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Sub/Sub Couple, 52/50,  Springfield, Missouri
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making new lifestyle friends
alilsubbygirl is my sistersub






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Gender Identity:










 5' 5"

 233 lbs




Gender Identity:










Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male

A Poly Household


 Musical Theater

 Anal Play




 Breast Play

 Canes and Crops




 Hair Pulling



 Vacuum Stimulation (Beginner)


 Wax play

 Whips (Beginner)


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 Blue Grass

 Rock Music

 Neo-Paganism (Beginner)

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 Auto Racing


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 Local BDSM Community

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 Masks (On Partner) (Beginner)

 Massage (Getting)

 Massage (Giving)


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 Board Games

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 Science Fiction

 True Crime

 TV Sports

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 Blogging (Beginner)

 Writing (Beginner)


 Classical Music

 Eighties Music

 Electronica / EDM

 Folk Music

 Heavy Metal Music

 Hip Hop Music

 Industrial Music

 Nineties Music

 Punk Rock Music



 Show Tunes





 Antique Shows


 Housework Service

 Orgasm Denial

 Speech Restrictions (Beginner)

 Tickling (Beginner)

 Watersports (Beginner)


 Diet and Exercise

 Country Music


 New Age Music

 New Wave


 Opera Music


 Pop Music


 Seventies Music

 Curious About:

 Renaissance Faires

 SCA (Beginner)

 Body Worship (Beginner)

 Cages (Beginner)

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 Lifestyle BDSM (Beginner)

 Old Guard




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 Corner Time

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 Gas Masks (Beginner)

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 Maid/Butler Service (Beginner)




 Horror Movies

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Journal Entries:
10/4/2013 4:49:47 PM

Life goes on....with the happiness that Daddy brings from afar and the realities that shape my days. Family issues raise their ugly heads again. Not appropriate to discuss here because they involve my son but stressful, nonetheless.


At least he will be closer and I will get to see him more often.

Life goes on.....sometimes joyful, sometimes stressful but always with the knowledge that Daddy is here for us.



9/14/2013 4:18:02 PM

I haven't written here in so long I almost forgot I had a journal here.

There have been many, many changes since my last entry. Deaths, births, family coming together, family coming apart. Too many changes to list them all but things are looking up at this point. It's good because I was afraid that time might have passed me by.

I think I will be writing here more often again.

5/14/2008 12:43:43 PM
Kansas is not in the plans any more. Too many changes all at once are not a good thing. I will remain in Missouri with my friends. It is less expensive here and I am involved in local activities and groups. Leaving all of that seems foolish right now and being alone in a strange city isn't healthy for me at this time.

3/23/2008 9:18:20 AM

I need to write in this thing more often. Too much going on to have it all make sense but the short version is that I am moving to be closer to my family. In 6 weeks I'll be a resident of Kansas. I already know a few kinky people there and hope to meet many more in this new adventure.

5/1/2007 8:12:10 AM
Have you ever wanted something that felt right? Done whatever you could to make it happen? Only to discover it wasn't what you wanted or needed.
That's my life in a nutshell these days. I still know what I want, I still think it's what I need. I just think I may have been in too much of a hurry to get it.
I feel very confused.

4/24/2007 6:18:07 PM
It gets weirder and weirder around here. Now I get email from someone that is vaguely disturbing and when I try to ask what they mean, they have already blocked me. Creepy or what? I recall talking to this person months ago but they made me a little nervous, so I stopped communicating.
It's somewhat unnerving to have someone pop back up after months of no contact with an offensive question and then block.

I guess it takes all kinds.

4/3/2007 8:40:25 PM
Tired and hurting. Another migraine seems to be winning the fight tonight. I've stayed away from here for a few days. I may stay away a while longer. I need to focus on who I am and what I want.

3/22/2007 11:34:12 PM
My pre-menopausal inner child

I'm pre-menopausal, pre-menstrual and my inner child wants to kick someone's don't mess with me!

I actually told someone that today.....damn it felt good!

2/3/2007 10:37:26 AM
I really love people who chat you up, and then lose it when you fail to answer one email, and get rude and nasty, then block you before you can reply to baseless accusations.
Contrary to popular belief, most of us have lives away from the computer. I don't know the ratio of cheaters/posers on this site, but I can see there are plenty.
Makes me glad I actually interact with real people, face to face, more than on here.

3/6/2006 9:29:08 PM

It's funny how sometimes people talk for a few days and then go poof, never to be heard from again. Yes, I have been guilty of breaking off conversation, but I usually give a reason before I stop replying.

2/20/2006 11:39:32 PM
I am starting to get some people chatting with me here. I've met a large number of mostly nice, fun people. If I haven't answered a message please forgive me, it's been hectic the past few days, what with moving and all. 

2/2/2006 3:47:46 PM
I have been without computer access since early December. I now have a new laptop and will be online more often.

6/1/2005 11:21:10 AM
I do try to answer mail in a timely fashion, but sometimes I find myself falling behind. I'm still fairly new here, finding my way slowly.

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