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	About boiata I have just added a picture for everyone to have a look at and so I thought I should add some words here. What am I looking for? Sometimes I'm not sure but it is here that I'm sure I will find it. I think I have a balanced range of interests, but if you find I'm focussing on just one of them then snap me out of it. Sometimes I think I'm interested in too many things, but I'm not. Life is too short for me to fit them all in. I want to meet a woman who will allow me to surrender into her. I don't want to put restrictions or limits on that, but in the process of getting to know someone I'll know if it's possible. Maybe I ask for too much. What do you think?

Sometimes I wonder how it might feel to do a real time cash meet.

I don't know if that would involve me turning up and handing over a wad of cash, or if it might involve putting a card into a cash machine, entering the PIN and then taking a step back while my account is emptied. I think part of the thrill here would be not knowing how much has left the account.

Maybe one day

Maybe soon?

I just popped into my profile page to remind myself what it says. I found it very much as it was when I last visited it and so I left it as it is for now.

I read my journals while I was there. It looks like I go through phases, a finslave phase, a chastity phase, a cuckolding phase, etc etc.

I hope not to be a one trick pony, but a well rounded individual who can offer service in a variety of ways. I want to be more than a one issue sub, but I don't want to be Jack of all trades, master of none.

I want to imrove myself, be the best that I can be. I want to improve my skills and learn new ones. I wwant to offer the best dammed service in world.

I want to be the sub or slave that you always dreamed about.

Maybe I have a long way to go.

I don't know how I became a financial sub, or why. If I had known the cost when I began I would have steered well cear of it. I did avoid it for a long time, but in the end I was drawn in.

I vaguely recall the who and the why, it wasn't a lot of money, but as much as I could afford at that time.

If I had known how addictive it was, how it would accelerate, how it would take up all my spare time. If I had known how much time I would spend thinking of presents to buy, worrying about if I could afford the next payment.

Its a little like last month I gave her £50 so this month I make it £100. Next month will it be £150 or will that look mean, I doubled it last month so next month I'll double up to £200.

In two months it's going to be £400 and the month after £800 and I'm beginning to wish I was less generous with that first £50. Another month and it's £1600 and then £3200

In seven months I'll be sending across more than I earn and what do I do then?

I don't actually do that but the average amounts just grow and grow and sometimes I feel like I'm on a treadmill that always picks up speed and always goes onto a steeper incline and I just can't jump off. In a sense I wouldn't want to jump, because I enjoy it so much.

I think I'm kind of screwed.

On the day that my salary is paid into my account, I check that it is there and then I quietly make a payment of £175.

I then send a text to say that the payment is made.

I receive a text saying thank you.

That's it, no thrill, no fuss, no teasing.

It's just a contract to make a monthly payment and 10% interest for each day that I'm late. Boy does that interest mount up quickly.

Yet I look forward to payday more then I ever did before.

Oh dear. wallet raped. bank account emptied of £500.
What a woman, what a turn on.

To all those who I have spoken to
To those who I have offered to submit to
To everyone who I have not got around to replying to
and to anyone who has taken my money in the last year,
may I wish you all a very...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

and may 2016 be your best year so far.

xxx

Oh dear! I have been outed as a time waster by a femail sub who appears upset that I declined to do some cleaning/gardening due to the 100 mile plus distance between us. A 5 or 6 hour round trip would make me a time waster don't you think? That was 5 months ago, so why now I wonder?

I don't know where it came from but I have found a recently increasing urge to be caged for a while. If anyone has some anchor point in the garden shed, get in touch and put me in there for the weekend. lol.

I can hardly believe that I went a whole year without an orgasm. 365 days without a play.

In some ways it may have been the longest year of my life. The fantasy soon faded and all to quickly it became normal everyday life, more a test of endurance, of holding out so as not to be a failure, of not wanting to let someone down.

Will I do it again... Hell Yes!

I wonder what new things 2015 will bring for me.

A domestic service position could be nice. I would like that.

5 THINGS

5) RESPECT... I will respect everyone on this site, be you Female or male, sub or dom. I will respect you as a real person with a real life and I will always address you politely and courteously in any conversation that we may have.

4)Tolerance.... I will accept that your ideas, your wants or needs may be different to my own. I will not criticise you for you race, colour, creed or orientation. I will embrace you as you are in the hope that my own experience will be widened.

3) Creativity... I am not the most creative of persons but a completer/finisher. I feed off new ideas and creativity. I like to think I'm the guy that can take the outlandish idea and make it work.

2)... Humour.... I don't take myself too seriously and I love to laugh. It keeps me young and it keeps me grounded. Come and laugh at my cock... that's not quite what I meant, but... is my cock on here? I can't remember.

1)... Entertaining... Going to have to up my game here, I think.

I find I have an increasing desire to serve in a very real and down to earth way.
If you live in the Midlands, South Wales, South West areas and require a cleaner send me a message.

