Last night, on April 1st, 2009, after an absolutely delicious dinner at a very nice restaurant in Greenwich village, thrall was collared by the mysterious and mesmerizing Aradia Discordia and given the name Aradia's thrall ... Without a doubt, after spending 4 hours being enthralled and captivated by all She is, i realize that my true destiny has always been to serve Goddess Aradia. Her desires are now my desires and my new goal in life is to learn Her rules and let Her lead me, at Her pace, into Her exciting, deviant and daring world as nothing more than a slave who She will be able to depend on in any way that pleases Her. Over time, thrall envisions that Aradia Discordia will become his alluring addiction, his omnipotent owner, his mysterious muse and his radiant ruler. Each and every night on returning home i will obediently place my new collar around my neck and remember the feeling of abject surrender that coursed through me when it was placed there for the first time by my beautiful Aradia. In that moment thrall officially became Her property and for that he will be forever grateful. thrall promises from this day forward to be a very obedient, devoted and adoring pet. With collar on, i will gratefully kneel before Her beauty on my computer screen when waking up and before going to bed and thank Her for the honor that She has bestowed on me. thrall is thrilled that he now belongs to Goddess Aradia Discordia in All Ways for Always ... To commemorate this occasion i will recite my new daily mantra ...
I pledge allegiance To the Will of Goddess Aradia Discordia And kiss the hallowed ground on which She stands One thrilled thrall ... under Her now invisible no liberties no justice AT ALL !!!!
Happy Thanksgiving to all the wonderful dominant women of collarme who bring excitement and fulfillment into life with bondage and dominantion and discipline --
Happy Birthday thrall ... live life to the fullest and never forget the give and take of love ignites the fire between the soul and inspires the passion of the heart ...
Wow - i can't believe it has been over a month since i have updated my journal after being so diligent for so long ... The main reason for that is due to the fact that my life for the past month and the life of my Goddess Aradia Discordia have taken us in directions that didn't allow either of us much more than an occasional message back and forth ... But last night, We/we made up for lost time, had a fantastic meal and delicious bottle of wine at a downtown East Side restaurant, reconnected in ALL WAYS, and when She collared me again and kissed the top of my head that was bowed down before Her graceful and exquisite beauty, i was once again entralled and captivated by All She is !!! - It was another magical SUMMER night in Manhattan with the controlling and daringly dominant woman who i truly LOVE as my Goddess and my Friend and for Whom i exist to make happy with All i do - Thank YouGoddess Aradiafor being You and for allowing Your thrall a few hours of escape into Your wondrous web ... The freedoms You allow me while i am spellbound by Your charms are very appreciated ... i am Your obedient and devoted thrall in All Ways for Always <3 !!
Happy July 4th to all the fun-loving kinksters of Collarme - It has been a while since i have written, as i have been very busy at work, but my love of being owned by my gorgeous Goddess Aradia stays strong despite the time apart since i last saw Her 10 days ago ... 10 days is such a short span of time, but it seems so long when one is a slave who loves making his owner happy with time shared ... Anyway ... i hope Everyone has a blast tonight and enjoys the symbolic nature of celebrating our countries freedom !!! ... Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always
Happy 1st Day of Summer to the readers of my journal devoted to the wonderous magic that is AradiaDiscordia ... i exist to please Her and look forward to a summer of servitude at Her divine and sexy feet ... To celebrate the day, what other song would there be to sing but Summertime ... with a twist of course ...
Summertime .... and Her livin is easy thrall is crawling or is left caged & tied my life is rich, with my Goddess so good looking So now, i will serve Her ... and not cry
Each of these mornings, i'm gonna fall down kneeling i'll rejoice and sing with feelings of pride With Her each morning, there's nothing can harm me With my Aradia right here by my side
Wishing everyone a happy Summertime full of daring dreams coming true ... Writing this reminded me of a line i heard once ... When life is too much to stand, it is time to kneel - Aradia Discordia is who i now kneel for and She makes my life worth living when She is with me ... i am Her devoted and obedient thrall in All Ways for Always
A little over 40 hours and the spring will turn into summer ... 1:45 Sunday morning EST ... When thrall thinks of spring 2009 in NYC he will think of way too much rain and his amazing & mesmerizing & very beautiful and delightful and controlling Goddess Aradia Discordia ... Although running through the raindrops back to the car after a fun night out at a transvestite bar was when both of those memories will tie themselves together and become one ... And thrall does love a sense of bondage to spice up his life ... But the time flies by and hopefully the change from spring to summer will allow Our/our relationship as Goddess and slave to flourish in the warmth and beauty of the season ... i was hoping to see my Goddess when i was in the city last night, but, unfortunately, She never got my messages so we didn't get to meet up ... That was disappointing for thrall, but i know She is busy with other projects, and i will patiently wait for Her to reappear in my life after almost a month since We/we were one at SMack and then the fire of passionate submission will spark and flame again ... So, the next time i see Her will be in the summer ... And i guess that will be my midsummer night dream come true ... i looked up midsummer's night in Wikepedia and here is what it had to say about this time of year ..
"The term solstice can also be used in a wider sense, as the date (day) that such a passage happens. The solstices, together with the equinoxes, are connected with the seasons. In some languages they are considered to start or separate the seasons; in others they are considered to be center points (in English, in the Northern hemisphere, for example, the period around the June solstice is known as midsummer, and Midsummer's Day is 24 June, about three days after the solstice itself). Similarly 25 December is the start of the Christmas celebration, which was a pagan festival in pre-Christian times, and is the day the Sun begins to return to the northern hemisphere."
There are various pagan celebrations around midsummer's Day, the most notable being at Stonehenge, but i will hopefully be able to celebrate the spirit of the moment by once again worshipping the Goddess who brings the warmth of a summer day and the magic of a cool summer breeze into my life every day ... i wish all the members of Collarme a wonderful weekend and, if You think of it, a moment of quiet reflection on the joys of life as Spring turns into Summer early Sunday morning ... Aradia's devoted and obedient & very adoring thrall in All Ways for Always ...
