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Such a frustrating site , though I'd bumped into a Domme with the same ..erm odd tastes as mine and then get branded as a fake ... It is soo typical lol |
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Is it me are are the a lot of uk Dommes saying the are from Finland |
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Oh my God just had the most intense twenty minutes , i have been really put in my place . Im shaking and sore ,thank you Lucy |
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Soon to be forced to suck cock for Lucy , very scary , i just hope im good at it |
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40 year old bi sub male being sold on here by his Mistress to be used by anyone and to earn her money.Promises to do his best to please as he will be harshly punished for any unsatisfied customers.Details from Lucy27 or myself
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Been awhile since ive put any thoughts , no matter how random here . My life has changed , im no longer living a half existance , i can be the real me what ever that is ! To some extent this makes the whole online collarme thing less important, although i still like to be nosey and browse profiles etc .I still like to make friends and chat, i do go to the bbb but im finding im not so much a scene person . Im still owned by Lucy whom i love dearly. |
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Well we are all still here , no black holes so far.
Ive started to to throw myself out of the closet. Now thats a collision, twinkle and vanilla particles .
(BOOOM!)
The more time i spend with Lucy the more i realise on top of everything else i have a true friend, that is something to treasure and hold dear. Quite how i deserved her i have no idea at all but ill not look a green horse in the mouth
thank you Lucy x
your twinkle |
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Intersting times.
Just had, two weeks holiday , full on vanilla.No internet no phone and most painful of all no Lucy. Was only two weeks though, easy, so i thought.
Getting to be a habit being wrong . After hiding in the bath room for a good sob , it dawned on me ,im not the person i was 6 months ago. What i started as a bit of fun has instead become life changing.
I realised i was getting in very deep and really have a few big decisions to make. Do i try and reclaim my normal life while i still have some vanilla left in me ?
Naaaah , you know what im twinkle, you hear that world "im Twinkle"!. Im owned by Lucy , full stop!
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ohhhhh boy oh boy ....... im just soooo not telling any of you ok! . This one stays in my head on replay .
Now whats my name? where am i? ,what the hell am i doing here ?.... where my mum ?!
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ohhhhh boy oh boy ....... im just soooo not telling any of you ok! . This one stays in my head on replay .
Now whats my name? where am i? ,what the hell am i doing here ?.... where my mum ?!
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Journals eh..... seems inpossible to put the experiences of the last few days into writing but being an excellent wordsmith , i think i can sum it all up by sayin it was " alright really". Just a few things to add to my erudite prose, first, program f rocks! and secondly i have found a new respect for glove puppets.
oh and most importantly " sunshine and kittens"
twinkle xxx |
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OOO another afternoon with Lucy and yet more new wonderful experiences, my poor lil head can hardly keep up. I can walk like a cowboy now lol. Thank you Lucy for taking to that new place and letting out that bad girl in me . he he multiple twinkle whod have thought it .
Lucy you Rock!
your loving twinkle |
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So tired after a wonderful night, almost impossible to put into words, Lucy has given me such pleasure, pain and emotion im still intoxicated now ( its ok i dont drive ). Thank you Lucy for so much and not keeping me in the cupboard all night. I hope i become a better girl with your teaching ive still so much to learn. I worship you
your twinkle |
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Orgasm denial, seemed such an interesting topic ,"oh id like to try that" thinks i lol. Well here i am and Lucy has total control of my cock, lots taking to the edge, day after day ,think im gonna burst. Id never thought id beg to put my cock away . I amazed i havent sneaked an orgasm on the quiet, it's a measure of Lucy's control over me . I just hope if im a very good girl she might let me cum one day |
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On monday i saw Lucy, she threatened to keep me all day in a wardrobe but in the end i was used for her amusement and became her pain slut for the day.
It was a lot more intense, much more pegs on nipples and cock, much more hurt . So it pleased Lucy much more which in turn made me feel so proud .
It got so intense i had my first visit to subspace ,got a little emotion after and had a bit of a cry.
Lucy has become so very dear to me its hard to put into words but i hope she knows how special she is. I know im a very lucky sub indeed and i treasure her attention more and more
thank you Lucy
twinkle x
ps i love the pics |
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Friday
Saw Lucy this afternoon ,it was my first introduction to proper pain . only a lil beating and pegs but again a new world has opened up. I was so wussy with the pegs i dont know what i expected but pain does actually hurt.Lucy was a bit upset i was such a cry baby, i think that hurt more than any pain. im feeling a real bond to Lucy,some things that happened that afternoon i wont mention but were truely beautiful
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Today was very special day, I wore my pink collar for the first time.Lucy took my tie off opened my shirt and strapped the pink leather round my neck. It felt so wonderful..to be in her control no words needed, looking into her eyes. I became hers for real. It was a lovely afternoon meeting her friends, coffee and then the collar . I hope more special days follow soon
twinkle x |
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Well its been a week since twinkle was truely born, since Miss Lucy showed me the real world of submission and how much more delightful it could be that any fantasy i ever dreamed of . She showed me such delights such pain and pleasures i felt myself disapearing lost in her beauty and control. Such fear and excitement and my loss of virginity all on one day . The day i became collared and devoted to my Lucy |
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