zeldablue

OMG.   No time to write, but yesterday's CFNM party was one to remember.  Damn.

And my building neighbors think I'm so very upstanding.  They have NO idea how much corruption occurs here, on occasion.

Z

Hi adoring boys!

Super busy at work, great to have some time off this weekend.  Have found one regular, obedient bend-over-boy.  Tomorrow, Sunday, will be having a champagne brunch at my place and need other toys.

CFNM, except for a ball mask and a bow tie, and of course it can't be a clip on.  Taller than 6', BMI under 25.  Handsome, obedient, willing for light CBT (like tying a ribbon on your junk), and off course, strap-on.  Bring a bottle of champagne, Shramsberg Blanc de Blanc, or Veuve Cliquot Yellow label.  Service required from 11am SHARP until 3 or 4ish. 

  PICS WITHOUT SHIRTS REQUIRED.  

Be good boy and tomorrow night you'll have a well-stretched ass, and likely a well-drained cock.   You know I'm the real deal.  Now jump!  :)

Z

Well, little boys, it's been a very busy 2 weeks at my new post back in NY.   Finally a weekend where a girl can relax a bit.

Unfortunately my little subbie is no longer available...  I spanked his little tush the last time, left some marks.  The GF turned out to be a wife.  Hmmmm... How did he make that little mistake.  I won't be pegging that little boi anytime soon.

So I'm back to this proverbial cesspool to find a handsome, hung, fit man who just happens to like to be a subbie in private.  Is that too much to ask for?   Can you be my Alpha male gentleman in public, be conversant and charming... then strip and kneel for me once inside my apartment?   Is it OK if I ride that handsome face of yours?   I may just instruct you to lay back and keep that hardon hard, would that be OK, my dear boy, if I straddled you and fucked you with my fit, athletic, pilates and hot yoga toned nymph body?  I promise not to use the gag the first time I take your manhood away, bending you over and using just the smallest of the bend-over-boyfriend dildos.  (BTW, every single subbie has asked to graduate to medium, on their own accord, within 5 min.)  

Can you imagine becoming my well-trained bend-over-boyfriend?

Let me make this ABC simple.  2 pics.  Face shot.  Naked body shot with erection.  One paragraph on your actual real-life experience, or if lacking any, fantasies.   I do hold parties for my hot GF.  You will be used as a toy by several of us.  No married men (unless you can explain very obvious hand and cane marks on that sweet ass of yours to your wifey.)

Z

Friday, my last day off.  Back to work on Monday.  Going to make it a fun weekend.  Last night I posted an ad while out at a Lounge in Manhattan.  Was there with 2 GF.  I pulled the ad after  hours.   I really shouldn't post journals when drinking.  )  I had arranged for one of my subbies from a year ago here to stop by.  He's been dating a vanilla girl recently, but jumped at the chance.  He showed up, the complete gentleman, always.  One of my girls had never been at one of my parties, and ended up asking the guy a bunch of questions about why he loves it.  It was fun watching him squirm as he answered.  She made him give him a foot massage discretely.  She actually slipped off her panties and told him to go to the men's room and put them on.  I'm not big into sissys, and don't want bi men, just to be clear... but I went along with it.   This new girl definitely wants in.   I took my boy home.  One last thing.. the poor thing had really gotten tight... so we took our time.  My adorable boy took about 20min to open up... it was adorable to watch him back up on my strapon on command... it was even more adorable to watch him cum and utter that seeing me completely refreshes him and promise to be available anytime.  I'm going to let him keep dating his vanilla girl, then peg him like the little slut he is.

One boy has been contacted by another GF.  They are meeting tonight, at the same lounge I was at last night.

To all of my French speaking friends, yes, Biarritz is a great town.  Yes, of course I've been to San Sebastian, and the food the best I've had in Spain.  If you get selected, I'll tell you about the dining circles there, where foodies rent out a house in the center of old town and cook fabulous meals.  Very vanilla, dear kinksters, but delicious.

So right now I have one toy from last year, but I want more.  What I want, to use a cliché is this:  The most interesting man in the world, in public.  You live life intensely, have many interests, are the life of the party (not in a loudmouthed, but insightful way).  Women swarm to you.  Your guy friends don't understand how you consistently get the best women.  But you're bored with vanilla.  It was great in University and your 20's and part of 30's... but now...ou want all of that... plus you secretly crave a woman who will take over when that bedroom door clicks.  Who will order you to strip, then kneel and wait instructions.  Who might at any moment grab your head and push to kiss her feet, or pussy.  A woman who will keep you on edge.  Who will tie you up. Spank you.  Open up your back door.  Take you slowly, ever so slowly at first.  A woman who knows how to fuck you, exquisitely... then back off just when you're about to cum.  Who knows you desperately need to be fucked hard and well when you're finally open and who's pilates toned abs and hips are very fit and ready to fuck you silly.  I will have you serve me and my girls at my private parties (I don't do events, I would never do anything to jeapordize my or your career.  Two days before you see me, you're not allowed to touch yourself or have sex.  You bring me presents, on occasion, like you would to any woman you adore.

