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Female Switch, 35, Portland, Oregon
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Female Submissive, 52, Kettering, Ohio
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About Willowmoon
I have a Master! Since people don't seem to get and clearly are not reading my profile let me state right now once again that
I HAVE A MASTER
I am never quite sure what to say when I type a profile for a website. How does one describe herself and give anyone reading an idea of who she is in such a small space of time. I know that if I type too much people won't bother reading but if you write too little then thats just as bad as typing too much. Then theres the issue of knowing what to say. Do people here want to read all about my kinky and lifestyle experience/interests or do they want to know more about who I am as a person away the lifestyle?
I am not here searching for a Master/lover or soul mate I have already found my Master and am in a 24/7 power exchange relationship with him.
Don't bother to message me if you are doing so with the intention of convincing me that you would be better then he, we are to be married and I have had his child so nothing you could say could convince me to leave him for you.
I am here searching for two things. The first being friends within the lifestyle that are a similar age to me. (20 ? 35) I am happy to talk to older people as everybody has something to teach or learn but I believe that to find friends with similar interests and world views as my own that I must look closer to my own age group. I am happy to talk to people from anywhere but are really after people who are in North Queensland or even better Townsville based and willing to meet up and get to know one another in the real world.
The Second thing I am here looking for are potential casual playmates, slave/sub or switch, in a playmate I am looking for a Bi female, someone that may also be open to scenes with both Master and I (though they don't have to play with Master as well). Please note that a playmate does not have to be someone who we have sex with but could just be someone who we can do bondage scenes, flogging, humiliation and what ever else comes to mind with. I would expect that any casual playmate would also be good friends with me outside of scenes played.
This is getting long now and I haven't told anyone who reads this anything really about myself. I'm never so good at talking about myself but I'll give it a go. I hate labels but sometimes labels is the best way to tell people about yourself so please forgive me if I use a few of them here.
The basics: I am a 28? year old slave who lives with her Master in Towsville. I am a student studying to become a naturpath/herbalist/nutritionist. Natural medicine and health related topics are two of my biggest passions in life and if you get me started on them I won't shut up for hours. I enjoy long discussions with people on any topic under the sun from politics and the world we live in to more esoteric things such as paganism and magic. I have studied various things at uni before deciding what I really wanted to do, from history and sociology to nursing and religion and any of these topics are ones that i tend to get a little passionate about. In the vanilla world since thats what we are talking about here I enjoy reading (mostly sci-fi, fantasy and urban fantasy though I like a thriller of horror every so often and have also been known to read romantic chick books) I love gardening and can't wait until the day I own my own house and can have a vegetable and herb garden as well as lots of flowers. I am fairly crafty and enjoy needlework, knitting, cooking, paper crafts and scrap booking. I can also be geeky and enjoy role playing games such as vampire the requiem and changeling the lost. (If you know what I am talking about great, if you don't then in all honesty you probably don't want too know) My friends describe me as passionate, caring and just a little bit na? (Okay hand me the shovel so I can dig myself a deeper hole most days) So thats a little about me in the vanilla world. My list of interests pretty much sum up my lifestyle interests but simple i love bondage, chains, breastplay, knifeplay, humiliation, sensation play, kitty play and serving my Master.
Wow this got long. If you have read this far thank you so much and I hope to hear from you soon.
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Its been too long since I really thought of myself as slave and my partner as Master. Between having a baby and being diagnosed with an auto immune disease our lives were turned upside down but even in the most vanilla moments there was a little spark inside of me that remained hopefull that one day we would find our way back to what we once had. When I got sick straight after birthing Masters son I had to be in control again, there was so much happening on a day to day basis that I couldn't leave it in anybodies hands I have had control for far too long now and deep inside I feel lost. This is not who I am, this is not who I want to be. I want to serve, I need to serve. I want to be slave once more and at long last Master is begining to take control back.
Before control has always been something I gave, it was mine and belonged to me but this time I can not give control to master because i already gave it to him three years ago. It already belongs to Master and I can not give him back something that already belongs to him and so he is taking it back.
This is not going to be an easy road to walk for either of us. With our little one now in the world he is our priority and everything else comes after him but I think we can learn to be parents as well as Master and slave - in some ways there is not much difference then being a mother to being a slave. |
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Today marks six months since I went from being just a friend that Master was training and protecting to being his girl. The last six months have been a rollercoaster in the vanilla world but with my Master by my side I have got through it and kept putting one foot in front of the other, trying my best to just enjoy and love life no matter what was happening at the time.
My Master and I fit each other like a glove. His interests and my interest match each other and in the vanilla world he is so much more then just my Master, he is my best friend, my lover and a shining light on days when everything else seems dark. Its hard to remember just what my life was like before he came into and I hope that in another six months I will be here saying that we have celebrated our first anniversery together and that everything is going great. |
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I am property and I love being property. Master made me his just over a week ago.
This place is a battle ground but sometimes it doesn't really matter. There are people on here that think they know you and can judge you just from the little you write in your profile or the tiny little looks they get in to your life from what you write on the forums. I posted that Master wanted me to work out what toys to get and had given me a budget to work with. Most people enjoyed the topic but one has decided that I am just another sub after a doms money. At first this annoyed me but now I just find it funny after all they don't me, don't know my life or my relationship. |
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Today I met a wonderful man from this site who has helped restore my faith that not everyone here is a jerk.
It was a wonderful afternoon and evening with someone I was able to feel at ease with very early on. I have never before been with a guy who pulls the chair out for a woman or insists on paying and I have to admit I loved it. The girl slave inside of me was thinking yes this is how things are suppose to be.
It is refreshing to spend time with a real person with no awkaward silences and be able to talk about everything and anything with complete honestly. To feel like someone was interested in me and what I had to say and wasn't scared away by some of my geeky interests. It was also nice to have a completly vanilla afternoon as a meeting without him feeling the need to prove his dominance though now I am curious as to what that side of him is like. |
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I am trying to work out if navigating through this place is more like a rollercoaster ride or a battleground. Last night I was told that I must be inexperienced...why? because I refused to discuss my sexual history in the first two minutes of a conversation with a so called Dom and insisted that just because I am a slave doesn't mean I am not worthy of respect. The guys on here seem to equate being a real slave with being a slut who will fuck anyone just because they call themselves a Dom or Master or equate being a slave with a mindless zombie who can not think for themselve and is worth nothing more then a piece of shit.
Sinced I changed my profile and added that I was not just a fuckhole and that one day I wanted kids nobody has messaged me though I am not surprised at least they know who I am and that I am not going to take any shit and at least I don't have to wade through the 'on your knees now' type messages. |
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