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,,,=^o.O^=,,, . o 0 (Submissive Feline-like pet, ...
SEEKING A DIET-DOMINANT
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Must have a Mutual Atraction.
Serious Sirs need only reply.
Must be present at sessons.
What this one is seeking is a workout in a gym type setting 4+ times a week for at LEAST three months.
This one seeks a Master that uses pleasurable rewards and punishments to motivate this submissive to become the best submissive she can possibly be.
This one's seeks to have these sessions either early in the morning or late at night at a close location of this one's place of residence.
This one seeks a Master that will help in food selection. supplements, clothing selection, and their obtainment of such.
This one would meet Sir for further discussion of one another's desires. Should are ideals coincide with one anothers.... the fun shall begin, Sir.
Over all this one is hoping to lose 50 - 60 pounds, within the year. The areas that this one feels she is needing work on are the lower abs, which i call the latina pouch, the inner thighs, upper arm strength, and over all muscle tone of the body.
*smiles*
As always, thank you Sir for reading this one's profile, and best of wishes for Sir in his search for his lil one.
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**P.S. This one has a post under services on the message boards as well, Sir.
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Also this one is NOT looking for long distance/internet - chat/cyber, buddies/friends. Thank you.
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MAY DAY MAY DAY, Houston I think we got a problem here....
the submissive seems to be suffereing from...
Over loaded cranium,
grey matter splatter,
down to 2 brain cells,
TILT TILT TILT,
about to blow a fuse, and a
meltdown is eminent....
PLEASE ADVISE HOUSTON!?!
We think the submissive MUST HAVE time away from her thesis...
Locate a good natured, decent, pampering, pet lving (feline), intimate, Dominant Male near the residence of the submissive.
DO NOT! REPEAT!! DO NOT ENGAGE WITH ....
abusive,
humiliating,
damaging,
mean, and
crouchy Dominants.
DO YOU COPY?
Yes I copy, over and out.
THIS ONE IS GOING NUUUUUUUTS HERE!!!!
help... Sir. mew  |
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Happy Halloween, Sirs, Mistresses, boils, and ghouls. *hee hee*
(hey if this one wasnt laughing shed be crying today of all days)
And to all a wicked night! |
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Interesting time in WA... this past week... this one tried many new things with a most wonderful Dominant Couple. (both male and female ARE Dominant)
New things tried:
Cupping
electrical play
violet wand
spur
cane-ing
many new and different bondage furniture, and jewlery this one got to try out and wear.
Plus this one was allowed to see a ton of play toys I have never even heard of before, AND spend the night in the dungeon on a VERY soft and most comfortable bed.
This one got to sleep next to her Daddy that introduced her to the Couple. (well, this one thinks we slept for at least an hour) hee hee *weg*
This one is thinking very seriously of moving up to WA, in the Seattle/Richmond area. Its beautiful, moist (this one sufferes from allergies badly and the dryness of LA is horrible for this one), and the cost of living is ?genuinely? lower then Los Angeles.
This one thought she would never leave CA, but the way prices and jobs are going... this one may have no choice in the matter.
AND this one found Washington to be a LOT more friendlier to this one.... and her desires.
This one found a Daddy... that is real and true, and this one is happy under Daddy... or on top of Daddy, to the sideof Daddy...
*laughs*
Be well Sirs, and blessed be.
STILL looking for a experienced Diet Dominant knowledge of body resculpting. One on one sessions ONLY.
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Working on Thesis for M.A. Degree..
Thesis writing + family around = failure
*screams in her mind*
ok... tension breaker...
Take Care Sirs.
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Its true... never thought it would be.. but its true... what this one has heard said so many times before..
Never chose to get married on your most favorite day of the year...
There is more then a 50% chance the marriage will end up in divorce, and the day you once held so special in your to your heart...
is now the most miserable, lonely, and ruined day... wishing it would never come again...
though this one never for once thought... shed be abandoned that day she took her first and only vows ever, to the one she gave her heart to....
who.. on the happiest day of their life, thinks ....
Now where is that number for the divorce lawyer go to?
*As they search their pockets*
Be well Sirs.. and blessed be.. to thee. |
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What this one would give to be in an 80's night club tonight....
For some reason this one is feeling nostalgic today.... yearning to hear the uncomplex tunes of 80's... mmmm the 80s was made for the ladies... *grins*
Come on feel the noise.. girls rock your boys... you get wild wild wild.... ((this one thinks those are the correct words :P))
the aqua net 10 gallon spray cans, the male band members who looked prettier then the girls they slept with, and had better hair then those girls, the leg warmers, the tight jeans, the jean jackets, the movies... etc...etc...etc...
Then topped off with a nice full body massage, glass of white wyne, and finished with a night of wicked passion.
*takes a deep breath filling her lungs to their capacity, her chest rizing, and then lets it out very very slowly*
yes... that would be most.. delicious...to this one.
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This one does have a few big responsibilities that she must and will see to. Therefore this one is not a "spontaneous" pet. This one can not just drop everything and split because a Sir told her to.
The type of responsibilities that this one has are the kind that take 9 months to make on this one's part and 15 minutes to make on the Sir's part... (and this one is being about 14 minutes more generous then the Sir actually was)
If you Sir can not "hang" with this... then this one is not the one for Sir.
As always Sir be well and best of luck weeding out the
unsavory and false creatures that lurk in the highway of information. |
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If this one does NOT wish to show Sirs her brea$t$, (or anyother part of her bare body) then kindly RESPECT that.
This one is NOT into ONLINE DOMINANCE, no matter how LONG this one has talked to Sir on here.
This one ONLY seeks a Dominant Male into body resculpting/diet that is IN close proxmity of this one.
This one deals with FACE 2 FACE ONLY!
This being said AGAIN, lets go over some points shall this one for those Sirs that are NOT the sharpest tool in the dungeon?
Does being in a different COUNTRY matter to this one?
YES
Does being in a different STATE matter to this one?
YES
Did this one say she will NOT relocate?
YES
Does it matter to this one that Sirs say they will relocate to her when they BARELY know anything about her?
YOU BET YOUR DOMINANT A$$ THIS ONE DOES!!!
Thank you Sirs once more for enduring with this one as she straightens out some misunderstandings with some other Sirs.
be well, and best wishes to Sirs.