Regular hours by arrangement, no fees either way, no sexual involvement, smart casual attire and real cleaning carried out.

I was so pleased with myself when I wrote the previous journal entry. 4 weeks of chastity felt such a long time. Now it is no more than a distant memory.

78 days without an orgasm. The weekends are the hardest, when there are fewer distractions to take my mind away from the frustration.

There will be more days, more weeks, maybe months of denial ahead. I don't know when this will come to an end.

It's going to be a while :-)

Today it is 4 weeks since I last enjoyed an orgasm.

Why does wearing my chastity device make it look like I've pood my pants when I walk?

How can I explain why it is I want to be cuckolded. Hey, I'm not even in a relationship.

Yet somehow, it seems ok.

Team Viewer; whats that all about then.

I like to think that I have a wide and varied interest in BDSM. If I had to choose one area that sums me up best, it might be Butler. When I tried to explain it to someone, they said "That's a housewife." I don't really mind how it's described, but that is where I'm coming from.

Anything else is up there for discussion, but it will depend on the chemistry. I need to like you before anything can happen.

£400

I just don't believe it.

I woke up this morning with a knot in my stomach and a feeling of "what have I done?"

Then I remembered the thrill of clicking on SEND....

I GAVE HER £400

and I loved it.

I asked her how much and she said £350

I asked if that was all.

She said that she typed £400 and then over typed with £350

I gave her the £400.

I would have given more.

I have always liked the idea of being branded as a mark of ownership. It is something for the future and only realistic within a proper real life relationship. It is on my bucket list of things that I want to experience before I die.

I've just seen how I want it done for me with a soldering iron. I'll be visiting B&Q to make a purchase today.

Total gifts given £1800 in one year.

Chastity, Obedience, Service.

Those three things appear to be good ones to base my life on.

Like Meatloaf, I'd have to say that two out of three ain't bad.

Just so long as there is a sprinkling of other kinky things to add some extra spice.

This week I was privileged to be able to present a lovely lady with £150 of Amazon vouchers.

Now I look forward to the next time that she allows me to do something similar.

I recently received a message form someone who rather perceptively suggested that may I'm more of a service sub than a play sub.

I like the idea of service, I think it fits me well. I'm better, I think, at just getting on with what needs to be done and maybe not so good at the high protocol stuff. Maybe it's a matter of knowing my limitations, knowing what I can do.

The only reservation I have is, Have you seen the state of my house? :-)

What happened to 2012? Where did it go to?

A lot happened last year, but I'm still here, pretending not to look, still hoping.

Still questioning myself about my motives and my orientation. Still a little afraid to surrender everything and still a little afraid of what people away from here might think and how they might re act.

Still thinking of walking away, but always drawn back to this place where I know deep down I belong.

Still wondering how it might feel to let go of myself and be engulfed by another.

Mmmmmm! Christmas presents; it feels so very good to give them. The head rush when I click send on the Amazon vouchers. You just can't beat it.

I read something recently on another site about the different types of submissive. I didn't really fit totally into any of them. The one that resonated with me was "servant".

I enjoy doing things for people. My need is for control and to serve. It doesn't necessarily have to include sex, could involve cuckolding, but these aren't deal breakers by any means.

I'd love to be the only, man in your life, but I don't have to be. Either way I'm looking for someone to be the only woman in my life.

I can't believe how good giving gifts makes me feel. It is such a turn on.

Consensual Blackmail. When was it that I came to find the idea of this very HOT!!!

A thought runs through my mind again...

I'm lying naked on a table.

Unable to move, hands and feet tied.

and then she produces a razor.

"No!" I think to myself, "not my eyebrows."

She didn't touch them.

Not a hair left anywhere else.

you have to settle for what you can do rather than fight delusionally for what you cant attain.

Todays new discovery...

I'm bi curious. I'd like a little cock. Weeell! maybe not so little.

How can I stand out from the crowd as a very genuine and sincere guy who is hoping to find someone for a real life LTR. I will appreciate an advice that I receive. Please let me know. x

Do you want to have your cake and eat it?

Do you want a boi of your own, yet still have your fun.

Do you want to flirt and date and go home to your sub.

Do you want someone who will always encourage you to have your fun?

You may want a cuckold!!!

I made a new year resolution this year. I made it back in ... well back in the new year. It was a thing to do rather than the usual "lose some weight, get fitter" kind of thing. I did that last year and lost 3 stone and run half marathons.

No this one was quite simple so why haven't I done it yet.

Ok, here it is... I want to suck a cock.

I could have done it before now because I've had offers which I turned down.

The guys wife, girlfriend, s/o has to be there and she has to make me do it. She may need to grab my hair and push my head down on to it, or otherwise I may chicken out at the last moment.

If anyone wants to try some (en)forced bi get in touch if you're not to far away.

lol x

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