Well I have had this profile up for about three weeks. And have been trying to figure out what I should say. And I have come to the conclusion that its not about should but about want.
So what do I want you to know about me.
First: I am a romantic. What does that mean? I like to see draw bubble baths and sit outside the tub in the candle light and rub her back, wash her hair, and if she is brave enough shave for her. For example.
Second: I like to inflict pain. Which has been interesting? My lovers to date have not enjoyed receiving the level of pain that I desired to lovingly give them. I bit ones nipple and drew a little blood and she didn't appreciate it.
Third: I still have a lot to learn and a long way to go. I have met a few people and my eyes begin to open. Which is saying a lot I tend to be shy and reserved.
Forth: I like to build things. My Great-Grandfather, My Grandfather, and my Mother all created with their hands. I have created stained glass mirrors. I have built furniture (Dressers, Entertainment Centers). I became a mechanic in the army and worked on helicopters. I like to think (it might be ego though)that I can build anything if I have the right tools and supplies. I know that I have a lot to learn and I am a very good learner.
Fifth: I am trying, I want to change my life and my circumstances. Sometimes it takes a fall to see the next path up.
This is just a first attempt at telling all of you about a little of me, and I know its not much. I have known extreme pain, physical and emotional. I have known love a few times.
I will answer any questions you may have don't be afraid to ask. I will answer honestly. The only real thing that I have full control of is that which I say. And I choose integrity and honor.
This is Жeike signing off.