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This one's brother found this one's runaway husband, and dead beat father to his daughter.
And as was guessed, he is not overseas. (sarcastic shock look) apparently hes living in San Fran area, (well at least since August 22nd 2006 is his last posting).
however, the second site this one's brother found says hes in Shady Oak... with last check in 3 days ago.
Soooooooo, can someone tell this one what she should do next?
This one knows, more or less, what city he is in now.... does this information help this one in any good way?
Thank you Sirs for all your advice and support. Take care and be well, Sirs.
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purely RANT TIME Sir, just a list of things that made this one go hmm? and what the ... about the situation at hand.
((if Sir decides to read this, please excuse the errors of syntax, and spelling. And lack of word protocal.... this one is fumming.))
he said he filed seperation before... he never did... and if he IS in some abuse protection place... LOL... like they would allow him to miss the trial he filed?
OR wouldn't they help him get an attorney to represent him in the divorce?
OR Wouldnt contacting "me" be a big no no in an organization geared to keep "alleged" victim spouse away from the "alleged" problem spouse" and NOT contact them but go through the organization its self for communication?
OR wouldn't there be a police report of some kind and an investigation of SOME KIND, especially in the military, about any abuses so they are verified?
OR wouldn't the protection group have the victim fill out a seperation form, AND a restraining order ASAP?
he says hes going to file again.. on Monday... you know what?
Monday is a holiday... everything Government concerned... is CLOSED... I thought....?
sooooooooooooo... ummm
oh and he said and i quote, "I will not ignore you, but I will not listen to you either."
I dont know about you or MR. Webster's dictionary.. but.. when you do not listen to someone, isnt that ignoring them?
Not to mention he wants to be served at a PO Box???
uh.... they dont do that...
AND IF i have an attorney to have the attorney contact him through email???
ummm for all i know the person I am talking to on the other end of the email is not Mr. Personality, aka the ex.
Then does it make sense to threaten me about the care of our daughter, when he swears to heaven and hell the child is not his?
contradictions... dear lord... the guy is not thinking straight... *sighs*
Soooooooooo thats been this one's weekend so far, over two hours in email battle of witt with the ex... and he was severely unarmed....
Soooooooooo... How has Sir's weekend been?
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The runaway ex emailed this one.. but refuses to give any location information..
This one was told today, by a very nice Dominant in Toronto, that an I.P. from an email can be tracked down... this one hopes that is true.
Sooo... would anyone know how to track down an I.P. from an email, so I can at least get the area he is in and go from there?
Thank you Sir for your attention in this matter. Be well and best wishes for Sir.
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soooo.... what does one do when the run away spouse, (hereafter known as "IT") gives the Superior Court a FALSE address, and FALSE phone number?
What can this one do, to show the Superior Court that this one has shown the desired amount of time needed in searching for the missing "IT"?
This one needs to prove this in order to show abandonment by "IT", thusly allowing this one to be able to have the divorce finalized WITHOUT need of "IT's" signiture?
Problems faced by this one:
1) Unknown place of residence of "IT".
2) Allegedly "IT" left the country to Germany.
3) Supposedly, "IT" was dishonorably discharged from the military. (translation: army wont tell this one anything concerning "IT")
4) All "IT's" relatives and friends contact information are no longer valid.
5) Three attempts by Child Support of CA to contact "IT" have resulted in returned correspondance "adress unknown".
And as always Sir thank you for your helpful information offered, and sorrys omitted.
be well Sir and best wishes to Sir.
P.S. This one has already spoken to legal beagels of los angeles, and they were unable to help this one... this is why this one is asking here, since this one has recieved 90% of emails from Divorcees. |
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*looks left, looks right, looks left again*
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Well Summer Session is over, Research Methods of Criminal Justice is out of the way.
On the 21st, this one starts CJCU 598.
After that one last class, CJCU 599 and a research paper turned in... and presto - Master of Arts in Criminal Justice.
*does a back flip* then the student loan repayment... chase this one down.. and beats her senseless.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!
:(
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Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
who knew.... this one does now...
*purrs* |
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Well Sir this one is back in the City of NO Angels, once again. The Dissolution of Marriage has been dismissed, ((coward didnt show))
Therefore, this one is going to go ahead with the Divorce she filed here back in April in Pomona, Sir.
At least there will be no more EXPENSIVE "USELESS"mandatory trips to Superior court in WA.
HOWEVER, this one is going to feel a new kind of pain in her tanned bottom as she deals with this now down here.
:P
Thank you Sir for your good wishes and best hopes for this one while on her trip. Be well Sir.
oh... and just for your information Sir... this one discovered the world of foot worshipping... while out in WA.... mmmmm this one learned, and felt so much... too... this one is FOREVER, changed... now.. spoiled even when it comes to her feet.... *giggles* |
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Farewell Sir, till our paths cross once more... this one is gone for but a few days.. for a new life, so they call it.
take care, be well, and be good Sir. At least till this one can help Sir be bad... *weg* |
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,,,=^..^=,,, . o 0 (less then 8 hours till the long walk down this life's Death Row, begins.)
Does Sir sense "sarcasim" from this one? *smirk*
Not sarcasim Sir, just the depth of how this one feels of her world comming to an end, as this one knew, believed, and trusted it ...
For those with the mentality of "Get over it, move on, better off", those Sirs sicken this one greatly.
BUT then what does this one expect from players, liars, cheaters, losers, and degenerates such as "Cyber" Dominants and submissives.
For better or for worse, for richer and for poorer, till death do we part....
What happen to commitment, family values, respect, responsibilities, give and take...
Marriage can be and is a challenge, (besides who would want a marriage that has no bumps or flavor at all?? no fun there Sir)... *giggles*
And Sir wonders why this one believes this theory of unity of a man and woman?
BECAUSE we are human, and humans do STUPID things all the time... and Sir knows it is true. :P
**this one knows marriage is not for everyone, nor the idea of the nuclear marriage is for everyone that is married or wants to marry. Which saddens this one...
As usual Sir, thank you for reading this one's latest rant before she leaves for Tacoma, WA's Superior Court. And best wishes to Sir.
