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| Pain and torture is all you will get. I love it when your face contorts while you torture yourself at my command. I love it more when you cannot deal with pain but you make yourself endure just because i told you to. Blind obedience is what im after.
I had a bad relationship once, where my sub isnt at all obedient. I am not assertive, i just expect you to obey. I am not strong so i cannot overpower anyone. I just want someone to obey no matter what. Because of my personality, not many people will want to be my slave. Think carefully, i will not be a strong mistress, but a passive one. What i am looking for is someone i can torture without care, and without fear of losing the slave when they figure out I am not his ideal mistress.
Wouldnt it be great if I have a slave without having to stress about his wellbeing or emotional state? Why is it I must be responsible for how cared for he feels or how much damage he is taking? I hate permanent damage anyway so that is not going to be a problem, but sometimes they require me to overpower them when they feel they cannot take it anymore.
Wouldnt it be great if I can live this lifestyle withhout anyone realising it? That I can bring my slave out and present him to my friends and all they see is a very sweet boyfriend that succumbs to my whims always, but in truth he just had to obey me. Someone who owns a place where I can go to and be his mistress but is normal when at my place because I am living with my parents and not leaving anytime soon. How do I reconcile both sides of my world while keeping them separate?
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