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Not sure what to say other then i have finally met someone!!! i had not really been looking for more then someone to play with sometimes but this just feels right and the there are so many signs that are telling me that he could be the one that i could explore so much with that i am getting very excited about what the new year could bring for both of U/us. Thank you to A/all that i have been in contact with Y/you have given me the strength that i needed to understand what i am and what i have to offer to the right Man. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to A/all. |
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Wow December already!!!! i am not even close to being ready for Christmas but i feel like Santa was thinking of me early this year. Not really sure what to say about what is going on just feels right and can't wait to explore it further. E/every one have a safe and happy holiday season. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to A/all.
Respectfully,
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Where to begin?!? Life has certainly taken some very interesting turns lately. Wow!! i was very fortunate when i did meet someone that showed me how much i really am going to enjoy all that i experience. He has been awesome to me in that the experince was awesome and He has been very supportive to me in my search to find the right Man for me. Being in no hurry and just wanting to enjoy the journey is what i am trying to do but sometime i do get impatient wondering if i will ever find Someone that will help me on my journey and be a part of it is the hard part. Wanting to experience as much as possiable knowing that there is so much to try i almost feel like a kid in a candy store. lol but i also know that in not the case and i also know that there is also a chance that i will never be able to try everything in this life time but i will try :) lol i have change my intrests according to what i have able to try so far and found that some things that i did not have any intrest in before have become an interest but so far nothing has been added to my dislikes other then what was there before.
In other aspects of my life things are going well the boys are growing at a rapid pace and i find that i am happily enjoying my time with them but i am surprised to find that i am enjoying time to myself now it is limited and i am happy about that. Heaven only knows what trouble i could get myself into without them in my life and them keeping me focused. The two jobs keep me busy but not so busy that i can't find time to explore but it does make it difficult sometimes with trying to schedule time to meet people. Hoping to attend my first ever munch in regina is what i am aiming for in Dec. i find myself looking forward to it and scared at the same time. Heres hoping that hockey season does not interfere with my plans lol but i all i can do is wait and see. Thank you all that i have been talking to and i look forward to meeting new people and going forward one step at a time in what i am anticpating will be a long and enjoyable journey. That is it for now take care all and be safe.
With Respect to A/all,
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well here i go again. lol moving really does suck but you would think that i would be good at it by now. but working days last week i forgot to phone all the people that i needed to so i might be with out internet for a week or two. but i will get online when i can. |
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oh boy where to start lol this has been such a busy month that i am ready to call the guys that bring you a nice white coat that makes you hug yourself and then they put you in a nice padded room when even if you fall it won't hurt. i just moved at the begining of june and now i am going to do it again. it is a very good thing that i am but with all that is going on in my life and the fact that it is happening so fast all i want to do is find someone that will live my life for me for a little while. does anyone know how to clone somone?? so that all i would have to do is spend time with my kids that would be great. but, i guess there is not rest for the wicked! at least that is what "they" say. if that is indeed true then i will be up for and going for the at least the next century. i just don't know what i did that would make me this wicked. lol but i wanted to say something as with everything that is going on i won't have alot of time to chat or answer many emails. please don't take offense if i do not respond right away. i will try to when i get the chances as they arise. |
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hello to all i was recently asked of i had made a journal entry and that got me thinking that no i had not in awhile so i thought that i should. i am now working two jobs and recently seperated from the father of my tow boys. we had been together for 12years so this is a huge adjustment for me. it has also made it earsier to start exploring more of the lifestlye. while i have yet to gain any real life experience it is not from lack of interested men it is purely me being really cautious. i want to make sure that i i don't disappoint any one and that it is a pleasurable experince so i am just trying to find the right person to share it with. i really do appreciate all the mail that i have been getting and i do try to respond to all of it but sometimes there is just not enough time in a day to all that i want to acomplish sorry if i have not reponded but i am being very honest in that i am trying to find someone close to home as i am unable to travel and i do not feel comfortable having anyone travel to come and see me as that put extra pressure on the whole thing. now having said all that i am still very curious about everything and like to chat. i have started to see someone from my past that is interested in this but to what extent i am unsure of at this time and i am still healing so we are taking it really slow. so i am not sure how it will all play out nor do i really want to know if it is right it will happen and if it was not meant to be then it won't. that is all for now i will keep all that are interested up to date. thanks again for all the support and thanks to all that i met online for being so open and honest that is what makes this site so great.
dee |
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i know this is late but but i hope that everyone had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year:) i started a new job that i have been really busy at that has left me just exhausted so that is why i have not been online for quite some time between the new job and the holidays and hockey i get home at night and i fell into bed and been asleep before my head even hits the pillow. i am hoping that things have slowed down enough now that i can get online more now. Take care for now. dee |
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hello i am so happy to have my own computer back it is really scarry not in a bad way but a good way. i will be trying to get online more often now but with hockey starting already i will be on the road or at a rink somewhere as my son is playing again this year but luckly he is till young so i should be able to get online at night. |
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Happy Thanksgiving all! Hope everyone is happy and healthy. I am really happy to say that i will be back online hopefully within the next week. Take care all
dee |
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ok this is really starting to suck i am having to look for a new comp. because it might be cheaper then fixing my old one but either way i have to wait for a little while. I am really hoping that those i am talking to can be patient as it is really frustrating that i can't be as prompt as i would like to be. i will still try to get online to answer my mail as often as i can. dee |
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Hello again. I am sorry that i have not been online but really with moving and now my computer is needing to be fixed it is all really frusturating. I have been wanting to reply to my mail and i have not been able to and right now i am not even on my own comp. I know that it sounds like i am whining but it is all the truth. So it might be longer then i thought before i can get back into the swing of things so to speak. Please be patient with me as i am hoping that it won't be to long. Take care and hope to back online soon.
dee |
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Hello and i have to say i am glad that i have found this site if i had packed up my comp the other day like i was going to i would never have hear of it. I am moving in the next two weeks so i won't be on line very much if at all as i am finding that i would ralther be here then packing and that is not getting anything done.lol So when i get settled and when i get my comp up and running which will be as soon as set it up at the other place i will back. Thank you to all that sent me messages i really appreciate that you took the time to say hi. Take care for now and i will let you know when i get everything up and running again. dee |
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