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Two more days... till the end of the world as she trusted it... |
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Three more days... till the end of the world as she believed it... |
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Four more days... till the end of the world as she knew it... |
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Whoops... apparently this one did not change her profile information to reflect that this one had once again was let down by a "player".
*rolls her eyes*
Ah well... perhaps one day he will figure out what he is...
*sighs softly*
Trust is earned
Friendship is earned
This one's collar heeds to the three Rs;
Respect - Real - Reward
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/rant on
For the love of God, TYPE ENGLISH PLEASE!!!!
and for those that think being an Aristotlic, or Socratic conversationalist... save it.
It is hard enough to deal with the mind games that the lonely and nothing to do better males do here, much less figure out Sir's Fruedian tendencies.
this one is not a philosophy major, she is a CRIMINAL JUSTICE MAJOR.... so supported factual statements, straight to the point, and clear understandability is this one's cup of tea, not the ... I am here, therefore I exsist... mumbo jumbo...
lets see what else... hmmmmmm
oh yes.. This one wishes to "know" Sir, for this one already knows that Sir is a gentleman on the streets and a freak between the sheets...
so save yourself some time, and do not even think of starting a conversation with this one with.... "Oh baby I want to tie you up and do so many wicked things to you"
REALLY???? NO KIDDING???? YOU REALLY WANT TO TIE ME UP AND DO WICKED THINGS TO ME?????
OMG.... this is SOOOOOOOOOO UNexpected... WOW.... whatever shall I say...
/rant off
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Just when this one thought it could not possibly get worse...it does.
Couple nights ago this one was pick pocketed in a Super Markert, and tonight this one's car was broken into while at the SAME Super Market.
They got just about everything, including this one's school books, class notes, and research work for her M.A.Thesis.
Replaceble right? Not ... in time for the midterm exam AND study for it......
oh the joys of calling up various companys to STOP an account that has been compromised.
Why oh why... does this one bother to wake up?
((This one's Dissolution of Marriage from a complete SOCIOPATH, the trial to be on July 25th 2006 in WA... hmmm could that play an independant variable?? coooooooould be!))
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It is proven, this one is a walking, talking, breathing disaster area.
The score for this one's damage to her left forearm is as follows.
3 blood clots, and torn muscle.
The first blood clot a result from the actions of the neglegent Emergency Room.
Then on the 29th of June this one had gotten a second blood clot from the car accident - fender bender.
The third came as a result from doing some landscaping for this one's parents. As well as the torn muscle.
This one is not ignoring Sir's on purpose, this one is in a bit of pain at the moment.
This one sends her apologies to A/all, and as always be well Sir.
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This one appreciates all those that have offered this one prayers for her brother's operation. He is walking without assistance finally, and it appears the operation is a sucess as the intolerable pains that this one's brother suffered before the operation for years... is now apparently absent.
This one's brother does have to relearn how to walk correctly, and how to manuever stairs and so forth.
Once again thank Y/you A/all for the best wishes. Blessed be to Y/you A/all.
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/rant on
Should a Sir find the need to make a comment/opinion etc... about what this one has written down in her journal, then PLEASE for Sir's own sake:
(of not appearing like an arrogant arse to this one)
offer supportive statements to Sir's claims/opinions/thoughts etc... as this one does not, and will NOT give much though to what Sir says, since Sir did not give much to begin a true conversation worthy of a true Dominant.
This one has had MORE THEN ENOUGH of hot air being blown up her non claimed collar.
If Sir can not deal with an intellectual submissive, then Sir should move on and seek that DOORMAT that Sir so wants.
This one would appreciate to be contacted by those Sir's with intellect, finesse, and presence, as this one has earned the following degrees.
A.A. Liberal Arts 95'
B.A. Psychology 99'
w/ two minors Gerontology and Crimnal Justice.
M.A. Criminal Justice ~ Oct. 06
emphasis on minority crimes.
If the Sir reading this does not understand what this one wrote, this one offers this.
If Sir can not Back up what Sir says, then Sir should shut up, and keep Sir's opinions to himself.
/rant off
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Car accident yesterday morning... things are .... different... |
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This one seeks best wishes, prayers, and hope for this one's brother, who is going under the knife 06/22/06, at 7:30 am EST. for a dangerous, spinal area operation.
Thank You Sir. |
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Medical Difficulties
Over a month ago this one had gone to the ER (Emergency Room) to see about possible kidney stones.
This one soon developed a mild pain in her left arm. This one thought it was her usual slow healing causing the pain.
The pain then had gotten worse, this one thought she had a pinched nerve, for she had soon lost the control of her pinky and her ring finger.
This one then made an appointment for her doctor, a month had gone by now. This one's mother had offered her opinion that this one had developed carpol tunnel syndrome.
This one went to her primary care doctor a week ago, 06/14, apparently this one has a blood clot in her arm, that started at her wrist and went to her elbow. (yes very life threatening Sir.)
The cause of the blood clot? The ER's neglegence in placing the IV into the top of this one's hand.
The IV had not only gone into the vayne the nurse was aiming for, but also another vayne as well. This blood clot type is called, Thrombophlebitis.
So this Sir is this one's medical excuse for not being as talkative as this one usual is. The pain in this one's arm is getting severely worse as it is getting better, the reason being that the clot is gettng smaller.
Unfortunately, the smaller it gets the closer to this one's wrist. Moving this one's wrist in any direction at the moment is instant tears of pain for this one, Sir.
This one sends her apologies too Sir. This one is not as adept to typing single handed as well as some Sir's here are. *winks* if you get this one' meaning... :) |
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STILL SEEKING A DIET- DOM
Serious Sirs need only reply.
Must have a Mutual Atraction.
Sir Must be present at workout sessons, including reward and punishment distrubutions.
What this one is seeking is a workout in a gym type setting 4+ times a week for at LEAST three months.
For more details please feel free Sir to contact this one.
As always, thank you Sir for reading this one's journal, and best of wishes for Sir in his search for his lil one. |
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This one has finally found transportation during her stay in Tacoma, WA for her non self initiated disspolution of marriage..