I want a man's man in public, and my little sex toy in private. 

Z

Last night, my girls reviewed the 2 applicants thus far.  Decision pending for me.  One of my girls will very likely by contacting one of the bois for her own personal use.  Hint... if you get an invite to show up at a bar this Friday or Saturday, you should do it.  Last year in NY, and recently in Zurich, I'd summon my boys, once trained, on short notice.  Your travel details dear, are your issues.

To lower the bar just in a bit, in a questionable attempt to increase the pool, let me clarify:  you need to submit 2 pics, a face shot and a shirtless shot (just no shirt, definitely pants dear bois), and a polite letter.   2 out of 200 is hmmm... let me get my calculator. :)

To titillate you boys more, a brief story from my interlude in Zurich.  One of my Swiss GF wanted to play a random game with the boys.  We played the old key game, boys would drop keys into a punch bowl, Women would select the keys.  Ownership would start immediately for up to 12 hours.  The 6 regular Women had very different personalities.  You might be ordered to drive her to a nice restaurant.  You might be ordered to strip and bend over right away so my Zumba instructor friend could show you what strong abs and a strap on can do.  You might be taken OTK, then serve the ladies with wine.  I would have you do the dishes, put you in a corner, tie you up in bondage, and always take your ass.  I don't like bisexual men personally, nor am I crazy about sissys (but last year in NY some were made to wear panties to work.) As I said before, 2 of my EU boys will be flying out this Summer. 

Step up boys.  This window will close fast.

Z

Second day into this, well over 100 messages.  A second subbie actually managed to follow directions, nycsubnyc has agreed to take email messages if you need clear directions on how to comply.   I meet for drinks with my girls tonight where I will show the pics of the 2 compliant boys.  Stay tuned.  It's not that hard, boys, just a few gates to your dream of kneeling before tall, lithe, elegant, successful women who want to have fun and use you as sex toys. 1. Read the email and comply.  2. If chosen, show up for a vanilla meeting at a bar and buy drinks.  3.  If you pass the in-person inspection, actually show up at my house, ready to strip, have fun serving us, bend over, get spanked and have both your holes used and shut the fuck up or you'll be gagged, and have a generally great time.  Easy.  No session fees (please.)  But seriously, if I keep having to wade through spam here I will move on.

Some of you are clearly reading my journals, brava.  To those who laud me on opening my home to Sandy victims, thank you, of course I would do it again.  To the discerning ones who noted my comment about 'you Americans,' no, I'm not European.  I was born her and love it, but have also lived in Tokyo, Paris, and Zurich, so have perspective on other cultures.  I've personally seen most EU men are familiar with D/s, the bullshit quota is about 10%, 90% can't wait to jump a few small hurdles to live their dream.  Sadly, here that percentage is reversed.

Impress me, boys!

Z

OK, 2 boys who could actually follow directions.  Arch24 has given me his approval to note that he can follow directions and is not a complete idiot like you other Americans.  I've not yet asked the other boy.

God!  I really, really don't want to ask for your hard earned money, but DON'T YOU REALIZE little bois that every bullshit email you send adds up to hundreds that scare the real Dominant women off.  Women like me who just want to toy with you, undress you, make you serve me and my friends.  It's what you CRAVE, but your stupid email just snuffs out any chance of it occurring.

Civility.  Please.  Follow directions, boys.  Email Arch24 and ask this boy who's going to get his little tryout exactly what to do if your lost.

Z 

Online just a few hours, after 1 year in Europe.  Over 20 messages, not a single one following instructions.  American boys, listen to me!   The EU boys know how to follow instructions.  They got what they craved.  I don't charge for this.  Pay attention.

I might just have to use paypal as a damned filter.  I don't have the time to read your drivel.  Read the damned instructions!

Back just a few days and sooo many messages.  My girls took me out last night for a welcome back party, and it seems my escapades have been missed, dearly.  I know you little bois desperately want to serve a beautiful, elegant, feminine, in-control Mistress.  Read carefully, and you just might.

I had an amazing time in Europe.  I've come to enjoy the European style of BDSM.  Let me be specific in what I seek, and how we will meet.

