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Male Dominant, 22, Burlington, Vermont
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Male Submissive, 33, Ontario
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Male Submissive, 31, New York
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About Cenobite68
Greetings,
It isn't night time yet, you may notice the gentle hum of the computer or the sound of cars passing in the distance, and as your eyes are scanning the words you may notice the sun reflecting out of the corner of your eyes and relax now. As I consider you deeply I'm reminded of a conversation I had with a submissive years ago. It probably doesn't relate to you at all, but it continues to ring... I had said to her, "You don't consider yourself a submissive, but you are a submissive." And she said, "Well, not really" I said, "Well let's pretend...that you're a submissive who is aroused now. The most important thing...when your pretending this...is to understand that you are really not...you are just pretending...And if you pretend really well, you will pretend to be aroused now. And you will forget that you are pretending...for the rest of your life. But you don't be fooled by it."
What a long strange trip it has been, I've been Dominant up to this point, however started playing by accident the submissive role with someone...and the more I pretended, the more it became a reality. She, for all her talents, apparantly is very good at turning 'me out'. I'll add more to this profile, but created it as a dumping ground to log in. To both reflect and to admire those around. If something here catches your eye feel free to comment, reach out, or ask questions. I will be very open and honest with all responses.
For those of you who have already asked for a description/pics: I do have pictures of myself, however would find it impossible to be as open and honest if my face picture was posted here (good to have a secret identity from time to time...say hello to Batman..lol.) I am 5'10, 190 lbs. athletic, enjoy going to the gym (the pain makes me feel alive in my muscles), short dark hair, dark eyes, clean cut. If you want to ask more, I am open to sharing it. A friend commented that I am the ultimate 'guys guy', I like working out, playing poker, watching UFC fights, playing cards...etc. This is a side of me that most people in my social life would be completely shocked by.
Try to resist the natural arousal that joins this type of profile now. There is no need for sexual fantasistiacal thought to race through, there will be plenty of time for that soon. The fact that you are here reading this, means you have the ability to not just dream but to act on desires...for that I respect you. Let's play.......... |
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Well, more frustrated than ever and desperate. Leaking almost constantly now, and can't stop just teasing myself. A certain very sexy Domme from Mass has the effect of giving me a constant boner...that leaks in my underwear.. In a word........FUCK...lol.
However, very blessed for the opportunity to meet such a kinky, intelligent and fascinating woman. |
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I have been very lax in updating this, as more than a few people have pointed out. I enjoy twisted, original, perverted people. The last thing I ever want to hear while playing with someone is 'ewwwwwww, you really like that'. Always open to chat with everyone frankly about most topics......but the more twisted the better! :-)
Perv on! |
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Ok...been a long time...I enjoy pushing myself in the most lovely of fucked up ways. At times it does leave marks on the psyche as well as the body......for my latest fucked up adventure. I spent an entire 40 hour straight edging myself. In that time did about .25 ski (not enough to have an impact). But that leaves me here overly fucking tired.....and horny as hell (which is a problem). I must have leaked a gallon of pre-cum. I'm sure I must have gotten up at one point to get water, or to go to the bathroom.....however I don't recall that at all.
BTW...lessons learned:
1. Don't do stupid shit to push yourself just for fuck's sake.
2. JO for over 24 hours with callouses on your hands.........let's just say there isn't enough lube in the world..........OUCHQ!
3. I become a submissive bitch when I'm this 'tired/fucked up in the head'
4. This stunt is for experts only......please don't try it at home.
5. I went through an entire bottle of lube........always have at least two bottles on hand.
6. Sleep is for pussies. |
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I am not leaking cum, however very frustrated. I have not had a 'session' in over a month, nor any type of contact. Desperation may not be the right word, but not sure it is entirely wrong either. Try to resist envisioning my desperation for contact and the need building. There is no need to become aroused at my predicament. |
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Good morning,
I have not cum in several days at this point. It is most definitely more difficult to sleep, and the lack of sleep has me a bit drained. |
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Ok, permanant sex on the mind has taken over. Had a mediocre session last night which involved forced bi. However, the other guy was more submissive and I took over in more of a Dominant role...typically how it works out. 'Mistress' was happy......She started by clamping my nipples and attaching clothes pins to my cock and balls. I don't really feel the cock and ball part, but the nipples hurt like a bitch. |
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BeChasteForMe whose profile is here: http://www.collarme.com/personals/v/757738/details.htm
She has motivated me to attempt to remain chaste. The idea that my cock would constantly be dribbling if I don't cum in a month has me fascinated. Frankly, this could be the shortest experiment ever. This would be day 1, and even this morning my cock was hard as a rock...and I wanted to. My mood alone is very tense even after a day...and I'm completely horny......I can't stop thinking...well...thoughts are fairly perverted. |
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