This one would like to thank all those Sirs that have offered this one help in a dark moment of her uncollared life.. *whimpers softly*
this one crosses her fingers she has chossen wisely.... and will return.. to the only place she knows as home.. |
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Happy Birthday to this one.... *twirls a finger in the air* whoop de do |
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Damsel in Distress - knight in shinning armor is NOT required
This one is called mynx, and this one is traveling to Tacoma, WASHINGTON... ((heh forgot to list the state. oppsy)) in July for a Dissolution of Marraige Trial, at Tacoma Superior Court in July of this year.
This one is in need of transportation for during the time she is in Tacoma.
Transportation would consist from SEA/TAC to Hotel, Hotel to Tacoma Superior Court to Hotel, and Hotel to SEA/TAC.
If Sir would be so inclined to help this one in need of assistance, this one would be truly grateful and in Sir's debt.
Sincerely,
mynx |
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Submissive Domestic/Office Servant for Professional White Collar Sirs
Is Sir a respectable Dominant, who seeks to add a taste of the lifestyle to Sir's vanilla professional world, and/or daily domestic chores?
Has Sir ever thought about having a submissive to do such things as house-cleaning, or light office work? Imagine Sir, that you would be able tell this submissive servant what to wear, how to do things in depth, how to address Sir, and so much more, with no and, ifs, or buts? That you Sir just feel that the vanilla professional life will just not understand or look upon Sir with deep distaste?
This one offers just that, the ability for Sir to be himself during the normal vanilla hours of the normal vanilla work days.
Does this interest Sir? Does this spark an interest in Sir? Could this be what Sir has been seeking to quench the Dominant thrist in Sir that arises during times that Sir is not able to act upon without possible negative reprocautins to Sir's professional, white collar life? Or is Sir just simply curious and/or has questions about what this one has to offer?
If so Sir, this one would like to extend her Greetings, and invite Sir to respond to this one at Sir's most convient moment. This one is more then willing to answer any questions Sir has, and to go into further detail of this wonderful opportunity for Sir.
Discretion is upheld to the demands and want of the Sir.
Thank you Sir for taking the time to read this entry. Be well and have a most splendid day Sir.
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Anyone gone through a divorce that has a PCLSPR 94.04(d) that requires Mandatory Settlement Conference shall be conducted in all cases goverened by a Case Scedhule?
((Concerning the state of WA.))
If so please respond to this one, she is very confused and lost about this whole matter that she IS NOT the primary filer of, Sir.
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To whom it may concern,
This one has not been able to return responses to emails, due to a painful situation caused by a lying, fake, arrogant male.
To those that rather b***h this one out with insulting and uncalled for remarks at this one for not being able to reply in a timely matter to their emails....
THANK YOU so very freaking much for being concerned, that something bad may have happened to this one. NOT!!!
This one would hate to see how the Sir would treat his own pet(s). Callous, cold, and manipulating in a way unbecoming a "true" Dominant.
makes this one ... sick.. and wishing she never found, ang gave life to this intricate part of her life. A horrible creature it is to take someone's trust, and slap then in the face with it.
Do not bother contacting this one if Sir is seeking a R/T or Online submissive, this one is no longer interested!
I WIlL NOT RELOCATE FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME, IF EVER!
I AM NOT INTERESTED IN COUPLES!
I AM NOT INTERESTED IN THOSE YOUNGER THEN THIS ONE IS!
This one, only seeks knowledge to better understand the openly visible signs and not so visible signs of the false Dominant....
Also to understand better, the lying, false, idiotic childness of the wannabe Dominant....
Thank you Sir.
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WARNING WARNING WARNING
BIG CHANGE IN THIS ONE's PROFILE!!!!!
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It amuses this one, how many "Domm/wannabe Doms" are offended when asked,
"And you are?"
"Why should this one submit to you?"
"How able is Sir to see to the needs of this one?"
"Are you capable of guiding this one, and if so how?
"What do you think a sub/slave is?"
"Be specific, convince this one... why she should give her life over to you, WITHOUT knowing one damn thing about you????"
COME ON.... Get serious for a moment... if a Dominant is OFFENDED that a submissive wants to KNOW you before saying how she would treat SIR, or how she would FIT into Sir's HOUSEHOLD?
THINK ABOUT IT!!!!
How CAN the sub/slave answer that when she does not KNOW who you are, what you are, what you like, what your household is like???????
all you are going to get is a SHEEP like answer... is that REALLY what a REAL Dominant wants to hear?
this one will do as Sir says.
(NO SHYTE)
this one will do what she can to make Sir happy.
(NO SHYTE)
this one will be the best sub/slave that she can be for Sir.
(NO SHYTE)
this one will .... blah blah blah..
(DOUBLE NO SHYTE)
Geeeez is that is the kind of answer you want .. then perhaps it is SIR that does NOT belong at this site!!!
Stick that in your corn cob pipe and smoke it, Sir.
those that know this one, knows that this one is a mynx, an educated mynx, and will speak her mind.... on the other side of this though, this one can speak her mind freely here, cause she is not owned, (Do you really want the perverbial DOORMAT?? God this one hopes not .. how utterly boring)and
then again if she was owned, she would sure as heck not be on this site to begin with, because every part pf her body would be busy seeing to her Master, and not wasting precious time here...
which frankly is to be expected, least this one hopes that is why people are here.... to find a Dominant or a submissive.... *blinks* or a friend... to share various topics with others, and learn.
Least, that is what this one has come to think this place is for this... that is for REAL Dominants, and submissives, not the lil cyber role play.... my life is boring so lets play online and pretend to be what we are not, guests here.
Which is fine, whatever floats your boat. :)
Just dont think you have a shot with this one, cause this one is REAL, seeking REAL, wanting REAL.... so if you are NOT REAL... click that mouse and move on!
Good Luck to all seeking to find that purrfect connection!
Be well Sir, and blessed be from;
"mynx the pet that is no fool's pet"
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It NEVER ceases to amaze thsi one, the undaunting number of SELF PROCLAIMED Dominants... that EXPECT a submissive to just do whatever they say. Without trust, without safety, without SANITY, without knowing one damn thing about one another ... other then that the Dominant is waving a huge red flag stating, "DANGER DANGER STAY AWAY FROM ME.. I CARE NOTHING ABOUT YOU AS A HUMAN BEING, I DO NOT CARE FOR YOUR SAFETY!
good grief.... TRUST... is this some unknown word to FALSE DOMINANTS? *sighs*
A typical Unknown Dominant from another country email....
