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12/7/21 at 4:21 PM

I am going to bed.  Anyone joining me?


12/7/21 at 4:04 PM

UPDATES IN LIU OF A PROFILE UPDATE:

I need to update my profile but that will prevent me from sending emails until it is approved, which is who knows how long.  So here are a few things I would want to add that I’m looking for in a dominant and situation.

Charismatic dominant male who can be the face and driving force behind the spiritual organization I’m building without taking it over or making it his.  Maybe even helping me to have more confidence until I feel ready to be that face and driving force.  This will require being a hierophant.

Enough beta s types of either or both genders to handle the mundane tasks such as cooking and cleaning so I can focus on the organization.

A dominant who does not feel the need to break me down then rebuild me.  I have been broken down enough and spent a great deal of time rebuilding myself.  I like who I am and see no need to undo it.

I would still want the dominant to be the head of the household and completely own me.  I am extremely sexually submissive.

It would be nice if the dominant was bi.  It’s a turn on for me.

The dominant should be extremely ambitious and type A personality, politically lean to the left, have experience managing large groups of people, and be highly interested in self sustainable living.

The dominant should present well in public and enjoy the way he looks and feels when dressed in a nice suit.

Please understand that I am poly and have others in my life.  None of them will have a higher priority than the one who owns me, unless he attempts to remove them from my life.  I am not sexually involved with anyone else currently and no one in my life holds an ownership or dominant role in my life. 

Relocating to a dominant is not completely off the table but would require a ton of planning.  Alternatively, we have a house here with space for other s types and the dominant is welcome to take over my room and make is ours.


12/7/21 at 3:55 PM

OMG, Diamo and Edge 2 together are pure torture!!! Never felt anything like that in my entire life! Wow! Speechless!!!!


12/7/21 at 3:46 PM

Collared for life, please stop asking.


12/7/21 at 3:35 PM

Wow, I'm back after a long hiatus and not much has changed.

Females only please, no men.

Trans are men.


12/7/21 at 3:19 PM

It's been. A lil break..heart  ... and then I pick myself back up. .. still want what i want . If it happens ut happens. Just not gona sit and watch....


12/7/21 at 3:18 PM

thought my account was closed - guess not.

still looking for someone special for eventual long term.


12/7/21 at 2:07 PM

I would like to take a moment to share some thoughts about female-led relationships and the pride that I take Within Myself in embracing our lovely community

Why is it for me?

As we mature through our lives with age comes wisdom and knowledge and self-awareness. Maturity is a beautiful thing it helps us realize the  beautiful moment that we have and this wonderful thing called life it makes us less fearful to be more bold about our desires, our happiness, and our self-awareness, we learn to know what makes us happy within and what we hope to find in a partner.

The frustration that we see daily in normal vanilla relationships are so sad it seems people spend their time arguing and measuring themselves against each other and it creates so much drama and conflict when there is a simple solution.

It is not weakness to tell someone that you love that you would be willing to follow them. That you believe in their wisdom and their honesty . When it comes to the male-female dynamic, we can often look back to how we were raised our mothers gave us life love they cared for us they gave us structure and discipline when necessary .

Why would anyone think it would be strange to transfer this knowledge, love, and life experience onto another adult female in your relationship? Did your mother raised you to be a good man? Yes she did ..Please don't confuse this with any sort of mommy issues that is far from the point I'm trying to make,  the point I'm trying to make in reality is that men have a natural urge and desire to please the women that they love it comes naturally from when we are boys to us we men need to be strong supportive of and loving but in a female-led relationship if you truly add romance and believe in the structure and embrace it with your heart she also feels empowered and loved and secure , and Embraces the female LED relationship dynamic ,it is my opinion that when it is based in love and honesty that you've got a winning combination that simply can't be beat that no vanilla couple can ever possibly have.

The Ladies of our community are the smartest most realistic and most desirable of all women because they understand this.

A gentleman such as myself has a high sexual Marketplace value within the female-led relationship community because we understand love and embrace and have much to offer in that regard. We are proud to embrace FLR.

" in a vanilla relationship men sometimes try to make their Partners jealous, in a female-led relationship, other women are jealous of the man she owns " 

As for me personally I offer honesty old-fashioned Romance faithfulness and integrity.


12/7/21 at 1:12 PM

If I leave here tomorrow

Would you still remember me?
For I must be traveling on, now
Cause there's too many places I've got to see
But, if I stayed here with you, girl
Things just couldn't be the same
Cause I'm as free as a bird now
And this bird you can not change
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And this bird you can not change
And this bird you can not change
Lord knows, I can't change

Bye, bye, baby, it's been a sweet love
Though this feeling I can't change
But please don't take it so badly
Cause Lord knows I'm to blame
But, if I stayed here with you, girl
Things just couldn't be the same
Cause I'm as free as a bird now
And this bird you'll never change
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And this bird you can not change
And this bird you can not change
Lord knows, I can't change
Lord help me, I can't change
Lord, I can't change
Won't you fly high, free bird, yeah

greatest Rock 'n' roll song of all time
RIP free birds

12/7/21 at 12:58 PM

looking to find a domme, preferably local, to start to properly explore my submissive side. Growing interest in chastity, ironically. I'm sure a lady that knows her place could use this to her advantage.


