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My Master, Hawkbekoning on here, just passed away last August, and i am in mourning, but am looking for friends in the Master/slave lifestyle. I would love to make new friends with other slaves in the lifestyle to chat with. There is always room to learn from others, and one should never stop learning. My Master was a very wise, very talented writer & artist, and i learned much from him. I desire to keep learning and eventually as my heart heals, maybe i will look for another Master in North Dakota. We would have to start as friends first though. My Master taught me to be self-dependent, and i am not a weak little slave, but one who can survive on her own. i am however, willing to be respectful to the right Master, one who will hold the keys to my star pattern, as my Hawk did. If you know what i mean, please email me on here.
i live in North Dakota now, having moved here from southeastern Iowa, and am a Graphic Designer/Editor on the side, as well as having 2 jobs, one in telemarketing and one in home health. i love photography, especially when able to play with it in Photo-Shop... i do some writing and have a book of poems my Master wanted me to publish... that is up in the air at this time. I am also an artist, though not as good as he was, and am very spiritual, not religious, more into the new age type things, especially in the Lakota way.
I work full time, so am trying to start my Tekkie business of computer lessons for older people like myself, websites etc. to make extra money. So i am not wealthy.
i was introduced to the lifestyle as sub a few years ago by my then-master, though since then i have found that i am a slave and my Master, Hawk, was a true Master, unlike my last one who played at it. Master Hawkbekoning was very wise, and taught me much!
i am very open, loving, and at times a little ornery, lol. i love to cook, love the cats Hawk and i had together, and all other animals, used to ride horses when younger, kids, art, reading etc. Photography is a hobby, as is art of many kinds including ceramics. i tend to be philosophical, always looking for answers, and very outgoing. i love all things Native American, being part Cherokee myself, and am interested in much of the Native American philosophy of life. i tend to be very spiritual in my own way, and embrace many beliefs.
I love all types of music except rap and hiphop. My fave music would be classical, new age, and ballads, some older rock. I love sci-fi movies and historical shows/movies, HATE reality shows... my life has enough reality thank you.
I usually have long hair, but it is cut short in mourning right now, Lakota way. It will grow back.
i look forward to making new friends on here, maybe finding someone to go places with even :-)
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I can't believe it! A person on here berated me because I was just "looking for friends". I do not feel I have to talk sex 24/7, and seeing as how it is hard to find anything except vanilla in my small town, I thought I could just find friends on here to chat with. I am NOT looking for sex right now, as I still miss Hawk so very much. I am not trying to scam anyone, or use anyone as a "cheap psychiatrist" to listen to me as he suggested, because I am too cheap to use a real one. First I do not feel the need for one, but couldn't afford one if I did... that is what social services are for, not people on here. Anyway, I couldn't believe his attitude. There are many on here, yes, who are not real, or delusional but I have met many genuinely good people on here! And I thank all my real friends on here for caring, and hope I can be there for my friends if they ever do need me to talk to. I probably will not be on for a while, as my jobs are getting hectic. But to all my genuine friends, email me anytime and I will get back to you. Till later, Char |
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I can't believe it has been a little over a year now since my Master, Hawk, died. I miss him every day. But as they say, life does unfortunately go on. I work 2 jobs now, take care of our 9 cats (all black except 3) and am finally trying to get my duplex he gave me in shape. It is definitely a "fixer upper". On Monday, Aug 20, the anniversary of his death, i visited his grave, sat and talked with him for a while, took our blind cat PyPy with, and laid some tobacco on his grave. Then his brother and sis-in-law picked me up to go play bingo, have a drink in his honor, and go out riding around on the gravel roads we used to travel on all night sometimes, watching nature. We seen some shooting stars, and the Milky Way... it was all so clear that night and the only thing missing was Hawk. Now, back to work, and everyday life again. I hope all are well, and wish you all a blessed day. Char |
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As I write this, I am crying. My Master I have lived with for over 2 years, Hawkbekoning, has passed away of a sudden, massive heart attack, on Aug 20, 2011. He taught me to be strong, to be on my own, to be spiritual and complete. My heart is breaking, but I know I must go on. I am not looking to replace him, just to know others who had/have the same kind of relationship. If any have spoke with him in the past, i invite you to share with me anything you wish to about him. I know at one time he was on here often, and spoke with many as both Master and Healer. Till later, Chantresealuna |
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Well, i have been living with my Master now for over a month here in North Dakota! i love it up here, and continue to be amazed at the beauty all around me. Master is even very patient and kind to my two bratty cats, and has even doctored one for me. We/we don't know what happened to her.. either a bb shot or an abcess from another cat who maybe clawed her; she is doing well though, thanks to Master.
Meanwhile, i have a job which i like, as a telemarketer similar to what i had done in Iowa... but it is much smaller center, and very nice working in so far at least.
Well, that is all for now... take care all... catch ya later.
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well, i am now completly owned and will be moving to ND as soon as things can be arranged. The whole weekend was wonderful, even to my getting my first real spanking, which i definately deserved! my Master Hawk is a wonderful Master. Thank you to all who have been my friends. i will not be on here quite as often now, other than to keep track of some wonderful friends i have made. chantrese
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Well, in 3 days, i shall know what i need to know. Wish me luck.
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People on here are the nicest on earth. i have heard much wisdom, and many kind words. i am afraid though that i tend to be a bit stubborn, lol, so must wait the one more week to know for sure what is happening, just to set my own mind at ease. Thank you to all who have written me.. it has helped. A special thanks to the other Hawke. Till later, chantrese
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Well, here it is almost the end of October already, and i am still unsure of whether i have a permanent Master or not. i am growing more and more unsure as it has been over 2 weeks since we last talked. i will be going back to ND again next week, so will know more then. Oh well, one of my favorite sayings is Que Sera, Sera. What will be, will be.
i believe there is a reason each person comes into your life, each playing his/her part needed by you at the time, whether it be teaching or giving, or even taking. You are where you need to be at any certain time of your life; Each person you meet acts as stepping stones to other people, other parts of your life. Often, only months or even years later, do you understand what was meant to be understood. Till later, chantrese
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i am missing my Master more and more every day... the distance between us is challenging but i feel his presence. On a good note, i have now lost almost 30 pounds and am walking a mile to a mile and a half every day almost. i plan on going back up to North Dakota in a couple weeks if it is allowed (i hope it will be, lol). i have posted a newer and more up to date photo of myself... alas, my face and breasts are the first to show the weight loss. Till later, chantrese |
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Good morning! i just got back from North Dakota and found it the most beautiful place on earth! The clouds seem to touch the earth, and the stars are as bright as glowing crystals! Even the sunflowers seem to laugh. i hope my new Master was pleased with me, and i hope to see him again soon, maybe even permanently :-)
Till then, it is back to the dreary reality of working full time, and doing my graphics on the side. i am dreaming of the chance to move to ND as i miss it already.
Till later, Chantrese Aluna
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