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i had really rough day today i woke up this morning Master texting me asking me to come up, I told him i be up after i take my shower in mean time something happen i had miscarriage, i called Him let him know what was going on, talked with my doc i have go see him tomorrow, but without Master i don't think i could have handle this very well, He had a surprise when i got up there today to see Him, i'm always cold when i'm here well do to my surprising He got a heating blanket for me, He had me undress when i entered His house and He put blindfold on me and lead me to the bedroom he had me lay down on my stomach and pulled the blanket over me i was toasty warm..He had me smiling because He thought about me i am very lucky to have Him.
thank You my Sir..kisses |
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well i had another nice weekend with Master, i went up friday early afternoon He took me to the movies to see "New Moon" it was good movie even Master made fun of it the whole time..lol..we went shopping afterwards..we had great afternoon and evening together,Saturday we went to the shooting rang i had a good time He even let me shoot few rounds i even hit the target..lol..later that evening we went to the munch we had a good time,then we went over to play party had good time there even i saw my ex that was really hard for me some of that old feeling surface but i got past it..Sunday we went to the mall and then over friends house-we did some talking on the way we made a decision not to keep the baby, right now i'm having hard time dealing on what we decided i know its for the best but it hurts deep down not sure how to tell him how i really feel. |
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Love is the affinity which links and draws together the elements of the world... Love, in fact, is the agent of universal synthesis.
~Pierre Teilhard de Chardin |
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With only a Touch
A sleepy morning snuggle
Your arms holding me pulling me tight
Soft little kisses
You whispering in my ear
Words of endearment
I so love to hear.....
Your skin next to mine
Your hands on my body
Stroking so very slowly
Little pin-pricks of arousal
You know the hot spots
Your taking your time......
Sweet kisses on my neck
Soft strokes of your tongue
Your hand palms my breast
Lifting it up
Warm wetness surrounds me
Mmmmm........I may possibly cum
With a slow slide of your fingers
You slip through my folds
Finding the treasure
So warm and wet
Such a sight to behold..........
I hear you whisper my name
As I start a slow grind
Over and over they slide
Through this treasure chest of mine....
You know the passion
That burns inside
You take me higher and higher
When your lips touch mine.....
A slight shift on the bed
And you settle in between
My legs wrap around you
Holding you tight.....
With your cock lined up nicely
Ohhhh.........what an erotic sight.......
You smile seductively
And with a quick thrust of your hips
I feel every inch of your cock
From the thick base to the soft tip
We set into a rhythm
And so slowly begin to rock......
The pleasure is instant
Consuming us both
The fire burns hotter
With every stroke........
Over and over and over again
We cling to each other
As the fireworks begin....
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i woke up to my text going off it was Master asking if i like to come today He had the need to spank His one,i asked Him what time He like for me to be up there He said any time, so i took a shower, did my hair and makeup and got dress, i got in my car headed up His way-when i got there He was in bed sleeping He works 3rd shift, so i went pee and then crawled in bed with Him..He woke up happy to see me, we kissed and one thing lead to another, He got up had something to eat, later He told me to lay over His lap He and i did like His good lil subbie gave me a spanking, then used the paddle on me i would giggle i got it harder..lol after He got done using the paddle on me He told me to present so crawled off His lap and went to end of the bed and present way He likes me, all sudden i felt the dragon tail after few sting suddenly i felt the cane that baby made me jump yell fuck..giggles He loved it and each time i got smacked with it i loved it, afterwards Master cuddle with me and we goofed around i had delightful time with Him as i always do.