1.  We will meet at a bar of my choosing.  I will be with at least 2 GFs.  If invited, you will know what to say when you approach us.  You will buy us drinks, of course.  I demand fitness, elegance, intelligence and humor.   If you aren't consistently rated a 9 or a 10, little boy, move along, this party's not for you.  If you aren't successful at work, little boy, you know what to do already... don't you?

2.  If you pass this in person screening process, you might be invited to come serve, on another evening.  To be quite clear, there is a zero percentage chance you will serve that same night.

3.  First service at the house will be CFNM.  You'll be naked in 2 minutes when you come inside.  You will be serving as a waiter, giving foot massages.  You will bend over and take a spanking.  I'm an artisan, but some of my girls are just learning, so you will have marks.  If that's a problem for your wifey or vanilla girl, you know to drop out now.  Receiving no last marks is a non-starter, little one.

4.  If you pass round two, expect to be called on and used.  I now expect the following:  strap on ready, fellatio expertise, bondage eager.  If being fucked hard, by two fit women with strap ons, at the same time, isn't your idea of heaven, then move on, little one.  yes, we will make you tear up.  Yes, your ass will be sore the next day. Yes, you will beg to make the cut for one of my now infamous ski trips.   (no, silly boy, you won't be skiing at all, silly.  Think about a snow bunny, then imagine a tamed male slut version of same.  Oh, your legs will be quite tired, dear.)

To some, this note might seem harsh.  It's not intended to be.  I left a very happy stable to toys in Europe, a couple will be coming this Summer to serve me.  Be polite, be prompt, be eager to be used like the toy slut you are.  Two pics, one in a suit, one shirtless (no damned cocks.) 

Z

hi boytoys

Back from Zurich.  It's been quite some time.

My little boytoys have moved on.  Looking for new pets to use, toy with.

I like the following:  fitness, success, cleanliness.

I do not need your money, I make more than 99.5% of you.  I do like presents, chivalry.   You will entertain me and my lady friends.

Z

9 1/2 days

My GF and I are going to do an experiment on one lucky subbie.   We will fuck his mind, all of his holes, and his SOUL for 9 1/2 days.   I will have a week off in a couple of weeks, start the process.  My GF will help.  

You dear boys, WILL do the following.

1 - watch the fucking movie, again

2 - describe which scene fucks your little subbie head the most

3 - write a detailed note, legally absolving us of all responsibilities.  You will do anything asked of you, with the exception of piercings, body modifications.   All else is on the table.

We want to reduce a man to a whimpering, useless beast.   You will obey, don't worry about that.   Cock cage is required before start.

Z

Busy with new year company restructuring, haven't been online for a bit.

New routine for me and my girls is CFNM drink of the week on Friday nights.   We have two very well behaved (now) studs who show up on time, serve us drinks, clean up (the dishes, you sissy cucks!), and are always UP for a little playtime, if demanded.  This past weekend, my GF had them both wear butt plugs, the poor ones.  One of the boys was almost crying of embaressment, I had to put him in timeout.  His problem actually got worse...

Well, you see he's a very fit guy, with a nice round, muscular ass.  In timeout, they have to stand in the corner, feet at least 2 feet away from the wall, hands and nose on the wall.   Well... it's sort of easy to kick their feet apart... Well, and with the medium sized butt plug already having stretched his tight ass for an hour, it was just TOO tempting.  Yes.  We trained him.  4 girls.  One after the other with strapons.  It wasn't the PLAN.  It started with my one GF (the instigator.)  Once she was pegging him, it seemed soooo hot that another girl decided to give him a spin, if you will....

What's the lesson here boys?   Tell Zelda.  Don't get it wrong!

Z

Yesterday was fun, but the little boi didn't quite understand his role as a service submissive.  He kept talking to us.  Damn!  Kept giving us a great blow job (that part was impressive), but couldn't stop talking.

I got the gag out.  Basically, the rest of the day he was either gagged or had a huge strap on down his throat.  I got out my biggest one, a 9" thick one.  Poor sub struggled with that one.  I haven't yet found a subbie who can deep throat worth a damn.  My girls found his gagging funny as hell.  A gag, and a swift OTK session reset his little subbie ways.  He teared up at one point, not sure if was him gagging on my strapon, or him realizing he was being abused and this was all he would get, no more play.  His little cock did manage to stay hard the entire time, his tiny balls were tight and getting a bluish tint by the end.  I soooo wish I had a cock cage.  It would have been just LOVELY to lock that on, send him home and not take it off until Sunday.  2 1/2 days in a cage would let his horny litte mind FOCUS on serving women, not begging for play. 

I now understand what Dommes say when they talk about do-me subs.  I'll have to ponder ways to stomp that out of my toys in the future.