Yesterday was a good day for Aradia's thrall ... My wonderful Goddess Aradia wrote that She is back in town from Her travels and She would write more when She got back into the swing of things ... i don't know what that meant as to when i would hear from Her again, or even see Her, but i know that i am happy She took the time to say hello .... i haven't felt like updating my journal much while She was away as She is my inspiration for my entries, but hearing from Her last night after a few weeks absence has given me new motivation to share my thoughts with others on Collarme... Soooo .... That being said ..... This morning was the same as every morning for the past 88 days ... Woke up thinking of my Goddess Aradia and how much She means to my thrall existence ... And, as i have often done since Collarme created a tab for recent journal entries, i scrolled through the thoughts of fellow kinksters ... Somewhere there was a quote from Richard Bach about soulmates that is actually part of a longer passage ... i believe it is from the "Bridge Across Forever" which is definitely one of my favorite books of all time - In any case, here is the whole quote and i am of the opinion that as a submissive, i have found my dominant soulmate in AradiaDiscordia ... maybe i should call myself a submate?? ... LOL ... In any case, soulmate, or submate, Goddess Aradia has let me feel very safe as Her thrall and i can be completely and honestly who i am with no pretensions or lies ... A slave to my dream of selfless service to a strict, but caring, demanding, but understanding, and wild, but grounded, Goddess of the night... Goddess Aradia is all that ane more and She definitely makes life come to life for thrall .. And that is why i love my Goddess and can't imagine life for any length of time without Her! ...My thanks to Richard Bach for a treasure-trove of knowledge hidden among the words in all his books ---- ?A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we?re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we?re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we?re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we?ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.?
June 15th .... Another day without the comforting words of my gorgeous Goddess Aradia, who is travelling .... While She is away i have continued to worship Her as if She was here, and i continue to enjoy reading about the real lives of other dominants and submissives on this site ... Just a few hours ago, i came across a new profile for Miss Tristan and i am honored that She asked me to be Her friend on Collarme ... i truly wish Her a lifetime of Her dominant desires coming true in the same way my submissive yearnings have been fulfilled by my ownership by Aradia Discordia ... Also in my readings, i stumbled upon an entry in a journal that was written as an ode for a female slave to Her master ... Of course, as a male slave to a beautiful Goddess, i had to change the genders around to make the words ring true ... And for me, they do ....
~ Slave's Code of Honor ~
i will be honest with my Goddess above all, with myself, with Others always. i will be humble; humility is pleasing, humility opens my mind to learning. i will be loyal to my Goddess above all, to my family and friends, to myself and what i believe. i will show courtesy to A/all, my behavior is always a reflection on my Goddess i will be obedient as it is the hallmark of the life i have chosen. i will be devoted to pleasing Her, my love for Her will show in everything i do. i will strive, diligently to learn any skill She would have me use in Her service. To learn every nuance of Her life that She wishes me to see, so as to be better able to serve Her. To love Her, in spite of Her human failings. i will accept punishment with as much grace and dignity as She will allow, remembering that punishment is not rejection. Punishment is guidance in my quest to be more perfect, for Her. i will accept Her control on my sexual urges and understand that i am not worthy to pleasure myself without permission i will maintain my body in fitness and health so as to be able to serve when called upon; in cleanliness and grooming, so as to always be found pleasing to Her eyes. i will serve with joy, taking quiet pride in the life i have chosen; being equal to the demands it places on me and the skills i have acquired along the way to becoming who i am; a thrall, worthy of Her collar, of being Her slave. Above all, i will wear my title of slave with honor, i will never cause others to think that being slave means to be weak or sub~human. i will take pride in who and what i am, and will never show myself in a negative way. ~author unknown~
June 1st, 2009 - The "transformation" of Aradia's thrall into his new life as a loyal and devoted pet of the most beautiful Goddess in the world was completed 30 hours ago in a deluge of submissive sensations ... Saturday night into Sunday morning my fifth encounter with Aradia Discordia was thrilling, exciting, wild, wonderful and magical ... Not exactly a parade down 5th Ave, but a seranade on sixth Ave as in reality, i combined a surprise visit to Her dungeon on Saturday night as my 5th encounter with Her, with the SMack party that We/we arrived at on Sunday morning as my 6th time out with my Goddess Aradia ... :-) ... They were two very different experiences so i have to count them as two !!!! .... AND, it was exactly 2 months ago today that i met Her on April 1st and now i am fulfilled and content after all i experienced with Her before, during and after SMack in the heart of the city ... While the President and the first lady were enjoying a Broadway show, i was five blocks away crawling for my Gorgeous Goddess at Her midtown dungeon with chilled champagne in hand, being flogged and cropped with the instruments of torture She picked out for Herself the night we met, kissing and massaging Her sexy feet for the first time, placing a new pair of shoes i had bought Her as a present for Our/our night out on those same feet that i now live for, and finally, honored and blessed with the chore of helping Her change into Her magnificent outfit for the party ... Ever since i had met Her, and WE/we had started to connect on many personal levels with Her as my muse, my inspiration, my friend and my Goddess, i knew that We/we needed some true BDSM play for me to establish the mindset that i am needed and appreciated as a slave who She can have fun with when She is feeling Her inner urges to be dominant with me on all levels ... i also knew that i needed to allow the trust on my part to develop that i could be whipped and punished by Her and that, while She would test my limits constantly, She would know when to pull back and let me rejoice in Her enslavement of Her thrall ... Her pacing, as it turns out, was a blend of painful sensations and sensational seduction ... i happily suffered, knowing that any pain would soon be followed with the pleasure of a tender touch if needed to bring me comfort ... When WE/we finally were ready to leave for the party, and i think i can speak for both of us which i rarely do, We/we were relaxed and ready to ROCK AND ROLL the night a away ... Or as i like to say now, speaking only for me of course, i was ready to crawl & thrall the night away ... And what a party it was ... It took us quite a while to drive the first few blocks as midtown was closed off for the President's visit, but We/we enjoyed the new Dylan CD and the night was beautiful with the sunroof open ... And, then, magic ... a parking space a block away from the club ... THAT only happens when the stars are aligned ... i wish i had pictures to share with everyone, but i was so completely transfixed on serving my Goddess, who was looking incredibly elegant and seductive in Her black