emailed me, respond to Your emails, then crash just to wake up in 5 hrs and do it again.

i got set off at work again - this is the third day in a row.? i'm upset right now, can barely keep up with emails, so many ppl are in my face demanding my time.? i'm tired.? i'm so tired.

i'm not available after 6 at all tonight.? Movie conf. call at 7 (editing/modeling before that) and then i'm going to curl up into a ball and be still for a few hours and hopefully fall asleep.? IF i can sleep.? i'll message You as much as i can from now until 6.

i'll miss You.? i hope You're having a fantastic day.? i want to talk to You.? can W/we make time on Friday at all?

i posted this publicly on the off-chance that A/anyone cares why i'm so slow at responding to emails.

i don't know what "body worship" is.? S/someone please educate me.

please don't spam me with new approaches or pick ups - if Y/you respond with a smart comment like "come worship my cock" you will be blocked.

please be kind and i'll return the favor.

Mad love,
/d

i felt a strange twinge of loneliness just now when i realized i only have BDSM friends online through here and Myspace.? no wonder i'm addicted to the Internet.
:(

i'm a masochist, alright...

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