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Hetero Female Submissive, 45,  Staffordshire, United Kingdom
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The long awaited re-write.  Well this wont happen over night, I think I shall let my page evolve. 
For a long time now I have stated I am not looking, but keep returning to erm 'look'.  So I have decided to be honest about it and own up!

Have had one careful Owner, who I served for 3 years.. Now I am back, after a gap of 2 years to seek another.

What I would like to say in my profile is that I am seeking a Master/slave relationship, but because I have a child, that is a very difficult situation to allow myself to be in.  So for now, I shall say that for now I am seeking something... well something that will just feel right when it happens.











 Submissive Female


 United Kingdom

 5' 1"






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male

Friends Only

 Lives For:




 Massage (Giving)

 Mental Bondage

 Orgasm Denial





 Coffee Shops

 Fine Dining


 Anal Play


 Body Worship


 Hair Pulling


 Massage (Getting)

 Obedience Training




 Bar Hopping




 Breast Play

 Canes and Crops


 Eye Contact Restrictions


 Serving as a Maid

 Plastic Wrap

 Sensory Deprivation

 Speech Restrictions



 Amusement Parks



 Housework Service

 Masks (Wearing)

 Outdoor Bondage

 Public Play

 Rubber Fetish

 Wax play

 Curious About:


 Corner Time


 Local BDSM Community

 Fire Play

 Medical Play


 Pony/Puppy Roleplay


 Vacuum Stimulation



 Role Playing


 Garage Sales


 Domestic Service

 Hard Limits:




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Journal Entries:
7/10/2009 5:32:18 AM
Just curious:  Why are there so many pictures of Dommes on their knees?? It's all very strange if you ask me!

4/12/2009 2:13:56 PM
I must say, i do dislike cut and paste messages, especially really really long ones.  I defy anyone to actually read to the end of some of the messages i receive.

This isn't really a rant though - i just wanted to knock the birthday entry off.. to stop people asking me if i'm still eating cake lol!

2/19/2009 3:42:54 AM
Its my Birthday - not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing!! 

Can only be a good thing i've decided ...... it means cake  :')

12/31/2008 2:41:24 PM
Happy New Year to you all lovely people  x x x x

12/24/2008 2:36:43 AM
A very Merry Christmas to all who know me - and i wish you all a kinky New Year :)

11/23/2008 2:38:22 PM
I sometimes wonder why things don't work out ... why chats dry up and come to nothing. and then i read profiles of male slaves, and i think to myself, i know that style.  I recognise those words.  Flipping eck Mr Big Dom Man has a slave side... not subbie ~ slave!!

and then i understand.  i know its been said over and over again, but i wish people would be honest, as often people get hurt.

11/22/2008 2:25:36 AM

Well after a very long break, and against my better judgement, I've just bought the expansion set for WoW... bugger, off i go again into the realm of the Horde, not sure when i shall re-surface!!  

11/18/2008 4:16:46 AM
I've been on CM for about 4 years now, and in all that time, no one appears to have aged. And few change their main picture.  I bet there is a right shock when the first meetings occur hahaha. 

11/17/2008 12:17:16 AM
I think the worse thing about coming out of a very intense relationship, besides missing them terribly, is the crushing emptiness and loneliness

11/16/2008 2:05:57 AM
Why do i get soooooooo many messages from India and Egypt ..... go away!
she said in a nice smiley way of course :)

11/15/2008 3:42:41 PM
Take back the city for yourself tonight - no song can touch it :)

11/8/2008 2:35:06 AM
Why do all the young 'Dommes' (and i use that term very loosely) pose looking like naughty cheeky girls who want their arse spanked.
are they confused as to what profile they have up at the time??
the 'you can pay me to be a right fecking bitch one' (cos thats what a Domme is right)?
or the 'you can pay me to spank my ass'.... all on cam of course, 'cos i can't actually meet you, i just can't be bothered to get a proper job.
stop paying them ffs and they might go away!!

11/6/2008 5:13:56 AM
Hmmm i need to apologise to all the lovely women out there... i've let you down big time today. 
What registration is your car? said the man in the garage - i went blank for a moment and said eeerrrr - the Red One.
sorry !!!

