I got Married!  Who would have thought?!  Anyway, I just wanted to pop back on and thank all of my awesome friends for playing with me but that I'm not going to be doing the trancing anymore.  Miss you!

*not actually in CA, no, I wont talk about where I live, no I don't want you to guess. 

I have a very specific fantasy I'm curious to get filled, anyone willing to put me under tonight so I can give it a try?

I lie to almost everyone I know because I think the truth is harder to believe.

Annnnnnnd eating my words... fuck.  

I think my favorite thing about hypnosis is the idea that you can give someone a new fetish, something really perverted, that you can fuck with them on a deep and permanent level.  that is so much more fun than just getting them to do something in the moment.

Leave your yahoo id in my mailbox.  If i like your profile I will message you.

Soooooo... I JUST found the show Dollhouse on netflix annnnnd *sploosh*  WTF did no one tell me about this sooner?!  WHY DID IT GET CANCELED? :(

Know ahead of time that I already don't like you.  It's going to have to take a lot of work from you to change my mind.  If you can't handle being humiliated DO NOT TALK TO ME.

That's enough.  It's my turn to be in control.

BIG FETISH:  Halloween.  Last night while handing out candy I got this crazy idea... What if when I put on my costume I was triggered into thinking I was that thing?   Hot!  I have a halloween party this weekend to go to.  Anyone think they can do that?  If your message or profile sends any red flags I wont answer but if you "get it" we might become good friends :)

Very proud of myself and my willpower.  I have not hooked up with anyone since giving birth :)  

Hey everybody just FYI I went into labor the other day and had the baby 5 weeks before the due date.  She is okay but being nursed in an incubator for a little while.  In case anyone is still asking, my aunt has adopted her.  

I'm going to get back to resting for awhile, I will respond to emails soon.

Miss you all!

So last week I post a journal entry to see if anyone had any good ideas for me to do, there were a couple of middle of the road things, nothing terribly creative.  The disturbing thing was that FAR AND AWAY the most common response was: "Any good ideas so far?"

I totally get if you have nothing to say, or contribute.  That's okay.  At this rate people might as well just write "words words words words words." into my emails.  That is about all the meaning they have.

So bored and horny tonight... Give me suggestions!  From the next 10 emails I get I will choose one of them to actually go do.  Whatever is the most interesting or gets me the hottest :)

So weird... So many people put so many words into my inbox that say so very little.

This whole thing is turning a nightmare, im halfway into this and starting to have trouble hiding it with clothes, ugh, why cant it be winter!?

Also, literal nightmares, dreamed about my child being a dominant personality and how i would even deal with that at all, this is terrifying.

what the hell is wrong with me?

Wooohooo i just responded to 95% of my email.  14 pages in less than a day.  amazing. I'm a machine.