I am a very lucky sub!
A couple of nights ago by Dom invited me over to his house. I had been telling him of a dream where He tied me up then paraded several men and women into the room to drip wax onto me. By the time I arrived at His house, I was so excited I could barely contain myself. I was very worked up.
He started kissing me, then He told me that I would NOT be cumming tonight. Tonight was going to be about pain. I was so close already, and scared to death that I wouldn't be able to stop myself. So I turned myself off.
He tied me face down onto the bed, then whipped me. He did it all just right too. Right intensity, right number of blows. But I had turned off. I made myself forget what He was doing. When He was done He asked if I wanted wax.
By that time I had realized that I had screwed up. He wanted me excited and turned on and to enjoy our time, but I turned it all off. He worked hard for me, and I recoiled. I was so ashamed that I cried, quietly, but I cried. I was even more ashamed then.
He held me. Told me I wasn't bad. Said we could try again another time. He was so good to me that in no time I had to have the pain. Not for the orgasm, but for the pleasure of pleasing Him.
I asked Him to spank me. He refused, saying that I needed to just chill. Now I'm desperate to please Him. I wait just a bit, then I ask again. Another no. I can't leave Him knowing I didn't give 100%. What will I do? I wait just a bit, then I beg. Finally He relented.
He got me on all fours, then proceeded to spank me. I asked for harder, and He gave it to me. I wanted more, harder. He gave. He spanked me harder than ever. I have never enjoyed pain so much. I did not cum. But I was extremely satisfied and joyous. Energized. He was pleased. I was able to please Him. And He took wonderful care of me. Thank you Sir!! |