as she continues her journey and growth of finding out who and what she is - she has been so fortunate in finding truly awesome Mentors. those that have decided to take the time to guide and teach her.

this one is learning of her strengths of her power within that is reaching to come out -
recently i have been compared to an onion - the tough outer layers once peeled away are the sweetest part .

the road to learn to get back on her feet again is a long road and one she is climbing successfully - to be slave doesnt mean she has to not think but she must think and strive to be a better slave ..smiles - she is NOT searching for One as she has found One to Guide her and to help her. smiles as the wonderment and awe have come to pass-
because of one event - life can happen.. BIG SMILES...
" to learn surrender ~ now thats the lesson of life for a slave"

am learning of myself and what i am searching for - smiles ~


"to laugh , to learn, to serve, to cry of pain and pleasure - to love - that is the ultimate surrender for me- a dream that she holds onto deeply."