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This idiot is in my inbox saying I'm a man pretending to be me. I even sent him a picture with his username and the date. He said it was photo shopped. He is obviously retarded. Skype? Kik? I have more than a few people that have seen me live on web cam and in PERSON! Trust me if I was going to pretend to be anyone else I'd be younger and thinner. It's actually kind of flattering that someone thinks that someone would use my pictures to catfish people. |
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If you're messaging me expecting that I am nice, you have another thing coming. I'm a mean bitch. Don't poke a snake and get mad because it bites you. Its a fucking snake what did you expect? I'm the snake... Get it? Good. Put your big boy panties on and stop being whiney bitches. If I wanted a cry baby fruit cup I'd advertise for such. |
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My birthday day is coming!!!! |
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I'm bored and feeling neglected. Need a pet. I am in need of spoiling. Mamma need a new dress. |
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Need a new phone. I just can't win... Ugh fml |
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Who wants to take me to get a piercing? |
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Aren't slaves supposed to make life easier? |
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I need a massage so badly. |
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My Aunt passed away today. She was the closest thing to a mom I had growing up. I'm devastated. I'm praying that I can come up with the funds to make the trip to lay her to rest.... I'm going to binge watch romcoms and cry. |
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When a slave starts thinking he owns you and not the other way around it's time to move on. In need of a new bitch boy. |
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Severely depressed. Thinking about deleting my profile all together. I give up on the community and life. |
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Let's cut to the chase so I don't waste my time. I require spoiling. I am a queen and so I shall be treated. I am NOT a findom. I love pretty things. I was the only girl and a daddies girl. My daddy adored me. He always bought me gifts. Clothes, shoes, perfumes, anything I wanted and needed. If you're not prepared to spoil me then move on. I know my worth and I know what I have to offer if you're not willing to spoil a queen then I'm not willing to invest my valuable time and energy. |
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Just got an amazing tattoo today. |
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Getting bored with this site. |
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Nothing like eating cold, leftover Chinese in your favorite night gown at 1am. |
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If you can't devote at very least one full weekend a month then don't waste my damn time! I am not a hobby. |
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I'm so tired of wasting my time. I've realized that I can't even make someone give a shit about me. I can't even force them to care. Starting to feel like I am meant to be alone! Is it too much to ask for just one someone to go out of their way to prove to me that they care? I need someone obsessed with me. Smh. |
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This heating pad feels so on my back. Need a slave at my feet. |
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I've realized that you can't even make people care about you. |
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It really excites me to entertain a real flr. Real and true submission. I'm aching for it. In need a real 24/7 sub/slave. |
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Tired of feeling lonely and unappreciated. |
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If you message me in the first message I need to know what BDSM is to you. I've realized that everyone has their own definition. |
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My slave gave me a Gift Card and took me to get my nails done. He is on his way to making it up to me. He is begging for my forgiveness. |
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I had an absolutely awful day. I'm really hurt and upset by the actions of my slave. Just because I am dominant doesn't mean I can't be hurt or disappointed. I still have very real feelings. Very upset. I don't know if I can get over this. |
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I've had a bad week. I've had an even worse day. I need cheering up. Who wants to spoil me. |
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I want to run away. Looking for a plane or a bus ticket to anywhere. |
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I am in need of some spoiling. |
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My back hurts so bad I'm using my using my "personal massager" as an actually massager. After... I had some personal massage time. Of course. |
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Way more people view my profile then actually message me. I get a lot of messages. Don't get me wrong. Obviously I haven't found all that I desire I'd like to increase my odds. Don't be chicken shit. Message me. I only bite a little. |
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Soon to have Skype, hangouts, kik, whatsapp, and snap chat. |
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Recieved my new phone in the mail today. Its amazing. I finally was able gp gef Skype. Now accepting video chat requests. |
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If you're a slave do not message me talking about "you hurt my feelings" what fucking Feelings you're a god damn slave! You feel what I tell you to feel. "we're humans too and have feelings" good for you ya cry baby bitch. I want a no holds barred slave. If you have all kinds of rules and regulations what makes you a true slave?? Everything that comes out of your mouth she be "yes ma'am". I don't want to have to explain myself to a fucking slave. You do as I say point blank period. If not youre not the one for me. I'm not nice. I am a mean person. If you can't handle it then fuck off. Everyone says they want someone mean and strict but when they get it they want to be quick to use safes words. How in the living fuck can someone use safe words because my words are too harsh. Cry baby bitch faggot. Ahhhhh. This is fucking frustrating. I'm so ready to delete collarspace and give up this lifestyle. This is getting ridiculous. |