11/2/2008 3:46:45 PM
thank you for all the lovely enquiries ... well no, i got there and he didn't like me... to say i'm heartbroken is an under-statement.
Nuff said

10/24/2008 2:21:08 PM
this time next week....  i shall probably be very very sore.  fingers crossed hehe

10/19/2008 3:55:27 AM
Less than 2 weeks to go before i spend the weekend with my new Dominant... i'm so excited - i'll be a very good girl for him i'm sure   

10/14/2008 1:39:58 PM
Do you know what... it just keeps getting better and better.  how good is that! x

10/5/2008 12:43:26 PM

Had a lovely day today... second meeting with someone very special.  been smiling all day... i hope he is too.

X x X

9/3/2008 12:28:25 PM
Been busy today decluttering my house, it's been good, cathartic.  Thrown away all my toys, a lot of clothes, and stored (with a tear) my old collar. 
Where i go from here i have no idea... open to new experiences and hopefully laughs.
and, of course, a wonderful excuse to go shopping again ;)

8/26/2008 12:02:58 AM
How hard is it to read ..... single, i don't want to speak to married or attached men.

or do you only type with the brain in your ****.... all it does however is make me think that you are stupid :)

waves - i'm feeling better haha

8/21/2008 2:15:41 PM
Hmmmm - for some reason feeling very old and vulnerable and very very lonely gentle :)

resisting disappearing altogether into 'nilla-land' where i won't feel under the microscope so much :(

8/14/2008 1:27:16 PM
Waves - i'm away for a while.... have fun my perverted friends ;-)

8/13/2008 1:03:10 AM
Hmmmm - my Dom has just told me that i'm really hard work!!

8/12/2008 2:11:50 AM
A friend has just told me i have too many sharp edges lately, and on top of that i'm becoming really pessimistic....hmmmm i think its because i've been pining after a Dom who just isn't interested.
so i'm off to find my happy 'bounce' again.
anyone who has the ability to make me laugh is more than welcome :)
x x x

8/5/2008 10:43:19 AM
If you are married or attached - please don't contact me... i have enough friends thank you :) x

7/31/2008 7:39:03 AM
I really do have to start being nice :)
boy looks for girl of his dreams... girl looks for boy.  they meet fall in love, she gets whipped and collared and how they love each other.
2 days later 'couple profile' boy and girl looking for sister... whats that all about!
i have no Domme side or bi-side that i want exploring ta.

7/27/2008 2:49:00 PM
Am trying to write a new profile.... but i keep coming back to 'you mustn't be a lying tw*t.. so i'll wait until that is exorcised out of me lol

***work in progress

6/25/2008 3:15:53 PM
I had a fabulous Dominant for a while...but he went off me :(

does life have to be this crappy?

anyways - waves hello peeps i cant believe i'm looking yet again

4/22/2008 8:06:35 AM
the new function of Video Introduction really really is a mistake... please believe me, i've spent too long falling over laughing and i really do need to get some work done.  so please stop making them

3/11/2008 12:58:46 AM
i have been amusing myself lately reading the profiles of the 'self-styled' teenage female Dominants - who don't appear to be able to read, write or spell.  Hmmm i wonder what their Domming techniques will be like.... i'm sure they are very very safe ... not!!! Even on-line you have to be responsible.

3/3/2008 11:13:27 AM

i feel like CM is full of vultures.  so.... at present i am looking for friends and that is all. if you want more then please pass on by.....

2/22/2008 6:12:00 AM
Single - single means single.  why do so many men not quite understand this so so simple concept.  single means not being married, not having a partner, significant other... anyone else in your life that considers themselves a partner to you.  even if you conveniently forget about them when you have your c*ck in your hand. 
Single people only contact me, or i will hunt you down and chop your f*cking balls off.

2/19/2008 12:52:47 AM
**Happy Birthday to me **

hope everyone has a wonderful day - i shall

2/17/2008 12:46:15 PM
went to the BBB today - met some lovely people ... nice to finally meet after chatting on line so long. 

2/9/2008 1:35:34 AM
He said i ought to start believing and accepting - so i shall.
Here's to the start of a fabulous journey together  x x x

1/17/2008 12:19:30 AM
This 'friends' thing is kinda bugging me really.  i don't know why people i have never spoken to in my life add me as friend.  i've been accepting due to politeness, but i'm not anymore as its getting stupid!!