I want you for ten years to serve me in the UK.
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ummmmm.... yaaa.. suuuure.. oooooook..... and a hello to you too... *blinks*
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Dominants that say, your not a real submissive cause you wont do what i tell you to do...
oh sure ok, ill just pack up myself and my two lil ones and head right down to the airport...
Conclusion, a real bigNEWS FLASH -
THIS TYPE OF DOMINANT IS JUST PLAIN NUTS!!! STAY AWAY!!! MAYDAY MAYDAY!!!! DANGER WILL ROBINSON, DANGER!!!!!
just love the Doms.. that dont read a profile... or some of the journal to get to know the submissive's thought pattern... can we say... DUH?? Sure we can.... alrighty.. the lil mynx is signing off for tonight... shes used her claws enough for the past few days.. be well Sirs, best wishes to all.
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Sharing a conversation... with the Sir's here on collarme. Responses are appreciated. As this one tends to lose herself in what this one considers to be a very hot topic converning perceptions of online people finding.
The Sir is in White, and this one is in black.
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im debating sticking with vanillas.. i got beaten again.. badly...
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That's really such a bad thing to hear. Not only have you been unfairly traumatized but yet another sub is going to be lost to the lifestyle because some prick who was only looking to get laid took things too far. I'm sorry and hope your outlook on the lifestyle as a whole doesn't hinge on this. You've yet to meet me and I really hate to be judged by others retarded actions. I really hope you recover fully from this but please tell me what and how this happened....
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took time to know the male... i had recieved numerous positives about the guy... nothing but nice and good points.. generous.. and so forth..
and .... i guess in the end.. it doesnt matter
anyone can be a bastard... but it is harder to press charges against a Dominant as a submissive then it is for a vanilla female to a vanilla male..
that is what it boils down to .. im tired
and this site.. tends to draw.. the worse.. of the worse..
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so you just lump me in with everyone else without ever even meeting me?!? Thanks alot... I love being pre-judged
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guilty mind?
i never once said ALL males on this site.. i said this site tends to draw the worse... or you going to tell me that more then 50% of the female submissives you meet here are REAL-GENUINE, and have done nothing to cause you irritation? Something that you find unsavory.. or even.. not being a woman at all..and is a male.. ?
nor did i name you... jumping to conclusions...
and i will stand by the statement .. ANYONE can change who they are.. from better to worse. Again i am NOT saying EVERYONE will.. that under the right circumstances, even a person like MR ROGERS has the potential to cause harm to another human being, not saying he WILL, just saying he can.
Do you understand me now?
All the times i hear on the news.. oh he was such a nice guy, so good with the childen.. never thought he would kill his two children and set the van on fire with himself in it.... or when they say.. long as she on her medication she is just the nicest sweetest person... and well she went off her schizo meds, and then undressed her three children and threw them into the sea cause the sharks wanted them.
is what i am saying so off base? am i making a direct naming of yourself?
Ok lets take it the other way, would you kill, to save the life of your own child? right then and there, person threatening your child's life, would you fight them to the death if it meant your child would live?
some would.. some would not... some take less to kill someone.. some would never think of doing it.. but would not mind beating a submissive to death... some.. rather kill themselves...
what i am saying.. is that ALL humans have their breaking point.. where they would harm another human being... ((at least in the USA that is)).
i have an AA in liberal Arts, a BA in psychology with minors in Criminal Justice and in Gerentology, and i am two classes away from my MA in Criminal Justice with emphasis in minority crime...
so that you know, i am not talking out of my a##.. or blowing smoke from no where.. i have read the stats.. seen it.. lived it..
and i speak of humans on a whole.. not a single person.. such as a human alone is sensible... but a bunch of humans lower the IQ of the single human, and a Mob soon develops... and a Mob mentality is ignorant.
peacful riots.. sit down demonstrations... take for example the immigration issue with the school kids.. the first was indeed peaceful.. however those after the morning demonstration, were unpeaceful and destructive.
the purpose of the demonstration.. lost..
well think i have typed enough ... dont even know why i went into such length.. *sighs* i assume your pissed off and nothing i say will change it even if you happen to read all this..
then again.. i am assuming.. jumping to conclusions.. which is .. dangerous.. and causes hurt.. understand now Sir?
be well.. Sir
((basis of this conversation is that it is harder to file a report and have it taken seriously when a person of this lifestyle is the one filing.... filing against a vanilla for rape, beatings, and such is a heck of a lot easier and lacks the stereotypes of the D/s lifestyle "Well thats what they do"... such as the old mind set that a husband can not rape his wife, and a prostitute can not be raped... or a man can not be raped...etc...)) |
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Tell me Sir... what does Sir think of her short poem .. please?
Brutality, manipulation, Duality, and desperation are the ethics of the human race...
and what shall be their legacy when humans no longer control this place?
... the mortals falling so very far from grace...
Thank you Sir. |
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This one is stuck between a rock and a hard place... The Dissolution of this one's Marriage to be kept in WA or transfered to CA ... both however are nearly impossible to be accomplished.
This one has been told to pick the least wicked of the two, by many acquaintances, and after much investigation, and scrutiny ((that has been ongoing for well over a year now)) this one has come to a conclusion.
CONCLUSION:
ITS A BLOODY DRAW.
So, once again this one has decided to ask the Sir's of Collarme, if any Sir here would care to here about the logistics of this matter, this one would be very appreciative to Sir.
This one lacks much needed wisdom, and experience to deal with this most, unsavory dissolution of marriage, good Sir.
Thank you Sir for taking the time to read this entry, be well Sir and best wishes. |
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This one feels she is soon comming to a decision reguarding her life choice, life style, life calling, ... however one choses to call it Sir. This one has been thinking about this for a while now Sir...
This one has come to a conclusion after years of experience....
It is difficult enough to find a good, just, and proper "vanilla" male. The odds of finding a good, just, and proper Dominant male is even more difficult.
Since this "lifestyle" is what this one is in her heart, body, and soul... the failures - lies - abandonment - fakes - users - abusers - predators ... you get the idea most likely...
each time each situation happens, the disappointment, and the wounds, both mental and physical, are worse 10 fold.
So this one is thinking that she should burry this significant part of her being, in favor for seeking a vanilla that can not harm her as badly as a false Dominant can and has.
