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am home and am happy!!! My slave sister rya has been a big help with the transition here and i know i am safe and sound now that i am home!!! |
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ok everyone i am leaving town to be with close friends. am taking my dog and going. One on here name uwantthismaster calls me a fake, a player, and that is ok with me. as i know i am real and i am wanted by a beautiful family that i already know and adore. So VEGAS here i come!!!!! |
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am home went to shelter and got a dog thought i would get the puppy but ended up with a older dog that i love and cherish. |
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I am sorry someone that i carried about almost more then life called me a game player on here today and it hurt me terribly. I am not a game player and am just wanting to disappear as am not worthy even to be a person right now. I dont ever think i can be a slave again and feel so numb inside. my bruises are healing but my heart is totally broke. still people i am not looking for a Master i am looking for friends. I know i have one and might go be with her soon if i dont get some comfort soon. |
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today was crazy now that i am moved in and totally alone it seems strange. i miss my friends in Las Vegas and i miss my family and friends in Ft Wayne. this place is just a shell and i need to make it a home. Cant wait till the 9th of June to hear the babies heart beat. i hope i can this time. sometimes i wait for someone to come and take me. i guess this girl is not wanted that much. i dont get visited or nothing. some have tried and it is my fault but others just ignore me totally. well am going to go take care of myself again and maybe see about getting a dog or cat to love till the baby is here. |
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My body aches physically and mentally i dont like feeling this way it makes me feel abnormal. I have lost parts of my memory and when talking to people i know, i feel like i wasnt a good person or i betrayed them for some reason but i dont remember. God if i hurt anyone physically or emotionally i am sorry. I am just not all back and the bruising and headaches are just so bad i dont even want to try to remember. Also if i borrowed money please tell me so i can pay it back. |
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wow thanks everybody for being a friend as i really need one and it at least helps with being alone so much. I bought myself a blanket soft and cuddly till i can feel safe. I know sounds childish. |
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Found out I was pregnant when i was in a accident on Mothers Day but i am ok and so is the baby. Am trying to get better and am happy to be back in Indiana but am not looking for anything but friends. |
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