BRATSAM

So happy...after 4 1/2 years no more shoulder therapy. Surgeon said its as good as it will get. Now he wants to do a FCE test to see where I stand and slap the permanent restrictions on. On the bad side I have to go see a hand specialist because it is no better. 

Well the Judge decided workers comp has to pay for all therapy. Yeah for me..lol so I start back this Friday. Guess I will be going back and forth to Charlotte the next so many weeks. 

Thought it was time for an update. Things are a mess...workers comp decided I did not need therapy for my shoulder any more so lawyers and surgeon is working on that. Also found out where they smashed my thumb that I might have Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy which is a type of nerve injury. Yeah...NOT. My hand got smashed when the surgery center put me into my brace after surgery on my shoulder, they put it around my hand to tight and caused a pressure ulcer on the inside of my thumb. No one worried about it because they thought it would just heal. But it did not do that. I kept having a lot of pain through my thumb into my arm. And now it seems I have nerve damage. Oh and yes this is dominant arm. Which for me makes it worse. 

Well started therapy four days after surgery uhhh was hoping that I would not have to start that for at least a few weeks. But therapy is going good. Should be able to come completely out of the brace this week, this is the sixth week since surgery. Sometimes I hurt and sometimes I do not. Have another doc app on Dec 10th for check up. Hoping to be done with therapy and all by middle of Jan.

surgery went good

Okay new surgery date is October 12th.....uh make that the 18th.  After the 18th I will not be on here for a few weeks or so. So wish me luck.

Well i got my medical clearance today so have to go see surgeon again and go back over things and then set a date for my much needed shoulder surgery that I swear it seems like I have been waiting on for like forever...lol.

Still no medical clearance for surgery. But I am hoping to get it either this week or next week. Doctors trying something and have to wait and see if it works. 

Well the surgery is put off until further notice. Should find out more next week. Have to get medical clearance from my doctor hopefully. Just some stuff going on that has to be taken care of. 

OMG never ever take six kids to the beach drive you crazy and the were all older kids from 18 to 11....so glad none of them are mine though I left them at my sister then went home all alone....nice and quiet

Going to Palwey's Island next week with sister and her kids for a week at the beach...

Surgery got rescheduled till July 6th

Well went for my surgery today, it got canceled and rescheduled. Seems I have a virus and was running fever. So was not able to go through with it today. So totally sucks...I do know that the knew date wont be until July sometime, sister and the surgeon going on vacation this month. So that means I have to wait till next month. Oh well......always something.

Well only two days till the surgery and I am a nervous wreck. Thinking finally it is here and getting it done but yet at same time I feel so tired of it all. Going to be in NC for next 5 months or so or maybe a bit less depends on how everything goes. 

Well I finally got the date for my surgery it will be next thusrday which is May 31rst. It still will be in Charlotte and will try to keep updates.

Well my surgery will be held in Charlotte found that out today, now I should find out the date early next week. 

Well my surgery was approved. Now just have to wait and see if it will be done in Charlotte or N Myrtle Beach. I am hoping on Charlotte as I have family there that will help me. And some friends also. Going to need it this time for a few days...

First sorry I have not gotten back to messaging you guys back. I went back to the doctor today and I will be having surgery again. My shoulder almost popped out on me the other day and it will just get worse without the surgery, so this will also mean no type of play of any kind. 

Well I have a new update....I go back to the doctor next week and I should finally find out what will be happening next with my shoulder. 

Please I hope no one takes offense when I say this okay...please do NOT ask me what I am looking for. Not really looking so I can not answer that question and to be honest kind of tired of being asked that all the time. I had thought about looking for a Sir but have not made up my mind yet. I mentioned playing, but I did not say for sure I was either going to do that. Yes I miss the personal physical part of the lifestyle but that does not mean I going to go have fun with who ever. I do not care if you promise to be careful of my shoulder or not. I know this might come across some as rude, but if you read the journals fully then you should have the answers to the questions you want or are asking. I am sorry though if I did offend anyone or if I did come across as being rude. But sometimes you just have to be blunt and tell it like it is. 

Have to say that part of me wants to play soooo bad but hmmm honestly do not know if I could handle if because of my shoulder. Also thinking I might look for a Sir....

