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	..and the day came when the risk to remain silent was more painful than the risk it was to cry...every word has consequences; every silence does too i do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. For when a woman submits to a man, it's the most precious gift she can give. Herself. Unreservedly. The man has to respect and honor that gift above all else. Even if he respaspects nothing else in the world, he must respect the woman in his care. It's his sworn duty to protect, honor and cherish his submissive. To take care of her and provide a safe haven. I’m offering you my pain. My blood. My pleasure. I’m offering you the right to whip and fuck. To debase and harm. I’m offering to fight your needs with my own. I’m willing to join you in the darkness and find pleasure in excruciating pain.

9/8/2022 6:12:31 PM

It is only by way of pain one arrives at pleasure...it is the dirty element that gives pleasure to the act of lust, then the dirtier it is, the more pleasurable it is bound to be...for what is lust without love but merely a primal act...what does one want when one is engaged in acts of pleasure? That everything around you gives you its utter attention, thinks only of you, cares only for you...

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Alabama