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About Banana569
My heart has been broken by who I would consider the love of my life and the Master I've always wanted. I'd be interested in a long-standing friends with benefits situation where I am the person's slave. They have all the control over me that they could ever want. I'm into Gor where there is no escape for slaves and if they say no to their Master they will be punished for it.
Despite what I want, I will be picky because.. let's face it, everyone's attracted to a different type of person and not everyone can boss around a woman how I want to be bossed around. Also, seriously, if you don't know basic English, it's a HUGE turn off so there's no point in messaging me. I'm also looking for someone close to my age. I'd actually prefer my age or maybe a year or two older, but there is obviously some leeway in that.
I didn't want to do this, but I changed my mail settings so I don't get any out of country mail. It's annoying and pointless and the out of country people NEVER take hints, or probably even read profiles. So just so all you out of country people know, your mail is being filtered out of my inbox. Sorry.
Btw, if you didn't bother to read my profile, then don't bother to message me and don't pressure me into stuff that I don't want and/or am not ready for. For those of you who did bother to read my profile, thank you and I look forward to your messages.
WARNING: Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
"I want a master," she said. "I want to be everything, and do everything, for him. I want to give him all of me, holding nothing back. I want to be nothing to him, only his owned slave, totally loving and serving him." -Rogue of Gor
"I despise weak men," she said. "I respect only men who will treat me as a woman, and do with me what they please. I know I am a woman. I want to be treated as one. How can I take my place in the order of nature if men will not treat me as they wish? That is what I want, to be treated, even with insolence, as men wish. Only then can I know them as my master, and yield to them in my fullness." -Rogue of Gor
"One of the pleasant things about owning a slave," I said, "is the opportunity to converse with her, to listen to her, to hear her express herself, her feelings and ideas. One can learn much from a slave. Many slaves, like yourself, are highly intelligent. They can express themselves articulately, clearly, trenchantly, and lyrically. It is a great pleasure to talk with them."
Page 203 - Beasts of Gor
“You will whip me sometimes, will you not,” she asked, “that I may know that I am a slave, and that you are truly my master?”
He did not respond.
“Can you not understand?” she said. “I love you, truly love you, helplessly! With slave helplessness! As a slave her master! And I am a slave, and you are my master! I want reassurance. I want proof, in my deepest heart, that you can do with me what you want, and that you will, that I am your slave, that you own me!” -Witness of Gor |
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I'm getting highly annoyed at all the messages I've been receiving. I'm not looking for anyone out of state or over my age limit.
Note to old men:
I am not attracted to older men generally and it kind of creeps me out a bit. I also am not interested in having a serious relationship with someone older. Why would I want to be with someone who's old enough to be my son's grand father and who will definitely die before me? (If you go by the general rule that accidents don't happen. Obviously you don't know what will happen, but its more likely that they'd die way before me unless something unexpected happened to me.) I have nothing in common with older men. I'm just not interested. No offense, but there's no way you dudes would even have a possibility of getting in my pants.
Note to out of staters:
I don't have as much patience for these messages as I used to. I'm not interested in something long distance. I've done the long distance thing before and it sucks and never works. It also makes me uber paranoid, which I don't like. I will not do anything online if you're interested in the "internet domination." I have clicked "unwilling to relocate" in my profile, so I am obviously not willing to move to a different state either. My son has a father and I'm not looking to replace him. I also have a lot of family here that I am not willing to leave. These things are nonnegotiable. I also don't really want anymore online friends either. I have a ton of online friends that I've gathered over the years for about a decade. I also get annoyed sometimes sending these back and forth messages, especially when they're the short ones and I really don't have the patience to send long ones for the most part anymore unless I am extremely interested in whatever is being said. It may also take me more time to get back to those messages because I know they will take more time to type out and respond to and think about. I also will not give out my messengers or my number to anyone I don't know so you're going to have to deal with the messages on here if you really think it's worth it. If you don't, no biggy. Don't message me.