All I can say is that worker comp really really sucks.....who ever heard of getting a second opinion to the second opinion doctor...this will make the third doctor in just a few months...wish they would have just let me have the surgery and I would probably be done with it all by now...so annoying...

Well I will not know for sure about my shoulder till we get the doctors report he was not very opinionated today. So have to wait a few days till  I hear back from the lawyers.

Doc app for my shoulder today...should finally find out about my shoulder today, well I hope that I do so tired of it all.

Well I found out why it was taking workers comp so long, seems they never got the report. The doctors office had lost it, said it got stuck in between a crate or the doctor took it home. Nice of them to let us know huh...anyway they finally got it straight and got the report to the doctors finally last week. So maybe this will finally get things going for me...so ready to get it over and just move on. 

Just making a update..I have not had my third surgery yet still waiting on workers comp which with them seems to take forever. Wish they would just approve it so I can get it and get started on the therapy and the road to recovery so I can finally move on. 

Well had a new MRI done but this time with the contrast dye. Then went to doctor for the results and yep got to have a third surgery. Seems my shoulder joint has been trying to pop out the back way because the other idiot doctors that did the last two surgeries did not repair it, so that so sucks. Why I have been having so much pain in the back part of the shoulder all the time. Hopefully this doctor will get me fixed up, no date yet for the surgery. Plus have been in Missouri and that is why I have not answered any messages and I promise to get to those by next week.

His Sirs sorry have not been on all that much lately. Things have been such a mess for me the last few months, and trying to get things done and straight but does not seem like I get anywhere. Seriously thinking of closing out this profile. But have not decided for sure yet. But I will say that I am not looking for anyone right now...sorry.

Tammy

Well I finally got to see my second opinion doctor on my shoulder. He wants to run some test himself, he thinks he might know why my shoulder is still bothering me so much. So now waiting to see what the lawyers have to say about it all. But have to say this doctor did mention another surgery which I am not to keen on but if it will help then I will probably do it, but if he gets to run his test then we shall see. 

After two surgeries, five shots and numerous therapy sessions for my shoulder I have got to say I am so tired. So stress and ready for this all to be over with. Waiting for doctor to get second opinion and then maybe things will get straightened out for me and then I can move on with my life.

Sorry to the Sirs that sent me a message and I did not get to message back. There has been alot going on and I am sorry. Will admit most of the messages got deleted and it was not done on purpose very sorry for that.

I will say this once and only once and I am sorry if some find it very offensive, but do not ever call me a filthy piece of pig fuck just because I tell you I am not looking, its is on my profile and in my journals, and if you do not read it and then get mad at me is not my fault. For those that would like to know his handle on here is idominatesweet.

Well I finished my therapy for my shoulder now I am doing home program to see how that goes, also getting ready to head to Idaho for a month to visit with my brothers there can't wait it will feel like getting a break from the stress of doctors and appointments and lawyers, yea for me shame though that I do not know anyone there that I could also have to talk with though. 

Well it actually looks like I might finally almost be done with therapy for my shoulder. Still have a good bit of pain but I hope that in time it will go away, but yet I have the feeling that it wont, but we shall see what happens.

Please understand me when I say I am not looking, some of you have been very pushy, and in a way that is not a bad thing, but I am not looking and really wish certain people would understand that. Sorry if that seems rude, I do not mean to offend anyone and I am sorry if I did.

Okay for those that are asking I had shoulder surgery. The doctor went in and cut off part of my collar bone that comes across the top of the shoulder joint. Decided to write this cause I was getting kind of tired of answering all the questions as to what type of surgery I had. Thanks....

Well still recovering and got to admit i hurt alot. Started the therapy on monday and so far its okay. But I really wish the pain would go away but I also know its going to take some time. Doc said it would be about 3 to 4 months recovery time. 

I am not quite looking for anything right now, I had surgery and have a good ways to go with my recovery so please just keep that in mind when you send me messages. If i do not send a big answer back to you that is also part of the reason. Hope you understand that......

It  has been a very long time since I have been on this profile. To be honest I had thought that I had deleted it a long time ago. Think the last time I was online here was sometime early last year or the year before can't remember.  So I am very sorry to those who had sent me a message and then never received and reply.