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	About Xrayz OWNED BY SATANSTILTSKIN Blend the rainbow above me and shoot it through my veins. I'm Candy in all my glory. I'm scared of what the future holds for me Scared that I may be too weak for this world in order to survive it. I want to be free from my worries and my pain I don't want to feel like my heart is breaking anymore And there's no where to run No where that's safe. I think of a lot of things that are not worth thinking about. I try to remain cool and calm but the screaming in my head clouds all judgement. I understand now that happiness is just an illusion But I want to believe that I'm here for a reason I love Psychology and facial expression techniques I love learning what we are all about In and of the mind's of others I'm not a nice person even though I do try sometimes It usually comes back to bite me I'm not asking to be loved or hated... Just let me roam wherever that may be. I adore asphyxiation & Total power exchange. Good conversation with intelligence and a touch of darkness. I'm strange, crazy and naive. I don't expect too much but love when I'm offered. I love to chat with others about anything and everything. Take my heart away to a new place in time.

mood: anxious

music: Beautiful - Sarah Brightman

~* If you can ignore

What you've become

Take it out and see it die again ~*

There is a theory that everyone on this planet has a purpose in life,

It can be something small like standing next to someone

But for that moment in time you needed to be there

To fulfil your purpose...

I don't class myself as being intelligent or pretty

I'm someone who gets by in life just like all the other

"Normies"

Out there.

I'm not sure what my purpose is,

But I believe everything is written in the stars

You can look up to that velvet blue sky

And see it all mapped out

Digest it all

For it's a big gulp to take!

That being said with all the anxiety problems

I've experienced over the past year

It's tipped my world upside down

Even made me forget who I am.

I don't think I'm a nice person to be around

I don't offend easy but my irritation level has taken it's toll

I've lost all patience with people

And tend to open my mouth about certain things

When they should remain hidden.

I'm looking for something or someone to believe in again.

At night you'll find me looking up to the stars

Searching for my destiny.

- I hope it rings true -

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