Z

OK... me and my girls are drinking tonight and have a new kinky idea we've never heard of.  Tomorrow night, we need one CFNM subbie.  We will have our strapons on.  You come in, strip, serve us drinks, each time you serve us a drink, refill our drink, or deal with us in any way... you also will kneel, and give our strapon the MOST amazing blowjob.  You continue to do that until tapped on the head, at which point you continue on with your duties.  It might last 10seconds or 10minutes.

Just one little sissy boi needed.... No other play.  We won't be talking to you, at all, except for instructions. 

Z

oh my!  what a night.... our boy showed up as promised, got his little present, hurried to put it on.. Well, he almost ran to the bathroom. Did take him some time to exit.  We all laughed at the poor dear, trying to walk back from the men's room with a butt plug firmly in his tight ass, and panties on.  You can't make this shit up.

My GF has been thinking of taking a guy with a strapon, so the poor dear was a marked man from the start.  He dutifully bought drinks as we flirted and took numbers of real men.  Since he was so pathetically eager, we took him back to my place.

I don't exactly know what occurred behind closed doors, all I know was the ball gag was put on after less than a minute.   2hrs later, he slinked out of the apartment.  Don't really know how to describe his ginger walk.  Definately not the manly swagger he walked into the restaurant with.  He was deep in subspace (I now know the look) and very, very content.   He thanked my friend profusely as she showed us his respond to 5 seperate commands.  Adorable.

Boys who weren't selected.  When Zelda says send a particular photo, what do you think you should do?  Really now.  Pay. Attention.

Z

Update for tonight, Dec 26th.  My GF said she really misses pegging a guy. She will bring a nice discreet gift for you with 3 things inside of it; a butt plug, lube, and panties.  She really likes masculine men who hate wearing panties to wear panties for her. 

After you buy the first round, you get to take your little present to the men's room.   The come back and sit at your table.  (We will be sure to make sure you sit, little boy. :-)   She wishes she had a vibrating plug with a remote control, but alas...  After that, we will likely ignore you and enjoy ourselves.  She has a strap on kit, bend over boyfriend intermediate.  We know all you boys know what that means.  She is very hot, will likely get hit on by real men.  But she very much wants to take someone, tonight.  Be real. 

Z

Off this week from work.  GFs insisting on another play date with a subbie.  Tee hee...

OK... Here is the offer.  Three of us will be at the Rose Club at the Plaza at 5pm tonight.  I need one lucky subbie to buy us champagne.  No, you may not sit with us.  Yes, you may bring a friend.  Tab will be kept below $100.  This should be trivial for you, if it's not, you're shopping in the wrong district, dear boy.

If you are good, I might, just might, invite you to come serve us champagne naked at my place.  

I expect a very fit, very fun, submissive gentleman.   Send a message with interest.  We're going anyway, but I'm sure we will find someone.

Z

OK... I have one subbie coming over tomorrow for a little CFNM.  Well, my friends keep inviting other girl friends... Now I need 2 more subbies.

Here is the deal.  Show up at 11am.  Upper West Side.  Help prepare lunch etc.  Guests arrive at noon.  You will be dressed.  You will slowly undress as you serve the women.  Pour a few guests wine, disapear to the bedroom, come out without shoes.  Back and forth.  We will let the women remove your briefs.

Looking for very fit, very submissive boys.  You will be treated like a servant.  Your body might or might not be played with. 

Why should I pick you?

Z

So, the first time I've played since Sandy.  My GF and I both had strapons under our skirts.  Had my favorite subbie over.  We slowly let our cocks peak out from under our skirts.  Subbie got hard immediately on seeing my GF's cock... I told him he could kneel down.  She let him kiss the tip, teased his mouth with it.. finally started to face fuck him.  I came over, was stroking my new toy as well... Soon, we were both stuffing our cocks into his mouth... Poor boy, his lips were stretched out...

After a nice long session, I kept stroking my cock, then gave both of them a surprise.  I came all over my subbies face, gave him a facial.  (New toy has a pump.)  He backed off at first, but I grabbed his head and forced my cock deep into his throat.  Good boy gagged but took it.  I think I had a solid 2 inches in his slutty throat.

After that, my GF was so turned on, she decided to butt fuck my little slut.  For the first time I took pics of his face.  I have a rule against that, but couldn't resist.  I've also built up trust with this subbie, so no one at his high powered job on Monday will know what just happened today, Sunday.

Damn, it was HOT!

Z

Fuck!  I thought my subbies were addicted to this.  This lifestyle has totally drawn me in.  Picture this my dear followers.  Your own Zelda.  Post Sandra I still have 6 people staying with me (thankfully some have gone home.)  But the stress of the last week has gotten to me. I sooooo miss pegging my little subbie bois.  Right now I am in my bedroom, with my strap-on on, vibrator on medium... I am stroking this huge girl-cock up and down, imagingin one of my subbie bois sucking it (i just love how they gag) and I am going to cum.  Hard.  Damn.