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I had a slave I just released because obviously he has some phycological issues. I didn't answer his email for one day. Christmas day mind you. He flew off the handle. He is now sending me threats. Telling me if he comes face to face with me I'll be in an ambulance. |
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My favorite slave took me to get a tattoo for Christmas. I also got few gift cards to Amazon. I went christmas shopping for myself. I love being spoiled and treated like a queen. |
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Is it be a sensitive jerk face asshole day??? Fuck! I had a good damn day today and you assholes are ruining my joy. Makes me want to paddle the shit out of someone. Looks like I sent my sub home too early. For Christ sake! Times like this make you with you can open your closet door, grab your slaves leash and drag his pathetic ass to the middle of the floor and take out some frustration on that ass. |
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I was called a whore because I asked for a Christmas gift. Just because you're broke and can't afford a real queen doesnt mean I am a whore. You can't even be in the presence of a goddess unless you adorn her with gifts. Just because I know my worth and you can't afford me doesnt mean I am a whore. It means youre a limp dick, broke, joke. |
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Currently getting tattooed as I write this. |
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Ive decided that I want a female doll slave. |
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I need a 24/7 slave. Someone into foot worship, body worship, and being an obedient disobedient slave. Someone into cbt and willing to explore limits. Someone who loves to spoil a queen. |
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Why is it that I'm good enough to see behind closed doors but never in public? I'm tired of being a dirty little fucking secret to everyone. Someone is going to pay for this. Fuck this shit. Fuck you too. Fuck collarspace and fuck BDSM. I'm just getting more and more sadistic as time goes on. I'm so beyond pissed. |
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I'm bored and feeling extra bitchy tonight. |
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Merry Christmas to me. Being how I have not celebrated a holiday or birthday in years I deserve my wish list.
Wish List Link: http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/3TTBEBAUROTS7 |
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I'm tired of sensitive ass people. If you are weak minded and sensitive being my sub or slave is not for you. If you are a dumbass. I will tell you. If you are ugly. I will tell you. If you look like a fat ugly man in a wig and dress. I will tell you. I am real. My pictures are real. I am beautiful. If you are not expect me to tell you. Doesn't automatically disqualify you. You're role will, however, be defined by me. Weeding out the weak. Maybe I need to strictly dominate dominants. That has always been the most fun. All challenges accepted. |
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I feel like I need to be more firm with my slave. He isn't following orders. It's not willful disobedience. It's ignorant disobedience. He is just a dumb little shit that doesn't plan accordingly. One thing I loath is someone who is late. My motto is if you're not early you're late! I guess the 20 lashings with him repeating "if you're not Estoy youre late" didn't work. Do you think if I chained him to the bed and gave him 20 lashes to the balls with my paddle it would work? I mean.... How does one pissed off queen get her fucking point across? |
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I am a queen and so I shall be treated. Who is ready to serve me? |
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This is more than just about sex to me. If you're looking for spank bank material keep it moving. If you're looking for fwb or sex right out of the gates keep it moving. BDSM isnt just about sex. It's about power and control. The s in BDSM does not stand for sex. You will please me in ways nonsexual long before you ever even see me naked. |
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Is it waste my time Thursday? Do not message me unless you know words. |
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I have dozens of men in my inbox. Begging to be my sub/slave! I am looking for real time. Actions speak louder than words. |
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My new bed will be here tomorrow. A queen size for a queen. I made sure I got an extra sturdy one. |
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My favorite little slave ordered my new bed. It'll be here the 23rd. He is such a good boy. |
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People mistake my brutal honesty for meanness. I'm not mean. I'm honest. People just don't like to hear the truth. If you're to damn sensitive for the truth do not contact me. Everyone screams that they want someone honest and open and when they get it they don't know what to do with it. Don't be a cry baby bitch when you contact me, you'll get your feelings hurt. |
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Broke my bed with one of my subs....... SMH. |
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Sitting at my favorite park drinking coffee, watching these antisocial ducks, answering messages. |
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Feeling good as new. Feeling like bullying someone. Who needs to be punished? I know when I was sick some of you bitches got relaxed. Mamma's back. Check in. |
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Just getting over being sick. My whole body hurts. Who is going to be the lucky one to give me a fill body rub? |
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Nothing better than being sick and having one of your subs take you for ice cream. I need more good little boys and girls. |
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Food is ordered and on the way. I have good little subs. |
