WidowAZ

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I am a widow and a mother of a beautiful young Lauren. My husband recently passed away at young and active age of 68. I was involved in alternative lifestyle along with my husband for many decades. We first started exploring the alt when we lived in Europe when he was stationed.? Since then we developed our routine of exploring variety of alt properties as we started feeling comfortable with ?our needs as well as with different players. I am bi and my husband was very straight, an old school Southern alpha male. I played a position of sub both in marriage as well as in alt style with occasional loans to dominance depending on players, surrounding, and situations.?

I relation to my beloved husband I was a respected mother, a partner invested with dignity and pride. I was honored to be of a great assistance to my beloved husband for almost forty years. My husband was a professional soldier, decorated Vietnam vet and a honorable man. I knew my place by his side and he always made me comfortable being who I am. My husband was a traditional and dominant man and this means firm hand as well. I truly enjoyed every moment of our time.I enjoyed his intelligence, creativity, his firmness as well as his assertiveness. Through our days I was rewarded for my accomplishment and obedience. On occasions I was reprehended for my trespasses and mistakes. I was disciplined and encouraged to do better next time. After so many years of accompanying my Master on this beautiful journey I can certainly admit that I enjoyed both verbal as well as physical correction provided by my Master. Master indeed had turned me into a better woman, a wiser mother, and better individual overall. We raised our beautiful Lauren in love and discipline leaving her those valuable assets in lifetime inheritance.

Communication: I am initially available through chat app kik as Concnms1 and later on the phone. ?

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