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"If they give you lined paper, write the other way" - Juan Ramón Jiménez.
I think that one quote sums up my entire philosophy on life. Personally, I've chosen to scribble over each and every page in my book. Which leads me back here once again...
With my vanilla head on, I'm your average bloke in the street. In fact, in the past I've had friends cross the street away from me as the didn't recognise me and thought I could be "trouble" (!) But trust me, I'm a pussycat at heart and will even purr if you scritch me just right. I'm a greenie ecomentalist who weaves his own yoghurt and although I'm definitely a leftie, I'm with Eddie Izzard on the subject of politics: I'm a radical liberal - my plan is to storm the Houses of Parliament, kick down the doors, and say "look, we'll pay for the damage" ... have a revolution, just budget for it. I've got a degree in psychology, an increasingly worrying number of grey hairs on my head, and a penchant for Bach, Big Band, and death metal. I have a big heart, but a weak will. I observe the sabbats. I'm aquadextrous, in that I can turn the bathtaps off with my toes, and have a habit of rambling on somewhat *ahem*.
With my downright filthy, debauched and kinky head on, I'm a bisexual polyamorous prissy sissy who is searching for Mistress/Master Right. Whilst I love sensation play, what really does it for me is to serve someone who knows just which buttons to push to make this sissy slut swoon. Once again I have the unquenchable desire to kneel in front of my Owner and do their bidding, instantly and unquestioningly, whilst flouncing around in ribbons, lace and satin.
In my experience, there is far more control achieved in a hushed but menacing word, or indeed merely by a raised eyebrow, than is ever attained by use of a singletail. And whilst I've considered myself a painslut all my life, the real thing that makes me weak at the knees is simply that air of control - of just a look that unequivocally states "you are mine, you will submit to me, and you would be damn well advised to be mindful of that fact". Beating me will probably have me begging for more, but performing a true mindfuck would leave me begging at your feet instead. Be aware though, I'm not the sort of gurlyboy who will throw himself at just anyone's feet. If I don't seem submissive to you, it's because I'm not submissive *to you*. That's no slur on any of the dom/mes I know and respect, but for me it's a particular mark of obedience and ownership that is only earned and then commanded by Master or Mistress Right.
I have spent 20+ years on both the public and private scenes, and have served my time both as a dom and as a sub - yet although I loved (and still on occasion love) being a dom, I've known all along in my heart of hearts that I'm a sissy who needs someone to put me in my place. I am not passable (and on the gay scene would be considered a bear), yet I know my true place in life is in pink silk, satin, ruffles, a corset, very high lockable heels and flouncy petticoats - an example of my dress style is absolutely anything from Birch Place or SuperDresses. I drool over those sites, and have a couple of new outfits on order from both of them.
I have a love/hate relationship with chastity, as it drives me insane with desire, and yet makes me even more horny which in turn makes me far more submissive - which makes for a deliciously erotic vicious circle. Seeing the key hang from my Owner's neck is the most mindbending, and mindset-altering image - something which only increases as the days pass and my mind and heart are taken ever deeper into submission. After trying many disappointing chastity devices over the years I now possess a device by Mistress Lori that is completely secure and totally inescapable. That fact both thrills and terrifies me, in equal measure. But that's all part of the rush - in the words of the late great Bill Hicks, "it's just a ride". :-)
If you're still reading, then you must be at least a little intrigued. If you wish to be somewhat further intrigued, then please message me here in the first instance...
*curtsey*
peaches
xxx
P.S. I apologise for the current lack of facial photo, but I'm mindful of my privacy and do not wish to share one at this time I am, however, 100% genuine, and pictures will be supplied for the right person in due course x
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*squeals with delight* My new sissy outfit from Birch Place arrived today. It's the Miss Twinkle dress, and it's ADORABLE! Wearing it right now :-)
http://www.birchplaceshop.com/sissy-dresses/miss-twinkle-sissy-dress |
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An interesting result - particularly only 5% vanilla...
== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Bondage Receiver
100% Degradation Receiver
100% Masochist
100% Submissive
96% Sadist
96% Slave
88% Non-monogamist
80% Degradation Giver
80% Switch
70% Bondage Giver
70% Primal (Prey)
61% Primal (Predator)
55% Dominant
50% Voyeur
33% Master/Mistress
25% Exhibitionist
5% All-Rounder
5% Vanilla |
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I've given the profile a bit of spit and polish. I've also tried uploading a photo, but I don't believe it's viewable. Can any of y'all confirm if you can see it, please? x |
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