1/4/18
well i havent been here for some time.. just updating pictures and checking out who is new
12/10/13
WOOHOOO I graduate with my first degree in computer info tech in 5 days. I am halfway through my second degree in Cyber Forensics.
7/1/13
1st I am divorced now... 2nd I am a grand ma...3rd I should have my degree in December but I am thinking on getting into a secondary program in computers...
8/12/12
someone asked me to describe myself on a vanilla site and thought it would be a great add for here too below is my response to the question
Well I am 40 soon to be 41 i have 3 dogs a 23 year old son getting married next year I am a full time student I have one more year till i get my computer degree.. I decided to get my degree to back up what i already know to make it easier to find work in the economy. I do not smoke i drink once in awhile I have people i consider friends all over the world and i have friends in all lifestyles and economic status. personally i am extremely honest upfront and no bullshit type of person. i tend to get withdrawal around groups of people unless it is in a party type environment. I am hard to handle but if you are one of the few special people in my life i will do anything for you. I guess that sums me up in a nut shell.
9/26/11
Ok hi newest update and the rest is staying so everyone can see how i have changed in the past few years.
I am in school full time that is my number one priority ( spelling?) in my life at this time and for the next 2 years. I need to be clear on this cause I am tired of so called Doms throwing temper tantrums like a child cause yea my life does not revolve around them.
Now with that being said any Dom the whines and crys like a two year old about not getting all the attention, you may need to rethink what you are. You sound like a Sub/Slave in denial, pay attention to me, look at me, treat me like i am a 2 year old and can't wipe my own ass WTF.
Sorry that is a pet peeve of mine.
I am a grown woman I like being a Sub but i am far from an idiot, helpless or emotionally damaged I will not jump into something just to be with someone. I am very submissive sexually not so much any other way. So if you want someone that is gonna drop to her knees when you first meet her guess what not me. Respect is earned not a right so when I get to know someone and I come to respect them then you will recieve it and demanding it sure as hell not gonna get it from me.
8/4/09 Update So there is no more confusion I am legally separated since 2003... he lives in a totally different state I am not divorced only cause I have not bothered but the divorce proceedings have now been started ( i think waiting on papers) If this is a issue keep going.
I am a caterpillar that needs a dom to become the beautiful butterfly.
Does anyone read the profiles anyways? I am sorry I will not "do as I am told" cause you say you are a Dom... I have to trust you and want to be your submissive. Also Submissive does not mean Slave learn the difference if you do not know the difference you must not be a True Dom ( and yes i know the difference see journal entries for more info). With that being said do not contact me if you do not know or respect the difference. I do not smoke ( yes i use to quit 6 months ago)I rarely drink. Not looking for someone that wants me on my knees all the time. I am a strong willed girl and that will not change. Yes I have issues being submissive to a man that does not have his life together. If your life is not together how can you handle me and mine? I want it all the vanilla love and romance with the security of the strength of a Dom to guide me. I do not like PAIN at all I am NOT a pain slut. I expected to be respected and not abused. If you can not handle a Submissive woman that is not a doormat then drive thru. I will not blindly obey if i have a question or concern I voice it and I expect a reasonable response addressing my concerns. With all that being said hopefully it will stop some of the idiots from contacting me.
Hello i think i need to update this since it has been a year and i have a better idea of who and what i am looking for.
I decided i want it all... I want the vanilla i want the kink... I want my best friend, lover, and Dom... may not be in that order. I also will not settle for less.
1St i am not looking for a sub male switch maybe but i prefer to be submissive i just tend to be less then one outside the bedroom.
2nd I am not going to cyber with you sex and kink is the easy part but if you can't get in my head you failed from the beginning and there is not point going further end of conversation. I am sure i will revamp this more later and try to get my mismatched thoughts in one color and cohesive flow.
