DaddyDomSir

Searching for a dinner date for Monday 2-25-13 (my treat). 

You are a woman who has had fantasies of being tied up, spanked, blindfolded, or something similar, and maybe is confused as to what it is that is drawing you to these fantasies. You think about being restrained or bound and sometimes used sexually in your quiet, alone times. Perhaps you think of these things while at work, sitting at your desk, making yourself wet in a way no other thoughts have. You constantly are reminded of these thoughts and how they arouse you, but you fear rejection from others if  you were to ever mention them, even in passing, to your friends or family. You feel alone except when these thoughts fill your mind.

You masturbate frequently, thinking of being bent over a desk,  wrists bound behind your back, a faceless dominant male alternates spanking your bare ass and sliding his fingers in and out of your drenched pussy. You imagine this same lover tying your wrists and legs wide on your bed, a blindfold obstructing your vision; your thoughts stray to that of being used as a sexual toy for this man as he fucks you over and over again and with various toys you cannot see. Your quiet moaning in these fantasies fill the room as your faceless lover uses your body for his own pleasure over and over again for an hour, two hours, three hours, or more - whatever amount of time it takes for him to finish with you.

You fantasize of being ravished, of being used, of being owned like never before. Sometimes the location you are in when having these thoughts doesn't even matter - you feel that you should masturbate in your car, or while in the shower, or in your living room while family are temporarily away - anywhere you happen to have these fantasies. Your fingers and the wetness between your legs always win in these situations. You feel sexually energized by the thoughts while you finger yourself until you cum with an intensity no other thoughts can even approach, yet you immediately feels ashamed and alone after this orgasm of yours subsides.

Your feelings of being different are only overshadowed by your belief that you are somehow flawed for having these thoughts to begin with. You seek acceptance and you seek the company of someone else who has these thoughts, as well - someone who will help you see that you are not the deviant you believe you are. Someone who will guide you through a safe, sane, consensual fantasy fulfillment and who will not judge you. You seek that dominant male that, until now, only exists in your fantasies. You seek that man who will give you the discipline you feel you deserve - the discipline you crave - the discipline that keeps you touching yourself in the lonely darkness of your bedroom.