leather corset, Her veil, Her garter belt, Her black stocking and Her new stilletto heels, that i never even thought to get my camera out ... While She was dressed to thrill, i was dressed to thrall in a new red latex top with some black decorative lines that She said reminder Her of a barcode ... She then joked that if She ran a scanner over my outfit, it would probably come up as Aradia as the one who owns me .. i also was wearing my collar, but since i was wearing latex i could not wear my chain, so my Goddess wore that for me ... When She placed it around my neck as i knelt for Her at the end of the night on Avenue A, i could feel Her power envelop me for the ride home ... But i am getting ahead of myself ... Back to the party ... NYC fetish was ready to party !!! Everyone wore their Sunday best fashions as it was about to be Sunday by the time the place really started hopping ... Although, i don't imagine any of the wardrobe i came across at the party was going to be seen in church later on that morning ... My Goddess pulled me around by a red and black leash i have found that matched my red and black latex top, and i LOVED the feeling of following Her every move as She parted the crowds with Her beauty ... We/we eventually got some drinks, and She found a spot in a room in the back, comfortably laid out with places to sit, and She held court with me kneeling next to Her ... Like a moth to a flame, countless men and women were drawn to Her radiance and beauty ... i was so happy to be kneeling next to Her as Her slave and serving Her drinks and absorbing the decadent delerium going on around me and feeling Her happiness at meeting new kinksters who shared Her passion for a different and exciting lifestyle ... It was MAGIC ... i would be remiss if i did not mention the featured performer ... Athena Fatale of Texas gave a S&M performance that was daring, and fun, and delightful as She and Her partner danced their slave into a beautiful bondage scenario ... Truly mesmerizing and i was allowed by my Goddess Aradia to spend some time with Goddess Athena and introduce them both to each other ... i hope Goddess Athena comes back to town soon so We/we can all go out enjoy some NYC nightlife T/T/together ... Anyway, eventually the night had to end ... The magic however lingered and when my very loved Goddess Aradia placed my chain around my neck while i knelt before Her, dismissed me, and turned to walk away, i knew that i was now totally fulfilled as Her pet thrall and my life was complete with Her as my Goddess ... Thank You Aradia Discordia for being You ... You are magic incarnate and i exist to serve You as Your devoted pet thrall
Another beautiful day as Aradia Discordia's pet thrall - "That which yields is not only weak" - i read that line as the introduction to the profile of The Loved One on this site - That thought was with me as I was surfing the recent journal entries yesterday and, by coincidence, i stumbled upon the words of another member of collarme who shall remain Naimless, but who i met last year on the streets of NYC - When our paths chanced to cross last June i spent a few hours discussing the search for power as it pertains to Goddess worship ... His unique and very researched thoughts on the subject and his vision of his future as it pertained to an uninhibited and fulfilling life of art, sex, choice and pure submission of the ego to a higher power was inspiring ... i realized again, as i have many times in other moments of clarity that disappear with the dawn, that it takes strength to give up Yourself to another person and allow them to guide You into their world as their slave ... or in my case, as Aradia has begun to train me as Her pet thrall over the past 8 weeks ... In my mind the power exchange between Goddess and slave is magical because when power is given freely by the slave and accepted and appreciated with heart and soul by his Goddess as the gift it is, the slave then becomes stronger in his submissiveness and the circle grows ever more complete and ever more intense with each interaction ... my relationship with Aradia Discordia is the perfect example of how each connection breathes new life into my ability to serve Her faithfully and selflessly which in turn brings new rewards from Her for my submissive soul ... i wish my beautiful Goddess Aradia a magnificent Memorial Day weekend ... i wait patiently for Her return into my life ... Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always
Good morning again to Collarme ... i rarely write two entries in one day, but i just realized that today is the 50th day anniversary of the day that Aradia Discordia tightened Her collar around my neck and gave me the name Aradia's thrall ... Since i spent our 40th anniversary on 4th street in the village, i was thinking that today should be a parade on 5th Ave !!! ... Then i remembered that NYC only does that for St Patrick's Day, so to celebrate Our/our day i will wear my black boxes with lucky green shamrocks on them !! ... i would also be remiss if i did not thank "WillFollowU" for a wonderful collection of thought provoking quotes and for adding me as a friend ... One of my favorites of Hers, applies to today and i humbly appreciate Her allowing me to use it - "The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing." ~Walt Disney - With that in mind, i will play my guitar for a few minutes collared and tagged and then attack the day with passion and fire in the spirit of AradiaDiscordia ... Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always
May 20, 2009 - A new day dawns - my spirit, as always is renewed by the spirit of Aradia Discordia within me ... A book that has always been a source of inspiration to me is "Zen in the Art of Archery" by Eugen Herrigel ... the book states that a danger man faces is of "wasting himself in idle self-gratification" and it goes on to say that "all right doing is accomplished only in a state of selflessness, in which the 'doer' cannot be present any longer as himself" ... my weakness as a person has always been a senseless pursuit of self gratification and slowly, but surely, my daily worship ritual of my gorgeous Goddess, has begun to allow me to travel on a path to a greater fulfillment of life as Her thrall. Each morning my goals as Her slave become clearer and my determination to succeed in being all She needs me to be becomes empowering ... Goddess Aradia Discordia's dominant force in my life becomes ever more real and vibrant each and every day ... i am very, very lucky and honored to be allowed to serve Her as Her thrall .... Aradia's obedient & devoted thrall for Always in All Ways
Every morning i wake up more i feel more and more amazed by how quickly my thoughts drift to my beautiful Goddess Aradia and how much Her thrall appreciates being Her property ... Life now is all about Herfavorite things, and how cool it is that Herfavorite things will also make me smile and are becoming my favorite things also, if they weren't already ... i exist to serve Her well and appreciating Her favorite things in ways i never had thought possible and i love being Her slave in all ways ... For instance ...
Aradia Discordia's wonderful whippings Bright, shiny red marks and sensual spankings An adoring, tamed slave tied up with strings These are a few of HER favorite things
Bound, caged & gagged with openings waiting Fingers exploring and eyes captivating Passions of fire with Her scent on their wings These are a few of thrall's favorite things
Thrall stripped & naked with Her leather collar Humbly kneeling and telling Her I adore Her Silently moaning while Her whip stings These are a few of thrall's favorite things
When Her cane bites When Her hand swings When thrall's feeling pain Thrall simply remembers HERfavorite things and then thrall does not complain!!