Last note to EVERYONE:
I am currently seeing my son's father. We are not exclusive. As of right now we are just friends with benefits. So, I don't need sex, but if I choose to have sex with someone else, it's cool. It also means that I'm not really actively looking for a relationship anymore. If things work out with him, that's cool. If they work out with someone else that I choose to give my time to, that's cool too. So if you're okay with this arrangement, shoot me a line. Also, hopefully, after you've read my profile and respect what I am asking for.
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I need something to do tomorrow night. :( |
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So big news! I had a baby over half a year ago. And technically, I guess I'm available now. My son's dad and I split up.
So.. going on.. I don't even know how long without sex. But I REALLY want it! Probably.. 4 months or so? And only the last time was enjoyable. :( Healing after having a baby sucks.
Might write more some time eventually.
P.S. If you'd like to read my other BDSM blog/journal, I have a lot more posts on it: (if it lets me link to it) https://f e t l i f e.com/users/183147/posts
Delete the spaces and the link will work.
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Just thought I'd put this on here, because it's how I really feel. If you are seriously into BDSM and are in the Milwaukee area, I highly suggest you go onto *insert website here* *sighs* It won't lemme put the link OR the name. Asshole collarme. Just shoot me a message and I'll let you know it. Anyways, there's a group for Milwaukee people on it and they have an East Side munch every first Thursday of every month held at the Tool Shed. A lot of younger people go, so if you're younger, join and come to these munches! You'd get to meet me, anyway!! :D The munches at the tool shed are directed for 35 and younger. There's a munch, though, every Wednesday night in Milwaukee at the bar "Two." They start at 8 pm. There's also a munch in West Allis at the bowling alley, every third Saturday. |
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Just incase anyone isn't realizing that my last journal post was awhile ago, I'm healed so I don't feel like shit anymore. |
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I'm sick and I'm feeling like shit so I might not get back to any messages for a few days. Just thought I'd let everyone know. |
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I am going absolutely crazy. I just hit the one year mark for no sex a week or so ago.. I want it really bad and it's getting worse and worse as time goes on.. :( Wouldn't you think by now a person would be used to it? I sure would and I wish I was used to it.. but I still remember how it feels and nothing compares to it and I want it soooooooooooooo bad. :'(
Am I a sex addict? Would that be a bad thing? lol Godddd, give me someone to fuck, please! |
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Okay, let's start with this, I'm going to list everyones age who acts out like this when they send me messages (which means I'm going to edit my other posts) and you TRY to tell me that older guys are more mature.
Here's another for the journal, this one is 47 years old:
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Banana569 on 6/27/10 at 9:19 PM: |
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But you said anyones except mine.. and just so you know, MOST people don't read profiles, so maybe that's why I have that up? The people on here are immature as fuck just like you. Who messages someone saying 'fuck you' just because they don't like their profile? |
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brianc4431 on 6/27/10 at 9:11 PM: |
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your profile says this you cunt. FUCKING READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU MESSAGE ME, ASSHOLES. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR CRITISM ABOUT MY PROFILE OR ABOUT MY WANTS, GET IT? |
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Banana569 on 6/27/10 at 9:07 PM: |
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What are you talking about? The first and only message you sent me was 'fuck you,' so tell me why i wouldnt go off on you.. |
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brianc4431 on 6/27/10 at 8:52 PM: |
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ask people to read your profile nice. go off on anyone who doesn't. don't be a cunt and go off on everyone. |
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Banana569 on 6/27/10 at 8:51 PM: |
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..then why would you say fuck you if you don't even know what's in my profile? And ask WHAT nice? |
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brianc4431 on 6/27/10 at 8:27 PM: |
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we are not all ass holes, so next time ask nice. oh by the way i always read profiles before i e-mail anyone. well except yours. |
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Banana569 on 6/27/10 at 8:25 PM: |
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Real mature. You're going in my journal. Another immature oldie for the books. |
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brianc4431 on 6/27/10 at 8:24 PM: |
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fuck u |
There's one more in progress. I'd like to see what else he has to say, if anything. |
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Here we go again *sighs* Just incase none of you have ever been in the video chat, if you ask some of the people on my friends list, they've seen me on cam in there, or if you go in there and see either of the admins beta or delta, they've both seen me on cam.. anyways, this one is 27 btw:
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everythingihave on 6/24/10 at 1:28 AM: |