Meaning it would be easier for this one to find a decent good natured vanilla male then her "true" Dominant male.
Does this make sense to Sir?
So this is what this one is thinking about lately ...
*tick tock - tick tock - tick tock*
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This night of March 24th 2006, this one was faced with a delimma.. first some background...
This one agreed to meet with a Sir, whom she has gotten to know over several months. The Sir has an outstanding reputation in a local munch, a good. just, proper, and caring Dominant.
Sir called this one, (so Sir does have this one's phone number)
This said, this one agreed to meet the Sir. This one has limited, and unreliable, transportation that the Sir did know about beforehand. the location was over an hour away from this one.
Now this one's Delimma...
This one arrived one hour and 45 minutes after the phone call was made to agree to this meeting.
This one then called the Sir about 15 min before this one arrived at the agreed meeting place. There was no answer from the Sir's phone, this one was met with a message service, to which this one left a message that she was hoping she went the right way. (which she found out she was going the right way later, when she found the location)
This one arrived at the location called the Sir's phone, and again this one was met with a message service. This one then went to look around the agreed meeting location, lights were on outside, but complete and utter darkness, with no way to enter the place.
SO NOW... this one would like to ask if any Sir's out there would care to converse about what this one did, did wrong, did right, did not do, etc... and/or offer their insight to what the proper thing would have been to do in this kind of delimma....
Needless to say, this one is very concerned about this situation. Many things are swirling around this ones mind, body, and soul. help.. please... *sighs softly* Sir.
,,,=^-.-^=,,, . o 0 (whimpers) |
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Humans suck.
Criminal Justice?
what about Victim Justice? Why do we protect the criminal, more then the victim? Why are the criminals (alleged) given loopholes at all? Why is it so hard to protect children from repeat sexual offenders? What would be the purpose behind vetoing a bill that would demand child/sexual offenders to be monitored..... what is an inconvience to an offender that has taken away the innocence/life of a child, compared to saving the life of a child, the next victim?
why do we deffend the criminal's rights... who have taken away the rights of others? Why do the innocent suffer, because a criminal doesnt want to be watched?
makes this one want to say...
THEN DONT BE A SEXUAL PREDATOR FOR CHRIST SAKE!!!
dont do the crime then you wont do the time...
as this one first said...
Humans Suck, this one apologizes for being one. |
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ALMOST FORGOT THIS PART!!
THIS ONE WILL NOT SERVE ANY SELF PROCLAIMED DOMINANT THAT IS YOUNGER THEN THIS ONE!!!!!
or any kind of Dominant for that matter that is younger then this one. *smirks*
Been there done that, NOT going there again, even if they do look like Justin Timberlake. LOL J/K!
To put it in another way, this one knows that it just does not work for this one, and her lil ones... to have a third lil one to look after. |
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Well, since this one is getting so many emails of the wrong gender, and couple... This one has decided to add it to her profile and to the journal for further clarification.
***I AM NOT INTERESTED in a FRIEND, or in a MARRIED, or in a TAKEN MALE.
So yes i have Dom Couples listed on this one's profile; cause this one is open to a Dom/Dom Couple, AND in this one's defence, there are MANY relationships that are not listed on the choices, such as:
Dom/Dom Couple
Dom/boy Couple*
Dom/Switch F Couple
Switch M/Switch F Couple
Domme/Domme Couple
boy/boy Couple*
Switch M/Domme Couple
*also with the word sub, there is no real distinction like Dom/Domme. Perhaps a change such as girl/boy, or something of that manner, to set apart the female and male subs. subo/suba perhaps?
*LOL*
unless of course every single Dom/Domme here is looking for both gendered subs.
Thank you for taking the time to read this one's journal. This one wishes the very best for you, and your loves ones. Be well and take care, S/sir and M/miss. |
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*Sings off key*
Where have all the cowboys.. goooooone... where is my lone ranger.. where is my marlboro man....
Ever get a song stuck in your head, but you only know a few lines of the whole song? *sighs* think it has happened to this one again... (O_O) |
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Hmmm is it possible to block yourself from yourself .... this one takes a guess that this ability is open to those that truly do not like themselves.
*smiles*
Boredom has finally set in, apparently. V^^V |
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Today's Lesson from Angyl.
If Sir has not contacted this one in a while, then Sir please do not expect this one to remember Sir.
If Sir has not kept a constant communication with this one, then this one will not have the ability to remember Sir. For this one recieves a good deal of emails from other Sirs, and this one is not a super computer.
So Sir please do not take offence when this one says she does not remember Sir, and it has been weeks, even a few months since Sir has spoken to this one. This one will also be forgetting any inside jokes, that if told to someone that did not know the background of the words spoken by Sir...would be very insulted and respond in such a way that Sir would not appreciate.
Other words, Chill Sir, please. One needs to take the words here with a grain of salt as it is.
Be well Sir, and blessed be. |
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This one is not snow friendly, however for the "right" Dominant this one.... could be a snow kitty.  
Said it once and this one will continuing saying it till her grave, snow was meant to be in a cup with bubblegum flavoring not under the bottom of this Latina feline submissive, Sir.
P.S. relocation out of this country (USA), is a slim chance to no chance for this one Sir. |
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Still searching for the "Right" one... 24/7 TPE w/ offspring.
If Sir is insistant upon automatic trust, and obedience, then Sir can move on, and find his Door Mat else where.
This one is not one of those wannabe part-time slaves, that are :
*laughs*
submissive cyber'ers
*laughs again*
cause they are bored with their lives, or hiding from their spouse/partner, or just a player, or to afraid to live the lifestyle, or so forth and so forth and so forth....
If Sir is seeking an online submissive, this one is NOT the one for Sir.
This one is no fool, and if Sir thinks this is odd, then Sir is most likely not a true Dominant
this conclusion being made from the point that the Dominant is not thinking of the submissive's safety.
This one does not care what Sir thinks he is, if Sir does not care for the safety of his submissive then Sir is covering up the fact he is just an abuser, by using the term Master.
Perhaps hoping on the silence of the submissive not to report behavior that would otherwise land the Sir in jail.
