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It seems things are finally starting to get together... finally. but who knows. God has a funny way of making things happen. For all I know, it could just be a simple game... |
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I feel like I'm going nowhere in life-- this sucks like a jewish boy being thrown into a pit of death. Can't go to school because I don't have a job, don't have a job because the economy sucks cock right now more than a prostitute does in a night. It's pissin' me off. And this site has been sucking lately too! Maybe I should just start selling crack. I hear it's the new thing for women to do in my area. Why not? I've got two brothers who sell the green stuff and apparently women aren't allowed to sell that but they sell crack! Y'know what? All you cute wee subby bitches, send me yo money. Do et. Do. Et. <3 |
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Totally done with all the whiney fakes on here. :( |
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Do you ever despise your mother... as much as I do on a regular basis? Just because she decides it's okay to treat you like shit, where as your younger brother is able to get away with whatever the fuck he wants, whether it be dropping out of school, hardcore drugs, or underage drinking? |
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I'm in self conflict... he's going to leave me because I refuse to submit to him, to be treated with such abuse and yet... I don't want him to leave. He needs me to keep him together. Much as I need him to remind me of who I am... I just wish I knew. |
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humiliation.. is something I'm slowly getting interested in. Heh.. who woulda guessed? I enjoy humiliating people and black mailing them. |
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... In exactly 2 weeks today I'm turning 20. I don't wanna :( |
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On a rather... normal note... I love my job :) and I love the fact the girls are always so happy to see me when I return every weekend. Just yesterday my boss told me about how the youngest was chanting my name the whole drive home from the ferry... they really are something sweet xx |
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... So, it has dawned on me that at exactly 3:30 AM this alarm always goes off... followed by people speaking over P.A systems back and forth and alwarms and whistles and sirens follow somewhere inbetween... that's some fucked up shit yo. |
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Sometimes I feel like I haven't gotten any farther in life... than I have a month ago... And I'm getting -really- tired of people talking about me! As if I don't exist. So what if I'm 19. That doesn't damn well mean I don't know what the hell I'm talking about. I can fucking guarantee that I'm probably more knowing about quite a bit than some certain individuals. So, lay off! |
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Over the last few days I've met some rather interesting individuals, and made quite a few friends! It is quite nice. A new admirer today too <3 absolutely brilliant. I also want everyone to remember you are all absolutely brilliant, no matter what anyone says. You are a person and are worth something in this world! xx |
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Coming on, and seeing that I have a new admirer sure puts a smile on me wee face ♥ |
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I thought I seen you today... standing outside with that stupid smile you wore whenever you came around... but then I looked and realized it wasn't possible. I still cry everyday thinking about you. I don't understand why God had decided to take you away from me so soon... I should hate you for what you did, for what you lied about. But all the good things stop me from being able to. I don't understand why you decided this was the best thing to do. Why you had to go and take your own life... why couldn't you just damn well come and talk to me... or her. Or even Adam. We all loved you so greatly and would have done what we could to help you fight your personal demons... You have left me feeling so empty and alone. I can only be strong for so long before it becomes to hard and I break down. I still love you more than anything... it's so hard to not be able to understand!! |
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Quite a few interesting people have messaged me lately... some more interesting than others!! I think perhaps I might have found my entertainment... |
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I get bored easily it seems... I really need someone or something to keep my interest!! |
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It's been a month and a week... I'm starting to finally officially feel stronger. Better. His death was a terrible thing but I believe it's helped me become a stronger lass, just as he made me a stronger person <3 R.I.P |
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I have come to a rather... depressing moment in my life. The man I was seeing, passed away last week. His family didn't even bother to inform me. I feel like an utter fool for not knowing. Not being here when he had needed me... I dont even know how it came to be. It's filled me with so much hurt and anger... I wish I could take it out on someone.
R.I.P Barry Dillon, I'll forever miss you <3 |
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It makes me glad, I've heard from her again... <3 |
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Yesterday, my mutti was looking in a vending machine at the hospital. She was talking about these healthy chips she saw. When I told her healthy food was for dying people a packaged rice crispie square proceeded to fall into the pick up shoot. Thank you, hospital vending machine for telling my mother it wasn't her time to die. |
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So, in the past... week or so, I've met two -amazing- women on here. Both, are Domme's and wow. Absolutely... wow. It totally goes to show, how there are true beings on here, despite all the fakes, and unintelligent individuals.
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I'm really getting tired of... those who don't take the time to READ my profile, before messaging me. Like, seriously. Is there too much fucking print for your to take the time to read? And yet, you expect me to be civil, and take time to read your... messages that contain things I have specifically mentioned? Like honestly?
Sometimes, the human race pisses me off to the point, I do hope 2012 is true.
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Stu' says: It is funny, you have to admitt.
Stu' says: Here's my thinking "Oh no, no one hits -enterrealname-, she'd smash her fucking fist through their fucking face and play the teeth like a keyboard."
OHOHOHO... Oh Stuggy Wuggy, How you're so sweet to me. BLUSHES. One day, I shall come to Scotland, and rape you <3 and we will have beautiful babies, and I will force you to marry me. It is in the stars.
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My friend showed me the greatest band ever. x.X; SO SEXY. I just want them in my pants =[ They're scottish lmao. FUCK I can't stop listening to them. Fuck you all if you think they're lame. FUCK YOU ALL!
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o o I want a man in a kilt. That would be the ultimate high. - drools - Charlie, go get me one.
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- tear - I think I've lost my little pet. </3 This makes me one sad lass. Very sad indeed. |
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Otay... so...
I'm frusterated. Either... he wasn't online today... or he's turning out to be just as horrible as my last pet. I hope not... he did his first task so... wonderfully I really don't want him to be like my ex pet. HAHA. Ex pet, that sounds so.... weird. But it's true. He's so adorable. I want him to not fuck around =/ If he does, and is I'ma just have to do something. BUT WHAT?! I dunno. It'll come to me =] on a lighter side, I got a boy to agree to paint his nails for me.
Weee <3 |
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Oh, mai gawd. Wee! Okay, so I've just made some eggs o-o haha, awesome lunch, and breakfast after only being up for two hours! I'm feeling really talkative so I figured I'd write something on here o_o; since... like NON of my friends, besides Hoody and Sabrina ken I'm into this sort of thing >_> I don't really feel like having other's know right now either. o_o;
SO ANYWAYS. My search on here has hit the shitter a few times. Like... twice. But! With that being said, I've made a good few friends, they're awesome =D I like my friend Dennis, he reminds me a lot of my boyfriend, which is nice when he's not around to talk to T_T. I've also met a few people who are willing to help me become a better domme, and completely tap into that side of me. One of them was actually like, on my bulk list but after I read his message I was like "Meh.. lets give it a shot." He's an interesting fellow, isn't looking for anything other than to teach me so o_o; we'll have to see. My boyfriend might not approve @_@ but we'll find out! I've also met a cute little lass who's super adorable. I want her in my pocket o-o if you're reading this I WANT YOU IN MY POCKET! <3. I've also met a cute wee scottish boy. He's super adorable too. I want him in my other pocket. =] |
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