1/13/2008 1:23:41 PM

Lol at collarme putting so many (mainly men) in Canada.. Gravesend, Canada.  made me laugh

1/12/2008 3:54:31 PM
although it is very flattering to get 957 messages a day from the US, i actually have no desire to leave these shores.  i happen to love England..... thank you be well

1/4/2008 3:49:47 AM
Bang!! i managed to blow it up afterall.  i am sorry 'T', i am sorry i have come over as a 'player' ... i think i need to retreat and learn what i truly can offer, and not what i just say i can.  i apologise with all my heart ... i wish i could go back and start again from the beginning :( ann x

1/1/2008 2:04:36 AM
New Year - new life ..... ooooer new Owner?  negotiating very very carefully, so i don't blow it all up

holding my breath ... ann x

12/31/2007 12:35:12 PM
i am presently speaking to someone.. . so please don't approach with a view to ownership.


12/30/2007 2:48:02 PM
as its New Year's Eve tomorrow and its a time for new beginnings - i would like to say a few words to my (ex)Master ... goodbye Sir, i wish You the sun and the moon - i hope You find true happiness .. there will always be a space in my heart with Your name on it ... ttfn

12/30/2007 11:23:37 AM
i have no intention on moving to Israel, USA, India, Canada or Outer Mongolia.. so please stop asking me lol!! grrrr stupid Doms - and no i dont cyber, webcam, or 'play' on line.  thats cleared that up... play nicely now :)

12/30/2007 4:26:22 AM
oh its gone back to the original format - phew ... much better.

12/25/2007 1:44:36 PM
oh bugger - i've just realised something... now he's gone and left me, i now have to go 'out there' and search again.  once more into the breach.... or something like that. boo

12/24/2007 1:56:34 PM
Merry Christmas to all my friends on here...
hope its as fabulous as it possibly can be ann x x

12/22/2007 8:58:18 AM

well aren't the community on collarme lovely and kind... i have received some wonderful messages of support.  one of the reasons i've felt so comfortable logging in here, knowing that a lot of you have already experienced this level of heartache and understand how deep a Master/slave relationship goes...
thank you very much, it has meant a lot.
abandoned and lost slaveannxx

12/21/2007 8:28:39 AM
Well its been the worst week i can ever remember... i feel completely lost and abandoned.  i still can't believe it, He is no longer mine :(

12/16/2007 2:01:49 PM
Well - the thing that all slaves never want to happen, has happened.  my Master has chosen a different path to me and is moving on.  i can barely bring myself to write the words 'released' as i cant really believe it myself.  but unless its all been a bad dream... i'm now unowned.. :(

11/8/2007 3:25:20 PM
well the frolicking with my Master was fabulous, and very well documented, unfortunately collarme think we are both immoral and perverted - hence it wont approve any of our pictures.  oh well i still have my memories, and my bruises of course to look back on  i wish this site would lighten up a little!!

11/2/2007 8:15:21 AM

Been frolicking with my Master this week... how wonderful. Hmmmm i still hate the cane though, no matter what He says lol, not that i have a choice of course ;)  
my Master has bought me a beautiful leather corset, how lucky am i  He says i've been a good girl and this is my reward... i cant think when i've ever been happier.
i've uploaded some pictures of it, we shall see whether collarme deems them acceptable! 

9/23/2007 6:24:05 AM

Hi all.. just returned from a week in the Neopolitan Riviera, Italy, I've never seen a more beautiful place... now just working out how i can get back there  need to top up this tan soon!!!

9/8/2007 5:40:41 AM
is it me?  but can someone please tell me how you do online bondage?
or say your a 24/7 slave... but not looking for realtime.
no wonder so many of the Doms on here are so confused

9/2/2007 3:04:27 PM
i stand there patiently twisting and turning under Your direction, as You create another work of art on my body with You ropes... i never know how it will turn out,what You have in mind, i just know that the end result will be perfect.  You say im a good model; i say You are a Master with the ropes and it is an honour to be Your display piece ... i just wanted to tell You that Master x

8/31/2007 3:38:35 PM
i just want to say thank You to my Master... sometimes i'm very needy and kinda paranoid, but You are always there for me, picking me back up ... You are my rock,  my constant. i cant think of a time that i will not kneel befoe You Master xXx

8/25/2007 3:03:46 AM
oh how funny... i've just experienced my first blocking...approached by a so called 'Dom', who in his profile says he will take whoever 'to their next level of happiness'.  when i politely inform him that i cannot chat privately, he says fine, then sends me a private chat invite.  i politely inform him again that he obviously can't read.. and he very bravely calls me a c**t and a whore and even more bravely blocks me before i can reply.  well it made me laugh on a quiet saturday morning.

