SOME INFO ABOUT ME:
**when i was very very young i would only eat bacon at Sunday Brunches with my Grandpa whom i call papa, so he has forever since called me baconlips, why? who knows, i come from a long line of crazies and am darn proud of it!
**why am i on? same as everyone i suppose, trying to find someone that will accept me the way i am, kinks, fetishes, libido and all, that won't look at me like i have three heads when i say tie me up and beat me please.
**do i have age limits? i would say please be between 30 and 65, sounds about right...? i think age is a mindset, although i tend to get along better with older men, i won't rule out someone my age as long as they are mature. my last relationship was with someone who was 37, i would be hard pressed to get along well with someone that cannot carry themselves in an adult manner.
**do i have limits and hard limits? yes i do, blood, scat, and being shared this includes bringing a third into the mix--no thanks, also NO couples or poly, from there i am pretty open minded. i do have a few things i am unsure of, for the right man-i just might try them.
**do i consider myself a sub or a slave? i think of myself as a sub with some slave traits...could i become a slave, probably, again for the right man, although i have often wondered about switching...we'll see. i am young, never know.
**what do i hope to find on here? friends, that really is all, i don't hold much faith in online situations, been burned once before, but not to say i would pass up a chance at mr. wonderful should he come-a-knockin'. i am not here looking to meet anyone for play, or casual encounters, just not my style, so no thank you.
**my personality? pretty shy, optimistic, loving, quiet for the most part, i like to open up with only those that intrigue me, if i am not interested you won't get a response from me, if i am mad or hurt sometimes i clam up, sometimes i cry. i get over things easily. i like to laugh and have a good time, but it can be doing silly things like folding laundry with my best friend and talking about our weekend. simple things make me happy.
**my hopes, dreams and aspirations? to eventually go to school when i can afford it, get my degree...from there i am not sure, really depends on the role i am in, whether i do decide to be a sub or a slave...and what i decide for the future, but i do know i will put my education first.
You see, I have no plans to break down her morals. I want
her to believe in love and virtue & the sanctity of marriage,
& still not be able to stop herself. I want the pleasure of
watching her betray everything that is important to her
~ Vicomte de Valmont ~
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relax...you whisper to me...be still little one...i struggle against the ropes binding me...your words wash over my flesh...caressing my body more sensually than a touch...i hear your work boots on the gravel...feel the heat of the breeze on my bare skin...i smell the honeysuckle...i sense your presence close to me...feel the power pulsating off your frame...a single tear slides down my cheek...who do you belong to mara...you ask me...your voice so low in your chest...barely audible...i am yours...i answer...and i always was...
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Sade
No Ordinary Love
~ gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
I'm falling
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
I'm falling
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You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die
I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop
Here on my knees
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with us....
so you laid your head back
on the couch
and began to tell me
what went wrong
with us....finally
eyes closed
you could not know
of one last wrong
as I no longer tried to listen
hmmm... well that was depressing ;)
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"Hide amongst yards of embroidered silk, textured pastels and the like, but i can still see the nakedness in your eyes."