Wondering how Dommes get addicted to you addicted subbies.  Shit... gotta go...

My house is full of Sandy refugees.   12 people staying with me now.  They've all been great, helping out.  Most have lost their homes. No time to play with you subbies.  

OMG.. Can't believe what we are doing.  My girls are over again.  One of our subbies is here (one who actually took a pic I requested.)  He is quite naked, of course.  He's a HUGE baseball fan, had a choice of serving 3 ladies tonight CFNM style, or watching the game with buddies.  We have the game on.  One of my girls caught him continuing to sneak looks and listen to the game that just started.  He now has her iPod on very high, with Pandor and a spa channel cranked up so he can't hear the game.  He's been told if he sneaks a look at the TV when he comes into bring us wine, he will be dismissed immediately.   His hard on is raging so hard, one of my girls decided to take off her panties, draped it over his cock, tied up a salt shaker on the bottom... So it pulls down his erection, bounces against his balls.  As he refiills our wine and serves dinner, his fine ass is getting caressed.  His boys are down at the pub.  He won't leave her.   I think this is the kinkies thing we've even done, messing with his little sub head(s.)

Z

This morning was glorious.  Banker subbie was here early, he knew better to ring up early though.  By 10am, I was pegging his ass.  He always politely thanks me afterwards and begs for more.

Let's play a little game.  I am having him over tomorrow AM for a repeat peformance.  I will be pegging his tight (but loosing up a bit now) ass at 10am on the dot.  Send me a message, at 10am on the dot, saying how badly you wish it was you.

Bois who know how to comply are sometimes rewarded.  Read carefully, don't make mistakes like other bois do.

Z

Well, it finally happened.  On Thursday evening, I ran into one of my subby bois in a restaurant.  We were both dining there, at seperate tables, of course.  In the privacy of my apartment, he wears a collar and hands me the leash.  Very, very discretely, he tightened his tie, while lowering his eyes, and then held up his tie in my direction.  Superb!  It was a very natural move for any gentleman, and no one else in the restaurant had any idea, of course.  I was quite amused.  He will be rewarded tomorrow morning.  Like the gentleman he is, he texted me offering to bring my favorite breakfast tomorrow, inquired about what time works for me.  At 9AM tomorrow, Saturday, he will be allowed to arrive, I'm quite sure he will be punctual, the dear.  I'm sure by 10AM he'll be my little bitch boi again, begging to be pegged, or whatever my capricious mind settles on.  

subbies, take note.  Well behaved, gentleman subs do get their little subbie hearts desires.

Z

short version of the other night... subbie was met by me in a robe, strapon soon to spring out, vibe was working before he came.  Poor one.  He fell to his knees immediately and sucked it without me saying a word.  I worked all 7" into him pretty quickly... Came twice.

He did show up with the lovely, just lovely La Perla.... I didn't let him watch me dress, but I did come out with my blouse open and had him button it up as a reward for his being such a good boi..  I dismissed him.

Date with Vanilla Man went well.  Have you ever gone out with a beautiful woman who seemed oblivious to your charms?  Even a handsome, charming, intellectual man.. you might not be very handsome, but know you can charm women in other ways, right?  But then you meet a woman who's floating above those charms, aloof, distant.  That was me the other night.  Poor vanilla guy has been texting me since... Did you ever wonder that she might have just came twice while pegging a subbie?  Well, did you?

Z

Damn... couldn't wait. Have the vibe out... Subbie will be met by me at the door in a robe... I am going to have him strip immediately, then ride his face.   I am going to crush my pussy into his little boi face and ride him like there is no tomorrow.

I am sure he will be suprised... I haven't been this hot in a loooong time.

Z

I have a very exciting evening planned.  My new subbie, (the only one who can actually follow directions on this site and take pictures as instructed BTW) is showing up to prep for a date with a real man.

He insisted on bringing me a set of La Perla underwear for my date tonight.  I doubt I will let him see me in my underwear tonight, but we will see.  I will definately let him zip up my dress though, and serve me wine.  My pussy is so wet right now thinking about this, I am wondering if I will break down and let him lick me good before my date.  I don't like to be horny on a date with an interesting man.  80% of communication is non-verbal....

I would ask for a vote, but I know all your horn dogs would vote yes on letting him lick my pussy.  Votes from women will be worth 10pts, votes from Dom and Switch men 2pts, votes from subbies 1/2 point. 