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lol.....i could have almost written that word for word before you did. "yes i have a cam, but no, i dont think i should go on cam..." you fucking piece of shit. you and every other fake on here should just put a gun to your head and pull the trigger. oops.....Blocked! |
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Banana569 on 6/24/10 at 1:26 AM: |
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I look like shit and I'm in my night shirt, all ready to go to bed. I'm really not into being forced to go on cam right now. I really hate going on period, anyways. And if you don't like that, then you might as well say bye now bc I'm not looking for another guy who wants me on my cam 24/7 and I also don't even know you. You've sent me a total of what? Two or three messages so far? Not saying anything about yourself and you don't even have any interests listed in your profile. |
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everythingihave on 6/24/10 at 1:24 AM: |
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why be that complicated.....you're free to come prove it on yahoo. trevor_argue@yahoo.com |
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Banana569 on 6/24/10 at 1:22 AM: |
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Yes, I do and if you go in the video chatroom, you can ask some of those people if they've seen me on it and they'll tell you they have and that I am indeed a girl. Even a couple of the moderators for the chat too. Like Beta and Delta have both seen me on my cam in that room. |
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everythingihave on 6/24/10 at 1:21 AM: |
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right....let me guess. you dont have a cam either. amazing |
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Banana569 on 6/24/10 at 1:21 AM: |
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You are sexy as fuck, btw. |
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Banana569 on 6/24/10 at 1:20 AM: |
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Never said I was one. Said I WANNA BE one, but who knows if that'll happen. *shrugs* Most the guys interested me are like 40 year olds and older than my dad, which is gross and makes me not be horny ever in life. I also get a lot of bullshit messages on here, so that's why my profile isn't very 'happy.' Lots of guys, though, have been messaging me and saying things like 'good for you!' |
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everythingihave on 6/24/10 at 1:17 AM: |
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you really come across as a slave. lol. unbelievable | |
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Okay.. here's another one, enjoy, btw he's 51 years old:
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strongone411 on 6/22/10 at 12:44 PM: |
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Hey fatass...chill out...with all due respect. A Master, Jay |
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Banana569 on 6/13/10 at 7:13 PM: |
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..so? |
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strongone411 on 6/13/10 at 8:58 AM: |
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read your profile. |
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Banana569 on 6/13/10 at 0:24 AM: |
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..what? |
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strongone411 on 6/13/10 at 0:12 AM: |
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Your dead...throw you around a room.....with all due respect,dear....perspective. A Master, Jay |
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Banana569 on 6/13/10 at 0:09 AM: |
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You're not making much sense yourself, dear. |
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strongone411 on 6/13/10 at 0:07 AM: |
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Make fucking sense... |
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Banana569 on 6/13/10 at 0:03 AM: |
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What? |
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strongone411 on 6/13/10 at 0:02 AM: |
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Hey baby, your not making sense...comer up for air. A Master, Jay | |
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5/27/2010 3:43:09 PM:
If you're going to act like immature asshole like this guy, don't even bother to message me, he's 34 btw:
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UrNewdaddy on 5/27/10 at 9:17 AM: |
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*rolls my eyes* Well I hate chubby subs... but I still messaged you... |
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Banana569 on 5/26/10 at 11:49 PM: |
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*rolls my eyes* I said I hate daddy doms = I hate ageplay. |
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UrNewdaddy on 5/26/10 at 11:40 PM: |
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Not really, all you proved is you know how to use colors in replies.. |
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Banana569 on 5/26/10 at 11:39 PM: |
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That's your answer. |
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UrNewdaddy on 5/26/10 at 11:31 PM: |
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and? |
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Banana569 on 5/26/10 at 10:54 PM: |
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I hate daddy doms. |
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UrNewdaddy on 5/26/10 at 10:48 PM: |
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SO let me ask you, what do you think abotu ageplay and age regression? I am looking for a girl so willing to submit, that she would give up her adult rights and give me control to take care of her...