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Sick and stuck in bed with pneumonia. SMH. Having trouble breathing. It's the worst. Someone order me food. |
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It's one of my favorite holidays and I'm too sick to get out of bed. I'm sad I'm missing the Halloween parties I was invited to this weekend. I would have looked amazing as a sexy devil. I was going to bring my leash and collar to find the devils pet. |
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I'm sick. Need someone to come take care of me. Wait on me hand and foot. I also need my toes painted. Snap snap. |
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Had a cute little 20 year old clean my apartment in my dress. Now he is cleaning my mother's house. |
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Went shopping again today. Had fun. Had to go back to Victoria Secret. Then got the cutest skirt from Charlotte Russ! Have a meet and greet in the morning. |
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I could get used to being treated like a queen and taken shopping. Victoria Secrets bras, tute bag and I got a bunch of panties and bath and body works. So excited. I love being spoiled. |
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Meet and greet went amazingly. I'm very excited. He is fun and I had an amazing time! We went for coffee which turned into a trip to the toy store. I will be seeing him again and again and again. Very excited. I'm now also a proud owner of a strap, collar, leash, and some special gel. It's a secret. Where is my pet? Here puppy, puppy, puppy. |
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All these admirers... Makes a girl feel special. |
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Painting my nails, dancing around to my music in this twirly dress. Where is my glass of wine when a girl needs one? Where's my slave? |
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Stop wasting my time. So not contact me with questions that can be answered by reading my profile. Read my profile in it's entirety before contacting me. |
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Do not contact me if you have a lack of common decency and respect. You will approach me with respect and as a lady. If you are anything but respectful you will be deleted and blocked. |
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I'd appreciate it if the crazy weirdos stayed out of my inbox. Crackpots. SMH. |
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Do not contact me if you lack common decency and respect. Two messages in and youre asking me if I've been used this weekend? 1) that's none of your business 2) I am not now, nor have I ever been spank bank material so you're barking up that wrong 3) never have I ever said I was a good little whore. Read my profile, read my journal. |
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I'm getting bored. I need something real. Asap. Ugh. |
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I am finding myself more and more intruiged being dominate. I am also finding it harder to find someone capable of dominating me. I have been easily dominating "doms". I'm sure there is someone out there. You would have to be intellectually superior, physically stronger, bigger and be good looking. All others fall in line for my creative dominance. Never forget rules of engagement posted in a previous journal. To speak to me you must be over 18, read my profile and journal in it's entirety. |
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Let me be clear. When you contact me just because I am a freak doesnt mean. You don't have to have respect. Do not contact me unless you follow these simple rules of engagement.
1) You will address me with respect and as ma'am at all times.
2) you will use reasonable punctuation and spelling. Acronyms are acceptable.
3) I do not need to answer any question without my permission. You may pose a question with permission. |
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All credit of this amazing journal entry goes to SirDreamKnight87. He is my new idol. Live & love this.
The ten responsibilities of the dominant
1.) To safe guard the welfare of his/her submissive/slave
2.) To meet the needs of his/her submissive/slave (Not the desires)
3.) To educate and train his/her submissive/slave
4.) To protect his/her submissive/slave
5.) To honor & respect his/her submissive/slave
6.) To insure the safety of his/her submissive/slave
7.) To prepare his/her submissive/slave is something should happen to Master/mistress
8.) Do not cause permanent damage his/her submissive/slave
9.) To grow together with his/her submissive/slave
10.) Most important to do no harm his/her submissive/slave |
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If you will not or cannot agree to simple safty precautions then I have no interest in meeting.
1) proof of accommodation.
Such as flight/travel information, hotel confirmation, visible dates and ,.
2) safty upon arrival.
Such as pictures of us, your license, and license plate information emailed to a trusted email address.
3) a clear and precise contract. To be signed and agreed upon by both parties that will be signed in a designated public place. |
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Is it weird that I'm sitting on my floor alone, eating pizza, watching a movie in lingerie? |
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This site is helping me discover things about myself I never knew. I look forward to testing a few theories. |
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Disclaimer: 18 and above! Explicit.
I feel as though I'm misunderstood.
Just fuck me good.
Play with my hood.
What is there to be misunderstood?
Clitoral stimulation.
Releasing frustration.
Let me surrender to your domination.
I'll get in formation.
If your will is to submit.
Don't pitch a fit.
You'll get the switch.
Better I'll kiss it.
Only if you give me some good dick.
Strap it on.
Hard on.
Full on.
Blind fold on.
Which ever.
However.
Forever.
Till never.
I want it this way.
That way.
All day.
I'm here to stay.
One way, two way, three way.
Maybe even four way.
I never understood threes a crowd.
I want to get loud.
Out and proud.
Touch me kind touch me rough.
Enough is never enough.
Make me begging to stop, make me give up.
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I'm not exactly sure what a journal on this site is. I enjoy reading everyone's pages. I feel at home. 😁 |
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