Wishing all an Dommes a wonderful day of dominant dreams coming true and all slaves a day of loyal and fulfilling service to the women who control them ... For Aradia's thrall, being a slave to Aradia Discordia is truly a blessing and i am so grateful to Her for the honor of being allowed to serve Her as Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always
Been working hard the past few days, but today, while driving to and fro, i passed a sign that said "in order to be in good standing, one must spend more time kneeling" .... i immediately thought of how my daily worship of my beautiful Goddess Aradia on my knees allows me to please Her with my devotion and allows me to grow daily in submissiveness to Her daringly dominant charms ... That thought will be with me each time i kneel before Her beauty, whether on my computer screen or in person, and declare my adoration for Her and obedience to Her ...She is so amazing in many ways and i love being Her thrall in every way - Aradia's thrall for Always in All Ways ...
- May 14th 2009 - Up bright and early to worship the beauty of my beautiful Goddess Aradia Discordia and reflect on the past 43 days since i was collared by Her ... Time has never moved so fast ... i kneel before Her image each morning naked, collared and tagged as i am now and each day a new submissive sensation washes over me ... My Goddess is wonderful in soooo many ways, but for me, Her ways of communication, both subtle and direct, have captivated my mind ... As the readers of my journal entries will guess, i am in love with the written word ... i do know, in theory, that a slave is to be seen and not heard ... For many Female Dominants, a slave is nothing more than a creature that provides his services for their betterment and deserves nothing: no respect, no appreciation, no pleasant converstion, and no concern about the slave's submissive needs or desires ... i understand that way of thinking, and have served dutifully in the past with acceptance of my place as an undeserving slave, bound by contract, eyes lowered at all times, not allowed to use furniture, my orgasms controlled by my owner by directive or with chastity devices, eating only what i am allowed to eat and wearing what i have been told to wear on any given day ... Those trials, i am sure, have prepared me to maintain a perfect slave mode when called upon ... What has happened in my relationship with my beautiful owner however was unthinkable to me ... Goddess Aradia has let Our/our relationship grow with an ability to communicate Her needs and desires to me and slowly shape me into a slave who brings joy to Her Dominant life without the need, yet, for a whip or a crop or a mean word ...(i was admonished once for being a bit angry with a waitress, and punished by being made into a shark sandwich for wanting to be a jet another time) ... Pearl Buck once said "Self-expression must pass into communication for its fulfillment." ...In the mind of thrall, there is nothing that allows for self expression more than a slave being truly submissive to a woman being creatively dominant with Her pet ...They hopefully both will find fulfillment in doing what they love ... Without a doubt, Goddess Aradia Discordia's insightful communication with Her pet has allowed me to find greater fulfillment in bringing the joy of submissiveness into Her life than i have ever known. On the flip side of my being incredibly appreciative for Her constant communication of what She wants, i would hope all my words in my journal her and my e-mails to Her, as well as all We/we have discussed during the precious moments We/we have shared, have showed Her that my new purpose in my life as Her devoted thrall is sincere and heartfelt ... Again, i would hope this allows trust for me to grow, which can only take us to unimaginable places as Goddess and slave ... i know for me, that my daily worship of Her brings Her spirit with me all day long and whenever i feel drained, a thought of Her renews me ... When i first wrote AradiaDiscordia last February asking Her if i could bring a smile to Her day with a gift off of Her wish list, Her reply so original, and so off-the-cuff, that i had no doubt of the realness of who i wrote to ... Her words intrigued me greatly as intelligence and honesty are two traits i have always felt are the cornerstones of any successful relationship i have had in the past, vanilla or kink ... i reread Her profile and journal, and found Her to be very clear about who She is and what She expected of a male who wants to be allowed the priviledge of possibly serving Her in person ... Above all She expects patience as Her life flows in many directions, and She has no need or desire to slave over a slave ... A slave is for Her to use on Her terms, in Her timeframe, to fulfill Her desires ... However, and this is where Her skills of communication are truly inspirational, if a slave accepts those conditions, and the slave HAS to to remain in Her graces, Goddess Aradia then shows Herself to be complex, controlling, playful, exciting, seductive, demanding, alluring, intelligent, wild and magical ... thrall has also discovered, that for his betterment as Her pet, Her communication can range from the direct "Get on Your knees now slave command" to the subtle, such as glancing to Her empty glass of wine with the expectation that it will be filled immediately without waiting for the waitress to come over ... What i have come to realize in the 3 months since i started corresponding with Her, is that there is nothing She says or does that is not important to me as Her slave ... and besides words and gestures, She has the ability to communicate with feelings and touches also ... THere is NO doubt in my mind, even though Thank You's are sometimes hard to come by, that Her appreciation of all i try and do for Her is real and from the heart even when nothing is said ...A pat on my head as i kneel next to Her while She places Her collar around my neck that She owns is more than enough for me to feel complete as Her pet ... i cherish my Goddess so much, and i am so grateful for all She has taught me ... The way She communicates Her needs to me with Her words, Her gestures, Her touches and Her expressive feelings about life is truly amazing ... i know i have much, much, much more to learn to serve Her well and to be a slave She can always depend on, and i hope i continue to please Her with all i will try to be as Her thrall ... She has inspired me and given my life a new meaning and i submit to Her instructions and Her plans for me reverently, passionately and obediently ... Goddess Aradia is my enchanting Owner and i am Her thrall in Always for All Ways
Wow .... On the 40th day anniversary of Goddess Aradia Discordia collaring Her thrall, we met for the fourth time because She needed my service immediately before She left for a few days ... Her appreciation of my sacrifice was obvious and i never felt happier to belong to anyone by the time the xxxulous evening ended ... After i fulfilled Her desires with a short shopping expedition to Her complete satisfaction, We/we went for a walk and randomly wound up on 4th street in the village at a cute Thai restaurant for a bite to eat ... If one reads my journal, it is apparent that Our/our relationship has evolved as Goddess and slave in a very unique, gradual way ... Last night, for the first time, We/we shared some of Our BDSM experiences and dreams and more than ever, i realized that the trust We/we have spent 3 months building, starting with messages on Collarme, was soon going to be used to formally train me in Her devilishly deviant ways and that my path as Her pet thrall was going to be new and challenging ... This is definitely exciting news for Her pet, and, since Fours were definitely wild, this morning i kneeled down on all fours before Her beauty, as i do every morning, and rewrote Positively 4th street by Bob Dylan with a Goddess Aradia Discordia twist ... i am FORever grateful She has become my owner and is going to be taking a heartfelt approach to Her training of me ... Life as Her slave has given my life new meaning and i adore Her for that ... thrall is very FORtunate to find such an intriguing, complex, creative, controlling woman to mold him in the image of what She wants and needs from a lifestyle slave ... i am Hers & will serve with passion and pride For Now and Forever ... and now my song !!!
