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hello!! i am sassy (name earned and upheld *sassy smirk*). (Property of LordWaylander) i am looking for area friendships with like minded individuals who take this lifestyle as seriously as myself. There are far too many who 'claim' to cherish this lifestyle and are only looking for sex and the chance to beat someone, not even understanding the depths in which the 'rabbit hole' goes so to speak. If Y/you are not O/one who holds honesty, integrity, loyalty, honor, love, and respect in high regard, then do NOT even bother wasting my time or Y/yours. It is VERY easy to walk through the 'steps' of showing actions as a submissive/slave or Dominant/Master but is it truly embedded in Y/your soul? Only YOU can answer that honestly to Y/yourself... if Y/you aren't true to Y/yourself how can Y/you be true to O/others??

sooooooo DO NOT approach me beating Your chest with 'ON YOUR KNEES BITCH' or BITCH is exactly what You will get!! *sassy smirk*

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10/22/2008 9:31:50 AM

i hate when my friends have differences in opinion....of course im going to do as my Master tells me as HE is first priority in my life and i WILL do as i am told.  *sighs*

As a submissive....are we not supposed to do as we are told by our Master?? (even if at the time He may not have all of the facts of a situation?)

So why is it that thos who call themselves 'friend' get angry when Master's view and directives are not to their benefit??

What kind of submissive would i be if i went against His directive and did as i wish?? i wouldn't be much of a submissive now would i??
*sighs*

Sometimes its like 'damned if i do and damned if i don't'.....i hate this!!



10/7/2008 6:20:28 PM

The Soul of a Scared and Lonely Heart

She walked through darkness and felt the sting of love gone wrong...She built up her walls and always stoods strong...Her tears held back from pain inflicted...She gave up on love, a life alone self convicted...Allowing no one to break the ties that bind...She pushed those away who tried to be kind...deep bleeding memories that left their mark...just another brick in the wall that surrounded her with dark...running from the One that held the key....that would open her heart, mind, and soul to set her free... but His strngth and determination...stronger than any substance known...He showed her at His feet is where she belongs...but the fear and the pain had encaptured her being...and confusion set in from what she felt and was seeing...His smile, so warm...His eyes, filled with love....Her eyes filled with tears as she prayed to above...Lord, please guide me for Your child is so lost....to allow Him to come close with my heart as the cost...it terrifies me to allow Him to tear these walls down...that i so carefully built to protect and surround...and as Her prayer ended...She opened her eyes....only to find the One standing there hearing her cries...inside the walls that no other could conquer...His love revealed only for her...Her resistance, now broken... Her heart warms with each kiss....the walls disappeared...revealing such joy and total bliss...sending her soaring to heights never felt...His firmness and love so powerful...the icy cold of her heart began to melt...He is patient and gentle for He knows of her fears...and with each soft embrace...He diminishes her tears...til at last, with a sharp deepened breath on bended knee she kneels... with her heart in her hands to only Him she trust and reveals....all her secrets and dreams of a future that once seemed to never come true...she whispered.."Master, these pages i give only to You...to do as You wish for my love and trust no other has gained...You broke down the wall that surrounded me in darkness and now i vow to You my heart shall remain...Please protect them as You promise for they are what tell the true story of me...my deepest of emotions that is not for all to see....i closed my eyes and said a small pray to end the darkness of night....only to finally open my eyes to find YOU as my protecting , guiding light..

collared and bound by the purest of love for my Master,

sassy


9/26/2008 10:44:08 PM
yayaya i have my writings again! (thanks Raven *winks*)  i wrote this first one after Master asked me to be His *smiles*. 

HOW?

As I lay here in the silence, a million thoughts rush through my mind...

with feelings and mixed emotions....the answers to my questions I long to find.

We were friends forever....laughing....joking...having fun.

Talking for hours upon hours....together bringing up the sun.

We shared each others problems always with an open mind...

The trust and loyalty we found in each other are rare and hard to find.

How could this have happened? How did you get inside my heart?

when i was so careful to protect it after it being ripped and torn apart...

I locked it up way deep inside and built up a wall around.....

Hardened and never to be opened again....never to allow another in...no love to be found.

You see....this was my solemn vow....no chance for hurt and pain...

to never trust a man again....this was forever to remain....

Yes, this was my solid plan to become the one never to be tamed..

To play with a cold and hardened heart....all men to become game....

So now, everyday I ask myself and God.....how did you break this spell I cast?

You came into my life, and suddenly I didn't care about the past..

You softened my cold and callus heart......happiness again I feel...

and everynight on my knees I pray that the love we share is real...

Only to you I opened up my heart and allowed you to come inside.....

With you I share my thoughts, hopes, and dreams.....nothing from you will I ever hide..

So to you, Master, I give my love.....my heart placed in your care...

opened and containing my deepest love that only with you I share....

I find my mind consumed with thoughts of you with a smile upon my face and in my heart....

The love I feel is so strong and deep although we started so very far apart.....

