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Always learning everyday, even though i have been intrested in the lifestyle and actively seeking it for 9yrs, i am still searching for that person to share that "trust" with.
I am not into things as a game, this is a lifestyle and part of my life.
I am a female submissive with an open mind to most anything and wish to learn more about myself as well as others and the lifestyle.
I have found that more people than not attempt to deteriate the intellect of others on here. The so called "Doms" think that because I and others like myself are "submissive" that we are nothing more than a piece of carpet. The lifestyle is just that a lifestyle not a game! As a sub I have chosen (yes I have "chosen") to give myself to an individual to charish, and guide, and care for. Not that I am unable to do so myself but because that is they way I choose to lead my life. This doesn't make me less of an individual but in my eyes a stronger individual due to the fact that it takes alot to "trust" another fully with that responsiblity and to know that they will protect you for the harm that parts of the "lifestyle" can bring if not properly generated both physically and emotionally.
After my divorce in December, I am now currently in a relationship. I suspect that after one searches for a very long time...loneliness sets in.
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