She's gotta lotta style -She's more than just my Friend Down on my knees, She just stands there Grinnin' i have to crawl a mile when i have A helping hand To Lend She deserves To Be On The Side that's winnin'
She sees me on the Street, She never acts surprised She says "kiss my feet right now!", and really means it Now She knows She controls me, she has me completely hypnotized i'll do whatever She wants and know i need Her
I wish that for just one time i could kiss Her all night long And just for that one moment thrall would be strong Then I wish that for just one time She would flog me all night long She'll know my desire to serve Her is now strong
Aradia's Adoring and Obediant thrall in All Ways for Always ...
Livin? for Aradia
She?s into domination, black boots and all control
i feel a premonition that girls gonna make me crawl
She?s into cruel sensations, whippings in the candlelight
She?s now my new addiction for every day and night
She?ll make you wear Your collar and go dancin in the rain She?ll make you give up your whole life and to take away Your pain Pure pleasure You'll attain !!!
Head down, on all fours, you?re living for your Aradia She will tease and torment you, while you?re living for yourAradia
Her eyes are beautiful but you?ll rarely get to see them
Focused on Her feet while you?re living for your Aradia
you?re living for yourAradia you?re living for your Aradia
Woke up in Her dark dungeon, not wanting to rebel
Don't remember how i got there but She had me firmly in Her spell
Her thrall is very thankful, wants to serve Her and be tamed
Once you?ve had a taste of Her, you?ll never be the same She?ll make you go insane
Hands tied, slowly teased, you?re living for yourAradia She will teach and train you well, while you?re living for yourAradia
Her eyes are beautiful, but You rarely get to see them
You are just a slave while You?re living for yourAradia !!! You?re living for your Aradia !!!
!!!! You?re living for your Aradia !!!
You are beautiful & inspiring and Your devoted and adoring thrall misses You ... Goddess Aradia Discorida's obedient thrall in All Way for Always
Time has been flying since my last update ... But in that time i was able to spend another few hours with my beautiful Goddess Aradia Discordia ...Wednesday night, Our/our journey as Gorgeous Goddess and adoring thrall took more steps into the realm of unforgettable magic ... After meeting for drinks and snacks at a restaurant downtown on 8th Ave, She decided to celebrate the break in the Seattle like weather We/we have been having lately (rain, rain, rain) and take Her pet for a walk to get some fresh air ... A bright red bar caught Her attention and She pulled me inside ... It was Wednesday bingo night with a trans theme & the comedy was hilarious & the Cage 0 Folles skits hysterical ... Goddess Aradia was very pleased with Her choice and after settling comfortably in Her seat at the bar, She told me to run 6 blocks back to the car and get my collar ... Well, the break in the weather had mysteriously stopped, and by the time i got back to the bar i was soaking wet from head to toe and my collar that i had retrieved as per Her instructions was cold and wet ... Aradia seductively and creatively warmed it up however and then She pulled it tight around my neck and had me kneel by Her side at the bar ... She is very considerate as She saw i could not reach my drink on the bar ... To drive home Her dominance over Her pet, She occasionally forced me to look up at Her and then She poured my drink into my open mouth.... i noticed none of the surroundings any longer ... Being in a public place and being put in my place as Her pet with Her was incredibly intoxicating and i could not take my eyes off Her lovely lean legs as they dangled from the bar stool in front of me ... We/we wound up closing the bar and, with me trying to keep the umbrella i had picked up at the car over Her head, which She made difficult by swaying to and fro and enticing me with the way She moves, We/we made it back to the car thrilled with Our/our spur of the moment adventure ... For me, the time We/we shared truly tightened the captivating bonds of submissiveness my owner Aradia has tied me in .... Through my efforts to please my Goddess, i am feeling the beauty of life as a slave in a new and meaningful way ... Thank You Goddess Aradia Discordia for being You and for giving my humble life a new purpose ... You are so incredibly Wonderful !!! ...Aradia's obedient and devoted thrall in All Ways for Always
A new month begins, and Aradia's thrall spent the morning drowning himself in his desire to serve Goddess Aradia well ... Although it will be very hard to drown when the fire that She has lit in my submissive soul blazes out of control ...i long to serve Her well & to become all She needs me to be ... "i never felt magic as crazy as this" is a line i ran across while listening to music and trying to find a new song to rewrite for Her ... And truly, Her spirit has grown in my life each and every moment of the past 30 days ... And i miss Her and look forward to the next time i will be with Her ... But i know She is busy, as i am, and i must continue to worship Her and live with Her as my focus until i hear from Her with further instructions .. And then another line i came across that shows me the virtue of patience - "And time has told me not to ask for more .. For someday our ocean will find its shore" - So i wait for my Goddess Aradia to reappear in my life ... Collared and tagged i gaze at Her beauty on my computer screen and find total fulfillment as Her pet ... And so the second month begins ...Aradia is so amazing and every day i realize more and more how much She deserves my total devotion ... i am thrilled to be Her thrall ... Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always
Absence makes thrall's heart grow fonder ... it has been almost 2 weeks since Goddess Aradia Discordia enchanted me for a few hours and Our/our delicious evening in NYC came to a very exhilirating end with my kneeling on a sidewalk downtown, collared and speechless, while my Goddess disappeared into the NYC night ... i have heard from Her a few times since then via e-mails & Her excitement about the life She leads, and the woman She is, is truly mesmerizing to Her thrall ... i miss Her voice though, and Her touch ... i think She knows that i would kiss Her feet every day if i could, and that i long to be with Her more often, but i also that neither of Our/our schedules currently allow for that, as unfortunate for me as that might be ... However ... Her light is definintely at the end of the tunnel ... She reminded me in Her last e-mail that She is very busy and She realizes time is flying by ... However, She also said that She does wish to see me soon and that i must be available to Her next week at a time and place of Her choosing to continue Her training of me as Her slave ... She hinted that i would be helping Her prepare for a VERY important trip She is taking, but left out any details of exactly what would be required of me ... That or course, means my thoughts will be running wild for the next week with the myriad of possibilities of what She is going to expect of Her thrall when We/we are T/together this time as Goddess and pet ... i know i must do anything She requires of me, and i trust Her completely, but the unknown always makes my tremble ... Just knowing though that soon i will be kneeling before my Owner, totally reveling in Her beauty and wicked ways, will keep me focused on Her every moment until i hear from Her again with futher instructions... And my daily morning worship always brings Her into my day in a powerful and inspiring way ... i want to please Her so much and i am soooo happy that She needs me again to bring a smile to Her day with my enthusiastic submissiveness to Her ... i want to be by the side of my beautiful Goddess so much, and to be called upon as a slave to be of service to Her in ways that are important to Her is truly and honor that i appreciate in all ways ...
