10/4/2013 4:49:47 PM: Life goes on....with the happiness that Daddy brings from afar and the realities that shape my days. Family issues raise their ugly heads again. Not appropriate to discuss here because they involve my son but stressful, nonetheless.   At least he will be closer and I will get to see him more often. Life goes on.....sometimes joyful, sometimes stressful but always with the knowledge that Daddy is here for us.    

9/14/2013 4:18:02 PM: I haven't written here in so long I almost forgot I had a journal here. There have been many, many changes since my last entry. Deaths, births, family coming together, family coming apart. Too many changes to list them all but things are looking up at this point. It's good because I was afraid that time might have passed me by. I think I will be writing here more often again.

5/14/2008 12:43:43 PM: Kansas is not in the plans any more. Too many changes all at once are not a good thing. I will remain in Missouri with my friends. It is less expensive here and I am involved in local activities and groups. Leaving all of that seems foolish right now and being alone in a strange city isn't healthy for me at this time.

3/23/2008 9:18:20 AM: I need to write in this thing more often. Too much going on to have it all make sense but the short version is that I am moving to be closer to my family. In 6 weeks I'll be a resident of Kansas. I already know a few kinky people there and hope to meet many more in this new adventure.

5/1/2007 8:12:10 AM: Have you ever wanted something that felt right? Done whatever you could to make it happen? Only to discover it wasn't what you wanted or needed. That's my life in a nutshell these days. I still know what I want, I still think it's what I need. I just think I may have been in too much of a hurry to get it. I feel very confused.