8/21/2007 1:58:25 PM
Had the flogging of my life at the weekend - so intense, so strong and for such a long time!!!i feel like im floating on air - Mmmm.....thank You Master ;)  i think i may be counting the days until the next one lol

7/20/2007 3:09:46 PM
Now i have all 6 rings in place, i click when i walk.. my Master thinks this is highly amusing!  when attaches the chain and padlock i shall probably jingle click; jingle click... if you hear me coming, stop and say hi lol .......a subbie one-man-band

7/5/2007 8:11:56 AM
well i've decided to jump on the bandwagon and start selling my knickers... green shield stamps only accepted.. 'no stamps - no pants'.  it's a catchy slogan and might just make me rich.

Damn just remembered.... i'm not allowed to wear any

NB.. only really old people will know what i'm talking about!!

6/26/2007 3:40:25 PM
Well its taken a while but i finally had my third set of piercings today.  that now makes 6 ... as soon as i've healed properly my chastity chain and lock can be put in place.
my Master has been keen for me to be locked up for some time, and i must confess after each set i've dragged my feet a little before the next lot.. ouch!!  been brave today and they are now complete.  All for You Master, its all for You x

6/3/2007 2:39:56 PM

He's just left - and i'm floating on air.  there isn't a feeling quite like it, kneeling before my Master, His hand on me, telling me i've 'done good'.

i shall bask in this feeling for some time knowing that i have pleased Him and done all He asked of me.... ann is a good girl today :)

thank You Master... these three days have been some of the best of my life
Your devoted slave always, sore but happyx

5/30/2007 4:25:32 PM

Two days and He is here... this will mark O/our 3 year anniversay and the first meeting as His registered slave.... how excited am i. Never have i felt that i belonged to someone so completely, actually i never thought it could get this good. thank You Sir - doesnt get better than this

5/15/2007 8:51:14 AM

I'm presently reading the Anne Rice's Beauty trilogy... and am now on book 2. 
They should carry a warning to all subs/slaves... 'make sure you have permission to play, many many times before reading!!!!'   nuff said lol

4/6/2007 3:35:36 PM

i read so often Doms stating they want a sub not a doormat slave, or subs stating they are submissive not doormat slaves...hmmm they obviously haven't met many slaves.  most i know are like me dominant in every area of their lives firery and a force to be reckoned with; but to their Masters they give their all, their everything.  to the one that matters they are debased, depraved and humiliated beyond their wildest dreams.. No, slaves are not doormats (unless they are tasked to be) they are strong men/women who give up complete control to the one they trust, and their gift is more powerful because of this.   no one wants a doormat.

3/25/2007 2:31:06 PM

looking at profiles (like i do) a Dom seeks a sub for ages and ages... hurray!!!! finds his 'one' ...2 days later they are looking for a slave together to serve as a sister slave.... is it me or are some Doms never satisfied lol

3/23/2007 3:40:01 AM
and another rant, but more personal this time, if i consider you a friend (and i have many on here) and add you to msn, please don't ask me to 'test' your webcam.  All you are testing is my friendship.  i have no desire to see anyone on cam and i'm certainly not putting mine on. i dont need to see you to chat to you...  thats all :) play nicely now x

3/23/2007 3:37:30 AM

taking up one of my favorite passtimes : reading profiles (perving) why are some Dommes so rude.. hmm the real ones i know are usually courteous and polite, perhaps they are not Dommes at all me thinks.... just exploiting bitches.

3/15/2007 1:37:16 AM

Up until now i have always answered all my messages and been as respectul as possible to all... but my Master has recently lost patience with Dominants who he feels are 'sniffing around His property' with total and blatent disregard for the collar He has so firmly and tightly placed around my neck.  Therefore, if i don't reply to a message it is for this reason.. i am and always have been very closely monitored and protected by my wonderful Master and i thank Him for His time :) 

3/8/2007 2:09:35 PM
Well i feel like i've finally arrived... been here over 2 years and never had an 'on your knees bitch' message and now they are flooding in!! i feel my induction into subbie land by the idiot doms is complete 

3/2/2007 2:28:11 PM
well i have put new pics of me standing or should i say hanging in my new ballet boots... cruel Master lol - and a couple more of our meeting. perhaps a little too severe for collarme but i shall see ;)
our passion is shibari and my Master is an expert, but as it involves ropes i doubt they will ever be seen as the worlds largest BDSM site doesnt seem to approve of bondage haha