My GF is so jealeous of me... She wants to come watch me tease my subbie before my date... I'm afraid if I do, I won't be able to get her out of my apartment...

So hot right now!!!!  :-)

Z

So my new game with 'vanilla' men is this...

1. Tease the shit out of them.  No stretch goal here, I've been doing this since 16.

2.  Get them hot, bothered, hard.  Ditto above.

3.  Tease their cock and their ass at the same time.   It's sort of key with vanilla men to pay attention to their cock, if I do, I have found I can do almost anything else.

4.  My new goal is to get them posed as follows:  On their back, hips up and feet above their head (Plow Pose, Halasana for the yogis.)   I've been toying with their hard on and ass for 30minutes.  This is a yoga modification. :-) 

5.  Game is to get them to cum on their face as I jerk off their cock vigerously, and play with their ass at the same time.  

Score so far... 3 for 3.  Yes!

Challenge is down for other dominant women.

And no, I won't be taking pics of these executives in a compromising pose.  OK... having cum on your nose, hair and cheek might be a very compromising pose for these vanilla VP and CxO types... And no, I won't be emailing pics to you collectors.  Play my game and you get to meet and serve a hot, fit, eclectic, svelte Woman Executive who will toy with your little boi mind and leave you begging for more.

Pics taken in this pose, and delivered to me for review by Sunday 3PM EST might be considered for an in-person inpsection.

Last request for pic was met with ZERO, as in 0, entries.  Nice posers.

Z

chose the bois... they are here and naked

all you posers who emailed asking us questions need to get a life

they have served us wine and mojitos... pretty funny to see his soft cock moving in circles as he muddled the mangos... Needless to say, further orders for mojitos followed.

No, it's not tense right away little boy, dont worry.  You bois who do follow my directions are being not really many dishes, but my GF is having much fun.)  The other is returning after each task to the middle of my living room, to his position, on all fours, eyes down.  They both seem to be in a blissful, zenlike state.

I will be blocking further comments about fantasy and fake.   If you are such an expert, you must be online all the time.   Jerking off on your own to internet porn gives you a dopamine rush since you're addicted to porn, not sex, but porn.  But truly, doesn't it get just a tad old?

Z

OK

My girls are over, and we've been drinking a bit... They want 2 subbies to come over today and serve us CFNM style.

Pics demaned.  Naked.  Ribbon tied around your hard cock.  Sign saying "Zelda's slut wannabe".

First 2 hot guys who comply, exactly, will be given directions to a pub to meet at shortly.

go!!!

My new fetish is to get "vanilla" guys to bend over.  

Have tried with 6 guys recently.  Here are the stats:

1 - 6 of 6 let me slip a dildo in their "virgin" butts the very first time we were naked.  Who believes those butts were really virgin before.  All of them moaned like slutty bitches.   It's almost too easy.  Just start with paying attention to their cocks, then slowly shift attention to their butts.  Every one came with 100% butt attention, no cock stimulation.

2 - 6 of 6 let me bend them over, use the dildo, and moderatetly slap their asses, the first time.

3 - 5 of 6 sucked the dildo before I used it on them.  The other one let me rub it all over his slutty face and mouth, his line was not to open his mouth.  But shortly after, he opened his manhole... :-)

4 - 2 of 6 were so into it the first night, that I strapped them on!   They are now begging me for more, almost daily.  I have them both on chastity tease and denial.  Instant subbies.  Wow.

5 - Of the 4 who wouldn't bend over and get fucked the very first night, 3 bent over the 2nd date.

Damn.  You subbies on here have NO idea how far ahead of the curve you are.  I wish I could video tape the macho man's transformation over the course of an evening, but of course, I would never compromise someone this way.  Just saying though!!!

Z

Very busy week at work.  My GFs had a great time last weekend, and have been pestering me to play again.   Don't bother me during the week, the problem with being a 1% is that you only have 1% of your time free.

Doing a very light cocktail party tonight with 2 of my GFs.  Will have one CFNM slave to make us mojito's and serve us.  Will definately be going out for real men later.   Unsure if any of my girls will ride his face... i am tiring of him.

We've started to rate men by the following scale, just an FYI for subbies out there.  There are 3 litmus tests; Fit t is required.  2) 6.0" - 8.0" cock required, nothing outside of those boundaries, and 3) tongue that can at least touch your nose.

Really now, do you think if you miss ANY of those tests that you are of ANY use to real Women.  REALLY!

day ended very well.  more details later, i am exhausted as are my girls....

new macho guy learned what it's like to bend over...again and again.   Have you ever heard a macho NY guy scream like a little girl..... then beg for it?  Priceless.

new subbie on the hook who actually did what I asked for... you know who you are... you did 3 positions remotely for me.... keep training that boi hole of yours...