whispering-thank You my Sir |
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the other day i had follow up at the doctors office i told him i was getting dull sharp pain in my lower stomach He said i might have a cyst on my ovaries, so He sent me to have Ultrasound,thank god everything is fine i found out day later when the test came in, but i got some news not sure if its good news or bad, so Master and i need to sit down figure out what we are going to do, i went up to see Him this weekend made him dinner, then sunday we went shopping He got his hair cut i wasn't happy about it but it looks good on Him, later that day we went over some friends house for a lil awhile then we all went to the movies had a great time but we still didn't talk about our lil problem so hoping we will this week. |
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well i had another great weekend with Master, i met up with Him sunday at His friends house we watched a movie and then we went to His dad's house, we took a long walk in the woods it was great Him showing me where he grew up and all, on the way back we found a old log, we sat there and kissed and then he turned me around took my pants down and bent me over it was fucking awesome, we went back to his dad's house He had me strip and bend over the couch and flogged me used three differn't types dragon tails on me and then we fucked again..grin..He took a nap before work, the dog and i snuggled on the couch watching tv, Master woke up around 11 went to work and i end up going to bed about 1:30, He came home around 7:30am woke me up i love the way he wakes me up in the morning. |
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i have been doing alot of thinking of lately....i was in relationship for almost seven months-this what i came up with i have spent most of my time in relationships, fighting with the person i love in ORDER to love them. Past failings, wounds that won't heal, mistrust, insecurity, all things keeping him from being able to feel the love i feel FOR him ... so i have fought with him at every roadblock.
i fight to show him that i am sincere. i fight to show him that i'm not the same person as the ones he's been hurt by. i fight to give of myself in a way that allows him to believe all that.
i ended the relationship and happy he didn't take me back as much as i wanted Him...i have found someone who makes me happy we don't fight at all even when i leave him to go home.i am so grateful that we trust reach other, i have no worries about anything.He's a real Dom not one makes believe he is e's not a player like some i know
so i want to thank someone for really letting me go |
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last few days i've been so sick with a cold i have not seen my honey i feel so miserable without Him, i can't wait to be in His arms and in His bed again..i miss You m Sir |
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last night we had a wonderful time we had friends over before we went out to halloween party, we met up with few more people head over to his friends house for a bit and then we went to a bar called joes,everyone looked wonderful, Master looked awesome dressed up as a Joker, we had few beers and we mingled with everyone hell i even made few new friends, we got home late but it was so incrediable we had grand time out in the rain-blushing and then inside the bedroom, last night i gave Him something i have never given anyone before my virgin ass oh man that was so in tense it was most wonderful and painful feeling i ever had..thank You Master..blushing |
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i learn a lesson last night when Master ask me a question i need to give Him a straight answer not whatever You like Sir..I got a good spanking last night gawd i loved every minute of it..giggles..we had grat time last night we went out shopping and then He took me out to dinner we came home watched a movie in bad after i got the otk spanking along with the paddle..grin..whispers softy..thank You Master as always i love being with You. for today Master is out hunting and i went shopping to get things i needed for this evening we are going to halloween party its going to be loads of fun, i can't wait for him to get home..i bought a maids outfit since i so enjoy cleaning as i cleaned today..giggles |
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Master and i spent Thursday afternoon together until He had go to work that evening, It felt so nice when He came home and woke me up, Wwe laid in bed for for few hrs and then we got up we went hiking for couple hrs with His dog also, then we went visit His friend for a lil bit came back home, i got my ass spanked and then we got ready head down to mass for the munch, we had great time seeing our friends, the ride on the way home was awesome i got a spanking long Master was driving..we got home around 2a we went to bed well kinda..giggles..Saturday we went shopping looking for hair dye we had great time, later that night He had his friends over we all had few drinks and watched couple movies, I went to bed before he did i had to be up Sunday morning early head to VT (Aunt passed away) so Sunday and Monday was rough day for me but i was happy to be home again. |
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well its been one month today Master and i have been together,He has helped me heal from my last relationship-i can't say this a enough He is wonderful Man-Friend and lover and He's a great Master.i am so grateful He entered my life and has given me so much hope and so much love and understanding.i feel very lucky to have Him. |
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well i had another blissful evening with Master again.He rocks my world i feel so warm and fuzzy inside when i'm with Him..He makes me feel so good about myself inside and out something i haven't felt in months. |
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alot has changed in my life of lately-i have moved back to Maine to be close to my kids and grandkids..i have found the most wonderful Dom/Man who completes my life..i haven't been this happy in along time..we do so much together i really enjoy that..gawd love the way he beats my ass ..giggles |
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i had great great weekend i went to NJ (AC) spent few days down there with a friend of mine, laid out on the beach sipping drinks, played the slots, took a surfing lesson that was interesting thought i was going to drown..lol..it just felt good getting away seeing a old friend it was peaceful and very relaxing no worries at all. |
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ever wonder when you give up on someone thats so precious to your heart you'll ever get him back? i gave up on someone i love dearly wonder if He will give me another chance? |
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