This is this one's opinion, which this one has years of observation and partaking of. This one will not not defend her opinions any further then what is stated here. If Sir wishes to argue, critique, etc... there is no point in doing so, as this one is firm in her belief that:
TRUST IS EARNED, NOT DEMANDED!
and cyber D/s is an insult to the lifestyle oh.. and have to add this one... cyber hypnosis do not even attempt to speak to this one about this... oddity.
Think that about covers the past two months of abusers this one has come across here.
You abuse, You lose. |
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Absolute submission to this one, means to surrender one's self to Master physically, mentally, emotionally, and spirtually. Secondly, absolute submission means to obey the will of the Master. Lastly, absolute submission to this one means a rebirthing of this one.
All physical abilities, characteristics, and appearances are controled by Master. How this one looks from the hair at the top of her head to the bottom of the sole's of her feet. How this one stands, kneels, begs, and all other physical actions are at the command of Master. Blemishes, scars, beauty marks, pericings, and so forth to be removed, to be enhanced, or added is at the descretion of Master.
This one's thoughts on every level are to be given to Master to control as he see fits. This one's desires, wants, ideaology, conceptions, beliefs, and anything else that is there in this one's mind is property of Master. This one will become a blank slate for Master to fill, blend, and build as Master so wishes.
What this one feels in her heart, in her soul, in her body are for Master to take, to give, to withhold, to do as he sees fit. Master has this one's soul at his control. Her reason for living is to serve Master. This one is defined through the eyes of Master.
To obey is the engine that runs this one. The will of Master is the fuel to that engine. This one thirsts for the fuel that Master is, forever wanting to suckle upon him, learning, and living as Master so wishes. Without Master this one is lost.
To obey every word of Master, to carry out each command, to never deny Master, to never argue with Master, to never look ill at the command of Master.
Every wish, want, desire, every single fleeting thought to be carried out without hesitation, without reguard to this one's self for she trusts Master with every inch of her being.
Lastly, the surrender and the obedience could not be possible if not for the Death and Rebirth of this one. This one is to become that blank slate, that clump of clay, the innocence of a child, to be molded by Master's will. To have that unconditional love that a child has for their parent. The special bond between between Master and slave, that trancends all other realtionships, for they each know who they are, and what they are. Master, the protector, the guardian, the guiding hand, the one this one would live and die for. The slave, who adores, who gives, who loves, who worhips the Master. Out from the darkness of her mind, out of the confusion of her soul, out of the longing of her heart, out of the animalistic lust within her being, this one shall be reborn by the will of Master. |
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LookN for a new life ... better life.. complete life... lookN for the one that will allow this one to Survive. |
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Looking for a contracted 3 to 5 year TPE. |
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(Seperation Spetember 16th 2004) Divorce scheduled for 7/26/06, (False Master/Husband Vs abandoned pregnant pet/wife, and 12 yr. Mentally Challenged StepSon), Divorce vicious and abusive as most are, many things left unclear, or unfinished; Today an Email from the Runaway Husband 1/7/06.
>Subject: No longer in country
>Date: Sat, 7 Jan 2006 15:31:07 -0500
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>I'm out to germany as of monday for the next year or so, so I won't be able to make it in for the whole court thing. You've pretty much got it taken
care of though.
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>Peace,
>####
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We are back from the ER, Aerika is doing all right now, the drugs seem to have worked through her system, thank you all to those that helped us and supported us during this very horrible, and unexpected accident.
*lowers her head* This one thanks Sirs whole heartedly.
*caution - Many bottles saying child proof, are not up to standards that they should be, this one has proof of that. |
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Xrays came out negative for this one's child, they are now checking on muscle growth. As it would be, its a elimination diagnosis. Elminate what it is not, left with what it is. Though that can take a while. will keep Sir's updated. Once again thank you for all your best wishes.
And a very joyful and happy holiday for all the Sir's out there, minus one inparticular and you know who you are.
,,,=^..^=,,,
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On the twelveth day of Christmas, My true-love gave to me:Twelve floggers flogging,
eleven, piercers piercing, ten Tops. commanding, nine subs a'kneeling, eight maids
a' licking, seven whips a'snapping, six ropes for tying, fi-i-i-ve co-o-o-ck rings.
Four leather cuffs, three French maids, two nipple clamps, and a slave tied to a pear
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Profile has been significantly altered, please know this and be very aware.
Thank you, Greatly.
P.S. for those asking, this one will not know the results of Aerika's xrays till Monday Dec. 19th, as to if her inability to walk is rectifiable. Thank you all the prayers and well wishes, they mean so very much to this one. |
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*blinks in thought*
Wha.. what is it with... individuals giving their "Honest" opinion of someone, when the individual offering the "Honest" opinion, does not know the person they speak about? Honest? seems more like unfounded, and ignorant to this one.
bugging factors that make this "Honest" opinion as useful as a fire proof match.
1) the one with the opinion does not know the one they talk about.
2) the one with the opinion does not know the circumstances/situations that the one they talk about have done, yet to do, or have yet to even think of what to do.
3) the one with the opinion, means nothing to the one they speak about.
4) the one with the opinion, is not known by the one they speak about, therefore their "honest" opinion is in question.
5) the one with the opinion says they speak with care, and so forth... yet they do not bother to know the person, or offer suggestions to what they see is "wrong" with the one they speak about.
ITS EASY TO FIND FAULT IN ANYTHING, BUT TO OFFER A WAY TO FIX THAT FAULT, IS NOT!! might as well work for the news, or government, or activists out there.
Easy to flame a person, and have no "facts" to back up what you say.
And lastly,
6) to tell the one you speak about to not be upset, feel attacked, and not to respond back in emotion, is chicken.
the one with the opinion says,
"DONT FLAME ME" .....
??? oh come on... what is this? no tag backs???
if the person with the opinion can not take the whip (heat), then get out of the kitchen (dungeon).
especially, when the response is founded in logic and supported with evidence from the person with the "opinions" own words.
this one has to add this...
THIS ONE DOES NOT GIVE A FLYING F**K ABOUT OPINIONS (dealing about herself) FROM THOSE SHE DOES NOT KNOW NOR TRUST!
GET IT?
GOT IT?
GOOD!
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this one is resting at the moment, healing from the last 4 abusive and lying Dominants she has met recently. Please forgive this one for not answering Sirs's emails in a more timely manner. This one is sorry. :( |
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This one is so NOT into CYBER Domination/relationships. 
