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Hetero Female Submissive, 58,  Missouri
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cinderella221972

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Friends:
possessedoneNWMoMike

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Proudly serving the One i adore (and always remembering with love the One who brought us together, may He rest in peace).

Master and i enjoy meeting others involved in the D/s, M/s, BDSM lifestyle; especially those living it 24/7 and those interested in learning. We often arrange time to talk with, teach, and play with others.

We believe it is important to be actively involved in encouraging communication with new people entering the lifestyle. There are so many safety issues to be considered --physical, mental, emotional, and financial dangers. Please feel free to contact me if you would just like someone to talk with about the lifestyle. i use this same id on yah** chat. Or contact the One i serve, Big_Bearrrr.







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 cinderella221972

 Submissive Female

 Missouri

 5' 11"

 200 lbs

 58

 Hetero

 Caucasian

 04/08/05

 05/08/13

Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male

Submissive Female

Domme/Dom Couples

Mascdom Couples

 Loves:

 Travel

 Horseback Riding

 Romance Novels

 Mathematics

 Christianity

 Horse Racing

 Likes:

 Beachcombing (Beginner)

 Flea Markets

 Garage Sales

 Movies

 Museums

 Musical Theater (Beginner)

 Renaissance Faires (Beginner)

 Shopping

 Volunteerism

 Camping

 Walking

 Anal Play

 Begging

 Blindfolds

 Bondage

 Breast Play

 Canes and Crops

 Collars

 Corsets (Beginner)

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Local BDSM Community

 Fire Play

 Fisting

 Hair Pulling

 Knife Play (Beginner)

 Leashes

 Mental Bondage

 Munches

 Needle Play

 Orgasm Denial

 Pantyhose Fetish

 Plastic Wrap

 Public Play

 Sensory Deprivation

 Shibari

 Spanking

 Speech Restrictions

 Stockings

 Suspension

 Vacuum Stimulation

 Vibrators

 Wax play

 Whips

 Board Games

 Card Games

 Comedy Shows

 Online Chatrooms

 Cross Stitch

 Gardening

 Investing

 Photography

 Pottery (Beginner)

 Sewing

 Singing

 Poetry

 Psychology (Beginner)

 Writing

 1950s Lifestyle

 Lifestyle BDSM

 Blues

 Classical Music

 Country Music

 Jazz

 Oldies

 Opera Music

 R&B

 Seventies Music

 Basketball

 Swimming

 Tolerates:

 Exhibitionism

 Humiliation (Beginner)

 Dislikes:

 Bar Hopping

 Gambling

 Wind Surfing

 Diapers

 Gas Masks

 Hoods

 Objectification

 Theatrical Scenes

 Tickling

 Arcade Games

 Boxing

 Wrestling

 Hates:

 Horror Movies

 Heavy Metal Music

 Hard Limits:

 Watersports

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Journal Entries:
2/13/2012 10:25:29 PM

Seven years ago, i was sitting with the wonderful man i served watching Him lose His battle with cancer.  Rest in peace MasterJohn NOLA.   As i tried to fall asleep a while ago listening to the rain outside, i wondered if those gone on to heaven cry tears of joy as they celebrate freedom from the suffering so often faced in this world. 

 

i often wonder if they can see us and are proud of our efforts to go on as they have directed.  If so, i hope He understands when tears still slip down my cheeks at times as i miss Him.  i've learned by moving ahead, embracing life and new love, that it is (as He told me it would be) possible to love and serve again.  i've not forgotten His pleas that i not lose my faith in God if we did not get the miracle we prayed for, nor have i fogotten His absolute faith that whatever happened, God would be with us.  i have gradually accepted that God is not going to answer my "why" questions before i leave this world but i will get my answers then.

 

i've also learned that loving another in no way changes the love felt for one gone on to the next life and that hole in my heart still aches, especially at certain times of year.  i wasn't ready -- You told me that before you left, Sir -- and now i realize another day, another week, another month, another year -- none of it would have been enough --  i wanted forever.  i asked the one i now serve to promise me He'd not die too (silly, yes, but i was so afraid of facing that again). 

 

As i think back to those last days, i'm still amazed that you thought to order Valentine's Day roses delivered to me.  And yet it was so like You to be thinking of others rather than yourself.  i had no idea how many things you had done, how many things you had arranged to help me through thoses days, weeks, months after you left this world.  You were truly remarkable in so very many ways.  i do not shed tears of regret that our lives crossed each others paths not once but twice; i only shed tears of sadness that we were separated so soon.  On February 15th of 2005, God called home a wonderful son, brother, US Navy pilot and sailor, husband, father, grandfather, Master, and friend.  Your subbie, wife, lover, and friend, cinderella


11/28/2011 5:34:26 PM

i'm not much on writing in a journal here, but this month want to mention how thankful i am for two great men who have passed from this life -- the first i served, Master John (New Orleans Master) and my dad.  May they both rest in peace.


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