12/7/21 at 12:42 PM

I love to train and torture sissy gurls


12/7/21 at 12:36 PM

I understand if you merely have questions and that sending a message does not mean that you want to immediately begin a relationship....so feel free to ask away. I welcome casual conversation as long as you keep it real.


12/7/21 at 9:33 AM

Why do I always like bad things?

 

Facialabuse oh my.


12/7/21 at 9:23 AM

I am happy to chat to single and local males to see if there would be a match for a LTR FLR or lasting friendship.I am not seeking a slave.I am looking for FLR 


12/7/21 at 8:48 AM

If you're not real time or passionless, don't really care about proximity or how near or far you to me, I have no interest in what you want me to know about you. Life is too short for low effort admirers.

 The journey is real for those who put the effort in no matter how they start or when. There is no destination just a journey no direction is implied except not what I once was or could never be. The rest of you have an endless list of excuses as to why you can't enjoy the things you really want, allegedly.

If you have no experience or time to train or tame I don't care to entertain your fantasies of 24/7 enslavement and it's potential. If you don't want a sissy or trans type to keep in chastity cage, castration, nullification or sex change stop wasting my time. If you don't want the image presented before you or you don't like bimbo or gimps don't waste my time. 

To any transgender domme showing me pcitures of well known images pornstars say rachel rose or natalie mars pretending you're them I won't fall for and you will be blocked instantly. Any pretending about who you are be it in pictures or how you describe yourself consider yourself blocked or dropped when the time comes. 

The profile menu sucks to update I'm 38 as of this message.

To mike, I will never entertain you or all the fake wannabe  doms here all you want are pics with no real training or meets up. Even when you get what you want nothing, don't fall for the BS girls enjoy better places including reality. Men are real, doms are real flakes never will be.


12/7/21 at 7:43 AM

As for about me and who I am. Well most of it is in the profile.

 

But I am a skilled maker with slightly above skills in welding, metal working, woodworking, plastics, molding, 3d printing, cnc laser cutting, chainmail weaving, scene prop special effaspects, and a few other random skills.

 

I'm looking for that one female artist who can transform me into a woman. As in post op grs, breast implants, plastic surgery etc.

 

In return, my skills are at her service,  including making a full dungeon with all the toys one could dream of. As I look more fem I would have no problem being a cam girl for her and after I am fully transitioned I would gladly be a beta don, under her.


12/7/21 at 6:57 AM

Update 1,  Still married, still loving my wife, who is still dominant,  My wife is now working as an icu nurse and about to transfer to working the overnight shift, eventually working overnights on Friday Saturday and Sunday,  I'm looking for a submissive or slavegirl who would primarily submit to and serve me as my companion, paramour, pet and playtoy,  While I would prefer the submissive I collar eagerly look to serve both my wife, we would be willing to discuss,


12/7/21 at 3:48 AM

Wow!   After years, Journal entries are back!     I am soooooooooooooo  Utterly surprised!


12/7/21 at 2:39 AM

Just to be clear, I am not interested in any single males. 


12/7/21 at 2:23 AM

Are there any Mistresses or Masters willing to be my chastity key holder from Christmas to my birthday?  You need qiui cause have the bluetooth cellmate ?


12/7/21 at 1:35 AM

in the year and a half since i broke up with my vanilla exgirlfriend and decided that i know what i want specifically with the goal of marriage and will not fuck around.

in that time i have met only 2 women i have seriously considered, the first was nekoprincess on this website. she found me sent the first message, we flirted and got to know eachother for a few months, typically she messaged me once before work and then we usually talked for a few hours after she got home that night, we are both busy adults, and her work was going through an expansion, she told me she worked all day at a computer and really wanted the screen to be off at night, but was on just for me

but one day she didnt log in that morning and wasnt online that night and hasnt been online ever since and she went AFK at a really weird point in the conversation that didnt feel like it had anything to do with me, i was dissapointed but not upset, that happens in dating and my expectations of this site are low to begin with.

months pass before i find a second women worth my time, kinda just accidently stumble across her really, but we really hit it off and things are going well for a month , then suddenly she too goes AFK at a weird time in the conversation, again, im disapointed , but again i expect nothing in dating websites. but THEN 2 weeks later she finally messages me back , from the hospital , says she caught the new omicron strain of covid and was in the ICU on a ventilator fighting for her life. she just got the tube taken out, she just got her phone back and the FIRST thing she does is message me and beg for my continued interest. she feels like trash. hasnt slept well in weeks but stays up until 5 am on a school night flirting with me, says " a slave follows her master" before i order her to get some sleep.


and a couple days after that i go back and reread nekoprincesses messages to me and i realize that she told me she caught covid about a week before going AFK for good and im suddenly worried that she died on me.


fucked up world we live in right now that this is even a possibility.