*gags* Frankly, this one feels it is an insult to the institution of D/s. Not to mention, dangerous. Oh and those who think they are Cyber Hypnosis Masters, please do not waste your time with this one. *this one rolls eyes*  |
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Sitting here, this one's eyes slowly focusing on the screen of the monitor.
The neck on this one baren for way to long, it is unatural, it is unbareable, it is unthinkable, it is.. it is.. *a soft sigh escapes this one's slightly pareted lips*
Through pains unknown, through great sorrow, through cruel cold words, through stinging hot welts... where others would of given up, or layed down to never rise again.
Yet this one carries on waiting... searching... even hoping...
hair pulled, flesh raw, body aches, eyes closed, bound tightly can barely breath, bruises, scars, tears to many to count, beatings that seem to never end even when fallen into unconciousness.....
Familiar....?
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Ok, lets see Drama:
Some wouild be Dominant here, is talking to me for the first time, then demands my phone number? This guy says he has in-network with verizon wireless... thing is ive had lots of guys tell me that, and guess what they LIED. ((BIG SHOCK THERE)) So cause i want this guy i DO NOT know to call me AFTER 9pm, he starts crying and whining about drama????
WTF???
First of all, READ THE FREAKING JOURNAL... and as for Drama...
IF BEING SAFE, NOT WISHING TO BE FINANCIALLY BURDENED, ((by a stranger at that)) AND HAVING RULES TO PROTECT MYSELF AND MY FAMILY
about meeting possible Dominants to be a part of... is called DRAMA...
dude.. you need a hole in your head to let out the dead brain cells, and get some air to the live ones, cause you are becomming brain dead. |
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Like i said, but ill reword it for others to better understand like the guy that just messaged me who apparently is nothing more then an abuser.
KEEP YOUR low IQ proving advice and opinions to yourself. All you will get is reported for harrassment and vulgarity, and if i could , i would report those for intention to abuse Unconsented.
DO NOT LIKE WHAT YOU ARE READING, THEN STOP READING IT AND MOVE ON. SIMPLE SOLUTION! |
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MY OBJECTIVES
NOW for those that do can not comprehend why i am unable to do these Objectives on my own.
I DO NOT HAVE THE ABILITY, OR MEANS TO DO AS SUCH ON MY OWN.
Now before making some smartass remark, about any of these objectives PLEASE know that i have exhausted all my sources, and i am not seeking more useless advice.
FAMILY LAW LEGAL AID
Husband filed divorce in WA. I need to get the divorce, dismissed. So I may be able to file here in CA.
RESTRAINING ORDER
I need help to file a restraining order against my husband, on the behalf of my daughter, and my son, and myself.
FINISH M.A. DEGREE
The college I was attending, no longer offers the degree I was going for. I needed the last test to graduate. However, I took time off after 9/11, and upon getting married. I do not have the means to finish the degree.
NEEDS FOR THE FAMILY
This family consists of an infant, a teenage boy, and myself.
BILLS AND FUTURE BILLS
I have the typical bills that a family has plus the starting of Student Loan repayment. I have used all the forbearance I can.
TO BE FREE TO FIND MY TRUE MASTER
I have to become self reliant so I can care for my family and never face the fear of being abandoned, left on the streets, or to have the threat of being placed into a position where I will die passively as my husband has done to me.
With being self supportive I will be free of pressures and stress. Being free of these pressures and stress, will allow me to find a “TRUE” Master, one that cares about me, wants me, and all that comes with me.
And my “TRUE” Master to be knows that my body, my soul, and my heart will forever be his. He will never have any regret in taking me. He will never have any want or desire unfulfilled by me. I hope I find him someday.
Sincerely,
mynx the submissive trying to survive
P.S. Feel free to ask questions to better understand the situation. Thank you. |
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Good Lord.... if one can feel the anger building and can feel that they are about to lose control... (examples: raised voice, throwing personal info. back into that person's face that had trusted to disclose to you, or threatening that person with non consentual harm)
BACK AWAY - COOL OFF - RETHINK - REGROUP -
the world is not going to end, cause of a disagreement, or a case of confussion, or of mistaken identity...
Especially when the person you are attacking abusively verbally, DOES NOT belong to you....
ARGH... TAKE A BIG OLD CHILL PILL!!!! Like me right now :P *LOL* |
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revise of last entry for PREDATORS/JERKS/LIARS/the CLUELESS/ETC... 
TO THOSE WHO JUST WANT A MINDLESS, F**K Toy, or JUST want someone you can be a pompous prick to, and YOU do NOT have one freaking clue about the FULL situation before YOU start barking advice and what not - FORGET IT!
YOU can sit *raises her right middle finger high into the air* and spin and when you get to my elbow the ride is over.
God damn there are so many self right-ous... donkey butts out there. Know the situation before opening thy mouth, or just do the right thing and shut up, before all doubts that YOU are a true idiot is removed.
*sighs* Does TRUST mean anything.. anymore???? what is so complicated with this thought... without Trust, there is nothing. Why would i trust anyones words, if they mean nothing to me?
Know your prey first... dont you "know" that yet... Predator Sir?? From the Predator 101? |
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To those that seek to obtain my person for their property a few considerations to keep in mind. However i shall list only one, for this seems to weed out 99.99% of those on this site.
1) i have two lil ones, and i will not allow ANY harm to come to them... if you think Jon Wayne Bobbit had it bad... by the time you wake up, Jon Wayne Bobbit will be mourning for your loss. i promise you that. |
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Is it possible to maintain both one's family, and live as?the pet of their Master/Mate/Significant Other/Spouse/etc?AND be content?in the seemingly |
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): How can a Dominant demand trust or respect?
When i know nothing about them, and i have been beaten, abandoned, and put into life threatening situations that were not agreed to in the contract in my recent past?
When a Dominant says you can count on them and they will follow through on their words, is this meant to happen only once?
Then when that one event happens, they can lie and treat me how they see fit? Then they the Dominant gets mad at me, when the they do not follow through with their own words?
i have a trainer.. still i think... but the more time that goes by... the more i wish the unthinkable...
i am miserable, hurt, endangered, and feeling very blue... i am frustration... |
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