A very long time ago a famous chap by the name of William Shakespear wrote a poem that resonates inside me when i am away from my Goddess Aradia Discordia for extended periods of time ... the time between calls, or e-mails, seems endless and i am happy i have my morning worship to keep me focused on the woman i serve and belong to ... Here is Shakespeare's Sonner 57 (LVII for those who appreciated Roman numerals)
Being Your slave, what should I do but tend Upon the hours and times of Your desire? i have no precious time at all to spend Nor services to do till You require Nor dare i chide the world-without-end hour Whilst i, my Sovereign, watch the clock for You Nor think the bitterness of absence sour When You have bid Your servant once adieu, Nor dare i question with my jealous thought Where You may be, or Your affairs suppose, But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought Save where You and how happy You make those So true a fool is love that in Your will, Though You do anything, he thinks no ill.
I love worshipping my beautiful, alluring and incredibly gorgeous Goddess Aradia Discordia and i will patiently wait for Her next command for Her thrall ... Thank You Goddess Aradia for all You have become to me ... Your devoted and obedient and very adoring thrall
Have to get ready for work, but the attached idea below of being a slave seemed to be very appropriate for the moment ... i have served many women in my life, have learned from each of them, and have tried to incorporate much of what they have each taught me into the slave i am today ... i respect and try to treat all women who believe in Female Domination, and even all those who don't, with joyful submissiveness that comes from the heart ... i truly believe that men are inferior to women and are meant to serve them and my path has let me give much of myself to many i still care about and am grateful Our/our paths crossed as time went by ... my weakness as a slave, which i am always working on, is that appreciation for who i am, and my efforts to please with all my words, and all my actions, is somewhat the same as it would be for anyone in life who gives what they can to make someone's life fuller and more complete ... My beautiful and wondrous Goddess Aradia Discordia has taken ownership of my submissive soul with words of praise and appreciation for Her thrall and for that She will have my undying loyalty and unswerving devotion until She no longer has need for my services ... i have no control over that, except to be as good a slave as possible, be as undemanding as possible, and give Her the space She needs to allow the relationship to grow and blossom into a flower of love for who We/we each are.... Then, hopefully, the relationship will never end, but will always be important enough to each of other to make the effort to reach out across time and distance that might come between Us/us and still enjoy and believe in who We/we are & who We/we each are becoming ... i have no crystal ball, but these are my wishes ... i wish for everyone who reads my journal entries a day, even a life, of peace and joy and dreams coming true ...Here is a wonderful, thought-provoking, treatise by an unknown author on what slavery means to the writer (not me this time!!) ... Aradia's thrall wishes he could have written something so profound, but he certainly believes there is room between the words here for growth as a slave and acceptance of submissiveness as a way of life that is fulfilling and mutually beneficial to both Goddess and pet ... Love and peace to all ... Aradia's devoted and obedient thrall in All Ways for Always ...
slavery is not about suffering . . .
. . . slavery is about service.
slavery is not about humiliation . . .
. . . slavery is about humility.
slavery is not about pain . . .
. . . slavery is about being present.
slavery is not about being used . . .
. . . slavery is about being of use.
slavery is not about control . . .
. . . slavery is about letting go.
slavery is not about what is done to you . . .
. . . slavery is about what you do for others.
slavery is not about abuse . . .
. . . slavery is about acceptance.
slavery is not about proving anything . . .
. . . slavery is about being real.
slavery is not about contempt . . .
. . . slavery is about respect.
slavery is not about how you look . . .
. . . slavery is about how much you care.
slavery is not about denying yourself . . .
. . . slavery is about being open.
slavery is not about bondage . . .
. . . slavery is about freeing your spirit.
slavery is not about punishment . . .
. . . slavery is about discipline.
slavery is not about being unable to escape . . .
. . . slavery is about being committed.
slavery is not about submission . . .
. . . slavery is about obedience.
slavery is not about fear . . .
:. . . slavery is about trust.
slavery is not about sex . . .
. . . slavery is about love.
slavery is not about pleasure . . .
. . . slavery is about happiness
What a beautiful weekend in New Jersey ... Life seems to matter soooo much more knowing i am owned by my gorgous Goddess, AradiaDiscordia ... i came across this poem in my readings and interchanged the word friend with slave as it applies to me ... Aradia Discordia truly is magnificent and i am honored and priviledged to give myself up to Her in any way She needs me to ... my appreciation for all Aradia is knows no bounds ...
Rainbows If i could catch a rainbow I would do it just for You And share with You its beauty on the days You're feeling blue. If i could build a mountain You could call your very own. A place to find serenity a place to be alone. If i could take Your troubles i would toss them in the sea But all these things i'm finding are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what i want most - a slave that's always there.
Aradia's devoted and obedient thrall in All Ways for Always
April 22, 2009 - Three weeks since i met the alluring and amazing AradiaDiscordia after months of trying to win Her interest with back and forth messages on collarme - To celebrate, here is a rewrite of one of the best songs ever written - I'm Your Man by Leonard Cohen - thrall is only a slave now and adores his Aradia Discordia will all his heart
.....for the ambitious, here is the youtube link with the original lyrics and song sung by the master himself ">" target="_blank"> - Please feel free to sing along with thrall and join in the chorus of voices proclaiming the wonder of Goddess Aradia Discordia ... Maybe that is going a little overboard? ... a thrall sometimes gets a little over-excited .. please forgive him, as he only exists to please! ....