12/6/21 at 11:54 PM

Another health issue has popped up, so I may be here very rarely for awhile


12/6/21 at 11:49 PM

TO: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...


We made grand plans and you...you made problems

We were sleeping front to front

YOU kept telling me this thing wasn't going to last

Good on paper, f'n picture perfect!

Chased the high too far, too fast

Picket white fence, we painted it black

And I wish I would have hurt you harder than you hurt me

And I wish you would stop thinking about me but you always do

I've been hoping to find somebody to obey me and serve me in the ways you couldn't

Maybe someday you'll grow the f$ck up and not do what you know you shouldn't

Someone will take care of all the mess you've made, but that someone won't be ME


12/6/21 at 10:44 PM

Please have an up-to-date visible photo or be willing to provide one before approaching.

Thank you (*soft smile *)


12/6/21 at 8:49 PM

Apparently I must spell it out...

I've asked that those of you who wish to send me a message, not waste my time. Here's how to do that as I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT.

WHO I WILL CONSIDER*:
you are an unattached, non-poly, Caucasian, natural born male or female sub.
you are located 30 minutes or less from DC.
your age falls in between 24 and 52.
you are interested in a FLR/LTR D/s relationship.
*you meet all of the above.

WHAT I WILL NOT CONSIDER:
A sub looking for race play.  
A penpal.
Endless questions.
A Dominant or false dominant.
Conversations that are purely small talk.
An initial message that doesn't tell me why I should consider you.
An attached submissive even if their partner is vanilla.
A sub looking for casual or one off play sessions.
A sub who is not already in the process of relocating here.
A sub who wants diaper play or Sissification. Hard limit for me.


12/6/21 at 5:11 PM

LongTerm Chastity

The waves of denial come and go.
There are days when i forget that i am locked up, then a wave of reality hits and the feeling of helplessness and inferiority pound on my psyche.
The need to be teased, aroused and denied as others enjoy their sexual freedoms intensifies..
i started this journey out of curiosity and now i am overwhelmed with the need to be locked.
i have gone back to my original device. It is open and i can keep myself clean without removing it.
i am wondering if i should forgo any shaving, thus eliminating any reason for the occasional unlocking.
Thoughts of making this permanent and irreversible have entered my mind. It would be easy enough to do: Hex button Stainless Steel screw, a tap, Locktite 266.

(Don't forget to round out the Hex hole with a f=drill bit after it is tightly in place, to render the Hex key useless.)

.Yes, the thought has crossed my mind..........a few times..


12/6/21 at 4:25 PM

Helpful pedantry:


No one "craves for" something.


You either crave something, or you can have a craving for something; but in that case, "craving" is a noun.

 

 


12/6/21 at 3:02 PM

I know my profile is in need of an update and will do so in detail via journal entries tonight,  If I add you to my favorites list, it's because your profile caught my eye and I plan on writing you once I have added a couple of JEs,  But feel free to ask me questions, I am an open book,


12/6/21 at 12:22 PM

Ah well - never mind.  One day I hope I can give a woman the dream she craves for. 


12/6/21 at 12:01 PM

It has been difficult being on here. There has been only a few who respond. I realise that men out number women and so women have far greater choice.  


12/6/21 at 11:50 AM

Testing.


12/6/21 at 10:28 AM

How wonderful to have a Man own you outright!!! to be his sissy gurl and to serve Him with his many Manly needs...Real Men are the true Dominants we have in this country to keep us safe and protect us from those who wish us sissies harm...Oh i don't mind dressing up as a girl for my Dominant Man..after all this is what he likes me to look like a sissy gurly pretty and docile...wearing lots of make-up and short dresses..along with white stockings and pretty girly shoes..i love whenever He puts his arms around my waist and keeps me close to Him...showing the world that i belong to Him..and that i will do anything for him in the bedroom...wearing my cute nightie..of course i paint my nails both fingers and toes..bright pink to show what a sissy i am..yes whenever i am naughty i have to get punished...mostly just a spanking for me...unless i am really a naughty gurl..then its the belt..but my Guy does not want to use that..unless he has too..


12/6/21 at 9:54 AM

ok i see this option is back now.

so lets see if this works.

No Longer in Houston moves out of Houston in March of this year.

I am in NE Texas area.

Be Well All 


12/6/21 at 8:07 AM

Scratch that, this day can end already! How awesome is it to find out on your birthday that as of Jan 1 you won't have a job anymore? Happy fucking new year to me! 


12/6/21 at 7:37 AM

Out of interest does anyone read these? Or are wr all still acting under the belief that anything written here os from a time before?



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