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"Once I felt, even for just a moment, what I felt for you, I knew I could never settle for less."
I am not a casual player and have not had much experience. I like to get to know people, get comfortable with them and build some trust in them. The way I like to play requires that, as well as someone that is good at reading body language and non-verbal cues, and is very verbal themselves, as I am very aural. You have to engage my mind in order to truly get the rest of me to follow. I am not looking for random hookups, neither for play or sex. I am not looking to join a poly couple (I seem to get asked that a lot for some reason). At heart I am a monogamous girl, ultimately looking for a long term monogamous relationship in which I can thrive and fully give myself and everything I have to offer, without reservation; with someone that understands my needs, sometimes even when I don't, and is capable of meeting them. Somebody that will push and test my limits on occasion, will guide me, teach me, and allow me to explore. Someone with a firm hand, but not inflexible, and also has a softer, caring, romantic side. Until I find the One, or He finds me, I am looking to have some fun, meet people and learn more about myself in the process. And also, always looking for good caring friends along the way.
I am still very new to the Lifestyle. I am naturally submissive and a bit of a brat with a slightly independant nature. I sometimes have a tendency to like things a bit rough or aggressive. But I also like someone that knows how to be gentle, romantic or silly. I can be a bit rebellious and can be a handful and a bit of a challenge at times. And I am very shy in person until I get to know someone, but after that not really shy at all. And am also wary and a bit timid in large crowds, so prefer to always have someone that I know nearby when in those situations. I am curious about so many things and have not yet experienced much of it. I am hoping to change that with time and patience, and with the right Dominant man.
While I am probably not a traditional lifestyle submissive, I am totally submissive sexually, and with certain Doms am generally submissive the rest of the time but with a bit of sass, and still a mind of my own. I am not, nor will I ever be, a doormat or total pain slut. I also tend to push back sometimes, so I don't always make things easy. Not all Doms bring out my submissive nature, it takes a certain type, its not something I decide, either its there or it isn't. I like someone else to take charge and be in control most of the time, although not in a domineering way; I like to have my opinion heard and taken into consideration.
I like loyal, caring, protective, thoughtful, intelligent men. Strong, confident men, disciplined men, that have a kind, soft spot somewhere in there. Men that like attention, affectionate touching, and value good, honest, sincere, open communication, both giving and receiving. These days I am a simple country girl, but grew up a city girl and have a BS in Computer Science, so can be comfortable in most situations. For the most part, I am a homebody that likes spending time with people I care about, watching a good movie (snuggling on the couch with my head in his lap is good, or in a theater with popcorn), reading a good book, going out for a good meal or having fun making one to enjoy with good company, a relaxing drive or ride (horses or motorcycles), or just sitting on the porch on a nice day. I would add dancing to that list but am still waiting for someone to help me remember how, its been awhile on that one. I enjoy outdoor as well as indoor activities. I am 5'7" tall, long legs, long dark auburn hair, and dark brown eyes, blush easily, and yes, I have freckles.
I like naturally dominant, masculine men that have a quiet confident dominance but with an underlying hint of devilishness and don't mess with me attitude, the kind where you just feel it without anything being said. The ones that don't have anything to prove to anyone, because they don't feel the need, and because those around them know better than to make it necessary. Those types seem to turn me in to a bashful, blushing little girl with just a glance, awkwardly shy and unable to look then in the eye, but hoping it doesn't stay that way. And I like to laugh and make other people laugh, so a good sense of humor is a must, otherwise I think I would ALWAYS be getting into trouble since I am a little bit of a BRAT, but in a good way. And did I mention that I am especially attracted to tall men. And I love riding motorcycles and horses, so if you have one of those, so much the better.
What words would I use to describe me: Sense of humor, shy, down to earth, curious, intelligent, simple, complicated (I have been called a walking contradiction), likes a challenge, a bit competitive, sometimes stubborn, affectionate, passionate, empathetic, compassionate, giving, like to please, submissive, loyal, honest, open, detail-oriented, observant, resourceful, eager, experimental, sometimes impatient, occasionally a bit of a smartass.
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He wants me mind, body, and soul..... to own me, all of me. I fear it, I fear trusting it, but I consider it, because I want it, I want to belong to Him, I want to give Him everything He desires. He scares me, yet I am drawn to Him, like a moth to the flame. The comfort of the warmth and the pain of the fire.
--I want to feel the threat and intimidation of His Dominance, the strength and pleasure of His body, and the comfort and safety of His arms, in all ways, every day. I want to give myself to him, to be taken by him, to satisfy his wants and needs, his darkest desires. I want to be mastered, protected and cherished by Him. I want to submit to Him, please Him in every way, and be desired above all others by Him. I want Him to be the sun that shines on me, and the air I breathe, and I want to be His smile and the happy thoughts that brighten His day.
I took a quiz and here are the results...
You Scored as Experimental. Experimentation is a great place to be. Open-mindedness when it comes to sexuality can open doors and allow you to discover things that you didn't think you would find engaging. Having such a curious attitude can help you learn more about your own sexual nature as well as the nature of others.
Experimental 100%
Submissive 71%
Switch 71%
Masochist 64%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 57%
Bondage 54%
Sadist 46%
Dominant 14%
Degradation Lover 7%
Vanilla 4% |
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