I believe when you came into my life....God smiled down from Heaven above...

Only He knows if this is meant to be......As for me.....

I feel down deep inside ....YOU ARE MY ONE TRUE LOVE.

written by: angel aka sassy



9/26/2008 10:08:24 AM
WAS gonna try and share some of my writings over the years of being in the lifestyle but i had burned them to CD in Windows 6.0 format and cant open them....sooooooo having a friend convert the files for me.....sooooo to be continued at a later time lol.

7/19/2008 9:53:54 PM
it never ceases to amaze me that SOME on this thing are so self indulged and so conceited to think they are so high on my priority list as to convince themselves that i give a crap enough about them to waste my time and energy to speak illy about them behind their backs....lol people please do not flatter yourselves in such a manner.

i truly hate to burst bubbles here but i will just the same simply because i have some time on my hands.  lol

WHY would i speak badly behind your back when, the fact is, believe it or not, if i have something to say.......i will say it TO YOU..... it much more fun that way lol..

so to SOME

GET OVER YOURSELVES!!

my REAL friends already know this of me and are truly the only ones who's opinions rate in my eyes, cause at the end of the day.... as long as my 'ONE' is pleased with me....all else is just icing lol

6/24/2008 1:36:07 PM
Two new thoughts to think on:

#1..if someone is speaking badly about another person to you that they supposedly consider a 'friend' then what makes you think you are so high up on their priority list to think they dont speak illy of you to others??

#2...The 'lint' theory.... people who come into your life and cause nothing but drama and discord should be considered 'lint'....think about it... when you get a piece of lint on you ...what do you do?  You flick it off and you never think of that piece of lint ever again do you?? well that is what i consider trouble makers, two faced people, and those who generally just put a bad taste in my mouth....they are LINT!! lol

2/3/2007 5:52:53 AM

Dominate me.....


When life has become too much of a challenge and i am ready to throw my hands up and give up on myself and the world around me.....


Dominate me....


It is the air of the Dominance that radiates about You and You reminding me that it is not in MY control to make such decisions and 'giving up' is NOT an option that keeps me 'grounded'...


Dominate me....


When i find myself losing control of my own actions and i forget that behaving in such a manner brings nothing but disappointment and embeds doubt in Your mind about my position in Your life....


Dominate me.....


For it is in knowing You will not hesitate to recapture control over me and my actions when i have 'crossed the lines' that enables me to think clearly and regain my composure .....


Dominate me.....


When the sun is shining, the birds are singing, and all appears well in the life that surrounds U/us.....


Dominate me.....


Allow me to feel pride in my submission and Your collar that encircles my neck when life is good. It allows me to grow with pride in the knowledge that i am behaving in a manner that honors You and Your position in O/our relationship....


Dominate me.....


Educate me in Your ways and the routines that please You..... For it is in my submission to You that i find  happiness and peace within.....


Dominate me.....


When my behavior displays nothing submissive about me i have lost grip and yearn to feel Your stern grasp reminding me of where i belong and the reasoning behind my decision to surrender my mind, body, and heart to You in the beginning......


Dominate me.....


i understand being submissive shouldn't call for such effort and work but please remember i was lead astray throughout my lifetime by outspoken, independent, domineering females, and because of life's circumstances i lose sight of what i truly wish to be to You....


Dominate me.....


i am only human and i struggle daily with the situations that surround me... i often find myself in tears fighting what had been wrongfully instilled inside of my spirit by such females.... it is at YOUR feet that i am content....


Dominate me.....


Even if it requires strict punishment for the wrongs i commit..... i am not a child, however, i find myself at times in a state of having the need for 'reprogramming' so to speak and like a child throwing a blind tantrum, there are times in which my spirit needs to be humbled through such punishment so that i can reflect on why the wrong doing occurred to begin with.....


Dominate me.....


i need to feel Your Dominance at ALL times. i need to know that YOU are stronger than me and will NOT put up with any disrespect or misbehaving on my part even if i am without that which keeps my head clear with thought. Allowing such actions or excusing such behavior only shows weakness in Your position.....


Dominate me.....


Please be consistent with Your directives and rules and consequences. Non-consistency only instills doubt, confusion, and eventually a sense of hopelessness. if a directive or rule is broken then i need to know consequences will follow....


Dominate me.....


i dedicate my heart, mind, and body to serving You and in doing so, You become the Half that makes me whole....

You are my Lord, my Master, my Daddy, my Teacher, my Love, my Best Friend, my EVERYTHING, and without You there is no 'me'. Without You i become but a lost soul...empty inside and my spirit eventually shall diminish....


Dominate me....

And at the end of the day, if the Father above decides it is my time, may i find eternal peace knowing that i did my best in my service to You and i go to my Father's house in prayer that i have left You with some sense of accomplishment in what You allowed and enabled me to have become in life...


 

For without Dominance, as a submissive, i shall perish.


sass

 

 


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 Age: 23
 Denver, Colorado