Z

Damn. It's been an hour.  15 messages, not a single one what we want.

Four horny woman in one apartment.  No fucking subs showing up.  So many people email ME saying I'm a fake.  So many subs promise to do ANYTHING I ask. The one thing that's a hard limit for the limp dick subbies here is actually showing up!

Fuck!

Damn. It's been an hour.  15 messages, not a single one what we want.

Four horny woman in one apartment.  No fucking subs showing up.  So many people email ME saying I'm a fake.  So many subs promise to do ANYTHING I ask. The one thing that's a hard limit for the limp dick subbies here is actually showing up!

Fuck!

Damn

Subbie CFNM boi who begged and promised he would show up is a fucking no show today.

I have 3 GF here for a labor day party and no toy to play with.

Follow these instructions for immediate play:

1- be within 30min of Upper East Side

2 - send a pic, that you take today, with just briefs on, hard on concealed completely, with a note saying CFNM for Zelda.

3 - Beg to be allowed over.

4 - include your phone number

Someone will be here today, dammit.  Will it by you?

Z

Well, 2 of my GF now enjoy my subs when they come over.

Looking for someone new who adores CFNM.  You come over, shut the fuck up, get naked, keep shut up, listen and obey.

Is that so hard to understand?  No, really.  Is it?

You might serve us wine, you might clean up, you might get to lick one of my GF, you might be sent to the corner.  If you smell whatoever, you will be dismissed.  If you're not fit and well taken care of, you will be dismissed.

Submit now, photos, any experience.  Nothing else is wanted at this time, just CFNM.

Well, I broke a new barrier this past weekend.

I was drinking Friday night with one of my girls, and the story of my 2 subs slipped out.  She couldn't believe it, dared me to have one of them over.

So... The next night, Saturday, I had my preferred subbie come over.  There were 4 Women there.  I ordered him to come out as instructed from the bathroom.  There he was, in a tuxedo... but surprisingly no pants.  He had his little subbie thong on though.  My friends that it was adorable. 

He served us wine and appetizers.  Immediately he got hard.  One of my GF decided to tease him a bit and caressed his ass.  Pretty soon, she was fondling his cock through his g-string.  I pretended like it was quite normal and carried on conversation, basically ignorning him.  After my GF got him good and hard, she told him to take it out and stroke it for her.  He did.  I told him no early release... that slowed him down.....

Who wants to hear the ending?  :-)

It's been a while since I posted.  Back from vacation, very busy week catching up.

Adore my 2 subbies.  The competition between them to be chosen on any given night has worked out quite well for me.   I did find something out unfortunate this week... If one of them knows I'm with the other one, they jerk off all night fantasizing about being with me.

I think I will have to introduce a cock cage.  Any ideas on how to get not one, but 2 hot, fit men to wear a cage when not in my presence?

Z

On vacation in the islands with my girlfriends.

None of them know that I had not one, but two of my subs come down.  They've learned to be good little boys and take turns pleasuring me.   My GF wonder why I'm sleeping so much, I say it's the heat.

Came 4 times today....so far.   Damn, you subbie boys sure know how to lick a woman!   I haven't had them both at the same time yet... I think it's hotter to set a schedule and let them compete for the sexiest service.   Should be a new Olympic sport!

Well, the yes's have it, by a wide margin.

Had my GF over for some wine.  I wanted to tell her right away, but I couldn't find a good way to bring it up even after two large glasses of wine.  (too much for me.)

I will have to get the courage up... She definately needs some release.  She's hot and very fun to be around... but for some reason she keeps shooting down men.  I need to turn over one of my subbies to her, and soon.

Any ideas on how to broach this delicate subject?

My new international slut was such a good boy yesterday.

He came over, on time, and ready to lick me before my brunch date.   Something about being throroughly satisfied at lunch is fabulous.  I could tell my vanilla date was very intrigued by my mood.  He of course wanted to setup a following date, but I left him hanging.

I'm trying to decide if I should bring one of my GFs into this situation. She always complains about the more succesful men in NY being such self-centered bastards. 

PLEASE VOTE.  Should I let her in on my secret and maybe loan out a slut to service her.  Yes or No?

I haven't posted for a while, just back from a short vacation to France and Spain.

Couldn't believe that one of my subbies from this site agreed to fly over, and be available for me.  It was just a joke, but he was so eager and cute about it, I allowed him.

We met in the SouthWest of France, in Biarritz.   Nothing like a gorgeous beach, going topless, having an outwardly macho man put lotion on you, then later bend over, put his hands against the hotel window, and enjoy it immensely as I slid my strap on in his well fucked ass.   I took my time with him this time, teasing him, watching sunbathers on the beach.  

