What is bliss?? The cold floor against my back.. The one of a kind sound when her dominant heels enter the room, slip off, and hit the floor beside my head.. The euphoric scent of her superior feet after a long day that words cannot describe.. The silent anticipation and appreciation for the honor and privilege i am about to receive.. The impact of her pure dominance and the purpose that fills me as she confidently relaxes her somewhat sweaty, somewhat dirty, yet always PERFECT superior feet firmly on my grateful face.. and starts to eat her meal.. All possible because SHE wants and enjoys this mutual exchange of power.. THIS is bliss! i am Her footrest... Thoughts? Feed back? What is bliss to You?   Would you enjoy eating your meals with a willing and grateful face as your footrest? I'd love to hear from you.. or maybe even serve you a meal.. 😇

NEW DIVORCED CHUBBY SINGLE DIVORCED DEPRESSED,ALONE HURT NEEDFULL WANTING WILLING WOMEN NEED COME TO MISSOURI AIRPORT TO BE TAKEN CARE OF 

Hello Everyone,     I want to let everyone know that I am not looking for a Master or Mistress right now.  After having orchiectomy surgery, I am going to step back and let my body get used to the changes. I kinda have had a crash, meaning my sex drive has changed, and im tied a lot more right now, and moody, and my emotions are all over the place right now.  I know this will change, but for now Im dealing with it the best I can. The price to pay to become a woman!

I don't know what is going on in the.  I don't even know who the president is....I'm thinking it is Trump.   I used to live out that way.  That was a lifetime ago!  Like about 10 or so.

Your value is not based upon when thing are going great. It is when things go sideways. When tasks are needed to be take care of. The lazy and the selfish self eliminate themselves out of other people's lives rather quickly .while this lifestyle has some wonderful aspaspects to it. It is not easier. I go the hard path in life cause it increases my passion for souls i am lucky enough to connect to. 

“She was a grown-up now, and she discovered that being a grown-up was not quite what she had suspected it would be when she was a child. She had thought then that she would make a conscious decision one day to simply put her toys and games and little make-believes away. Now she discovered that was not what happened at all. Instead, she discovered interest simply faded. It became less and less and less, until a dust of years drew over the bright pleasures of childhood, and they were forgotten.” This passage in “The Eyes of the Dragon” by Stephen King (fist time reading King!), really hit me hard. I re-read it several times and had to save it.

  One of the greatest desires is the desire to be discovered, then uncovered, then finally revealed for who you  really are. I imagine there is a basket of emotions that are bubbling up just beneath the surface just waiting to be released. What's holding you back?    

If you focus on capturing the moment with a camera, you lessen the focus on what is going on during the present.  

I have a guessing game  ... win and you get to see more of me  .. loose and maybe I get to see more of you!

Im often asked about my fsntasies I have some..yes But more often...its situational Many are spontaneous. Like last night.  Going into a matress store, spouse and i were the only customers. The one employee was about our age, but quite overweight. I was wearing a dress but no panties.  Wondered, if salesman were in better shape, and IF spouse were Dom, or i was with a Dom..what it would be like if he spewk to the sales guy, get him to hang a..sorry were closed sign. door locked. Being on a bed where passers by would barely see the men...as my arms were held or tied down, dress pulled over my face, at first. Most likely my husbsnd enjoying my tits as the other man fingers..then fucks me. Then dress pulled away from my face as i am fed cock...after clear arousal of being fucked by a stranger. Wontonly used by two men... The Dom then telling the other guy to flip me. So i can better suck cock, instead of being enumerated, and telling the other man to eat me for a bit...then use and cum in the ass. He likes seeing his slut/wife turned on...and used well..

 A word to the wise: I am not bi, poly, interested in multiple boys, being shared or anything else more than what I have stated clearly in my profile. If you are easily offended if you do not receive a response to your message, well, then don't send one. If you send mul messages to me and I still don't respond, stop sending messages. Remember, I warned you. I do not respond to every message I receive. Sorry, not sorry.  I don't have time for your BS.  If you don't take care of yourself:emotionally, financially, mentally, spiritually, physically, etc, (such as you are fat or obese and are seriously not working on it and not able to prove so), then I am NOT interested. I've worked hard to get where im at today and I need someone who will be on my level. Sorry, not sorry. 

Bring back paragraph spacing in journals and messages, ohmigod.

I'm mainly interested in friends right now. If something more develops over time, so be it. But right now, Id Just like some good conversation. 

Will consider a sub or slave male or a Transsexual if all is compatable to what we seek.

I wonder if crotchless clothing increases the sexuality of a submissive or dull it.. I suppose it depends on the submissive and other factors in the submissive life. If I can't increase your submissive tendencies, I really shouldn't be involded with you.

Total Ellipsis of the Heart.