2/27/2007 12:31:31 PM

The best meeting ever, thank You Sir.  hopefully i'll be allowed to put some pics on this site..  3 days with my Master -all i can say is i may be very very sore, but i'm also flying, my slave heart is full to bursting 

1/13/2007 2:06:41 PM
Well - i've just been asked if that is my true age .... oh dear, i've been lying for nearly a year!!

nope i confess its not my true age i'm actually 43 - 44 next month; but ive made an executive subbie decision..... i aint changing it lol  i am now officially eternally 42 and thats that!!!!

1/5/2007 4:41:32 AM
4 days without alcohol boo

12/22/2006 2:59:06 PM
Merry Christmas E/everyone.
to all the friends i have made on here.
Master Chris, thank You for being such a lovely and wise friend.
to my Master - 3rd Christmas and i wish You the world Sir.  my slave heart will be Yours forever, walk away and You take it with You

12/16/2006 4:28:29 PM
Had my second set of piercings done yesterday - another ouch!!  and i mean they really hurt... but just one more set Sir and You can lock me up for good.  Well hopefully for very very short periods of time haha - would post a pic, but collarme and their no sex no bondage no unusual practices policy haha!

Merry Christmas A/all - early but i'm feeling festive 

9/24/2006 10:01:16 AM

You said it would be hard... ouch ... always true to Your word Sir ;)

7/28/2006 2:51:13 AM
i often wondered why so many subbies/slaves wrote so much poetry all the time... but driving back after staying with You Sir, my heart bursting with complete trust/love/devotion, i understand that sometimes its impossible to express the true depths of my emotions...the skys the limit Sir, and i trust You to take me there...

7/18/2006 7:05:37 AM
wow c/m allowing pics again now :)

7/15/2006 3:00:53 AM
how come the male Dominants are now in dark blue... the male subs in light blue, couples in purple . but all females whether sub/slave or Domme are just pink hmmm ?? answers on a postcard.

6/11/2006 5:01:29 AM
no longer a student.. wonders what on earth i shall do now!!!.. goodness i may have to go to work lol... shall sleep on that idea.

5/1/2006 3:55:40 AM
the marks may fade.. but i never stop thinking of You ahhh.. getting kinda soppy in my old age
just as long as i dont start writing poetry i think im safe lol

4/10/2006 5:20:02 AM
another wonderful weekend with my Dom :) how lucky can a girl get 3 whole days ... i shall be able to sit down soon hopefully lol

3/8/2006 7:43:13 AM
tried to add another pic, but it was disallowed. dunno why, i had me clothes on ill try a naked on and see what they say haha 

2/19/2006 4:13:31 AM
Happy Birthday to me... its wonderful that the age don't update automatically!!! ill leave it as it is i think

2/3/2006 6:12:38 AM
still smiling... such a lucky subbie :)

i enjoy chatting so thanks to all who have messaged me! but im starting to draw the line at chatting to Doms who appear to be typing with one hand lol ;) ... im looking for friendships not providing a service.. thanks ann

1/7/2006 3:20:26 PM
didnt realise life could be this good... soo happy with my Dom. just hope the bubble dont burst 

12/21/2005 5:07:01 AM
Merry Christmas to E/everyone  and thank Y/you to all the lovely  friendships i've made this year xx

12/8/2005 12:31:15 AM
sometimes it all just works out perfectly.. that strange thing called life.. He wants to keep me, things just got a whole lot better  didnt think it would ever happen to lil old me!!

11/7/2005 1:01:12 PM
decided not to fill out the new interests forms, not because i dont have any! but who am i to say im an expert in anything... dont think they work! cept maybe for Dominants

10/30/2005 6:37:27 AM
very happy with Him, i am a lucky girl.. when i say happy to chat to others, i mean generally not about what im wearing and what i like Him to do to me .. im here to make friends not provide 'one hand shuffle fodder' lol grr

10/14/2005 2:50:07 PM

10/12/2005 12:49:00 AM
still trying to get another photo accepted... makes me laugh, cm allows naked pics of men w**king to land in my in box every day but i cant put a bondage pic up ... on a bdsm site !! hey ho

10/3/2005 12:50:31 AM
had photos up for ages and now it has been deleted... tut!!

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