Dominate me.....
When life has become too much of a challenge and i am ready to throw my hands up and give up on myself and the world around me.....
Dominate me....
It is the air of the Dominance that radiates about You and You reminding me that it is not in MY control to make such decisions and 'giving up' is NOT an option that keeps me 'grounded'...
Dominate me....
When i find myself losing control of my own actions and i forget that behaving in such a manner brings nothing but disappointment and embeds doubt in Your mind about my position in Your life....
Dominate me.....
For it is in knowing You will not hesitate to recapture control over me and my actions when i have 'crossed the lines' that enables me to think clearly and regain my composure .....
Dominate me.....
When the sun is shining, the birds are singing, and all appears well in the life that surrounds U/us.....
Dominate me.....
Allow me to feel pride in my submission and Your collar that encircles my neck when life is good. It allows me to grow with pride in the knowledge that i am behaving in a manner that honors You and Your position in O/our relationship....
Dominate me.....
Educate me in Your ways and the routines that please You..... For it is in my submission to You that i find happiness and peace within.....
Dominate me.....
When my behavior displays nothing submissive about me i have lost grip and yearn to feel Your stern grasp reminding me of where i belong and the reasoning behind my decision to surrender my mind, body, and heart to You in the beginning......
Dominate me.....
i understand being submissive shouldn't call for such effort and work but please remember i was lead astray throughout my lifetime by outspoken, independent, domineering females, and because of life's circumstances i lose sight of what i truly wish to be to You....
Dominate me.....
i am only human and i struggle daily with the situations that surround me... i often find myself in tears fighting what had been wrongfully instilled inside of my spirit by such females.... it is at YOUR feet that i am content....
Dominate me.....
Even if it requires strict punishment for the wrongs i commit..... i am not a child, however, i find myself at times in a state of having the need for 'reprogramming' so to speak and like a child throwing a blind tantrum, there are times in which my spirit needs to be humbled through such punishment so that i can reflect on why the wrong doing occurred to begin with.....
Dominate me.....
i need to feel Your Dominance at ALL times. i need to know that YOU are stronger than me and will NOT put up with any disrespect or misbehaving on my part even if i am without that which keeps my head clear with thought. Allowing such actions or excusing such behavior only shows weakness in Your position.....
Dominate me.....
Please be consistent with Your directives and rules and consequences. Non-consistency only instills doubt, confusion, and eventually a sense of hopelessness. if a directive or rule is broken then i need to know consequences will follow....
Dominate me.....
i dedicate my heart, mind, and body to serving You and in doing so, You become the Half that makes me whole....
You are my Lord, my Master, my Daddy, my Teacher, my Love, my Best Friend, my EVERYTHING, and without You there is no 'me'. Without You i become but a lost soul...empty inside and my spirit eventually shall diminish....
Dominate me....
And at the end of the day, if the Father above decides it is my time, may i find eternal peace knowing that i did my best in my service to You and i go to my Father's house in prayer that i have left You with some sense of accomplishment in what You allowed and enabled me to have become in life...
For without Dominance, as a submissive, i shall perish.
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