thrall's Your slave
If You want a lover i'll do anything You ask me to And if You want a wicked kind of love i'll wear a mask for You if You want a pet thrall i am saved or if You want to strike me down in anger i'll behave .... thrall's Your slave
If You want a boxer I will step into the ring with You And if You want a doctor i'll examine every inch of You If You want a driver Climb inside Or if You want to take me for a ride i'm so depraved thrall's Your slave
Ah, the moons too bright The chains too tight The beast won't go to sleep i've been running through these promises to You That I made and will try to keep Ah but a thrall always makes his Goddess glad With loud begging on his knees so i'll crawl to You baby And i'll fall at Your feet And i'll howl at Your beauty Like a dog in heat And i'll claw at Your heart And i'll tear at Your sheets i'd say please, please thrall's Your slave
And if You've got to sleep A moment on the road I will steer for You And if You want to go and be alone i'll disappear for You If you want a bright red riding crop Or only want to whip me till i drop i will be brave thrall's Your slave
Another morning feeling the magic of the collar of Goddess Aradia Discordia around my neck - i am honored and humbled and proud to be Her pet thrall and to wake up now with no other goal than to worship Her and please Her with all i do ...i imagine that i am now in a slave New World of having to learn many creatively deviant Rules, Rituals & Requirements in order to become obedient to Her wild desires and i patiently wait Her instructions as She devises a plan for Her thrall ... i know there will be times i will be punished for failure to dot an 'i' or cross a "t" ...i also know that any suffering i endure i will gratefully accept in the hopes that my Goddess appreciates my desire to be the perfect slave and learn from each and every mistake i might make ... i gaze at Her picture now and feel Her power wash over me like a warm, soothing shower .. i adore Goddess Aradia Discordia beyond words and i understand that i am definitely on my way to becoming Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always
April 17th, 2009 ... Incredible, Fulfilled, Overwhelmed, Enthralled, Spellbound ... Just some of the emotions Aradia's thrall feels right this minute upon waking up with the spirit of Aradia Discordia's ownership of me enveloping me like a cocoon ... i have never met a woman in my life in any of my wanderings through the vanilla or kink worlds that i frequent who colors and blends the artistry of creating a life of Her own with intelligence, humor, beauty, charm, grace, power and passion ... Her natural dominance over me is amazing and Her control of Her pet comes from a place in Her heart that is ever changing from fire to ice depending on Her mood of the moment ... i love the way this leaves me guessing at all times as to exactly what SHe needs of me, and the moments are truly spiced with magic as She plays with my mind with a smile ... Last night it was love at first sight all over again ... i was standing outside by the door of the restaurant in the Meat Packing District of NYC She had decided to meet me at, and as i saw Her walk down the street, Her radiance apparent for anyone who glaced Her way, i felt all the worries of the past few days of my life slip away .... i realized that i was going to be with my Goddess after 15 days of trying to feel Her in my life in all ways even when She was not there to guide me ... And the next few hours were as magical as any i have ever spent with a woman ... The conversation We/we had was beyond interesting, the meal We/we shared, chosen by my Goddess Aradia according to Her wishes, was one taste sensation after another, the drinks (Whisky Fizz and Passion Sangria) and wine (CHenin Blanc) We/we decided on with the help of Our/our very knowledgeable waiter were perfect compliments to the food, and then dessert left Us/us both speechless at the new and unique way flavors could be reinvented into SMthing exciting ... The night became all about Her is soooo many ways and i felt so renewed as WE/we left and stopped for a nightcap at a neighborhood bistro ... The whole drive home, after taking my leave of one of the most wonderful and complex woman i have ever met, i felt the collar i was wearing from Her tightening around my neck (or as She likes to say 'Her neck' as my neck now belongs to Her)... She has started the process of making me a slave to all She is and to all She wants of Her thrall, and i now patiently wait for more instructions on what She wants Her thrall to learn ... my body, my soul, my mind and my will became the property of AradiaDiscordia last night and i know now She is my Dominant Destiny ... The Goddess of my dreams is real and alive and i will serve Her well in all i do with passion and adoration ... Thank You Goddess Aradia for Your ownership of Your thrall ... You have made me very happy by being You ... Aradia's thrall in All Way for Always
April 14th, 2009 .... Every day feels brand new, but this morning i am more than excited because i have been granted another audience with the lovely and enchanting Aradia Discordia this Thursday evening ... Aradia's thrall has no doubt that it will be a very exciting experience to be with Her from the very first minute in Her presence as Her collared pet ... i feel like i have even more to prove now that She owns me ... Each day i have tried to bring Her spirit of power over me more and more into my life .... i find myself becoming increasingly captivated by a feeling of pure submissiveness that i have not felt in way too long a time, if ever ... So, in less than 60 hours Our/our journey as Goddess and thrall will lead Us/us forward into Her world of wonder ...i have to thank collarme for allowing another picture of me to be posted ... Here i am happily celebrating the spirit of Easter as a pet bunny kneeling by an empty chair hoping for the arrival of the One i worship daily ... Just like Linus knowing that the Great Pumpkin will show up one day, so i wait patiently Her presence, no matter how long We/we might be apart ... The bunny outfit became a card as i just had to write Easter Greetings on my chest :-) .... Then, while still in bunny mode, i thought of a Easter Greeting ...
Happy Easter Aradia Your pet bunny hops just for You Your thrall will kneel till You need him for all that You want him to do
thrall is so joyful this Easter knowing he is collared and tamed thrall's old life fell into the past when he was given his new name
Aradia's thrall for always i think with every breath of air She is the Goddess of my dreams i give my heart to Her to share
Thank You Goddess Aradia for all You are ... You definitely have brightened up each of my days since we met almost 2 weeks ago ... i feel renewed beyond words and know that a turning point in my road of life has been reached and must be taken for happiness to blossom into beautiful colors ... Aradia's thrall for Always in All ways
Another day as a happy and contented slave of Aradia Discordia ... i was reading through some profiles on Collarme last night and came across an interesting thought on a site of a dominant woman from Rochester ... Her name was Mistress Nykki and it is always fun to read what others are looking for in a slave so i can learn from many ... This morning seemed to be a good time to try out a new idea that came to me while i was sleeping on what i read ... So, after my new morning routine of kneeling before Aradia's radiance on my computer screen and thanking Her for the honor of being Her slave with only my collar and dog tag on, i crawled to a corner and faced the wall kneeling perfectly straight ... i then concentrated on my breathing and with every breath in i attempted to think of the spirit of Aradia Discordia entering me, and taking over my free will with Her control and having Her needs become my desires ... Then holding my breath for 10 seconds, i tried to think of a pattern of behavior i had to change to become Hers in All Ways, and then, once i had an idea, with every breath out, i tried to expel all of who i used to be before i was joyfully collared on April 1st ... For 10 minutes i worked on this exercise and when i was done, my knees and back ached, but i felt relaxed and happy with the spirit of Goddess Aradia coursing through me ... i think with practice i might even reach "thrallvana", which, like nirvana, occurs when Zen-like focus on clearing one's mind of all distractions and mindless chatter is mastered ...i will have to remember to try to find time to repeat this exercise a few times a week as i realized during the meditation that i have much to change to have the ability to give up ALL of who i was for a woman who deserves it as much as Goddess Aradia Discordia does ... my desire to exist as Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always seems to increase each and every day and Her thrall appreciates all She is so much!
