YourCharm1064

i would humbly like to thank all of the Dominant Individuals that have made navigating these waters a bit easier.

i am naive and unfamiliar with online dating and many of You honored a protective instinct to share with me and educate me about the perks of the process, encouraging me to take my time and informing of the issues i may run into.

It has been a great adventure and while some of my experiences have been negative, on the whole i feel that this community is supportive and friendly. i also wanted to thank the various subs that are encouraging me to be positive and not become anxious or discouraged by insensitive and overly aggressive individuals.

Hmmm what does one put in an online public journal?

i am nervous and worried. I've communicated this a few times today but the anxiety is overwhelming. i am a born sub, i need formal training so i can please any Master/Mistress but i want to please. i was asked a lot about myself today and i thought it would be comforting and prudent to provide a little more about myself as i have been maliciously accused of being fake and the resulting interactions were not encouraging. 

i am a born submissive and throughout my life i have had multiple experiences that revealed this to me. i respectfully request any potential dominants to be relatively patient especially in regards to response time to messages and chat requests. This is my first foray into the online "dating" experience and my mild anxiety has made me nervous about sharing so much about my personal interests and needs.

With that being said, i am here because i have never received what i need because i have never explicitly asked for it. As difficult as it is, i am willing to accept the huge, difficult and painful responsibility of asking for what i need if it leads to me finding an intuitive/forceful/strong/loving Master/Mistress. 

All subs everywhere should be encouraged to do this. If you can overcome any anxiety, introverted behavior, and nervousness and make yourself available...a loving Master/Mistress will find you. It is this thought that make my anxious yet friendly and open self able to undertake something as simple as creating this profile; believe me...it was an undertaking.

Education and Personality Type:

i have two degrees, BA in Creative Writing and BS in Political Science. In the undergrad atmosphere, especially for a woman in politics, i am expected to be assertive and even feminist...this experience was the most painful and led to some of my social anxiety because i am not this person and felt that i had to fulfill these expectations so as to be successful in a university atmosphere (as a scholarship student no less) in a position where rubbing elbows and speaking opportunities were abundant.