Messages on this site are always broken, if I don't reply it's because one of two reasons.  I'm no longer interested in the conversation or i just got fed up trying to reply and it not working. you can find me on other sites like Fetlife If you want to message me there.

it like to be totally helpless and at it user/s disposal, physically unable to resist what they do  

a reminder to myself.    don't try anymore. it'd be easy to say, all men suck. and yeah, that is true. but i have to admit and i have to remember that it's me. i can't hang. i can't deal. i can't be at peace.    i don't deserve love. i'm too broken, too sick. i've tried to seek help but it's too painful. i'm not strong enough to go through with the pain of trying to heal.   never again. i can't open my heart again. i have to keep myself closed off. i have to remember, what will happen.

I would like for my slave to suck my toes

Finding a Domme who enjoys  strapon training not so easy. They all do it for money, not fun....

Would i rather play with your privates or sexuality?  I choose sexuality..flaming passions to a point of craziness is simply amusing and fun. It the pleasant kind of craziness that keep life interesting. There is a difference between bondage for a camera compare to bondage for passion.

It's not even close to August 12th, but I'm pretty sure I just saw a Total Ellipsis.

Are you the waxing kind or the plucking kind? Some can process pain only in spikes. Some fear being plucked. That kind of questioning tends to clear a room full of internet submissives. Laughs  

Why block someone in middle of conversation? Out of nowhere...make it make sense. 

Contrary to an earlier post I will visit the US again in April.May. Greenland will not be invaded, after recent killings the horrible ICE-actions will go lesser and less, The grand old party is not looking good for the midterms. All reasons for The great country to go back to normal.  Utah and again California will be my target. Plus a few days in Denver and a few in NYC. Urban madness to compensate for all the nature I want to see. As always while away from home I will not check CS but will regularly open Yahoo mail. Hope to meet a few Californians again.

Thoughts... If you read my profile, you konw I'm evolving. Pamela calls and I listen and become. The question is, how far I will go. Today, I went shopping online for more clothing and toys. I wonder what wearing these things and submitting to these toys will do. Previously, the intent of the dressing and toys was to see if I could put Pamela away. Obviously, that didn't happen. Will this next round make Pamela emerge even more? I'm looking for guides - dominants that are interested in taking a fledgling submissive farther, gently coaxing her out, pushing those imaginary boundaries that I have yet to reach. I imagine I will be a horrible submissive, real life gets in the way as does my personality. Still, if you are interessted in experimenting with me - drop me a note. Pamela

  Isolation.. a word: it's provocative, conveys certain idealism, primal

Day 3 of Black History Month. Reparations  who's locked and awaiting orders? 

I am closing approaches to anyone who isn't a Woman, CIS (if this medical term offends you, you are not my kind of person) or Trans. I am closing approaches to all sissys,  crossdressers etc, those who get their rocks off from dressing, and from some sort of humiliation play regarding dressing. If you are genuinely Trans, fully transitioned, medically or not, or still have to, but know you are actually Trans, you are welcome to make an approach.  Tain 

So many angry people these days.

Chastity update: it removed it's cage and edged itself until the ball dropped on New Years eve and locked back up again. it has been challenged to be chaste for a full 365 days  which would put its next orgasm out u til January 1st 2027 it also has been challenged by a Dom to go with a smaller cage, it has since ordered the smaller cage and will be putting it on when it arrives.      it is open to more ideas on how to make its self-imposed chastity more intense.

Please, no fantasists, be genuine, like actually a real, honest person. Be honest about your experience, lack of, whatever, being new is fine, or not having a lot of experience, that is ok, after all that was the case for everyone at one time.  Please have realistic expectations, be real, it takes time to build a connection, get to know me first, as I will you, so no fantasy pushing, or trying to use me as a kink vending machine, I am a person first, and while being kinky, and a dominant is part of who I am, It's by no means the whole story. So please respect me enough to not jump into my inbox using titles, or trying to insta me, as it's not going to happen. If you haven't the patience, self-discipline to do that, please don't message me.  If you like what you see on my profile, feel free to start a conversation about it, an aspect of it, or ask a question. It's unlikely, I will start a convo first, so feel free to start one first.    T

No picture before a minimum of 72 hours of knowing one another through chat.  I need to know you are worth My time, trust that you shall not use My picture for nefarious purposes AND have some reasonable interest in moving further.  If you need to see a picture of Me to know if you are interested, we truly have little in common. Chat platforms - I don't use My personal phone for messaging or speaking.  Get yourself on Google Chat/Meet which is My preference or Microsoft Teams.  If you cant do this, I have no interest in speaking with you.  Not Telegram, not Whatsapp, not Kik, not anything either than the two I have mentioned. I'm seeking a closed those who are open to or want to be involved in a closed poly household. I'm seeking a bdsm family, long term, life long.  While it is possible to form a relationship with someone who would serve Me on a part time basis, it would have to be with a very special person indeed.  I'm possessive and dont take kindly to being made to wait. I have a strict time frame I am open to speaking with potential subs and slaves.  Eastern Standard Time, after 6PM at night Sunday through Thursday.  The rest of the time is reserved for those I am already in relationship with. Let's not waste any time.  I'm seeking now.  If you are not seeking to be owned and or serving within the next 3 months, there is no point to any further discussion. Thank you and good luck in your search!

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