April 6th ... Up bright and early and kneeling before the image of Goddess Aradia on my computer screen with only collar and dog tag on ... Two shiny silver symbols of Her ownership of me .... Each engraved with the magical words "Property of Aradia Discordia" on one side, and "Aradia's thrall" on the other ... One dog tag, hanging proudly around my neck, is with me 24 hours a day to remind me of my Goddess constantly and bring Her guidance and motivation into all i do. The other dog tag lovingly displayed on a key ring hanging from the thick leather collar around my neck and just waiting for my mesmerizing and captivating Goddess Aradia to grab it and pull me wherever She wants me to go ... The past 2 days, without even hearing from Her directly, i have fallen even more under Her spell after reading Her journal entry with Her thoughts on Our/our night on the town ... i have met many Dominant women in my life as a slave, probably hundreds, and have had very intense and rewarding relationships with some ... A few have gone so far as to say they love me which has always electrified my ability to be a good slave ... None of them though has ever publicly shared their feelings on their thought process in deciding whether or not to "collar" me ... After absorbing Her welcome words of praise for Her pet thrall and of Her appreciation of the evening We/we spent T/together on the town last week i was truly enchanted. And then, to see Her words about how proud She was of placing a collar around my neck while i was holding Her cool purple flogger and lovely red riding crop gingerly in my hands and kneeling humbly and gratefully before Her, i completely crumbled ... i wanted so much to be with Her at that moment of "Instant Karma" so i could kneel again before Her radiant beauty and shower hundreds of thank You kisses on Her feet for all She wrote ... In a framework of captured time that transcended reality, i now knew, beyond any doubt, that i would serve this beautiful woman passionately and obediently with love and devotion always ... i am thrilled to be Her thrall and will patiently wait for further instructions from the amazing and wonderful Aradia Discordia, whether that wait be a day, a week, or a month ... Her desires are what motivates me ... thrall hopes the ray of light that i have brought into Her life so far as part of Her BDSM slave collection, continues to shine brighter with every shared experience ...Thank You Goddess Aradia for brightening up my life with Your radiance that shines down on me from You all day long and for allowing me to be Your collared pet thrall.
April 4th, 2009 ... The past 60 hours, since i first met Aradia Discordia in NYC and found the dominant woman i have searched for all my life, have truly been uplifting and humbling at the same time ... Uplifting because it seems my dreams have come true ... Humbling as i realize that i am now totally owned and no longer will have many of the freedoms i have taken for granted my whole life ... With Goddess Aradia's permission, i will occasionally update this journal with details of some of my new life as a devoted slave to Her as it unfolds ... Much of what We/we experience will remain private, as i have no doubt that each slave She owns, and most of those She sessions with, are all treated somewhat differently depending on their place in Her life ... As a new pet, i know that i have much to prove to win Her confidence and trust in me, and She has advised me that We/we will proceed on this journey at Her pace, and that i must always be ready to be called upon to serve and obey Her immediately, without any hesitation, with no hints as to what my aquiescence to any of Her instructions might entail ... As scary as this is to me, i blindly and happily crawled into Her web of magical mystery and have celebrated that promise i made to Her every moment since ... Before collaring me, She needed to be sure in Her mind that Her desires would now be my desires, and it took many weeks of back and forth correspondence with Her and some hoops of fire to jump through, to even be granted the privilege of taking Her out to a nice dinner, so i have already learned a lot about the importance of patience to Aradia ... i look forward to the next time i am called into Her presence, no matter when that may be, but i will spend the time between now and then recreating my life so Her spirit is entwined in all i do every day ... And that is what i have done the past 60 hours ... This morning, wearing Her collar, i read a book about being successful in life and it said that one must repeat the phrase "I can, I must, I will" when faced with a challenge to overcome and conquer. Being a perfect slave will no doubt be a challenge, no matter how pure my intentions are, and no matter how happy i am presently at the reality of being formally and tightly collared by Aradia ... i am not so naive to think that there will not be a learning process as i get to know Her and Her needs, and i have no doubt i will make mistakes and She will probably be hard on me when that happens ... So, when it come to being Aradia Discordia's thrall those words of "i can, i must, i will" must become part of my daily lexicon, as there is no one else i have ever met who is more worthy of my total devotion. In conclusion i would like to change the words to Bob Dylan's "I Want You" from Blonde on Blonde to pay homage to Aradia Discordia who now enthralls me with Her wild beauty
Aradia Discordia smiles While Her slave thrall kneels by Her side, at Her feet, solemnly says i will obey You
Her dark eyes and touch so warm Thrall knows to avoid Her scorn Tells her "It's Now Your way ... I wasn't born ... To lose You."
I'll serve You I'll serve You, Goddess I'll serve You, So well Aradia, I'll serve You !!!
Written with love and much affection for the amazing Aradia Discordia in the hopes of bringing a smile to Her day ... ... Aradia's thrall in All Ways for Always
... And thrall does love a sense of bondage to spice up his life ... But the time flies by and hopefully the change from spring to summer will allow Our/our relationship as Goddess and slave to flourish in the warmth and beauty of the season ... i was hoping to see my Goddess when i was in the city last night, but, unfortunately, She never got my messages so we didn't get to meet up ... That was disappointing for thrall, but i know She is busy with other projects, and i will patiently wait for Her to reappear in my life after almost a month since We/we were one at SMack and then the fire of passionate submission will spark and flame again ... So, the next time i see Her will be in the summer ... And i guess that will be my midsummer night dream come true ... i looked up midsummer's night in Wikepedia and here is what it had to say about this time of year ..