At one point, he got tired of me teasing him and started begging for me to fuck him.   I asked him if he wanted an official recording of that.  He agreed.  I have 5 min of him begging to get fucked, then starting to cum, on my iPhone.  I'd post it here, but he says both of our names at one point, plus his voice is very clear and noticable, and I would never compromise someones privacy that way. 

I did have him listen to it at lunch the next day.  Poor little one.  As he listened to the recording on headphones, I watched the blood rush to both his face and cock.  Priceless!   He is now my little international slut.

My new subbie, who I met here, is coming along nicely.

We viewed the fireworks from my apartment.  Well, I viewed the fireworks, he mostly just heard the booming, if you get what I mean.  :-)  His licking stamina is building up.  Funny how many boys thinks they can lick and lick for hours...

Damn, I love submissive boys.  All women should know about you guys.

Allowed the new subbie to buy me drinks this afternoon, after much begging.

Dismissed him a bit ago.  He said he liked to have his face ridden.   He was into it for the first 30min, not so much the next 2hrs.   Whatever.

Don't go in the kitchen if you can't stand the heat bois.

So the "gentleman" from brunch stood me up last night, Friday night.  That has never happened to me.

So I selected another candidate.  Good looking, very fit, nice size cock this time for an upgrade.   The "gentleman" was begging to be allowed back in.  Had him arrive 15min early.   Naked and tied up within 5 min.   He was allowed to watch my new subbie lick my pussy and make me cum multiple times.  Got to watch my give my subbie a spanking, which started erotically, with me stroking his nice hard cock to erection.  "Gentleman" subbie got to see what a real man packs.  Of course the spanking got a bit more intense as my new subbies ass warmed up... God I love how men will let you do just anything to them when they're turned on. 

Decided to use my new strap on, but had my new subbie turn my "gentlemans' chair around once it was strapped on and ready to go.  He didn't get to watch me loosen up my new victim with a progressively larger butt plug.  He got to listen my my new subbies virginity being taken.  Oh how he cried for joy.  Damn, I love you subbies.  He came, but I wasn't ready to stop.  Continued pounding that fit ass for another 15min, pushing his head deep into the bed.  Head down, ass up, hah!

Dismissed the "gentleman' sub forever, had my new subbie untie him.  There is zero chance I'll ever see the "gentleman" again.  But he will now know what he is missing.

I need another subbie to take over the long 4th weekend.  My new subbie is walking a bit gingerly now.  

Ok Sunday was definately FunDay in my apartment.

Met a gentleman subbie from this site for brunch.  Against my better judgement, I agreed to let him come give me a foot massage at my place.  He was very skilled, and things progressed.  Let's just say that he realized his tongue needs to make up for other, um, challenges.

I might just let him become a regular.  Thank you for brunch.  You know who you are.  Continue to be a gentleman, and keep this all discrete, and you might, just might, get another oppportunity.

A very long licking and 4 orgasms can't take the place for a good hard fuck, sad to say, but true.  You know it.   Had to call one of my vanilla studs and meet up for dinner.  Let's just say, we ended up taking our dinner to go.   It's been in my fridge all night.  Just had it after a long day at work and drinks with the girls.

Boys.  Know your place.  What do you have to offer that I can't get walking out my door in 10min, or by picking up the phone.  Creativity counts.

Dinner at Prima with friends.

Now home... wishing i had a slave to command to come over.

Question....  Would you come over, strip, serve me my picking up my place, cleaning the dishes, pouring me a glass of wine, and then licking my pussy until I told you to stop?

You would very likely be dismissed summarily when I tire of you.

So I reluctantly met a subbie today for brunch.  Fit, alpha type.  Seems to have it all.  Not very well trained in being a subbie.  Like a gentleman, he did not send private pics in advance, please note that.

Was wondering if training him would be worthwhile.  I instructed him to go take a pic of his soft and then hard cock in the bathroom for me.   He blushed, but complied.  OMG!  I have NEVER seen such a tiny penis.  I was afraid I was rude, but couldn't hold back a chuckle.

Really now.  What good is a subbie who gets you all worked up that you can't fuck when you want to.  His 3" hard dick wouldn't even start to work.  He mumbled something about maybe being a cuckold.  I've heard of that, but sounds like too much work.  He then offered to buy me nice presents to be in my life. Wow.

I excused myself and hurriedly left.  Wondering if there are a number of subbie men who have this issue.  Now, as I write this, I'm wondering if using a subbie before a date with a real man would be a clever issue.  Intelligent men, and women, can sense desire and use it for power.  If I just had a good long tongue lashing, it might be a leverage point with real men.   Thoughts?