Or if you act like this asshole and this one is 43:
| Banana569 on 5/26/10 at 4:30 PM: |
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If you're not interested, then why did you even bother to message me in the first place? And I never said I was submissive. Not even once. I WANT TO BE a slave. A SLAVE. A person who has no choice to do what they are told to do or they have to face the consequences. That is not submissive. Submissive is when you want to please someone and they don't have to force you to or punish you at all. Where the person WILLINGLY listens. Get the difference now? |
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Strictmasterblue on 5/26/10 at 3:06 PM: |
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Are you sure your not really a Dom, because the only thing I see sbmissive about you is to give into your desire to be rude and act like an adolescent. Sorry, the 50 pounds is muscle as I workout 6-7 times per week. Please go ahead and report me as I am not the rude one who started with the name calling (i.e. dumbass). Please look back at the postings. So who started harrassing whom? In reference to my making mention to your weight, I was simply providing the same type of statement you made to me about my age (the reason why I am not interested). I guess you didn't want to hear it and thought I was as rude as you are. You like to give it out, but you can't take it when someone states their opinion. So please go ahead and report me............. |
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Banana569 on 5/25/10 at 10:46 PM: |
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You're only an inch taller than me and yet you weigh 50 more pounds than me? YOU'RE the fat ass. Now, you obviously show why no one should ever be with you and that you have not matured since your childhood years, so I will either report you for harrassment, which is what you are doing to me, or I will block you or maybe I'll do both since you're such an immature prick. |
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Strictmasterblue on 5/25/10 at 6:53 PM: |
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I will try and help you. Your not supposed to look at the Retard chart for fat Asses! Get a clue and lose some weight. Poor Shamoo! |
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Banana569 on 5/25/10 at 5:59 PM: |
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Why don't you go look up weight/age/height for a woman and see that it's what I am supposed to weigh?
Look at this chart, moron. It says i am at a low weight for my height and what I should be shooting for is about 150.
Btw, grow the fuck up.
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Strictmasterblue on 5/25/10 at 2:29 AM: |
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I am talking about your weight in proportion to your height which are posted in your profile (which I stated that I had read) stupid little imature rude BITCH! |
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Banana569 on 5/25/10 at 2:25 AM: |
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Wtf are you talking about? I don't even have any pics up. You're really mature, dumbass. |
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Strictmasterblue on 5/25/10 at 1:44 AM: |
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After looking at your profile closer, you to heavy for your age! |
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Banana569 on 5/25/10 at 1:43 AM: |
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You're too old. |
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Strictmasterblue on 5/25/10 at 1:10 AM: |
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Hello,
I am a natrually Dominant Male in search of a submissive female with slave tendencies. After reading your profile, I would like to know more about your interests, desires and passions. | | Here's another one and btw if you read my profile, you'll notice that it states (as long as they're legal) and this one is 50:
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captainastro on 6/18/10 at 11:41 PM: |
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wow you're smart, 10 years older or 10 years younger....can you add and subtract? 10 years younger would be 11 years old and illegal-ha ha ha ha dummy |
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captainastro on 6/18/10 at 11:26 PM: |
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wow you're smart, 10 years older or 10 years younger....can you add and subtract? 10 years younger would be 11 years old and illegal-ha ha ha ha |
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captainastro on 5/26/10 at 10:37 PM: |
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dummy |
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captainastro on 5/24/10 at 6:34 PM: |
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captainastro on 5/24/10 at 6:27 PM: |
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ok loser |
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Banana569 on 5/24/10 at 6:27 PM: |
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Sort of, but I'm not looking for 24/7 just yet and it wouldn't be with you anyways cuz you're too old. I want someone I can marry and grow old with. |
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captainastro on 5/24/10 at 6:09 PM: |
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are you seeking a 24/7 ownership with a bit of vanilla....possibly a 1950 style household |
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